Chapter 945: Yes and No
Lovesickness is difficult, and the way back is long; I look forward to seeing each other, but I am afraid of seeing each other; See you again, no longer lamenting at the beginning of the void, of course Shui Miaoxu will not agree to meet Yue Zhongxu again.
Only those who have experienced it understand that the pain of being close at hand but not being able to stay together is even worse than the pain of not being able to meet across thousands of mountains and rivers.
Seeing Shui Miaoxuan shaking his head, Cheng Haofeng smiled narrowly, "If you have an old relationship with someone else, it's just this Yue Zhongxu!" Heh, I, the Boundless Venerable Lord, have been scolded by cultivators all over the world, and Yue Zhongxu can be regarded as the leader of the righteous path among them. Coincidentally, he was a guest in Tongtian City at this time. ”
Because Heaven did not tolerate it, Cao Beidao also deliberately slandered it, Cheng Haofeng was scolded by the so-called righteous people in the world, and he also organized several crusades against Cheng Haofeng, but they didn't even reach the undersea holy realm, they were blocked by the spatial turbulence, so they couldn't do it.
Shui Miaoxu just came to persuade feelings, but Cheng Haofeng repeatedly said rude words, which turned out to be implicated by his disgust with Yue Zhongxu's emotions.
Caring is chaotic, Shui Miao imagines not why Cheng Haofeng's attitude is not good, but what situation Yue Zhongxu will face when he comes to "be a guest", and he can guess with his toes that it is impossible to really treat him as a guest.
Cheng Haofeng told Shui Miaoxu that Yue Zhongxu came here for peace talks, so that Cheng Haofeng would give up the title of Unbounded Lord, bow down to the Heavenly Court, and listen to the Heavenly Emperor's assignment to stabilize the spatial passage from the water balloon to the black ball.
Of course, Cheng Haofeng could not agree to such conditions! What he can do, Heavenly Court can't do, why should he voluntarily hand over everything to obey the command?
Out of morality, Cheng Haofeng couldn't kill Yue Zhongxu and the representatives of the Heavenly Court who came with Yue Zhongxu, so he put them under house arrest for good food and drink, and when they gave up their position of obeying the orders of the Heavenly Court, he would let them go.
He ...... How is he doing now? Shui Miaoxu asked with concern, because Cheng Haofeng didn't answer, and said, "Yue Zhongxu is very stubborn and dogmatic, but his heart is not bad, please don't hurt him......"
Although he had a different opinion from Cheng Haofeng, Shui Miaoxu believed that for the sake of Hu Xianxian and Shui Jianxu's face, Cheng Haofeng would not be too embarrassed by himself, so he dared to plead.
The corners of Cheng Haofeng's lips curled upward, "I want to know what his situation is, don't you understand when you meet him?" ”
"But I'm ...... I'm afraid ......" Shui Miaoxu looked left and right helplessly, begging, "Can I hide behind the screen and sneak in him?" ”
Cheng Haofeng agreed, at first he was just awkward in his heart, and wanted to argue with Shui Miaoxuan about what was right and wrong, who knew that Yue Zhongxu was her former lover, and a wonderful way to persuade Yue Zhongxu and them not to come to life again came to his mind. It's just that this magic method may be very cold to Shui Miaoxu.
Let the blood be innocent and take Yue Zhongxu to the study, Shui Miaoxu has been hidden behind the screen, and Cheng Haofeng looked at the door with contempt in his eyes.
Yue Zhongxu didn't wear any torture instruments, the aura of heaven and earth of this black ball, and the coercion in the Qiyang Palace, had invisibly suppressed him.
He had white hair, wore a round-necked ochre yellow robe, and because he was under house arrest, his face was haggard and depressed, but he still retained his calm bearing, and did not show the slightest panic or fear.
"Fortunately, I didn't complain when I fell into a predicament, and I didn't wag my tail and beg for mercy." Cheng Haofeng's eyes had changed, and he looked at him levelly.
