Chapter 115: His Expectations
She stared at him: "Since you know that I owe him, you should also know that I don't owe him a life, I still owe him a feeling." ”
"Shut up." Meng Ankai's expression was terrifying, his eyes widened, staring at her deadly, as if he had heard what a ridiculous thing he had said: "If you dare to have such an idea again, I will let him die again." ”
"Not really." Gao Yao panicked.
In this way, Meng Ankai will bear the life of the Venerable, this life is over, and she will create more sins, and she will not be able to pay it off in another ten lifetimes.
"Yaoyao, you know how dare I, I have nothing to scruple about in hell." Meng Ankai's face was fierce, and there was a kind of determination to let go.
Gao Yao was frightened and wanted to persuade him, but he was so anxious that he forgot that his throat was still very dry, but before he could start talking, he coughed heartbreakingly.
Meng Ankai hurriedly patted her on the back, and her voice softened: "Yaoyao, I love you, in my previous life and this life, I only love you, in my previous life, I was confused, and I missed many opportunities to save you and me, so we are where we are today, I don't remember too many things, but I remember a belief, I love you, I want you, no one is allowed to stop me." ”
The love revealed by Meng Ankai at this moment is even stronger than that of the previous life, so strong that it makes Gao Yao a little afraid.
She shook her head, panicked.
Meng Ankai held her head and looked at her eyes very seriously: "Don't run away, you and I both know in our hearts that from the beginning, there is an invisible chain between the two of us that pulls us tightly together, which you and I can't resist, it's my fault to let you suffer this kind of injury again in this life, and I will make up for it." So it's not supposed to be you sad and desperate, you know? ”
He remembered it.
Gao Yao covered her face and cried silently.
What he said was sincere, she listened to it with a broken heart, the damage was done, not that she could forget it, until now, every time she closed her eyes, she seemed to see Liao Jinqi's disgusting face, and she was disgusted and wanted to vomit.
Even if Meng Ankai stays by her side now, because he is a man, her body instinctively resists. There is no way to say these things clearly, she is bitter in her heart, and there is no way to say it clearly, she can only turn all her sadness into tears.
Meng Ankai didn't force her, she needed time to heal her wounds, and he needed to give her more time and space, just hoping that she could recover as soon as possible.
After a week in the hospital, Gao Yao shouted that she wanted to be discharged.
She stayed in this space full of disinfectant water, the white color seemed to mock her all the time, and every moment she stayed here was torment.
Meng Ankai naturally agreed and took her back to their own small home. I haven't come back for a week, and the house is still in order, but Gao Yao's heart is different, and she looks at everything differently.
"Ankai, don't you have any work to do? Meng did not, Gao ...... Nor no? She still wants to stay alone quietly, and she is afraid that this resistance will hurt Meng Ankai, so she can only use work as an excuse.
She thought she was hiding it well, but she didn't know that he saw what she wanted clearly. felt sorry for her, and decided not to continue to drill her horns.
"The Gao family is still the Gao family, but it is managed by the original boss and now managed by the current boss lady, Yaoyao, do you want to go and see?" Meng Ankai asked.
In his heart, he hoped that she would nod in agreement.
And she also knew in her heart that his eyes were as black as ink, full of expectations at the moment, like a child who longed for candy, but she didn't have the courage to step out, and finally shook her head: "I'm so tired, can I just rest at home, I feel tired when I walk two steps now." ”
"Yes, of course." I still can't bear to force her.
As Gao Yao herself said, where did Meng Ankai have so much free time to stay by her side all the time, and sure enough, on the afternoon of returning home, he was going out.
"I'm going for two days." Meng Ankai walked around the living room, obviously hesitating.
"Okay, I'll go pack your clothes." Gao Yao tried her best to be a qualified wife.
Meng Ankai looked at her straight and stiff back in his eyes, he was very distressed, and stepped forward to grab her hand: "Don't be busy, you don't need to come to those things, I can do it myself, there is still an hour to go out, let's talk." ”
Gao Yao obediently sat in his arms and leaned on him: "What do you want to say?" ”
"Wife, I'm lucky, you know?" Meng Ankai's voice is very good, and it is most intoxicating when he whispers in his ear, Gao Yao was in a trance for a while, and his heart was sweet and bitter.
Her silence was expected by Meng Ankai.
He didn't mind at all, and hugged the person tighter: "Relax, okay, I'm your husband." ”
Such a request was like a straw that broke the camel's back, and her tears instantly fell down. Meng Ankai pressed his chin against the top of her hair: "My feeling is right, right, you are punishing yourself, you are staying away from me." You're resistant to my touch, aren't you? ”
"Nope."
