035. Missing
Qing'er is missing.
After that night in the Xiaoxiang Pavilion, no one saw her again.
She was alone, leaving behind the secret guard, leaving the wind, snow, thunder and lightning, leaving Ke'er Rou'er, leaving her grandfather, gone!
Whether it was pain or failure, she chose to face and bear it alone.
How long does it take to heal from heartache? How long does it take to overcome yourself? Nobody knows! A day has passed, two days have passed, five days have passed, ten days have passed, and Qing'er has not yet appeared. The Fourth Beile, the Ninth Elder Brother, and the Thirteenth Elder Brother all sent a large number of men to search for Qing'er inside and outside the capital, but they did not find any traces.
Where Qing'er is, no one knows.
On the first day of October, Yinxiang ushered in the age of eighteen alone in depression. He didn't give anyone an invitation, and he refused anyone's company, alone, in Beiyuan, where he taught Qing'er to ride a horse, Qing'er played "Farewell" for a day in the place where he played "Ni Dress and Feather Song", which was a work completed by the master of the two of them.
Looking back, I saw Qing'er standing in men's clothes looking at him. He rushed forward excitedly, but only held the cold wind in his hands and the light and shadow in his hands.
Red leaves and yellow flowers are late in autumn, thousands of miles of travelers, flying clouds are over, there is no letter in returning, where to send books? Tear bombs are not enough when the window drops. Just inkstone and ink. Gradually write to don't come, in the depths of this feeling, the red note is colorless. Qing'er, where are you? Where! Who can tell me, who will tell me, where you are going! Your return date!
O wind, O clouds, tell me! Tell me where Qing'er is? Qing'er! Where are you?
October 30, Yinzhen held a small osmanthus wreath in his hand, put it in his chest and heart, stood under the osmanthus tree, stood all night, that day was his twenty-fourth birthday, he wanted to ask Huang Ama to point Qing'er to him on that day, but he couldn't find her, she suddenly had no news, as if the world evaporated. She flew like a kite with a broken string in front of his eyes, and flew away in the air. But he clearly saw her standing in front of him, standing beside him, seeing her lingering under the laurel tree, tasting the fragrance of flowers in the night breeze, seeing her looking back and smiling in the rain of flowers, seeing her fingers blooming with osmanthus buds, and seeing her quietly watching him tie her clothes.
There was still indigo on her fingers, but she was gone!
Qing'er, where are you?
When will I be able to look at the night sky with you again and listen to the wind? When? Do you really rely on me, trust me, and give me your heart?
When do you know when you will see each other? It's hard to feel the night at this point.
Early in the morning of the first day of the lunar month, Yinyu hurriedly came to Xiuyun Temple, but found that the tablet had disappeared from the room where Qing'er enshrined the tablet, and Qing'er had not appeared for a whole day and night. The soulless Yinyu is helpless and lonely.
Qing'er, when you were young, you thought that if you invited your master to Mingyuan, he would be able to fall in love with your master, but you didn't expect to witness their death.
This time, you thought you were trying your best to help Su Qing, but you didn't expect that when the truth was revealed, Su Qing complained and blamed you.
Qing'er, you, who have always been arrogant, will definitely not be able to stand another blow, and will inevitably think that it is your fault again.
Qing'er, it's not your fault, it's me who is wrong, but when you leave, you don't give me a chance to apologize, you don't give me a chance to atone, and suddenly there is no trace, no whereabouts, and disappears!
Qing'er, you left my sight again, and walked away again, Qing'er, you have never stopped for me! You're so ruthless! What a ruthless heart! Qing'er, I hate it so much! I hate you so much! ……
Qing'er, don't punish me like this, don't treat me like this, you know how much I love you! Come back! Qing'er! Come back, Qing'er!
At that moment, the sky was snowing, and at that moment hope was empty, and wish was wind.
Since the day he learned of Qing'er's disappearance, he has been drunk every day and broken his intestines every night.
Wine into sorrow turned into lovesick tears! Unless you sleep night after night, good dreams leave people to sleep!
On the fourth day of the lunar month, Yinyu's second child was also his second daughter, but he couldn't be found outside the house, he was drunk in Su Qing's room, and all he called out was 'Qing'er!' ’。
On the second day, he took another 'Qing'er' Su Qing back to the house and took the house.
Rong Yu only said sullenly to his best friend Thirteen Elder Brother's questions and pleadings: "I really don't know, do you believe me?" In addition to nodding, Yinxiang didn't know what else to say, Rong Yu was Qing'er's brother, his partner in the mission side by side, and his best friend, who else could he trust if he didn't believe him? What's more, he also saw Rong Yu's anxiety. The two of them had promised to do their best to protect Qing'er together, but Qing'er was right in front of their eyes, not only injured, but also missing.
Qing'er is gone, where did she go? Rong Yu doesn't know, Dong E doesn't know, and Hu Zhongzheng doesn't know, so who else knows?
