[She likes rainy nights, washing away overnight and leaving nothing the next day, as if she was reborn; But the rain that night was to the bone, and it was chilling, and her thoughts were dusty, and there was nowhere to rely on - Zhong Zixi! 】

Zhong Zixi's brows deepened with these words, and he kept recalling everything related to that day in his mind.

"I wanted you to accompany the child, but I couldn't get through to your phone, but my mother just suppressed you, and you came to me that night."

Zhong Zixi frowned fiercely, originally said that Jean was sick, she was already very uncomfortable, not to mention the first time she had a high fever.

Fever can be a big or small thing for such a small child. She was so helpless that night outside, and his children were suffering similarly on the inside.

"He Yansheng, so at that time, you thought that the child was sick and I didn't answer your call, but as soon as your mother suppressed me, I immediately went to find you, right? In your heart, I am the kind of person, the kind of mother who is so ruthless that she will ignore her child when she is sick? ”

If that day she knew Jean was sick, she thought she would be with her children no matter what.

Yes, she did hate He Yansheng at that time, but it was also her child, the child she gave birth to in ten years of painful death.

Zhong Zixi took a deep breath, "He Yansheng, believe it or not, I didn't receive a call from you at all, and I didn't know about Jean's illness at all, if I knew that I would definitely accompany him, even if we had a lot of trouble at that time, I would." ”

It was her reason that she admitted, and for things that had nothing to do with her, Zhong Zixi would never help anyone carry the black pot, let alone allow others to splash dirty water on her.

He Yansheng still didn't answer her words, he smiled and commented on the details of the night, saying it in such detail that he would not forget almost every branch.

"Zizi, I admit that I was very angry at the time, maybe it was your firmness during pregnancy, and for a moment I almost believed it."

The man's eyes were very deep, and they seemed to be glowing with a little starlight, and emotions were flowing in the bottom of his eyes.

"Frankly speaking, it's not so much angry with you, but angry with myself, angry that I didn't protect you, angry that you don't even care about our children, how can you care about me? It was a kind of fear, I didn't dare to see you at that moment, I was afraid that I couldn't control my emotions, so I asked my mother to call you in, and at that moment I held Jean and looked at the door for a long time, but in the end she was the only one who came in. ”

He Yansheng closed his eyes in despair, his heart was like a knife.

She said, "You won't come in, and you don't care what happens to the child, and if you give it to me, it has nothing to do with you." She said, you just want to know about the UK's problems"

"At that moment, I was really at a loss, that night's Jean was very clingy, and the whole person was full of uneasiness except me, he resisted anyone."

At that time, he was crumpled and lying in my arms, sobbing quietly, and crying vigorously in his mouth, and the child who had been sick all day was wilting even crying.

All the negative emotions came together, and He Yansheng was extremely frustrated at that moment, and all his self-confidence for more than 30 years was destroyed in an instant

Ruined clean.

In the end, He Yansheng couldn't even protect his wife and children, and the shackles that were tied to his body were really like a joke.

At first he didn't want to tell her these words, in this love affair they were all pawns on the chessboard. After being put on the shelf, no one has a way out, so why bother with one more person who will blame himself?

Isn't it enough for him to bear all these discomforts alone? But today, he realized that the crux of the problem between them was no longer the problem at the beginning.

The man's eyes fell on Zhong Zixi's eyebrows, full of tenderness and gentleness.

"Zizi, when the child was sick, I couldn't spare my hands to go out, that night, I admit that I really wanted to ask you if you have a heart? Even the child born in October can be so ruthless? Later, I finally let Jean stop crying, so I asked Shen Jiani to hug me for a while, because I found that she seemed to have a really set of methods to coax the child, so that Jean began to become well-behaved in her arms. ”

Now Zhong Zixi needs a dose of fierce medicine to induce it, if he is not in a hurry like now. He Yansheng didn't know how far the stalemate between the two would be before he would give up, and only by letting her be by his side could he be completely at ease.

"I probably haven't felt the warmth of my mother since I was born, so I am so attached to it!"

The speaker has the intention, and the listener has more heart.

Zhong Zixi frowned, and hurriedly pulled He Yansheng's cuffs and tilted his head to explain, his voice was full of anxiety and urgency, as if this man didn't believe it.

"I didn't, I really didn't get your call, and I didn't know that Jean was sick, that night your mother came out and showed me two pictures on her phone, and then told me, tell me, you're about to get married, let me not bother you."

He Yansheng looked down at the white little hand on the cuff, obviously just a light grip, and it was so easy to pull his heart.

How long had it been since the girl had taken his arm so eagerly, and had approached him so actively.