Yue Zhongxu said in a righteous and awe-inspiring voice: "Do you think that if you praise me a few words, I will fall to you?" Don't! ”
"No...... I just wanted to talk to you about a personal matter. Cheng Haofeng told the past of Shui Miaoxu in a flat tone, although he did not name him, Yue Zhongxu still heard that those things were related to him.
After listening, Yue Zhongxu couldn't wait to ask, "How do you know this?" What happened to that carp fairy? ”
Cheng Haofeng replied slowly: "She didn't continue to practice the exercises of the Dragon Gate, to learn simpler practical spells, after entering the Zixiao Palace, she helped the master do a lot of things that were difficult to distinguish between right and wrong, and later was kicked out of the master for defending her nephew and lived on a small island to which her friend belonged. ”
"That's right...... did not get married, did not start a sect, and was kicked out of the sect and lived on a friend's island...... "Maybe it is too far from the expected situation, Yue Zhongxu muttered.
Cheng Haofeng picked up the tea bowl, glanced at him fixedly, retracted his gaze, and took two sips of tea before speaking: "Have you ever regretted your original decision?" If she's with you, at least she'll have more sweet experiences instead of spending hundreds of years of time. ”
"No, no regrets!" Yue Zhongxu's jaw trembled with excitement, "How do you know what happened back then?" Have you seen her? I want to meet her...... I have to persuade her to find a good man to marry, I have to persuade her, how can she still be obsessed with a wrong relationship? Let me meet her! ”
Cheng Haofeng's right eyebrow was raised up, his left eyebrow was pressed down, and the shape of his high and low eyebrows made his face distorted and full of violence.
Yue Zhongxu didn't dare to yell anymore, and looked left and right blankly, not knowing where to offend Cheng Haofeng.
Cheng Haofeng looked at him fiercely, and said coldly: "You said that Shui Miaoxu shouldn't be guarding a wrong relationship, you want to persuade her to find a good man?" ”
"Wrong, wrong, wrong...... It was all wrong......"
The mistake is that I know that it is difficult to stay together, but I am still excited! Two tears welled up in Yue Zhongxu's cloudy eyes, hanging on his wrinkled cheeks.
Cheng Haofeng sneered: "You are unmarried, she is unmarried, there is no deception and concealment, how can there be anything wrong back then?" You are both happy with each other, and you both give a piece of true love, what's wrong? It's just that it's hard to stay together, is that wrong? ”
"Of course not...... I'm willing to give everything for her, but we're not suitable, she wants to be with someone who is willing to give everything for her, but hasn't been in the way......"
Too many lovers who are helpless to separate have such thoughts, hoping that the other party can meet a better person, and this mentality of letting go and fulfilling and wishing generously has always been praised.
But Cheng Haofeng was full of anger when he heard this, and asked, "Is your head made of iron?" Isn't it because I haven't used my brain for too long, and my head is rusty? ”
Yue Zhongxu was stunned, and the corners of his drooping mouth drooped even more obviously.
Cheng Haofeng looked sideways at the faint figure of Shui Miaoxu on the screen, "How much does God have to favor her, so that she will meet people who are willing to give everything for her again and again?" The so-called blessing that she can meet better people is just an excuse for you to reduce your guilt, right? ”
Yes, if she is well, she will be relieved, and she will no longer have to worry, let alone blame herself for the decision she made in the first place. Yue Zhongxu wanted to refute Cheng Haofeng, but after all, he acquiesced with a wry smile.
Cheng Haofeng did not give up because his attitude softened, and his tone was even more stern: "Are you afraid of bearing the consequences and not being able to give her a good life, so you keep retreating?" refuses to admit inferiority and cowardice, and says that she will let go for her good! It's okay to be thick-skinned! ”
Low self-esteem, cowardice? Yue Zhongxu never thought that these two words would be related to him, and his original decision was obviously restrained and rational! Maybe Cheng Haofeng deliberately found fault and scolded him? Thinking of this, he looked disdainful.
