040. Atonement
More than 20 days after Fuquan died of illness, Qing'er was ordered to go to the Mulan paddock with Kangxi in the autumn maca.
One man was so sick that he shouted in the street before he died, "If any of them can cure me, I would like to reward them with the elixir of life!" A low female voice came out of the dragon.
"Hahaha! Interesting! Kangxi's hearty laughter came out of Long Yuan, and the brothers outside the chariot subconsciously exchanged glances, and then shook their heads with a smile. Qing'er, only she has this ability, the Queen Mother likes her, the Emperor Ama likes her, the Fujin people like her, and even the ladies like her. When she pretends to be a man, she can navigate the business world with ease, and as a woman, she can swim in the palace like a fish in water, and she actually has a seven-trick exquisite heart, which makes people love and hate.
On the way to Saiwai, the brothers were really depressed to death, even if the relationship was not close, they could still say a few words to Qing'er, although she was mostly perfunctory and their motives were not pure. But after knowing her definition of a friend, the buddies really want to be friends with her. It's a pity that she didn't have the opportunity to get along with her, the kind of pure friendship between men before she could be cultivated, she changed back to the identity of a woman, and she became a strong attraction to them of the opposite sex. If their face and self-esteem are still politely given by Hu Qing, then they are politely ignored by Dong Eqingyang. They tolerate Hu Qing's loneliness and arrogance, but they can't bear Dong Eqingyang's coldness and alienation.
The hateful thing is that they can't change this situation, because Qing'er didn't give them a chance.
Along the way, she was either on the dragon chariot, or in the car of the girls, or with a few Fujin. The time in his car was avoided again, "The young master is resting!" It was her maidservant Kerr or Rou'er's unchanging answer to their request.
Nearly five o'clock arrived at the station of the Mulan enclosure, Long Yuan stopped, the Eight Banners scattered to defend, and the brothers also jumped off their horses and stood next to Long Yuan waiting for the Emperor Hou to come out.
"Your Majesty, Qing'er has gone!" In a firm tone, he jumped off the dragon chariot after speaking, and still ignored anyone and returned to his car. Qing'er's blindness made the brothers wonder, and they didn't know who offended her.
Kangxi then stepped down from the dragon chariot, and the brothers had to put away their thoughts and come forward to serve.
Down the hillside.
Qing'er, dressed in men's clothes, stood with her hands in her hands, standing beside Feng, Xue and Rou'er, and kneeling in front of her personal maid Ke'er.
The elder brothers, who were led by Kangxi to visit, faced this scene inexplicably.
Qing'er exudes a natural domineering aura.
"I was wrong, young master!" Ke'er's voice trembled, and her head bowed cowardly.
Qing'er looked at her speechlessly, and her heartache reached the bottom of her eyes.
"Young master, Ke'er is wrong, young master spare Ke'er!" Ke'er pulled Qing'er's shirt and begged bitterly to cry.
Raising his head and turning slightly sideways, he closed his eyes, and after a while, Qing'er said in a low voice: "You have taken care of me all these years, I, I am grateful to you, so I can tolerate you doing anything wrong, as long as you don't betray me and betray the Hu family." But, Rou'er, you are so wrong that I can't forgive you. Rou'er, do you remember the Hu family's house rules? Do you still remember that betraying the Hu family is the only way to die? Today, I am not only your sister, I am also the young master of the Hu family. The Hu family's family rules were made by me, and no exception can be made from me. I'm sorry! ”
Hearing Qing'er's words, Ke'er looked around in a panic. jumped up and rushed backwards, and it was really good to see that his skills were really good. A few of the Swift Movers had gone far away.
"Bang!" A gunshot rang out, and the frightened birds inhabited the forest scattered in all directions, and the hearts of all the startled people jumped wildly and their faces changed drastically.
Qing'er, who was still witty and smiling like a flower at the last moment, was murderous and spicy at this moment.
Such a ruthless Qing'er is something that no one has ever seen, but it is unforgettable.
Kerr crouched on the ground.
