Chapter 181 Waiting for you to come back

Huo Beixiao didn't know how long he hadn't slept well, and what he was most afraid of now was the coming of the night, because he always had insomnia all night long.

After seeing Lin Yao, Huo Beixiao's heart missed Xia Nuanxin a little deeper. He seemed to realize that since Xia Nuanxin left, his heart seemed to be hollowed out, and at this time, the missing heart was leaking with wind, and it was cold to the bone.

Back in the studio, Huo Beixiao found that Murong An hadn't come back yet, and he should have been dealing with that difficult guest with Assistant Yang.

Huo Beixiao's patience has become worse and worse recently, the reason why he has to deal with Lin Yao by himself instead of meeting the difficult but real Huo VIP guest is because he is afraid that he can't help but explode foully, and he doesn't want his unexplained tyranny to affect the development of the Huo Group.

With a sigh, Huo Beixiao changed his shoes at the entrance.

Sister-in-law Lin was still busy in the whole mansion as usual. Seeing Huo Beixiao coming back, he came out to say hello, then turned around and started to work on himself again.

On weekdays, there are not many people in this movie park, so Huo Beixiao and Murong An can only be a little hot when they come back at night. But Sister-in-law Lin has been in this garden for more than 40 years.

She doesn't talk about being tired or suffering, let alone being lonely or lonely. She worked diligently and dedicated most of her life to the Huo family, or rather, to the big mansion of the Shadow Garden.

Sitting in a big empty house, facing a huge long table, eating things that are bright and fragrant, but tasteless when you enter your mouth......

The feeling of coldness to the bones became more and more obvious.

"Sister-in-law Lin, don't be busy, you can sit down and eat too." Huo Beixiao stopped his chopsticks and nodded to Sister-in-law Lin, who came in with a stone pot of soup.

Sister-in-law Lin was worried about Huo Beixiao's state during this time, and she was not polite when she heard this, so she wiped her hands and sat down at the table, and made herself a bowl of white rice.

"Fourth master, is the food not to your taste lately?" In front of Huo Beixiao, Sister-in-law Lin has always had one thing to say, and she has never beaten around the bush.

Huo Beixiao paused with chopsticks, but did not answer.

After a while, he raised his head as if he had suddenly reacted, he looked at the old woman who had already smoked out his white hair at the table, and there was a different kind of fireworks dancing in his eyes: "Sister-in-law Lin...... When Warm Heart was still in the movie park, I had a good relationship with you, right? ”

Sister-in-law Lin blinked, and nodded a little inexplicably: "Why does the young master ask that?" ”

She heard about Xia Nuanxin's going abroad from Assistant Yang, and she didn't think there was anything at the time, but it was a pity that such a good girl ran so far away and left her hometown, and she didn't know if anyone took good care of her, so she couldn't help but worry about her.

But worry is worry, after all, she is still the housekeeper of the film park, and her first job is to take care of Huo Beixiao and everything in the movie park. So after Zi Ah found out that Huo Beixiao's mood was not quite right, she rarely thought about Xia Nuanxin. If it weren't for Huo Beixiao suddenly mentioning it, she would have almost forgotten about this cute little girl.

"Sister-in-law Lin...... After being together for so long, do you miss her once in a while? Huo Beixiao paused for a moment, and suddenly shook his head helplessly and smiled bitterly.

He didn't even know why he was asking, and it seemed like he had been a little confused lately.

Sister-in-law Lin didn't show any special surprise, she only chewed the rice in her mouth, and said truthfully: "When Miss Xia just left, I often thought of her. But after a long time, I got used to it. After all, my primary duty in the Huo family is to take care of you, young master, how can I think about other people's truths every day, and Miss Xia is not me, but she is not a ......."

After dinner, Huo Beixiao went into the study as usual, but Sister-in-law Lin's words kept echoing in the depths of his mind.

Xia Nuanxin is what kind of person is he Huo Beixiao?

If it's nothing, why is it that after three months, he still misses her so much?

In fact, if you really want to find Xia Nuanxin, with Huo Beixiao's ability, how can you not find it? That's just a few phone calls. But even Huo Beixiao himself didn't figure it out, what did he want to do with Xia Nuanxin?

He just contradicted himself, and he went on day by day.

In the blink of an eye, another month passed, and Huo Beixiao woke up in the night again.

He woke up to find himself still in his study...... In the past few days, he has been sleeping and waking up like this. The family doctor said that if he didn't have a good rest, no matter how young and strong his body was, he would collapse.

But Huo Beixiao couldn't help it, he automatically went to bed spontaneously when he got to the point, but as soon as he closed his eyes, his whole mind kept thinking about this and that, Xia Nuanxin seemed to come out of nowhere and wandered around in his mind, stirring him upset, and he couldn't sleep at all.