Cheng Haofeng put the tea bowl on the bookcase and looked straight at Yue Zhongxu: "Don't you think you are inferior and cowardly?" Well, of course you won't admit it. It's extremely cheap, weak to the end, and she puts gold on her face if she thinks about it! ”
Being humiliated repeatedly, Yue Zhongxu couldn't help but choke loudly: "What I did was really for her good!" We are separated, so that I can take over as the head of the house, and she will have a chance to turn into a dragon! ”
Cheng Haofeng nodded and smiled approvingly, but there was a thorn in his words: "I finally told the truth, you regard the position of the head of the house as more important than her in your heart!" Why did you tell the truth that you wanted to be the head of the house at that time, and you separated from her just because you were afraid that she would ruin your future? Why coax her with words that are for her sake? ”
"It's not that I regard the position of head of the house as more important than her, it's that it's good for each other to be separated, and each has its own gains!" Debating with people with different thinking, both parties were tired, Yue Zhongxu secretly thought: Cheng Haofeng is really an evil demon, and he can't explain it reasonably.
"You're cheap and good! I want to be the head of the house, but I am afraid of carrying the reputation of a hearty man, and leaving an image of helplessness is a more selfish behavior, the purpose is just to want her to let go of you in her heart! Cheng Haofeng is still sharp.
When arguing, his words were harsh, slightly different from the usual Cheng Haofeng, I don't know if he was influenced by Hu Xianxian, or if he was unrestrained on the black ball and exposed his true nature.
Despite the vicissitudes of life, Yue Zhongxu still didn't dare to face some real thoughts, he clutched his chest and said uncomfortably: "I...... Deep down, I don't want her to forget me...... But I really didn't want to deliberately make her live a wandering and lonely life, I thought that she would become an immortal early, or find a wishful husband to marry in the carp clan, I just asked her to occasionally recall our past, I didn't expect her to be in the current situation......"
Shui Miaoxu behind the screen burst into tears, but she bit her lip so hard that she didn't cry.
Cheng Haofeng was not moved, and every word was still piercing: "I didn't expect it...... Hmph, of course you can't think of it! The Emperor of Heaven still can't see through the heavens, not to mention that you are just a little cultivator who has just gathered spiritual energy? Providence is unpredictable, you are not heaven, why should you arrange the fate of others? ”
Yes, why do you think that Shui Miaoxu will live a kind of life, and you are sure that she will indeed live like that?
Yue Zhongxu replied in fear: "No...... How dare I have the audacity to act for the will of Heaven? I just didn't expect it, I didn't expect it to turn out like this......"
Cheng Haofeng wanted to ask further, but Shui Miao's figure turned out behind the screen. The tears have been wiped away, the red and swollen eyes have not disappeared, and the affectionate face is still a little pretty.
Looking at her in surprise, Yue Zhongxu lowered his head again, maybe the more he looked at it, the more ashamed he became? She still has a bit of appearance, her appearance is only just middle-aged, and she is already goosebumps.
"Lord, let me interject." After Shui Miao glanced at Yue Zhongxu faintly, she calmly said to Cheng Haofeng, "Forget it, I don't feel any more about him." What I think of as 'letting go and becoming perfect' is actually different from what he thinks of 'letting go and fulfilling', and I only blame me for not seeing through it, so I let no enemies persuade you. ”
Cheng Haofeng chuckled slightly, but Yue Zhongxu asked Shui Miaoxu puzzled: "What is the difference between our understanding of 'letting go and fulfilling'?" Is it different just because I have a wife and a concubine, and you have not been married? Do you mind if I accept another woman? ”
Take a wife and take a concubine? After the separation, Shui Miaoxu didn't know his situation, and he didn't inquire, thinking that he would keep his promise to make a good relationship in the next life and devote all his energy to cultivation and managing the sect. Hearing this, Shui Miao was stunned.