Volume 1 Let Her Be White, Set Her Free Chapter 16 Can I Call You Mommy?
He Yansheng talked about his wife's appearance at that time, and Fang Xijun still can't forget it, which is a kind of pride and satisfaction from the bottom of his heart.
A man can talk about his wife so affectionately and freely in front of a woman or a woman who thinks about him, it must be beloved.
The young lady just now obviously didn't know Mr. He and his son, Fang Xijun shook his head bitterly. Even if you know each other, Mr. He himself has a wife and still loves him so deeply, what qualifications and positions does she have to ask about this?
In the living room, He Youchen was holding his own toy, lying opposite him with a slumped head, sitting face to face.
"Xixi, do you know who your mother is?" As he spoke, he touched its head and hummed with great enjoyment.
"You don't know who your mother is when you come to my house, and so do I, and I don't know who my mother is, we are all babies forgotten by our mothers."
He Youchen picked up the yogurt on the table and handed it to Xi Xi, "Drink it!" When we are full, we can temporarily forget that we are forgotten by our mother. ”
He lowered his head and drank the yogurt on the floor with his tongue out.
The appearance of eating has always been poor, and the white hair is everywhere every time I eat, but fortunately, the yogurt is the same color as it, and the difference is not too big.
"Hey, dad said that forgotten babies are angels, do you say mom can find angels? I'm so worried she won't find her way home. ”
Zhong Zixi, who was standing by the door, felt a pain in her chest, would her child be so helpless and lonely in a place where there was no one, and would she miss her unqualified mother like this.
Suddenly I miss him, I want to know what her child is doing now.
Action always precedes consciousness, Zhong Zixi picked up the mobile phone in the palm of his hand and dialed the long-lost number.
The trembling of her fingers betrayed the fear and nervousness in her heart, and with each number, the guilt and timidity in her heart would increase. Bit by bit, it kept burning her heart, and it hurt in the fire.
Zhong Zixi endured the sourness in his nose, and tears fell down the corners of his eyes one by one.
He Yansheng once told Zhong Zixi that he said, "Zhong Zixi's eyes are not demonic, and his eyes are charming but not confused." The apricot eyes are glutinous and wet, and the tail of the eyes inadvertently reveals a variety of amorous, and the man looks like he is enough to destroy the world for her.
Whenever Zhong Zixi looked at He Yansheng with wet eyes, He Yansheng couldn't think of a second way except to disarm and surrender, it was a kind of compromise that was unresistible.
Zhong Zixi used all her strength to press the number she knew by heart, which was the number she had memorized backwards.
After the number was dialed, it only rang, and for a moment Zhong Zixi realized that it was so long, and soon the familiar voice came through the airwaves.
His voice was as light as ever, and he was as familiar as he always called her, he said "Zizi".
Even if some people try their best to forget and hide, in the end, they still can't match his most common name.
His shout was like a life-urging charm that crushed Zhong Zixi's last trace of emotion, and the cry leaked all her emotions without suppression.
"Azusa? Azusa? ”
He Yansheng called her name in a low voice, as if coaxing, and as if appeased.
"Well, tell me, what's wrong with you?"
He Yansheng's eyes were macro, and his eyes converged into a line to look ahead.
Hearing her cry, his heart was like thousands of ants devouring it, but he couldn't panic.
"Azusa? Tell me, where are you? ”
Zhong Zixi looked at the mobile phone on the call in panic, pressed the end button without hesitation, and then turned it off casually.
A beeping sound came, and then the phone returned to a black screen, He Yansheng picked up the phone and opened the call log.
The one-minute and thirty-second call record reminded him that everything just now was not a dream, and he looked around at everything in the study.
Yesterday he gave a holiday to all the employees in the Aqua Garden, and he sat alone in the huge study, watching the first tidal wave of loneliness in this empty house erode him.
How could He Yansheng be so lonely, he sat in a daze.
When the ringtone of the mobile phone pierced the entire study, a feeling of emptiness hit the whole body, and the mobile phone never rang during Zhong Zixi's departure.
After a few years, it sounded again, but what I heard was her crying, he had Jean and Aunt Xu's company and care in Ziyan, why did he cry?
He Yansheng called back again, and the mechanical girl reminded him, "Hello, the phone you dialed has been turned off." ”
Put down the mobile phone, He Yansheng opened the laptop in front of him, whether it was the panorama of the Water Garden or Ziyan Huafu, he could see all corners completely on He Yansheng's mobile phone.
This is what He Yansheng explained when he first designed it.
In the picture, the woman was crying uncontrollably, He Yansheng's sword eyebrows were tightly frowned and deeply condensed, and a sense of powerlessness rose in an all-round way.
Someone said, "The most powerless thing in the world is that I stand in front of you, but you don't know that I love you." ”
Actually, no, He Yansheng thought about the most desperate thing in the world.
