044. Confession

When the sky was bright, Yinyu woke up from his dream, turned his head to look around, sighed, and was in Qing'er's car again.

The decoration in the car is Qing'er's taste, not like the woman's axle, everywhere is atmospheric and elegant, all the inner walls including the roof, the door is covered with dark gray satin, on the right side of the car body and the front and rear sides of the two glass windows open outward, the window hangs white gauze and gray satin. There is a couch built into the carriage, which is covered with thick felt, and in front of the couch is a long table with two drawers, and under the feet is a thick white felt.

For seven days, he stood outside Qing'er's tent every night, and woke up here in the morning, and Yinyu knew that Qing'er instructed the wind and snow to get him into the car. The magnolia paddock is full of flowers and trees, and the moisture at night is naturally heavier.

He didn't know if Qing'er was caring about him by doing this.

Qing'er has lived a privileged life since she was a child, but she treats people sincerely. Anyone who waits for her at night, she will be kind.

He didn't know what position and weight he had in Qing'er's heart, and he was worried that Qing'er would never trust him again and would never give him the opportunity to get close to her again.

He never knew that he had hurt others, but it was he who was sad.

In the past, he was blindly strong and competitive, and did not allow others to be disobedient, even the women around him were no exception, he loved women to the extreme, but every time a woman was pampered and arrogant, he would give up without hesitation.

He has never minded the intentional or unintentional harm he has done to others, let alone that others will be sad because of his injury.

Now he knew that he couldn't be complete without Qing'er.

He was a heartless man, and he lost his heart.

These days, his mind seems to be floating in mid-air, not falling. He couldn't do it as if nothing had happened. The brothers went hunting, went to horse racing, but he didn't participate, he stayed outside Qing'er's tent all day and night.

Rou'er was boiling medicine outside the tent, he knew that Qing'er was still suffering from abdominal pain, and he wanted to go to see her, but Rou'er's face was full of sarcasm, and the wind and snow were wordlessly blocked, he couldn't enter the tent, he couldn't get close to Qing'er's body, he was a little farther away, looking at Qing'er's tent stupidly, imagining that she was inside.

He was in a hurry to conquer Qing'er because he himself had already been conquered by Qing'er. It was he who laid down his body, and he was the one who surrendered.

Whether Qing'er was conquered by him or not, he didn't know, it didn't matter anymore. He wanted to tell Qing'er something in his heart, he wanted to see Qing'er.

He just wants to see Qing'er, right away.

Today, no one outside Qing'er's tent stopped him, Rou'er was not there, the wind and snow saw him, don't turn your head and don't seem to see it. Yinyu didn't know why, but he didn't stop at his feet, and approached the tent all the way.

The voices of Huang Ama and Eniang came from the tent, and Qing'er's delicate voice was sandwiched in the middle. Lifting the curtain and going in, I saw Huang Ama and Eniang sitting on the top, Qing'er sitting on the bottom and talking, wearing a pink flag suit, her face was not as pale as that day, but her body was even thinner.

Kangxi glanced at his son's worried look, and then saw a trace of confusion in Qing'er's eyes, and said to Yinyu: "Go wash it, let's eat." Yinyu promised to get out of the account, and Concubine Yi said with a smile: "Lao Jiu, just bother Lao Rou'er!" Although her face was full of reluctance, after listening to Concubine Yi's words, Rou'er still waited for Yinyu to freshen up.

Kangxi, Concubine Yi, and Qing'er had already sat down at the table, and Yinyu sat down beside Qing'er, glanced at Huang Ama Eniang, and then looked sideways at Qing'er, and smiled at the corners of her lips. This kind of warm feeling has always been what he wants, this is the family he imagined, with Amma, Eniang, wife, and him.

The three of them ate by themselves, but they all ate very little, and before Yinyu picked up the bowl, he heard Huang Ama say: "Yinyu, if you can't treat Qing'er well, I will withdraw my will to point Qing'er to you as a blessing." ”

Yinyu hurriedly stood up and said hurriedly: "My son won't make Qing'er angry again, please give Huang Ama another chance to his son." ”

Kangxi put down the chopstick, and Concubine Yi also put down the chopsticks immediately, waiting for Kangxi to rinse his mouth and clean his hands.

Kangxi didn't look at Yinyu with his eyes, and said lightly, "It's not me who gave you the opportunity, it's Qing'er." Qing'er, tell Yinyu if you give him a chance. ”

"Qing'er begged the emperor to allow Qing'er not to marry for the rest of his life." Qing'er stood up and lowered her head, no longer looked at Kangxi, and said slowly.

