No matter which logic he thinks about, Chen Zhiyuan never thought that he would really come to the step of divorce.

Even after arguing with Zhu Rui yesterday, he changed his ticket in front of her, including driving to the Civil Affairs Bureau early in the morning, taking the number and sitting in the hall, he felt as if he was watching someone else's play.

Until I got a new red book. Only then did he feel the clouds around him fade and everything sobered up.

Chen Zhiyuan looked at the red book repeatedly, and asked a somewhat stupid triple question:

"That's it?"

"Aren't the divorce certificates green?"

"Didn't you say that there was a persuasion to mediate?"

His eyes were a little stunned, and the eyes of the staff of the Civil Affairs Bureau who asked became the same as him, but the little girl was more alert, closed her lips tightly and did not speak.

Zhu Rui stepped back, the stool made a noise on the ground, she put away her documents and stood up.

Chen Zhiyuan saw that she was gone, so he hurriedly stuffed things into his bag and chased her out.

Zhu Rui didn't go far, she stood by the car door and waited for him.

"Get out of your afternoon car, I'll send you." Zhu Rui said.

"No, this car isn't mine anymore." Chen Zhiyuan's mind was in a mess, but his self-esteem supported him to stand up straight, he took out a cigarette and lit one.

It's been almost seven years, and he has quit smoking since Zhu Rui was pregnant and gave birth to Chen Fangyu, but last night he was in the garden of the community and smoked a whole pack.

Zhu Rui looked at the flickering sparks and was about to speak, but she opened her mouth to endure it, and she said, "The things at home, you can move out within this month." ”

Chen Zhiyuan exhaled a long puff of smoke and said, "How do you tell the children?" ”

"I'll take care of it."

Chen Zhiyuan suddenly raised his eyelids, his eyes were shining, he smiled bitterly, and said with some pleading: "Don't tell the children yet." Slowly, anyway...... I don't come back very often. I can hide it. ”

Zhu Rui glanced at him sideways, didn't speak, she opened the car door and got in.

Chen Zhiyuan walked over and knocked on the car window. Wait for her to reply.

Zhu Rui knew what he meant, lowered the car window, and nodded.

"Gone." Zhu Rui set the car on fire, closed the window, and drove away a little indifferently. She looked at the rearview mirror, Chen Zhiyuan kept looking at her, standing motionless. She watched as the figure grew smaller and smaller until it was gone.

I can't say the feeling, I feel that my mind is very blank, and I am not familiar with this road, Zhu Rui just mechanically reflexively let the car on the road. Turn right on the right lane, go straight on the middle lane, and turn left on the left lane.

Slowly, the fog in front of her eyes became heavier and heavier, and she pulled the car against the side of the road, flashed, and cried happily.

Chen Zhiyuan was also at the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau, crying like a child. In addition to the absence of a sound, there are many tears and snot.

He was so hateful that he took out the still hot divorce certificate from his bag, tore it to shreds, and threw it in the trash. Still feeling unrelieved, he suddenly began to pedal the trash can vigorously, and the wooden fence could not stand it and broke.

"Hey, comrade! What are you doing! "The security guard at the gate box ran over with a woman in an orange vest.

The woman in the orange vest looked at him as if she was very experienced, and said, "Young man, look away." If you miss it, let it go, don't be obsessed! She even took out a pack of paper handkerchiefs from her pocket, pulled out one and handed it to him.

Chen Zhiyuan took it, rubbed it indiscriminately, and turned around to leave.

The orange vest stopped him again and said, "Damage to public property, a fine of 100." Handsome, I'm sorry. I'm going to eat too. ”

Chen Zhiyuan rubbed on his body for a long time, and finally took out his wallet from his handbag, took out one and smashed it.

Instead of going to the high-speed rail station, he took a taxi and ran to his old house in the industrial area.

As soon as he returned to the old mansion, Chen Zhiyuan began to regret it.

The place is full of memories of the past.

On the wall are photographs of their newlyweds, both of whom look their most youthful.

This set of photos was taken at the time of the most expensive set of the photo studio, the interior was all Korean-style real scenes, and the exterior scenes were taken at a famous theme park in China. It's still out of date.

At that time, he just wanted to give Zhu Rui the best. Although Zhu Rui never asked for him, he was willing and self-absorbed.

The furniture in the house is pure white, with tiles in the living room and solid wood floors in the room. The money for the renovation was paid by his parents, but the idea was basically taken by Zhu Rui.

At the beginning, his mother liked her very much, and she wrapped a big red envelope of 8888 when they met for the first time, giving enough face. Chen Zhiyuan hugged his mother and gave a thumbs up.

The kitchen decoration is the most practical, and the operating table is very large, which is required by Zhu Rui. He once enjoyed Zhu Rui's cooking skills, but he didn't think about how she practiced this skill.

Chen Fangyu was also born here, because of the help of his parents, the two of them did not have a hard time, to be precise, Chen Zhiyuan did not have a hard time. And Zhu Rui seems to have suddenly become sharp from the time the child was born.

She began to make all kinds of demands, and began to brainwash him when she had nothing to do, talking about struggle, ideals, the future, and role models.

He pushed open the door of the study, and time and space seemed to have traveled: Chen Zhiyuan saw him frowning on the desk, Zhu Rui holding Chen Fangyu staring at him to memorize words, and making a situational dialogue with him;

He pushed open the bedroom door and saw Zhu Rui pull him off the computer again, throw him a copy of "The Cat That Lived a Million Times", and ask him to read the story to his son;

He turned around and walked back to the living room, and saw Zhu Rui spreading a bunch of promotional materials on the coffee table, pointing at him and saying: No matter what, at most two years, the school district house must be won! If it's too late, you'll lose a lot!

He collapsed on the sofa in a dejected state, feeling a terrible heartache.

He didn't move his seat all night, just lay down, didn't eat or drink. As the room turned from bright to dark and then to bright, he was awakened by the ringing of the telephone.

The company's HR called him, and after expressing his worries because he didn't ask for leave, he was absent from work.

"I'm quitting." Chen Zhiyuan said.

The other party was ready to hang up the phone, and was surprised by his attitude, the other party was a relatively knowledgeable HR, she said calmly: "Chen Gong, if you have something at home, ask for a leave according to the process and take a good rest." ”

He didn't say anything and just cut off the phone.

Chen Zhiyuan stood up slowly, opened the window, and dispersed the smell of smoke in the room. opened Meituan to order a takeaway, he lit another cigarette, opened his mobile phone and sent a message to his brother Li Feng: Brother, I'm leaving.