Chapter 189: The Sorrow of Waiting
He died, leaving the little girl to grieve alone.
Ye Feng had the urge to wipe away Xia Li's tears, but he still held back, just stretched out his big hand and pinched her small hand on the table, and quickly retracted it, and pursed his lips embarrassedly.
This is the first time in his life that he has pinched the girl's hand, and I don't know if he had it in his previous life.
He comforted softly, "I'm here, and you're coming with me, we're ......."
He was embarrassed to say the last few words. Then he asked, "What about our relationship?" ”
In the past life and this life, Ye Feng pinched Xia Li's hand for the first time. Although it was very short, Xia Li was also excited. Her face turned redder, like the morning glow reflecting the snow. She laughed, and quickly wiped away the tears with a handkerchief.
"You're my dad...... Oh, you're my daddy's apprentice and subordinate. When I was fourteen years old, my dad brought you to my house to play, and I met you. My mother died young, and my father and I were the only ones in the family. Ever since I met you, I have treated you like a brother, and you have been very good to me. Two years later, my father died, and my other relatives were far away, so you became my parent, you took care of my life, and you were in charge of the distribution of my bank card and money, and you didn't allow me to fall in love. You still care about my studies and my future, my grades have dropped, you are so tight, you scolded me twice and cried. In short, you are in charge of everything I have...... I fell in love with you when I was in high school, but I never dared to say it, for fear that you would ignore me again. Until the day I graduated from college, I sang that song to show that I love you, and then you showed your heart. You said you've been waiting for me to grow up, you've been waiting for me for a few years, let me wait for you for a few more months, and you're going on a mission right away. But I waited and waited, and you never came back...... You came here, leaving me alone in that world of grief and despair...... I refuse all men who want to be close to me, and work hard every day to alleviate the pain of missing you. Later, Dangdang came to my side and stayed with me ever since. Seven years later, we died together. I came here in March last year, and as soon as I woke up, I became Xia Li from Xiaowa Village. I didn't expect Dangdang to come to this world, and I touched it, and then I met you...... Heaven is really long-eyed. ”
Xia Li looked at Ye Feng and smiled brightly, smiling and laughing, tears flowed down again. Seeing Ye Feng looking at herself stunned, her eyes were also red, she asked again, "Do you believe my words?" ”
Ye Feng stared at Xia Li, she was only thirteen years old at this time, her tearful face was full of childishness, and her immature voice said words that were not commensurate with it. Suddenly, a wonderful feeling welled up in his heart, a feeling in a dream. He finally knew why there was anxiety and a faint sadness in the various emotions in the dream, which turned out to be the regret of waiting. Waiting for the girl to grow up, waiting for the flowers and bones to bloom, waiting for so many years......
Xia Li's little hands were overlapped on the table, white and delicate, ten fingertips were pointed, the nails were not dyed with dancome, and they were shiny like beautiful and full pearls. He wanted to hold those two little hands tightly in his palms, but he still couldn't move. She is still so young in this life, she should be affectionate and polite......
He clenched his fists and said, "Although I don't fully remember it, some scenes still have some vague impressions, and these pictures also make some of my memories clearer, especially every time I see you, I have an inexplicable emotion and heartache in my heart." I had the same dream many times, and I instinctively thought that the girl in the dream had something to do with me...... I believe in your words, I believe that we have a past life, and I believe that we have a past life...... Oh, why do you have all the memories and I only remember so little? ”
Xia Li couldn't explain this, so he said, "Maybe you are wearing a fetus, that is, crossing into your mother's womb, such a small fetus, it is normal not to remember anything." And I, the body I crossed over, was twelve years old, so I remembered everything. ”
Ye Feng nodded, and felt that this was the case. Although he didn't quite understand all the meanings of the crossing, he guessed that it should be similar to resurrection. Since people have a past life and this life, isn't the soul just worn around, and there is nothing to be afraid of if the soul is not returned. I was also reinstated, but it was still in my mother's belly.
After the two looked at each other in silence for a moment, Ye Feng picked up a picture and said, "This picture is the same as in my dream, your hair is so short, just a little under your ears, a little bent, like a fluffy cloud in the sky." That's what you're wearing, and that's what you're wearing...... Trousers. I also have this hairstyle, and I wear this kind of clothes and pants......"
Xia Li nodded, and kept echoing, "Yes, yes, well, yes......"
His eyes were full of doubt, and he said, "Just the same, I remember that there are strange words on my clothes and yours......"
He dipped his finger in the tea and wrote an "L" on the table.
Xia Li also dipped in tea, wrote a few English letters on the table, and asked, "Are these words?" ”
Ye Feng nodded again and again and said, "Yes, it's these words." Why do we both have these words on our clothes? ”
Xia Li said with a smile, "This kind of clothing is a T-shirt, which young people in the previous life especially liked to wear, and these letters are English letters." These two clothes are of the same brand...... Oh, it was made by the same store, or you bought it together. His eyes darkened again, and he said, "I asked you if you were a couple shirt, but you didn't admit it, saying that it was a 'brother and sister' shirt, and I wasn't allowed to think about it, I was sad for a long time." ”
Ye Feng asked puzzledly, "Our relationship is already so good, why don't I admit my intentions?" We're not too young, why haven't we gotten married? ”
Seeing this curious "baby", Xia Li was amused and sour, and said, "This dress was given to you on my nineteenth birthday, when I was still in college. In that world, twenty-one was not the legal age for marriage, and the university I attended did not allow students to get married. You waited from the time I was sixteen to the end of my graduation at twenty-two. We showed our hearts to each other, but you didn't come back. ”
Seeing Ye Feng looking at him blankly, Xia Li was embarrassed again. Pointing to the picture, he asked, "Do you remember this thing called a sofa?" ”
Ye Feng looked down at the picture and said, "This sofa, the chairs and armrests are so thick and soft, and the feeling in the dream is the same, leaning back, it is like falling on the sand...... I feel right, right? As the name suggests, is this the origin of the name of the sofa? ”
Xia Li laughed again, the ancient Ye Feng loved to use his brain just as much as Ye Feng in his previous life, and he loved to associate everything. She didn't want to explain anything about such a trivial matter now, she just smiled.
Peasant lady
Peasant lady