"Yaoyao, I've known you for two lifetimes, and my eyes have been on you longer than myself, what does your every move represent, I can see it, you blame your misfortune on yourself, you still want to punish yourself, just like in the previous life, I know how many scars you have drawn on your body." Meng Ankai was also afraid.
He hugged Gao Yao, but he didn't feel that he had her, what happened in his previous life, he remembered a lot, but he didn't forget it, the picture of losing her has always been firmly imprinted in his mind.
The only belief he knew was that he couldn't afford to lose this woman.
Whatever the reason.
"Don't talk about it."
"I want to say, I still want to ask, what did you do to me? I only feel sorry for your injury, and I can't dislike you, and I don't allow others to say a word about yours. Before Meng Ankai said these words, he thought about it for a long time.
Gao Yao's temperament is like this, he likes to hide some things in his heart, only to crush himself in the end, and this is also the case in his last life.
She always treats herself too harshly, obviously it is someone else's fault, but she punishes herself, this time, he will not allow it anymore, so at this time it is to inform her that she has to accept it if she can't accept it.
Gao Yao just shook her head, she couldn't speak.
Meng Ankai's strength gave her peace of mind, she hated that she was so shameless and wanted to use him to jump out of this circle, where did she have this qualification? Obviously, if he continues, he will also be affected by her.
"Tell me, what are you thinking right now? We've got forty minutes to spare, you say. Meng Ankai stroked her hair to calm her emotions.
Say?
But what can I say?
Doesn't the damage caused stop the damage from continuing?
"You want to leave me." Meng Ankai's words were amazing, at least Gao Yao was shocked.
Withdrawing from his arms, he looked at her with a surprised look on his face, and subconsciously asked, "How do you know?" ”
"Sure enough." Meng Ankai's face showed sadness: "Look, how well I know you, you show a little emotion, I know what you want to do." ”
"I ......" Gao Yao had a feeling of helplessness, even if the two of them parted ways, it would be more decent to do it, and there was only one way for them to go forward.
Meng Ankai suddenly became fierce and clamped her shoulders: "I advise you to dispel the idea of leaving me as soon as possible, you are my wife, and this life can only be mine." ”
"Why are you so stubborn, since you remember the past, then you won't forget what your own fate was like, right? Do you still want to follow in the footsteps of your past life? Gao Yao finally spoke up.
She didn't want to quarrel with him, but to wake him up.
Meng Ankai interrupted her: "I'm sorry, it's impossible for me to be separated from you, my fate in my previous life is estimated to be bad, so what?" In this life, my life is up to me. ”
"It's impossible to change, I've tried, I avoided Liao Jinqi far away early, but ...... "This is the most painful."
No matter how she avoids it, she will be involved with Liao Jinqi, which is doomed, just like the Gao family is destined to collapse, followed by her parents.
"Don't worry, Liao Jinqi can't escape, how to punish him when the time comes, you have the final say." Meng Ankai's face was fierce and resolute, which made people shudder when they looked at it.
Gao Yao didn't have the heart to deal with Liao Jinqi, she was defeated by reality.
Thinking that any effort made is in vain, she will definitely lose her relatives, lovers, everything one by one, and finally die alone, this is her fate.
"Ankai, I was wrong from the beginning, we who were reborn have no advantage at all, what if we know how things are going, it is just the development of the previous life, in this life, when I was taken away from the banquet by you, everything is changing. It eventually became unrecognizable. Gao Yao muttered to herself, depressed.
Speaking of which, it is about caring about the things of the past life.
Meng Ankai directly grabbed the person, made her look into his eyes, and said very seriously: "Yaoyao, what I say next, I hope you will think about it in the next two days, and I will give you these two days." You said that everything is changing, because we are changing everything, so have you thought about it, the ending of the two of us is already in our own hands. ”
"In your own hands?" Gao Yao was a little confused.
Meng Ankai nodded: "That's right, at this time in the previous life, the Gao family went bankrupt, Gao Youfeng suffered a stroke and fell into a coma, died a few days before the Chinese New Year, Mrs. Gao went crazy, and finally died in a mental hospital, and you kept saying that you were angry with you." Whatever the reason, your family is ruined, just in the past few days. ”
Thinking of this, Gao Yao trembled all over.
Meng Ankai continued: "But look at the current Gao family, in the hands of Mrs. Gao, it is still standing like a behemoth, your father, although he has suffered a stroke, has come to his senses, if you really want to talk about trouble, maybe it's just that you have an extra half-brother." There is a crisis in the relationship between the parents. ”