Qing'er stood in place with a firearm in her hand.
There is deep pain on the face in the evening breeze, and there is a heavy loneliness in the beautiful shadow in the sunset.
The wind and snow brought Ke'er back, Qing'er took the silk handkerchief in Rou'er's hand, squatted down, and gently wiped her face carefully for Ke'er little by little, her expression was as lonely as ice but gentle as water.
Xue picked Kerr on horseback and drove away from Qing'er and away from the station.
Rou'er put Qing'er into the car, and Qing'er returned to the car and never came out.
The elder brothers stood beside the emperor, watching this thrilling scene, no one spoke, and the oppressive air flow swirled over everyone's hearts.
Hu family rules! Betrayal or death!
Kangxi took the lead and left, and the elder brothers followed.
No one can sleep peacefully this night!
Qing'er had a high fever and was unconscious for three days. Kangxi sent Qing'er to Concubine Yi's tent, and Concubine Yi sighed at Qing'er and was distressed.
"Your Majesty, it is said that Gege should be awake." Imperial Physician Zhang checked Qing'er's pulse, and then turned back to Kangxi to make it clear.
"What do you mean, why hasn't Qing'er woken up yet?" Kangxi was a little anxious.
"Probably, it's Gege himself who doesn't want to wake up." Imperial Physician Zhang whispered that this was Kangxi's royal doctor, and Kangxi could trust his medical skills.
Don't want to wake up?
Qing'er is still stimulated, she is still a kind child! Although I didn't do anything wrong, I still blame myself in my heart.
Kangxi ordered someone to call Yinyu in, "Kneel!" Qing'er doesn't wake up, you are not allowed to get up! Leaving the words behind, Kangxi led everyone out.
Yinyu turned around and knelt down on the edge of the couch, looking at the unconscious Qing'er fixedly.
The originally beautiful jade face is now pale and sick, and the lips have lost their moisturization and become dry and dull. Yinyu felt a pain in his heart, and reached out to touch Qing'er's cheek.
Qing'er, so close, but to make up for the mistake.
Qing'er, if I hurt you, please forgive me.
If you don't want to wake up, I'll be by your side.
If you blame me, please wake up first, and I'll leave you at your disposal.
As long as you wake up, I will no longer hurt you, I will no longer explore you, I will no longer approach you, I will no longer think about taking advantage of you, as long as you wake up, as long as you no longer close yourself, please wake up.
Qing'er, please! Open your eyes and look at me.
Her eyes moved slightly, and she remembered in a trance that she had ended her life, that was her personal maid, the sister who grew up with her, and the most intimate person around her.
She is the young master of the Hu family, she can't ignore Ke'er's fault, she wants to stand up for it, although she doesn't want to do it, but she has to do it.
Slowly opened his eyes and saw an anxious Yinyu, was he babbling in his ear for a night?
Did you know what was wrong? It's too late, Kerr is gone, she loves you, you know? You exchanged false feelings for her true feelings, and you didn't do anything for her until the end, how cold-blooded and ruthless you are. If you had stepped up, why did she have to leave? If you took her away, why would she have to face me like this?
Do you know love? Do you know how heavy a woman's love is, how painful, how fierce, and how pure it is?
You don't understand, what you know is to exclude dissidents, you know how to judge the situation, you know how to fight for greater interests, you know how to realize your ambitions, and she unfortunately became a victim of your ambitions.
Her life ended for me, and it ended for you.
Yin Yu looked at him questioningly: Are you awake?
Qing'er's gaze was coldly refused: Get out!
Yinyu wanted to stand up, but his feet were vague and weak, and his legs had long been numb and unconscious after kneeling all night.
There was a trace of unbearability in Qing'er's eyes, why bother? Why did you know in the first place today?
Yinyu's eyes instantly showed surprise, Qing'er, do you feel sorry for me? Have you forgiven me? Stretched out his hand and held Qing'er's Rouyi in his palm, the tentacles were greasy and boneless, and he couldn't help but feel a wave in his heart.