After waking up that night, Huo Beixiao couldn't sleep anymore, he moved his arm that was numb from his own pressure, stood up and moved his somewhat stiff body a few times.

It was pitch black outside the window, and it seemed that even the owl had fallen into a deep sleep.

At such a quiet moment, Huo Beixiao's mind suddenly became clear. The question that has been bothering him all this time does not know why, and the tangled chaotic lines are naturally opened, revealing the threads wrapped in layers of wool.

In fact, this matter itself is not very difficult, but all people always want to save face and love to be strong. The more people like Huo Beixiao, the more unwilling they are to admit defeat and bow their heads.

But after more than four months of being at a loss, Huo Beixiao had to face up to this problem that he deliberately ignored, and he even used it as an excuse to reject Murong An. But at that time, no one knew, and he didn't even convince himself.

He can't give up so much, and he thinks about a person so wastefully and forgetfully, what else can it be?

It can only show that this person has really entered his heart.

No matter how many wrong and bad things she does, she can't shake her status in Huo Beixiao's heart.

Standing in front of the dark window, facing the cold wind with a biting chill, the corners of Huo Beixiao's mouth showed a long-lost smile, which was a smile in the real sense that appeared on his face since Xia Nuanxin left.

He waited from the autumn when the leaves were golden to the bare branches now, and finally sorted out the messy thoughts in his heart.

Wandering in the study for a while, Huo Beixiao suddenly remembered something.

He turned around and walked out of the study quickly, and came to the door of the next room, which was the room where Xia Nuanxin had lived, and since she left, Huo Beixiao had not entered that room once.

On the slightly dark corridor, Sister-in-law Lin thoughtfully lit a small wall lamp, although it was not too bright, but it could also illuminate the entire corridor just right.

Although Huo Beixiao didn't say it, Sister-in-law Lin still found out the fact that he often had to get up and move when he couldn't sleep at night. Huo Beixiao's heart was slightly moved.

The glimmer of the wall lamp elongated the man's long figure and rested on the closed door.

The moment he raised his hand to push the door open, Huo Beixiao's warm palm almost couldn't stop trembling, as if what he was about to open was not a door, but a person's heart.

Inside, because it has not been inhabited for a long time, it has a musty smell of the house itself. But since the day Xia Nuanxin left, Huo Beixiao instructed Sister-in-law Lin to clean this room by the way as long as she was cleaning.

In Huo Beixiao's heart, this room will always be reserved for Xia Nuanxin, so even if Huo Zhengde and Wu Qian come back, he is reluctant to let this room out, and would rather let Sister-in-law Lin suffer and tidy up a big room.

The furnishings in the house are very simple, and they are no different from when Xia Nuanxin is there. A simple and elegant dressing box was placed on the dressing table, and an aged sky blue water cup was placed next to the box.

The dresser box is Huo Beixiao's Christmas gift to Xia Nuanxin, she has always hidden it in the bedroom like a baby, but when she left, she forgot it.

I don't know if it was deliberate, or if I really forgot about it. It's as if she has forgotten Huo Beixiao.

Huo Beixiao picked up the blue water cup, the mouth of the cup was very warm and smooth, his rough palm slowly stroked the mouth of the cup, and imagined in his mind the appearance of Xia Nuanxin holding this cup to drink water.

His eyes couldn't stop being hot.

Except for the makeup box and cup, Xia Nuanxin's third thing couldn't be found in the entire room.

When she moved out of the photo park, she cleaned up very cleanly. In addition to some essential supplies, some other small things that she didn't need were thrown away in a garbage bag.

The bedding on the bed and the ornaments on the bedside table are all things that the film park originally had.

Despite this, Huo Beixiao still couldn't help but sit down on the bed. He held the sky-blue water cup in one hand and the pillow that Xia Nuanxin once slept on in the other, and buried his face deeply.

Obviously, he had washed the quilt cover countless times, but Huo Beixiao felt that he could still smell the faint scent of Xia Nuanxin's shampoo from the middle. She never likes anything too fragrant, so the smell is so faint that she can't detect it if you don't smell it carefully.

I don't know how long I have been lying like this, Huo Beixiao actually fell asleep in such an awkward position.

This night, but I slept very sweetly.

I don't know if it was the smell of Xia Nuanxin that soothed him, or if his body was so tired that he fell asleep after months of exertion.

But from this day on, Huo Beixiao chose to spend the night in this room every night. Miraculously, the insomnia that had plagued him for months was miraculously cured.

He silently made up his mind in his heart, no matter what happened to Xia Nuanxin, he would wait until the day when she couldn't stay abroad and came back...... Wait until the day when he forgot, or no longer loves her......

But until that day comes, he will wait patiently.