[What is the mood of the peak and loop, it is probably that you have saved enough strength for the disappointment you thought it was. Then when he began to gradually become indifferent, he gave you an unexpected surprise - Zhong Zixi! 】

Every holiday, every anniversary, this man has never forgotten.

Sometimes when she wakes up in the morning, she sees the strong handwriting on the bedside gifts and sticky notes, which is enough to make her stunned for a long time.

Can she really adapt to such a life? Is she really ready to take on such a family?

The word home is too heavy, Zhong Zixi is very afraid, afraid that she will not be able to bear the burden of the rear by herself!

Perhaps because her untraceable resentment is too deep, He Yansheng has significantly reduced the time spent on business trips recently. It's just that often she sleeps and wakes up in a daze, while he is still working overtime in the study.

She couldn't ask He Yansheng not to work overtime in righteous words, because he alone carried too much family happiness and so many people's expectations.

He wouldn't disappoint those people, so Zhong Zixi was even more reluctant to let him disappoint so many people for himself.

Since no one else can be disappointed, then she can only choose to let herself down. If you don't want to live up to everyone, you can only be let down!

The more people stand at the top of the pyramid, the more their words and deeds represent too much. There are too many shackles of the stake, and life is like an invisible shadow that frames the person himself, and the slightest mistake may be the most fatal behavior.

Because others don't give too much tolerance and let them start over.

There are some indispensable entertainments, He Yansheng can't be postponed every time, and he comes back even later.

Zhong Zixi raised his foot and subconsciously touched the chain on his ankle, and his eyes became deeper and deeper. What she didn't say, it seemed that He Yansheng understood.

After a long time, Zhong Zixi felt that He Yansheng was very smart, and many times he only needed a look to understand. This is sometimes the case between couples, and all the problems that they think can be solved without communication will eventually become estrangement.

For example, this anklet, such as going home before ten o'clock in the evening.

The more this happens, the more they fall into a circle. From the time he began to understand that when he returned late, she would wait, and ten o'clock for each person seemed to become the time of the curfew.

So now, can He Yansheng see her unhappiness.

Zhong Zixi rolled the quilt unhappily on the bed, whined a few times, and then found that he had not succeeded in transforming either.

I thought that the innocence that I had lost was actually subconscious, but it still existed subconsciously, for example, at this time, she would actually think.

If you scream at yourself, will you be able to transform into a successful one right away?

"Zhong Zixi, your brain is really funny, do you really think you are Balala Little Demon Fairy? Shout out Wow Kara and you can transform? Whew! ”

The little girl lay on the bed and hummed for a long time, turned over and propped her hands on the bed, and read it for a while after scrolling through Weibo.

There was no then falling asleep, and it was Zhong Zixi who slept with He Yansheng before coming back recently.

In the evening, he is either on video calls or discussing the direction of the group's development. In a daze, you can sometimes see it coming from the study

A touch of light, and then Zhong Zixi pulled the quilt up, shrunk his whole head in the futon and turned over and continued to sleep.

In fact, Zhong Zixi sometimes sympathizes with the employees of these large companies, and what he gets is a high salary, a sea-view house where he lives, the most expensive skin care products, and the most expensive coffee he drinks.

While relying on these to survive, he stayed up late at night. With such a life, I don't know what the happiness index looks like?

Two people who have lived under the same roof for half a month are suddenly strangers like two tenants, Zhong Zixi doesn't like this feeling.

She doesn't like the life of a person, and she doesn't like the night alone.

Being alone for a long time in an unfamiliar environment will make her feel scared, and often Zhong Zixi does not dare to turn off the lights to sleep all night.

Because as soon as the lights are turned off, she will lose sleep until dawn, and she doesn't know what other lovers will be like in the end.

But this subconscious resistance to the state of life made Zhong Zixi feel a mess, sometimes she would rather He Yansheng was just an ordinary person, at least in this way, the simplest companionship would not become a luxury.

Before this, Zhong Zixi was also strange, in the third month of her relationship with He Yansheng, her mother revealed that she hoped that they could adapt to the state of married life in advance.

The United States says that "premarital friction is more conducive to harmony after marriage?" ”

Premarital friction? What to rub, is it not appropriate to rub two people, and break up if it is not suitable?

Zhong Yu's open-mindedness really surprised Zhong Zixi a little, after all, in her heart, her mother taught history.

Although her upbringing is free-range, it is still relatively traditional in the final analysis, but how can you think so much about it this time?

Could it be that she has really stepped into the ranks of older leftover women and has become the kind of key observation object of late marriage and late childbearing in the eyes of her parents? Or He Yansheng really likes Ms. Zhong Yu too much.

Zhong Zixi didn't have time to figure out the crux of the matter, this feasible plan was agreed upon with the help of his mother and He Yansheng, and she was basically arranged.

originally thought that her mother, who was in favor of her living with He Yansheng, would disagree with her going home to live for a while. The little girl who thought about it like this immediately attributed herself to the kind of water spilled by the married daughter, the cold reception of the fiancé, and the pitiful object that the mother did not love.