Qing'er's face flushed, and she wanted to retract her hand, but how could Yinyu be willing to let go, the two of them struggled back and forth, and they were all panting.
"Let it go!" The voice of the reprimand was hoarse and weak.
"Qing'er, don't close yourself anymore, if you blame me, I'll punish you!" The night's whispering had made his voice hoarse and unpleasant.
"Good! You don't regret it! The pain in her heart came up, and Qing'er closed her eyes. How can you be ruthless to Ke'er alone, I will get it back for her if you owe her.
"As long as you are happy, I will never regret it!"
Concubine Yi listened quietly to the whispers of these two people outside, full of joy, and turned her head to find Kangxi, she was going to make a decision on this daughter-in-law!
When Kangxi led the princes back from hunting and passed through the hills, everyone saw Qing'er again, she was playing the piano for the tiger.
At the foot of the hill near the dense forest, a colorful tiger lay supple and harmless at Qing'er's feet, and Yinyu stood on the other side of Qing'er, and it could be seen that this was not the first time.
Yinyu glanced at Qing'er and Yinyu, and then looked at Huang Ama's back and the expressions of the brothers.
Yin'er looked at Brother Jiu sympathetically, a little worried about his safety.
Yinqi looked at Qing'er softly, then looked at Yinyu, and then shook his head with a helpless smile.
Kangxi asked Yinzhen beside him: "Qing'er is playing "Spring River Flower Moonlight Night"? "It's a bit far away, and I can't really hear it.
Yinzhen's eyes have always been on Qing'er's body, and when he heard Kangxi's words, he retracted his gaze and replied: "Back to Huang Ama, Qing'er is playing "Spring River Flower Moonlight Night". ”
Everyone also heard it, and secretly smiled bitterly, this Qing'er will always surprise them, and play "Spring River Flower Moonlight Night" to the tiger! Although Brother Jiu is also there, everyone knows that Qing'er is definitely not playing for him, but everyone is sure that Brother Jiu will probably not listen to anyone play "Spring River Flower Moonlight Night" in the future.
"Who is he? The one who played the piano? "The little prince of the Saktu Khan Department, Bosa, asked the thirteenth elder brother curiously.
Yinxiang looked at Qing'er, if it weren't for Huang Ama ordering everyone not to disturb Qing'er, he would have gone to accompany her a long time ago. I haven't seen her in the past few days, Qing'er has become more and more clear, I didn't expect Ke'er's death, her reaction would be so intense.
Qing'er once said that if someone in the Hu family violates the family rules, it is her failure. Now, she doesn't care about her own failures. Compared with failure, I am afraid that she is more heartbroken and shoots her personal maid with her own hands.
Qing'er, she is far from being as strong as she appears!
Yinxiang didn't answer Bosa's question, took out the jade flute from his waist and began to play with Qing'er's piano sound. Qing'er raised her head and swept her eyes over everyone, but her hands did not stop. For a while, the sound of the piano is tactful, the sound of the flute is melodious, the sound of the piano climbs with the sound of the flute, the sound of the flute leads the sound of the piano, and the chorus of the piano and flute is like a fascination, lingering in the ears, only people with the same heart can achieve such a fit.
After the song was played, Qing'er touched the tiger's head, and then walked to the front of the post.
"Qing'er has seen the emperor." Qing'er, who was standing in front of the horse, couldn't help but be weak, which made Yinzhen's heart feel stuffy.
"How did you lose weight like this!" Kangxi asked distressedly.
"Your Majesty! Isn't it good to be thinner? ”
"Well, not good." Kangxi looked up at Yinyu who was approaching, paused and said, "Take good care of Qing'er." ”
"Yes, Huang Ama." Yin Yu nodded, and at the same time saw the blaming eyes of his brothers.
"Qing'er, are you okay?" Yin Zhen couldn't help but be concerned, smelling the fragrance of flowers under her laurel tree, listening to the wind, and looking at the night sky, it seemed to be too far away to touch.
