Chapter 180: She thought, she was ready
[Those things that are called fate and are difficult to change, Zhong Zixi doesn't think about the result, since they are all coming, it is better to take the initiative to accept them. If fate is destined not to favor her, then it is also my fate, not heaven, whether it is an immortal or a demon, I have the final say-Zhong Zixi! 】
Zhong Zixi suddenly had a new cognition, is there really a generation gap between the two generations, why is it too tired to have a baby?
The little guy saw Zhong Zixi's confusion and explained intimately.
"This is what Uncle Ling said, he told me that a man and a woman are together, if the man says that the woman is too tired, he wants to give birth to a baby."
"Uncle Ling? Ling Yi? Zhong Zixi was sure again and again that she didn't want to find the wrong person to teach her in the future.
"Hmmm! That's him, Uncle Ling is fun. He Youchen obviously liked Ling Yi very much, after all, it was rare to hear from his son who was funny.
Zhong Zixi patiently pinched the little guy's round face and explained carefully.
"Let Jean, can't you listen to all of Uncle Ling's words in the future? Uncle is talking and playing with you, but in fact, a man and a woman are tired together. No, no, not a man and a woman. ”
Zhong Zixi held her forehead, how could she be surrounded by his son.
"Yes, if a man says that the woman is tired, it may just be that the woman has been too busy with work recently, so she feels very tired, or it may be some other reason, that is, it may not be to have a baby."
Zhong Zixi's eyes widened, and he used his eyes to signal that the little guy understood.
In the next second, Jean deflated his mouth, as if he was about to cry out of his grievances, and his small eyes were red with endurance. "Mom, what's the other reason? Aren't you going to give birth to a little sister? ”
Seeing her son wronged like this, Zhong Zixi's heart was about to break, and she really couldn't care about anything at this time, holding He Youchen in her arms and coaxing softly.
"Okay, okay, my baby son, don't cry, good, if you don't understand, it doesn't matter anyway."
The little guy sobbed and muttered bitterly, "Mom, you won't have a little brother or little sister with your father, do you still want to leave, will you let me?" ”
Woo, woo, the little guy awkwardly wanted to climb down from Zhong Zixi, and did not forget to complain about Zhong Zixi's behavior.
"Mom, didn't you say you love me the most? Don't go, let Jean become a lonely baby without a mother again, and Dad will send me and Xixi to the nursery again. Mom, don't go, I don't want to go back to the nursery school, there are a lot of weird aunts who like Dad, and always pull me to ask Dad's news, so that I am not happy, and I am not happy, Mom, if this is the case, are you not happy? ”
The little guy who had climbed half of it seemed to remember something and crawled back again, kneeling on Zhong Zixi's lap and staring at her with a wrinkled face, with a small expression of my mother, I was very unhappy and aggrieved, but I want to be strong, so you look at it.
Zhong Zixi really couldn't help who he learned from this arrogant little appearance, but he didn't expect that he would be like this when he was unhappy, a standard version of the little Zhong Zixi.
"Jean,
You heard my mother say that there is indeed some misunderstanding between my father and my mother, but since my mother is back, she will not leave, let alone let me go, no matter what happens in the future, my mother will choose to be with my baby son, okay? ”
Zhong Zixi looked at him sideways and smiled, with a pretty expression, okay, don't be angry.
He Youchen raised his head in disbelief, "Really? Mom, then you won't just let Jean not want Dad, right? He would be pitiful if he left Dad alone, Mom, Mom. Dad, he's not too young, can't he be an empty nester? ”
The little guy can't look like this, so I will be unhappy and distressed.
He Yansheng, who was holding a meeting in the Shengchen office building, was always a little uneasy today, and the mobile phone in his palms with his hands on his sides kept flipping.
The sword eyebrows are starry, and the chin is slightly twisted.
Everyone present is someone who has been with He Yansheng for a long time, and they also know his character. When it comes to work, He Yansheng is never ambiguous and has extremely high requirements for his subordinates.
Although he usually has meetings, the expression on Mr. He's face is not rich. But it's not like today from beginning to end, without saying a word, without any expression.
In the audience, only Ling Yi was the most idle, and looked at Mr. He with his hands around him for a long time.
In the next second, He Yansheng sneezed one after another, and the conference room was as silent as death.
The field staff on the side silently glanced at the air conditioner, could it be that the temperature was too low and froze the big boss?
The field affairs hurriedly went around to the end, and the temperature rose several degrees in a row, and finally after the meeting, except for He Yansheng and Ling Yi, the rest of the reporting executives walked out of the conference room as if they were sweating, sweating profusely.
It is said that after that, the executives held a meeting in the summer, and there was a great shadow. It's not mental work, it's clearly a huge physical work.
Zhong Zixi found that her son was really a talent, and if he didn't open his mouth, he would become the king of golden sentences in seconds.