"It's not that you don't know that I love you, but that you are crying when you stand within reach of me, and I have long lost the qualification to take you into my arms!"
He Yansheng picked up his mobile phone and dialed Aunt Xu's number, and as soon as he opened his mouth, he asked, "Who was she with just now?" ”
In addition to the obvious anger between the words, there was also a hint of imperceptible tension.
"Who? What is the young master talking about? ”
"yes, who was she just with, and why was she crying?"
Aunt Xu replied, "No, the young lady just sent Teacher Fang out, could it be that Teacher Fang said something ugly to the young lady." ”
"Fang Xijun?" These three words popped out from between his teeth, with a fierce touch of determination.
"Yes, today, sir, you didn't take the little young master home, the driver sent the little young master back, and Teacher Fang accompanied him."
"What the hell did she say to Zizi?"
"I didn't say anything, and I didn't say anything in front of Jean Jean. Just ......"
"Just what?" He Yansheng's emotions had reached a critical point, from the moment he watched her faint.
She was so helpless in his arms, and today I listened to her crying on the phone so desperate and sad, the fire in He Yansheng's chest burned more than anyone else, and all her good temper and forbearance turned into anger.
"What did she tell her?" He Yansheng gritted his back molars hard, and his anger jumped out word by word.
Aunt Xu could clearly hear the sound of getting dressed, closing the door, driving, and starting the engine.
Aunt Xu only understands now, and it is said that He Yansheng is a man who is ruthless, sexual, and loveless. Pure-hearted, calm and introverted, in fact, this man gave Zhong Zixi all the impulses and deep love in this life.
Young and indulgent in recklessness, you have to be a person to be worthy of your youthful age.
Aunt Xu didn't want to touch her young master's bad head at this time, since the young master arranged for the young lady and the young master to live here, it means that this is not a good time for the two to meet.
"Young Master, Teacher Fang didn't say anything to the young lady in front of me and Jean Rang, but I don't know what the young lady said on the way to send her downstairs. I'm going to see the young lady now, don't be impatient! ”
A screeching sound of a violent car rubbing against the ground came through the phone, and the long silence made Aunt Xu couldn't help but worry.
"Young Master, Young Master, are you there? You okay? What happened to you? ”
"Aunt Xu, I'm fine. Please help me go see Zizi. Don't worry, I won't go up, she may not want to see me now, and she will only be more upset if I go. ”
Aunt Xu sighed deeply, her tone full of distress. Although she and He Yansheng have an employment relationship, her concern for him is sincere in her heart.
"Young master, don't blame me for being too talkative. Many things can only be done slowly, young lady, she has a knot. Don't worry, give her some time to slow down, how can a good couple have an overnight feud. ”
He Yansheng smiled bitterly, and his heart was sour.
"Aunt Xu, where is I not giving her time, I'm just afraid that the more she lets her alone, the easier it will be for her to be cranky. Forget it, help me take care of her, at least don't let me know and watch her cry and do nothing. ”
"Don't worry, it won't."
"Thank you!"
Aunt Xu shook her head helplessly, why is it so difficult for two kind people to live an ordinary life?
A child's voice came from behind, accompanied by the sound of claws rubbing against the ground.
"What's wrong with you? Are you crying? ”
Zhong Zixi suppressed his emotions and cried hard, and his brain was groggy and he didn't know what he was sad about, he just felt very sad and sad.
It seems that she has nothing, even the child that originally belonged to her is due to her cowardice, and even the birth with him is difficult for her to accept.
After all, what's wrong with the child. Since she was a child, her mother taught her to "not be angry, not to be offended." ”
Zhong Yu is a good mother, and she is not.
Mother never angered her because of that man, so what about her? And how could she do this to her children.
Zhong Zixi looked at He Youchen with a confused look, tears in his eyes, and kept spinning.
She stretched out her hand and held He Youchen directly in her arms, since giving birth to her children she had become disgusted with all young creatures, she selfishly thought that she would try to slowly forget her own children without looking at them.
From this moment on, she will love all the children, and love all the babies with the warmth that her son has missing.
Zhong Zixi has never held a child, this is the first time He Youchen has been hugged by someone other than his father and Grandma Xu, this person is still his mother.
It turns out that my mother's arms are so warm, which is different from other people's. Mom's body is so fragrant, and the softness makes him very happy.
He Youchen cautiously stretched out her fleshy little hand, and hugged Zhong Zixi's neck hard, holding on to her neck with a pair of black and shiny eyes, for fear that everything would be fake in the blink of an eye.
Dad said, "Jean Jean is a brave baby." ”
So he can't cry, he has to be strong, does Xiaoxi hug him mean that his mother is willing to come back and live with him and his father?
"You, did you hug me?" He Youchen asked uncertainly, but the inquiry was as careful as a mosquito's groan.