Since the accident, for any time she approached him, she didn't feel like she was facing a flood beast.

As a result, he seems to have become some kind of disease, lest he have something to do with it again.

It turned out that her proximity was this feeling, He Yansheng had always thought that this love, he had long hidden it in his heart and tried to convert it into a family affection.

It wasn't until now that he realized that he had really been planted in this life, and Zhong Zixi was an obsession and a poison for him, a poison that he didn't want to quit in his life.

"She also said that if I could do it, she would intercede with you on my behalf to consider giving me back my mother's house, and I told her that I had to see you, and then ......"

It started out as a drizzle, but the early autumn nights were already a little cool, and then the rain became heavier and heavier.

Zhong Zixi only thought that Yin Xiaoxiao didn't like her at first, and it wasn't until this moment that she understood how disgusted this woman was with her. Anyway, she is also the person who once called her mother, and she can ignore it so much.

At that time, not long after she was out of confinement, the woman stood in front of her with an umbrella, and she was in a very high state

Every sentence is quenched with poisonous cruelty.

"Miss Zhong, I remember that you told me not long ago that life is fleeting, and prosperity and decay are impermanent. See it! I am He Yansheng's mother, the He family will always have glory, even if Yansheng takes a detour and is obsessed with his mind for a while, so what, my good daughter-in-law will not mind, you see how they are like a natural pair! ”

The woman's snarky face was particularly clear on this rainy night, and every move and every inch of her smile seemed to mock her incompetence and stupidity.

"Oh, by the way, there is one thing I seem to have forgotten to tell you, Jiani, she is most afraid of pain, giving birth to a child is the most lossy, and her body will be out of shape, where am I willing to let my daughter-in-law suffer such a crime? Anyway, the child just passed through your belly once, and it has nothing to do with you in the future. When you are a surrogate mother, it seems that you are a surrogate mother of our He family, you are not a loss, right? ”

Zhong Zixi pinched her palm fiercely, and her every word tore her gradually scabbed wound again.

The hatred that I had never felt before reached the threshold of madness, and every part of my body was in sharp pain, burning, and rolling.

The emotions of shame burst out little by little, grievances lingered in her heart, her eyes were red like words, and her eyes were full of staggered bloodshots.

In the past, she was protected by Zhong Yu, even if she was separated from the Xu family, her mother's protection made her never suffer such humiliation.

This rain is really good, the night is dark and windy, even if it rains, it can cover her depressed appearance, so that her last bit of dignity will be trampled on.

Laughing and crying in the memory, a series of subtle expressions on her face just fell on He Yansheng's eyes.

He knew that his mother must have been extremely humiliated that night, and she didn't want to say that He Yansheng wouldn't ask.

Zhong Zixi gently touched her lower lip with the tip of her tongue, she knew that even if she recalled the beginning, she was extremely depressed, she took a soft breath and tried to adjust her breathing.

"Then I said I wanted to see how hard you could be, and then I literally stood in the rain all night and you didn't come out. Until Uncle Zhou, he probably saw that I was really embarrassed and pitiful! ”

He handed me an umbrella and found a taxi to take me back, and at that moment I realized that in the eyes of your He family, I was not as good as an outsider. At least outsiders will have some mercy, you don't even have the most basic compassion. ”

Behold, how outrageously wrong are they among themselves?

"Zizi, I admit that I was very angry at the time, but then I stabilized and let me go out to see it. But there's no figure of you at all, so don't say that, okay, you know that even if it's not true, I will still feel distressed if you say this, so you hurt me, okay? Don't hurt me so much, I'm going to hurt too, it's going to hurt. ”

He took her palm and placed it on his heart, and every beat was so calm.

She looked back at He Yansheng seriously, her face was calm without the slightest anger, and she had no other emotions.

"How so? How could it be

This? That night you? ”

He muttered to himself, repeating the phrase in his mouth, it was really cold outside that night, and he was really impressed.

"yes, I really stood all night, because after seeing the photos, I went outside the hospital. I don't want to wait humiliatingly in the courtyard of your He family for your summons, I thought you would come out, even if you can't find me, you will give me a call, but you didn't. ”

No wonder, no wonder his mother came out when he hurried out, because the angle was just right enough to block his view.

Do you really want to break them up that much? She's none other than that, huh? She Zhong Zixi is the only girl He Yansheng has ever loved in his life, and she is still the mother of his son and grandson!

"Zizi's photo was taken by her on purpose, and she also chose the angle, and I didn't know it. I assure you that I have nothing to do with any woman after you leave, and you are the only woman I will have a relationship with in my life! ”

(End of chapter)