Yang Jun calmly walked through the East Garden and came to the 3rd House.

Early in the morning, when students with pots or rice bowls entered and exited the dormitory building, Yang Jun walked into a boys' dormitory on the first floor, borrowed a pen from a boy, took out a New Year's card from the pocket of his military coat, and wrote on it:

Tong Ziyun:

Wishing you a Happy New Year and a happy day!

Yang Jun

1 January 1997"

Yang Jun climbed to the fifth floor and knocked on the door of the girls' dormitory. He walked straight to Tong Ziyun's top bunk and said with a smile,

"Tong Ziyun, this is the card I gave you."

Tong Ziyun brushed open the curtain of the bed, took the card, his face was full of tiredness, and said angrily,

"Thank you."

Yang Jun couldn't help but feel pity in his heart and lowered his head. He didn't speak again, and turned his head and walked out of the dormitory under the strange eyes of several girls.

In the early morning of this day, when he couldn't sleep, what he thought about the most was why he was drunk, why he couldn't stand up to Tong Ziyun when she was violated and use his shoulders to protect her.

At this juncture, the person who appeared was Song Bin.

Yang Jun lost the once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to save the beauty of the hero, on this night, such an opportunity was clearly placed in front of him, close at hand, but he actually fell asleep?

At the same time, he thought of another question, why would he want to protect Tong Ziyun? He's not really familiar with her!

Perhaps it was alcohol that catalyzed something that was hidden deep inside, and it burst out in that moment.

He talked to Song Bin about this, and Xiao Song looked melancholy and said,

"You're in love with her!"

"Huh!?"

"I broke up with Li Xia."

"Huh!?"

Yang Jun's mouth opened wide, and he felt incredible, didn't he break up after only two months of talking?

"Let's go, kick the ball!"

Yang Jun felt that Xiao Song's problems were more serious than him, so he called Pei Zhengang and Yang Yang to play football in the playground together.

On the morning of New Year's Day, there was no one on the playground, and the frozen ground after the snow was hard and slippery, so they kicked back and forth for a while, and the cold wind blew for a long time, and they went back stupidly.

That night, Yang Jun fell ill, had a fever, and was lying in bed. This day and night of tossing made him exhausted.

When did this happen? How could he like this girl? Why is it so unexpected?

In the depths of his heart, he doesn't seem to like this type. Since he was a child, Yang Jun likes to raise all kinds of small animals, puppies, kittens, chickens, ducklings, he treats them better than himself, he likes to take care of these well-behaved and docile little animals, especially puppies.

In the ignorant middle school days, quiet and gentle girls seem to attract Yang Jun's attention more, while Xiao Tong is very lively and more flamboyant.

Yang Jun knows that this is not his favorite type.

Therefore, there was some resistance to this strong emotion in his heart. On the other hand, in this new environment, he has not yet established his self-confidence, and he is not sure that Tong Ziyun can look at himself.

Although he has a strong desire to protect, who can he protect with his thin shoulders?

He is just a freshman rookie, with enthusiasm and pride, but no ability. More and more, he found that he did not know much more than he knew, including what he knew about himself.

Thinking of this, Yang Jun was a little depressed, lying on the bed and turning on Aihua's Walkman, and listened to BEYOND's "Broad Sea and Sky".

"Today, I watched the snow drift by in the cold night, and floated far away with a cooled heart。。。。。。"

In the evening, Zhang Yuntao walked back to the dormitory, and when he saw Yang Jun like this, he understood a little. He sighed and said to Yang Jun faintly,

"I heard from the girls in the class that our counselor is also interesting to Xiao Tong."

Yang Jun was startled and sat up, recalling the scene where counselor Zhou Feng and Xiao Tong were together, as well as Zhou Feng's ambiguous eyes.

Zhou Feng is still the secretary of the Youth League Committee of the Department of Public Management, focusing on student work, and stayed on to work after graduating from the graduate school of Social University. He is tall and handsome, and he is a graduate student, so he must be loved by girls.

Yang Jun's mind was even more confused, he frowned, closed his eyes, and lay down on the bed again.

Xiao Song said, "Why don't you write a letter to her." Chasing girls is to kneel and beg. ”

Yang Jun shook his head, what are you writing for, what are you writing? He didn't even know what he wanted to do now.

Of course, he couldn't have begged anyone on his knees.

To pursue Xiao Tong and make her his girlfriend? For Yang Jun, this seems to be an extremely absurd thing, he doesn't even know what a girlfriend is.

He also has no idea about the world of girls, what they do, think, and want every day.

He even felt that he didn't need a girlfriend at all, but now this inner surge made him scratch his heart and couldn't calm down.

Yang Jun is a rational person, after the influence of alcohol subsided, he did not do anything to Xiao Tong, but continued his study and life as usual.

In class, when I see Xiao Tong, I will also say hello politely. He was a little concerned about Xiao Tong's situation, but he didn't express it anymore.

The final exam was getting closer and closer, Yang Jun went to the girls' dormitory to borrow notes and make copies, and saw that a slightly older man at the door of Xiao Tong's dormitory was leaning against the wall and waiting. Walking into the dormitory, Yang Jun saw Xiao Tong dressing up and smiling happily.

Later, I heard from the girls in the class that it was her brother's classmate who came to take Xiao Tong out to play.

Yang Jun's heart is even more unpleasant.

What made Yang Jun more and more anxious was that a large number of pimples began to grow on his face, which in his opinion was almost disfigured.

Jiang Wenjun came to see Yang Jun again, and when he saw the pimples on his face, he laughed happily, "You shouldn't be in heat, right?" ”

Yang Jun was not happy at all.

Beijing ushered in the first snow of the new year, and Zhang Yuntao and his fellow villagers from the southernmost part of the motherland were so happy and excited that they ran out to cheer and have a snowball fight. Because, this is the first time they have seen snow in their lives.

The flying snowflakes made Yang Jun feel even more lonely.

Late at night, there was goose feather snow outside the window of the dormitory, and Yang Jun was in a melancholy mood and couldn't sleep. He turned on his Walkman and listened to Chen Huixian's "Drifting Snow", and the ethereal and poignant singing voice reached Yang Jun's ears:

"And I saw the snow drifting by, floating in deep memory,

Let me think of you again, but it makes my heart ache。。。。。。 ”