"You ghosts, don't worry, my little ancestor. Okay, don't cry, you see you're crying like a little flower cat, and you're not handsome right away. ”
He Youchen hurriedly wiped his face with his hand in a panic, "Mom, is there still it?" Still dirty? ”
She really couldn't cry or laugh, this little guy just didn't think that this goal would be achieved, but he didn't forget to pay attention to his appearance, and he was really full of face control.
She lowered her head and kissed the little guy's eyebrows, "Good, don't worry, Mom will always be with you." ”
And our classmate Ling didn't know that at this time, Mrs. He, who had a very high family status, was ruthlessly recorded, and in the near future, he was trained very miserably by He Yansheng in one day, but this is all for later.
After Aunt Xu originally followed He Youchen in, she saw that the little guy went to busy with his own affairs when he saw his mother. At first, Aunt Xu didn't really hear it, but when the mother and son were joking, they found that the little ancestor was crying with tears on his cheeks.
He Youchen was different from other children when he was a child, and his temperament was cold, so Aunt Xu didn't see this child cry much.
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He doesn't cry when he's sick, he doesn't cry when he's sick, he doesn't cry when he's not accompanied by his mother, and he doesn't cry when his father sends him to the nursery school.
He is so strong that it makes people feel distressed, Aunt Xu has not seen this child cry for so long since she took him, so she is a little impatient as soon as she speaks.
"What's wrong, what's wrong, let's make you cry?"
Zhong Zixi and Jean Rang looked back at Aunt Xu together, with tears in the corners of the little guy's eyes and a grin on his lips. This time, Aunt Xu was a little confused, what is the situation of crying and laughing?
Aunt Xu, who reacted, looked at Zhong Zixi a little embarrassed before realizing that her tone was a little impatient.
"I'm sorry, Miss Zhong, I just now."
Aunt Xu secretly blamed herself for not knowing the severity of her mouth, what would people do to her son even though she was her own mother, in addition to the sense of loss of comfort, there was also a shallow self-blame.
Zhong Zixi could probably guess what Aunt Xu was thinking, and she smiled generously.
"Aunt Xu, it's okay, you just want me to understand, and besides, you brought him up when he was young, and you have worked hard all these years, and you have never officially said thank you to you. Really, thank you. ”
Aunt Xu rubbed the apron on her body embarrassedly, her expression a little flattered.
"It's okay, Miss Zhong. I also treat Jean as my own grandson, I just rarely see him crying, so I'm a little impatient, you, don't get me wrong. ”
"No, doesn't that mean you're interested in Jean, I'm glad I won't get me wrong." Zhong Zixi's eyes were clear, and there was no hidden mask at all.
"Hey, good, good. Well, that breakfast is ready, go eat it! Aunt Xu opened her mouth curtly.
"Hmmm! Good. Let's go to breakfast. Zhong Zixi took He Youchen's hand and got up, and the medicine residue on the side fell to the ground.
Aunt Xu decocted this medicinal food every day, and she was particularly sensitive to this smell, and she had a bad association in her heart, could it be that Miss Zhong had begun to suspect it?
"Why is there still garbage on this sofa, this person is old and his eyes are not good. Miss Zhong, you take Jean to breakfast, and I'll clean it up. ”
Zhong Zixi looked at Aunt Xu without changing his face, and his attitude was neither humble nor arrogant.
"It's okay, Aunt Xu, this is not garbage, this is my thing, by the way, I want to go up and change my clothes first, Aunt Xu, you take it and let me go to the restaurant first, I will come in a while."
Aunt Xu knew that she couldn't take down this medicine residue today, so she could only give up.
"Okay, then I'll take you to let me go first, you change your clothes and come down quickly, it's not good for your health to eat breakfast when it's cold."
"Okay, Aunt Xu, thank you for the reminder."
Zhong Zixi has always been a very principled person, she doesn't like to argue with people easily, and it doesn't matter if she turns a blind eye to some things, but it involves her own body. She doesn't want to be kept in the dark like a fool and be the last person to know, this kind of life is too sad.
She wants to live soberly, maybe the ending is not so satisfactory, maybe the process has been difficult, but at least she is sober, soberly looking at how helpless her life can be
To what extent?
Fate has never favored her, from the beginning to the present, then at least this last dignity should be left to her.
Otherwise, wouldn't her life be too sad, no matter when, no matter what she was told.
Zhong Zixi has always wanted to live strongly, but in fact, she is also very cowardly. Cowardly afraid of every unknown thing to accept and encounter, subconsciously to escape, then this time she doesn't want to do so.
The sky outside the window was very blue, and the sun was shining brightly.
Each of the ten fingers has a length and a short length, but they have never complained that they are still alive and tenacious, which is their fate.
The birds in the forest shouted desperately in the middle of summer, although they only had this summer to live, they were still strong enough to complete this final journey, ushering in glory means that they are about to fall, this is their choice.
So this time she just wants to live bravely, even if the ending is bad, at least for the sake of what she just promised Jean, she should work hard, and do what a mother should do.
(End of chapter)