"Lu Yan, what should I do?"

Lu Yan leaned back on the sofa and looked at me quietly, looking a little better than usual. "What do you want to do?"

"I don't know, Xiao Kan asked me to come and talk to you, but I don't know what to talk about, so I have to ask you what I should do."

"I don't know what you're supposed to do." Lu Yan replied, "Many things will change because of the choices we make, but there are also many things that remain unmoved. It's your choice which side to stand on, and who will win in the end is a choice of time. ”

Lu Yan stretched out his hands, "You and time, it's another choice!" ”

I'm a little dizzy, if someone else tells me this kind of nonsense at this time, I will definitely scold him, but Lu Yan said this, I have to weigh it. But no matter how much you weigh this kind of mess, you can't measure the result, so you can only get dizzy the more you think about it.

Lu Yan looked at me and smiled, his face was obviously very young, but he looked extremely wise. "Do you remember what the monk told you?"

"Monk?" I didn't react.

"Chang Cheng."

"Oh, isn't he vulgar?"

Lu Yan shook his head, disapproving of my half-tone, "Think about his words." ”

"What did he tell me?" I thought for a moment, "You mean following your heart or something?" ”

Lu Yan nodded.

Can you believe that? You can see it in any book, but who takes it seriously? If you really follow what kind of heart, man will not become a beast? ”

Lu Yan looked at me with some amusement, "You're not a beast. ”

"Nonsense, of course I do!" I said angrily, "The problem is that if I had been acting according to my heart, I would not have been human anymore." ”

"You misunderstood, the original heart is not a desire, let alone a primitive desire, it should be closer to the self."

I saw that Lu Yan began to talk about philosophy, and it was inevitable that he had some very strange thoughts, this old monster was not like an ancient person at all, and in some knowledge, he was much stronger than modern people.

"Si'an, you are a very kind person, this should not be your trait, maybe something went wrong when the genes woke up."

I didn't pay much attention to what he said, and I was still thinking about the question just now, "Lu Yan, how do you know such things as a Ming Dynasty person, and you know genes and philosophy?" ”

"Learned." Lu Yan said, "I've long been prepared to wait for you, if you don't show up, then that person is me, if I don't know anything, then what should I do?" ”

"Do you still need to learn this? You say I'm that person, but I don't know much about these things. I asked.

"I don't know exactly what is needed, but since you show up, then what you will need is what you need."

"What will I do?" I thought about it, it really won't be anything, the gun is accurate? Will you wrestle with your opponent? Good at? None of this seems to be a very reliable thing.

"I didn't know what you would be before, and to be honest, you are no different from ordinary people in my opinion. But then I found out that you have one of the biggest characteristics......"

"What?"

"Kindness!"

"I'll admit it, I often have leftovers to feed puppies and kittens or something."

Lu Yan smiled, "That's mercy, everyone can do it, but you are different, your kindness is different from others." ”

"What's the difference?"

Lu Yan didn't answer me, and used the way he was particularly good at talking to divert the question and said, "Do what you want, I don't have much good advice for you." ”

I saw him get serious, and he got serious, "I still want to help them." ”

Lu Yan didn't speak, spread his palms, as if to say: Then you can do it.

"Lu Yan, in fact, I made a decision before I came, but I don't think my strength is enough. You once said that I am that person, and I wondered, how can I gain the strength commensurate with my responsibility? ”

Lu Yan listened to me very carefully, as if he was in deep thought, and after a long time, he said as if he had just woken up: "Do you remember Kai?" ”

I remembered the mighty image and nodded.

"What do you think of his power?"

"Very powerful!" I remember that huge fireball, even if it was just an image, it made me feel incredibly hot, if I had the ability to kill all the Gja plays.

"His opponent is just as strong!" Lu Yan said, "What he did didn't rely on that. ”

"What's that?" I asked.

Lu Yan shook his head, "Only you know these things. ”

"By kindness?" I thought about it and thought it was a bit of.

Lu Yan smiled, "I really don't know, kindness is just my judgment, only you know what your ability is." ”

"Lu Yan, you're really useless!" I'm serious.

"Have you ever found yourself to be kind?"

"That's called weakness!"

"Why did you run out of the city with a bad spirit? Is it because of weakness? ”

I have never found that Lu Yan can speak so sharply, this question is like a sharp cone straight into my heart, which makes me feel lost and depressed.

"Go back and rest!" Lu Yan didn't look at me again, "You will have a lot of things to do tomorrow, don't worry about other things, wait for your affairs here, and then we will go on the road." ”

I stared at him and suddenly remembered his arm, "Your hand...... How to use it? ”

"It's not time yet." He lowered his head as if trying to think of something, "Don't give it to them!" ”

I'm still confused, but I don't want to ask anything more, in the past, I always thought that Lu Yan knew everything, but he didn't want to tell me. And now it seems that he doesn't know much more about the future than I do.

Xiao Kan was waiting for me in the room, and Een was already asleep.

"How?" She asked.

"You can sleep in tomorrow, I'm going to get busy."

Xiao Kan quickly got up and kissed me on the face, and said a little happily, "Then go to sleep!" Raise your spirits! ”

I nodded, lay down on the bed, pulled the blanket tightly to my chin, and then I felt Xiao Kan lie down next to me, and with a soft sound, she turned off the light.

"Xiao Kan, am I a kind person?"

"Of course, otherwise how could I take a fancy to you if you look so ugly?"

"Actually, I think I'm pretty handsome, but I don't know where I'm kind."

Xiao Kan turned around and hugged me, "Si'an, your kindness lies in the fact that you are not kind to satisfy your own desire to be kind, nor are you kind for the sake of other people's opinions, you treat others, treat me, animals, flowers and plants the same." ”

"Are you jealous?"

"Hmm. I've always felt like you don't belong just to me, you seem to belong to something more. Xiao Kan snorted and said, "But it's only a little jealous, because I know that you think I belong to you!" ”