"Xie Sibeile cares, Qing'er is fine." Qing'er had a faint, shallow smile on the corner of her lips, her eyes were strong, and everyone felt sad when she saw it.
"Hello! I'm Bosa. A voice sounded out at an inopportune time, and Qing'er turned her head to see a handsome man dressed in Mongolian clothes riding alongside the thirteen elder brothers, and the elder brothers seemed to be disgusted by his sudden voice.
She politely said, "Hello! I'm Qing. ”
A few little elder brothers heard Qing'er's polite reply, she answered 'Qing' instead of 'Qing'er', and her heart was much more balanced, but the unlikable person asked a question that everyone cared about. "You don't seem to be afraid of that tiger, why?"
"I raised it." Qing'er still had a faint tone.
"You raised a tiger?" Bosa gasped, then looked at Yinyu with suspicion.
"Brother Jiu, what are you doing?" Yin'o looked at Yinyu and asked.
I wanted to say atonement, but when the words came to my mouth, Yinyu said: "Accompany Qing'er." ”
"Qing'er, I'll accompany you too!" Yinxiang said as he jumped off the horse.
"I'm here to accompany Qing'er too!" Yin Oh said and turned over and dismounted. Qing'er, no matter when and where, as long as you need me, I will be by your side.
"Me too!" Yinzhen hurriedly turned over and dismounted, friend, he swore to take Qing'er as a friend.
"I'll go too!" An unpleasant voice sounded again, and several elder brothers frowned impatiently: What's the matter with you, what's the mess up with you?
"Go back, little prince, Qing'er just have us with you." Yinxiang hurriedly stopped it, Qing'er was only afraid that there were many people at the moment, especially strangers.
"None of you are afraid, and neither am I." The little prince has made up his mind, tiger, if you don't eat me, how can you eat me alone.
Looking at the brothers with bright armor on the horse, and then at Yinyu, who had been with him these days and had not participated in the hunting, Qing'er said, "You don't need to accompany me, Brother Jiu, you can go back too." ”
"What about you? Aren't you going back? Yinyu asked.
"I think, stay alone for a while." Qing'er said and lowered her head, her voice full of tiredness.
"I'm not leaving, I'll accompany you, don't come here for a few of you, go back first." Yinyu waved to his younger brothers.
"Then let's go back first, it's getting dark, you should go back early." Yin'o glanced at Brother Jiu and then at Qing'er, turned over and got on the horse. Yinxiang saw that her son was scared, and she was afraid that she would be upset if she persisted, so she also turned over with Yinzhen.
Before leaving, Yinzhen said again: "Qing'er, we have hit a lot of prey today, you should come back early to eat barbecue." ”
Qing'er nodded speechlessly.
Kangxi looked at Qing'er and Yinyu again, did not speak, and took the lead in riding away with the reins.
Qing'er watched the elder brothers leave. stared blankly at the remnant red in the sky, and whispered, "Go back." There was no voice but a firm gaze at Shang Yinyu: "I said that if you dispose of it, I will not regret it." ”
"Let's go back!" Qing'er said in a low tone. Touching the tiger's head: "Maomao, I'll accompany you tomorrow." ”
Yinyu picked up the piano bag, and the two walked to the post.
"Qing'er, forget it, be happy, okay?" Yinyu looked at Qing'er and said softly.
Qing'er's cold gaze swept over his face, and he couldn't help but close his obscure eyes at the warmth and sincerity in Shang Yinyu's eyes.
Yinyu said gently: "If you want to cry, cry!" ”
But Qing'er didn't cry, turned around and did it again.
Yinyu knew that Qing'er still didn't forgive herself. Her weakness would not be revealed in front of him.
Looking at Qing'er's back, Yinyu said in a low voice: "It's me who is wrong, I don't ask for your forgiveness, as long as you are happy and be the original you, even if you ignore me again, even if you hate me from now on, as long as you no longer close yourself." "The voice is bitter." Qing'er, I will pay her life, will you be happier? ”
Qing'er closed her eyes. Speechless.