Grandma is gone
An An stood on the stage of the championship match, thinking that when she left home, the ambulance took her grandmother away.
Before she fell unconscious, her grandmother strongly urged An An to continue to participate in the competition.
"An An, grandma is fine, you can't give up because of grandma, otherwise, grandma will not die blind."
Seeing that An An insisted on not leaving, the more she talked, the more excited she became, and her panting speed became faster and faster.
An An held her grandmother's hand tightly, very worried in her heart.
"Grandma, don't say it, I participated in the competition and became famous just so that you can enjoy your old age, so how could I leave you when you are sick. I can't do it, Grandma, I'm going to be with you. ”
"Smack!"
An An looked at her grandmother crying, and her grandmother raised her trembling hand and slapped An An on the face.
"What nonsense are you talking about, grandma is already old, she will always leave you, if you give up, what will you do if grandma leaves, how can I rest assured?"
An An lowered her head, still holding her grandmother's hand tightly. Grandma shook off ruthlessly, An An knew that her grandmother had used all her strength to push An An to the stage of success.
"If you give up, I won't forgive you if I die."
After grandma said this, she closed her eyes and stopped looking at An An.
An An knows that now her grandmother's heart is more uncomfortable than herself, and everything her grandmother does is for her own good.
The ambulance came, and my grandmother was carried into the ambulance and yelled at An An:
"Let's go!"
Then the grandmother collapsed, and An An squatted on the ground and cried, watching her grandmother's ambulance leave.
It was Xiang Qi Ye who arrived and asked An An to come to the game first, and his grandmother handed it to him first, and An An turned back and left step by step.
When An An sat down, took a deep breath, and just put his finger on the string and plucked a note.
With a "clang", the strings broke. An An instantly felt cold, she looked up at the audience, and in the last row, An An saw her grandmother.
An An immediately stood up, the audience was in an uproar, the judges exchanged heads, and An An just stared at her grandmother.
An An saw her grandmother sit down, and she looked at An An with a smile.
"Contestant No. 9, Miss An An, do you have anything to do?"
A judge picked up the microphone and asked An An, who came back to his senses, shook his head and sat down.
One string was broken, and An An directly gave up the seven strings and played the guqin as a five-string.
Guqin used to be a five-string.
And An An played "Requiem", which was the last thing An An could do for her grandmother.
"Requiem", recorded in the guqin score, is played for ghosts, which can make ghosts let go of obsessions and obtain reincarnation.
The sound of the piano is sometimes sad, sometimes light, and finally, it is the Zen sound from Buddhism, which is what the teacher taught An'an.
When people listen to "Requiem", they can have a great understanding and see through the red dust. The ghost listened to "Requiem", let go of the past, and went to Huangquan with a thorough heart, but it was not so difficult to walk on the bridge.
When An An finished playing, she gently put her hand on the strings and smiled as her grandmother disappeared.
An An hopes that her grandmother will go with peace of mind.
An An walked off the stage, walked through the backstage, and left the place where the game was played.
All the players were surprised because today is the championship and everyone should stay and wait for the result, especially a strong competitor like An An.
The breath on An An's body was too cold, and his face was pale, so even if others had questions, he didn't step forward to stop and ask.
An An stopped the taxi and said to the driver:
"Go to the hospital."
Then An An burst into tears in an instant, from silent tears at the beginning to loud crying at the back, and when he got out of the car, An An was indifferent again.
From beginning to end, the driver did not ask a word, because he knew that such a collapse crying of outsiders' condolences was meaningless.
When An An walked into the hospital, Xiang Qi Ye was already waiting for her at the entrance of the hospital.
"An An ......"
Xiang Qi Ye came over to help An An, he wanted to tell An An that his grandmother was gone, but he couldn't say it.
Xiang Qi Ye didn't know that An An's eyes could see the soul, he didn't know that An An already knew that he would not have a grandmother in the future, and An An would not be able to eat the food cooked by his grandmother in the future, and he would not be able to hear his grandmother's nagging.
Xiang Qi Ye wanted to stop An An's steps without squinting, but he felt that it was useless to do so, so he didn't know what to do for a while.
"I'm fine, you can take me."
When An An said this, Xiang Qi Ye knew that An An already knew that her grandmother was gone.
An An walked into the ward, her trembling hands wanted to remove the white cloth covering her grandmother's body, but her hand was held by Xiang Qi Ye.
"I just want to see if my grandmother is safe when she leaves, don't stop me."
Xiang Qi Ye hesitated for a second after listening to An An's words, but still easily opened An An's hand, An An saw that her grandmother was like she was asleep, very peaceful.
"Grandma said that as long as you went to the competition, she would be relieved, and said, let you not cry."
Xiang Qi Ye comforted An An, but An An didn't listen to anything.
An An looked at her grandmother quietly and stood for a long time without crying.
Until, Xiang Qi Ye was worried about An An and said to her:
"Let grandma go in peace."
An An turned his head like a wooden man without a soul.
Xiang Qi Ye hugged An An and said:
"In the future, I will accompany you."
An An still didn't react, and now she didn't listen to a word she said to Qi Ye at all.
The departure of her parents is An An's nightmare, but the departure of her grandmother is what makes An An really sad. Because, she will be alone in the future.
Until he dealt with his grandmother's funeral, Xiang Qi Ye had been with An An, but he didn't see a single tear of An An, which made him even more worried.
In the dead of night, An An was lying alone in the room, feeling the empty room, An An was wrapped in a thick quilt, but he felt that he was extremely cold from heart to body.
An An hid under the quilt and began to cry loudly, tears wetting the pillow. It wasn't until An An felt that she couldn't breathe and was dizzy, so she opened the door to Qi Ye and walked into the room, holding An An in her arms through the quilt.
An An turned her crying into sobbing, and said in a hoarse voice:
"I won't have a grandmother anymore, you know?"
"Grandma will always love you."
Xiang Qi Ye can't say that his grandmother will turn into the brightest star in the sky to accompany An An, nor can he say that his grandmother will turn into an angel and go to heaven. Because, he knows, his grandmother will be reincarnated, and then forget An An. However, as a grandmother, her love for An An is eternal.
An An also talked a lot about her grandmother until she finally fell asleep.
When An An woke up the next day, he was startled when he saw Xiang Qi Ye sitting on the ground, his head resting on the edge of the bed and falling asleep.
"To the president, you ......"
An An instantly sobered up, looked up at Qi Ye and asked with a smile:
"Wake up, get up and pack up and go out to eat."
Xiang Qi Ye saw that An An's spirit was much better, so he kept his mouth shut about his grandmother, because An An needed to look forward.
Since her grandmother left, An An has been in a state of confusion for a long time.
When An An walked out of the room, he heard An An winning the championship on TV, but no one accepted the award.