Forty-two years of Kangxi.
The twentieth day of the first month.
Cao Gang.
Xue Yun ushered in the down-and-out Thirteenth Elder Brother Yinxiang. A dark blue cloth and handiwork are all fine brocade robes, the top is full of wrinkles, the white and black fast boots under the feet are heavy soil, the eyebrows that used to fly are now deeply anxious, the jaw is green stubble, and the eye sockets are deeply sunken. The haggard face believed his chic uninhibitedness.
Yinxiang rode his horse and galloped for several days and nights to rush to the Cao Gang, wanting to learn about Qing'er's traces from Xue Yun's mouth. But the moment he saw Xue Yun, he flinched, he was afraid of the ending, he was afraid that Xue Yun would say to him, 'I don't know!' ’
"Brother Xue, you're okay ,......, little Xue Qing!" Suddenly discouraged, forget it, no matter where she goes, after all, she can't get out of her heart, no matter where she is, he will think of her, miss her, hope for her well, hope for her to be happy, why do you have to see her people!
But, but Qing'er is in such a sad and helpless situation, shouldn't she be by her side? He wants to accompany her, accompany her through this difficult day, he wants!
He had so much to say to her, to tell her.
So, can anyone tell him that Xue Yun can? Can you tell him Qing'er where she is!
Xue Yun looked at Yinxiang, the man who used to walk like a dragon, and now every step towards himself is so difficult! The man who used to talk and laugh was so hesitant to say every word at this moment! Qing'er! What to do with the big brother, how can I help him and help you!
"The leaves are pale, and the white dew is frost. The so-called Iraqi people are on the water side. Tracing back to it, the road is long and obstructive; Tracing from it, it is like being in the middle of the water. The leaves are desolate, and the white dew is not dawning. The so-called Yi people are in the water of the Mae. Tracing back to it, the road is long and obstructive; Tracing from it, it is like being in the water. The leaves are picked, and the white dew is not over. The so-called Yi people are in the water. Tracing back to it, the road is blocked and right; Tracing back from it, it's like being in the water. Xue Yun didn't look at Yinxiang, and recited this song "Pu Jia" against the wind, Thirteen Elder Brother, I hope you understand that if you love Qing'er, you may have a much more difficult road than loving others, and you may have to pay to make Qing'er understand and let Qing'er understand what love is.
Yinxiang nodded, he understood that his trust in Xue Yun came from Qing'er's friendship and love for Xue Yun. Xue Yun in front of him is Qing'er's most trusted eldest brother and friend, and Xue Yun's friendship with Qing'er is not comparable to the kind of 'friendship' that these princes have for Qing'er.
These princes have been selfish towards Qing'er from beginning to end, first to win her over, and then to get her, Qing'er, a twelve or thirteen-year-old woman, is circling among them a large number of profit-hungry men, among the princes, how tired it should be.
In the past two years, if it weren't for Qing'er's intelligence, Qing'er's shrewdness, and Qing'er's superb means, how could Qing'er not offend any of them and not attach to any of them, how could she do it without a trace of their temptation and wooing of her again and again.
Qing'er has always only been on the defensive, and has never attacked and hurt any of them, even if they hurt her.
Qing'er has always been free to advance and retreat, calm and unhurried, always respectful of feelings and love life.
It is precisely because of her innocence and kindness that these princes gradually accepted her, really liked her, and strongly wanted her. So is he himself! He doesn't deny his feelings, he never wants to deny them. It's just what Qing'er thinks, no one knows!
Yinxiang looked at Xue Yun with admiration and respect, in the world, thousands of people, he is the only one who is really good to Qing'er, good for Qing'er, no desire and no desire, just for sincerity!
Yinxiang didn't speak, and Xue Yun didn't say anything. There is still a long way to go, and there will always be light ahead.
Two outstanding men stood proudly in the cold winter wind, looking side by side.
Go to the poor place of the water, and sit and watch the clouds rise.
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To all the friends who like this article, I would like to explain the birthdays (lunar calendar) of the elder brothers involved in the book:
Big Brother Yinyu Kangxi 11 February 14
The second elder brother Yinren Kangxi 13 May 3
The third elder brother Yinzhi Kangxi 16 February 19
The fourth elder brother Yinzhen Kangxi October 30, 17
Fifth Elder Brother Yinqi Kangxi December 4, 18
Seventh Elder Brother Yinyou Kangxi July 25, 19
Eighth Elder Brother Yinxi Kangxi 20 February 10
Nine Elder Brother Yinyu Kangxi August 27, 22
Ten Elder Brother Yino Kangxi October 11, 22
Twelfth elder brother Yinyi Kangxi December 4, 24 years
Thirteenth elder brother Yinxiang Kangxi October 1, 25 years
Fourteenth elder brother Yinzhen Kangxi January 9, 27