twenty-seven

In this palace, no one is innocent, except me.

I thought about the Queen's words over and over again, and I felt she was right.

She said this because she wanted me to obey the emperor, become his harem concubine, and live under his protection.

But I didn't want to, and the Queen's words strengthened my resolve to flee here.

Even if I still love the emperor, so what? If a person lives a lifetime, if he gives up everything and compromises for love, it is too sad.

I obeyed the queen's wishes and dressed up with her help.

The queen helped me, and she also had her own selfishness.

She wants to become a generation of virtuous queens, so she will spare no effort to get everything the emperor wants for him.

She didn't love the man, she just liked the feeling of being celebrated.

At the family banquet, I didn't see Concubine De, and after asking, I found out that Concubine De had a miscarriage, and it was said that the fetus was still very strange, and the palace said that it was a monster.

I felt the urge to leave the table to visit her, but I resisted the thought of my purpose.

Moreover, I always have to leave, and the relationship with Concubine De must always come to an end.

After the family banquet, I took the initiative to walk to the emperor, put on the smile I had when I first met him, and said, "Your Majesty, it's still early, can we go for a walk together?" ”

He looked at me, not much amazed at me who had been carefully dressed, shook his head and said, "I still have something to do, I need to go back to the imperial study first, you go back to Jingyang Palace and wait." ”

My heart is like a thorn in it, and now he doesn't even want to talk to me alone?

I froze for a moment, and then followed him to the study.

I'll just wait in the imperial study, and when he comes out after handling government affairs, I must make it clear to him, either kill me or let me out of the palace!"

I stood in the imperial study for about two hours, and the palace people changed a batch, and I didn't see him come out, but I saw a young man walking out of it.

When he saw that I was wearing a thin dress, he stepped forward and said, "Are you the mother of the harem?" The emperor has already fallen asleep, you might as well come back tomorrow. ”

I felt even more aggrieved, and my eyes couldn't help but be sour.

The man panicked, rummaged through his body and took out a pure white handkerchief, and said to me: "Don't be sad, Niangniang, the emperor is just busy with political affairs, too tired, it's not that he doesn't want to see you." ”

I didn't want to be rude in front of him, so I held back my tiredness and said, "Thank you." But I'm not a lady in the palace, I'm a female official in the palace. ”

The man nodded, as if he was about to leave, but after taking two steps, he suddenly turned around and asked me, "My lord, is Chu Weizi?" ”

I wondered, "You know me?" ”

His eyes suddenly lit up, and he said, "Master Chu is famous, I have read the script written by Lord Chu, and I admire it." I have also seen the portrait of Lord Chu, no wonder I feel familiar. ”

I smiled helplessly: "That was all many years ago, and I didn't write it again after entering the palace." ”

He seemed to be interested, and asked, "It's a pity that Lord Chu is talented." ”

I just smiled, not knowing how to answer.

He saw that I was silent, but he still had no intention of leaving, but began to report to himself at the door of the imperial study: "My surname is An Youping, my ancestral home is Yangzhou, and I will return to my hometown in a few days to take office......"

I had only glanced at him, and I didn't even see what he looked like, but now that he was talking, I couldn't help but look at him curiously.

His name, I heard others say it at the dinner party, he is the new champion, young and talented.

He looks okay, he doesn't have the emperor's extravagance that makes him feel a sense of distance at a glance, this An Youping looks quite bookish, and his figure is a little thin, but the light in his eyes is something I have never seen.

That eagerness seems to overflow.

I'm in Beijing, and I've been dealing with men for a long time, and I know very well what he means.

I interrupted him with a smile: "You say so much, do you love me?" ”

He paused suddenly, and blushed after a moment, but those eyes were still staring at me, and then nodded: "I have already fallen in love with Miss Chu when I was reading the script written by Miss Chu. ”

I nodded, and then asked, "Do you want to marry me?" ”

He was very shocked, stunned for a long time, his throat moved, and said: "If I am really lucky enough to marry Miss Chu, I will definitely take out my heart and lungs to be good to Miss Chu." ”

I couldn't help but laugh, I felt truly happy for the first time in these days.

It's just that I want his heart and lungs to do? All I want is to escape from this deep palace.

I said, "If you really want to marry me, you can go and tell the emperor." You are the champion of the new department, Your Majesty loves talents, and if you ask to marry a female official, Your Majesty will definitely agree. ”