A poor little who is waiting to be fed, and the first situation in which he falls into grievances is to think of his mother. Zhong Zixi planned to probe Zhong Yu's tone first before making a decision.

The phone was connected, and Zhong Zixi revealed his idea of going home to live for a while without a trace on the one hand.

Zhong Yu was silent for a moment, Zhong Zixi couldn't see his mother's thoughts clearly through the phone, and he was also beating a drum in his heart.

"Xiaoshio."

"Huh? Mom. ”

"Girl, haven't you talked to me so nervously for a few days?"

"No, no, I'm talking to, how can I be nervous talking to my mother?"

Zhong Yu shook his head and smiled, "Then your palms are okay now, do you need to wipe them with a napkin?" ”

"Huh?" Zhong Zixi subconsciously let go of his palm, and his palm was wet.

"You, when you're nervous, you're very silent, and you just keep silent for fear of revealing what you think? Xiaoxi, do you need to talk to your mother like this? ”

Zhong Zixi's eyes were a little astringent, he didn't feel wronged at first, but when he heard Zhong Yu's voice, the sourness in his heart gradually amplified, sullen, and a little up.

Zhong Yu knows that two people who love each other again will have all kinds of discomfort when they first start living together.

We need to run in and give each other some space to adapt. So before that, any little grievance, as long as it is magnified, can easily ignite a little bit.

"Silly girl, why don't I let my daughter come back to live, I just let you live together in the first place, I just hope that you can understand each other, adapt to each other, and enter the marriage state as soon as possible, and I am completely relieved. If Yan Sheng is too busy to take care of you, of course my mother wants you to come back and stay for a while. ”

Zhong Yu raised his eyes and looked into the distance, and the geese were lined up. Thinking that it will soon be the season for the wild goose to return to the south, the autumn leaves are traceless, and I have passed the heart!

The eyes are clear, and they are all vain.

Zhong Yu smiled lightly, and said in the ancient and modern "Buddha's Relic Sutra".

"Be mindful and seek perfection, and do not cover up flaws or show strangeness to confuse the public. In the four offerings, knowledge is content, fun to offer, should not be accumulated. ”

In the final analysis, the impetuousness of the human heart, the deepening of anger and the transformation of materialism. Isn't it all because you can't open it? As long as she has a good life in the future, Zhong Yu will have nothing to see.

There are some words that can only be understood by hearing them with your own ears to understand how much your family loves you.

Zhong Zixi didn't know if it was called a cold war between her and He Yansheng, but this late autumn raid was cold and unknown.

Along with the relationship between the two, it has also become delicate.

There should always be a reason for the Cold War, but they have nothing.

Nowadays, there are probably not many men who are as strict with themselves as him in Cloud City, and it is not clear what is so dissatisfied.

Zhong Zixi touched her nose inexplicably, is it self-inflicted like her? He Yansheng did not treat her badly, on the contrary, he should make the most considerate arrangements for food, clothing, housing and transportation.

She doesn't seem to be the type of good wife and mother! Her fiancé is tired of making money in the front, and she keeps pretentious in the rear, and even unilaterally wants to go home.

She was a little unhappy and annoyed, and her heart was inexplicable.

I always feel that there is something missing between such two people, and it is not perfect after all.

Girls always have some indescribable careful thoughts in love, and they don't want to take the initiative to admit it when they are unhappy.

Reason and sensibility are sometimes constantly intertwined, she just hopes that He Yansheng can understand her joys and sorrows!

Looking at this pool of clear water inexplicably, the sadness in his eyes was obvious.

She tightened her arms around the book and turned away like a classroom. She suddenly became mentally wilted, and she couldn't even lift her spirits with the afternoon class of the professor.

If the professor sees her like this, he will probably be able to ask the old disrespectful.

"Xiao Zixi, is this so unhealthy with a fiancé? Could it be...

… Pregnant? ”

Those eyes full of wisdom, must be full of melon-eating expressions, meowing to her stomach.

Then proudly told her that the seniors and sisters, and then she would be miserable to be watched, think about that kind of ending.

She couldn't help shivering, and she didn't know if it was too cold or because she was scared.

However, today, everyone's enthusiasm seems to be particularly high along the way, and this road is the only way to go to the class taught by him, because there is only that classroom at the end.

She shook her head self-deprecatingly, and even the voices of her companions talking in twos and threes would be mistaken for discussing He Yansheng's name.

Now invisibly, has this man had such a great influence on her?

It wasn't until she entered the entrance of the corridor that she just walked towards the classroom by herself, and then looked up to see a room of "students?" ”

This is still the empty classroom in the past, Zhong Zixi subconsciously said, "I'm sorry, I went to the wrong classroom." ”

He turned around and walked out of the classroom, and went to the door to look at the house number, muttering softly.

"Strange, not wrong? Why are there so many people in this classroom today? ”

"Of course there's nothing wrong, let's go Zizi, I'll accompany you in class!"

(End of chapter)