"No, Huang Ama has already pointed you out to me." Yinyu hurriedly looked at Qing'er, he surrendered to her, but she wanted to give up on him? He slowed his tone, "Qing'er, give me another chance!" ”

"Okay, you two have a good talk, and then tell me your decision, Concubine Yi, let's go." Kangxi stood up, walked outside the tent, patted him on the shoulder as he passed Yinyu, and then turned around and walked out of the tent. Concubine Yi's gaze swept back and forth on her son and Qing'er, and without saying anything, she also got out of the tent.

Outside the tent, Concubine Yi kept Rou'er who sent her out of the tent, "I know that you and Kerr grew up together since childhood, and they have a deep relationship, and you resent Brother Nine for Ke'er's death." But you have also seen the heart of Brother Nine for your young master, and the emperor has already pointed out your young master to him as Fujin. To be honest, I've never seen him care so much about anyone. As he spoke, he took Rou'er's hand and said slowly: "I beg you to forgive Brother Jiu and give him a chance, if he hurts Qing'er again, even I can't spare him!" ”

Rou'er's hands were held in a pair of soft hands, and somehow, the tears that she had endured flowed all over her face unconsciously.

"Give Brother Nine another chance, let's see the development of the two of them, if Brother Nine makes your young master sad again, you will be angry with him again, okay?" Concubine Yi's unhurried words were euphemistic and sincere, and Rou'er couldn't help but nod.

"Thank you!" Concubine Yi smiled and stroked Rou'er's green silk, turned around and returned to Kangxi's side, and left with him.

"Pity the hearts of parents all over the world!" Kangxi looked at Concubine Yi and smiled, Concubine Yi said angrily: "You are not the same!" Kangxi smiled faintly and took Concubine Yi's hand and left.

Wind and Snow walked up to Rou'er, who pulled out a handkerchief and handed it to her, who took it and wiped the tears from her face.

Xue sighed and said lightly, "If we want to make the young master happy, we must forget Ke'er's death." ”

Rou'er has been resenting Brother Jiu for Ke'er's death. She didn't understand why the young master agreed with the emperor to point her out to Brother Jiu, the ninth elder brother who killed Ke'er, every time she saw him, she hated to step forward and stab him to death with a sword.

Although she didn't grow up in an official eunuch's house, but she grew up next to the young master, she also had some insights of her own, and she found that the emperor and Concubine Yi worked together to promote the young master and the ninth elder brother, and the young master seemed to be at their mercy.

She faintly felt that in the past two years, the young master had acted differently than before, as if something had tied her hands and feet.

She looked inquiringly at the wind and snow, who shook her head helplessly, and then let out a long sigh.

Xue didn't sigh or shake her head, but said something she didn't understand: "It's up to Brother Jiu to do it." ”

In the tent, Yinyu looked at Qing'er with a heartache, she would rather never marry him for the rest of her life than marry him, did he hurt her so much?

He couldn't help but reach out and hug Qing'er, just like that time when he was a girlfriend. "Qing'er, don't leave me, I don't ask you to do anything anymore, I don't care how you used to be, I just want you now and you in the future, give me a chance, okay? I won't hurt you again, I won't make you sad again, promise me one more chance, please! ”

The moment he leaned over and hugged her, tears of regret fell down her neck. And her tears stained his robe into begonia flowers.

Her tears! Did it finally flow down in front of him? Is it finally for him to flow?

Yinyu hugged Qing'er tightly, her face full of tears.

"Don't you care about what I say?" Qing'er raised her face.

"Don't care, I know what you want is 'equality', Qing'er, I'll give it to you, I'll give you what you want! Even if it's my life. Ai Xin Jueluo. Yinyu swears here: I only love Dong Eqingyang in this life, if I violate this oath,......"

Qing'er raised her hand to cover his lips: "No, don't say it." If you can do it, then there is no need to say it, and if you can't do it, even if you say it at the moment, it doesn't make sense. ”

Holding Qing'er's hand, Yinyu wiped away Qing'er's tears, "Qing'er, accept me, okay?" Let me love you, love you, and take care of you! ”

Qing'er nodded lightly with tears in her eyes.

"Qing'er, I will always be good to you."

"Don't say forever, I don't believe in forever."

It's not that I don't want to listen to your sweet words, because I know that sweetness will eventually fade away at any time.

It's not that I don't want to listen to your vows, because I know that even though the Mountain Alliance is there, there are times when it is difficult to trust the brocade book.

Fear of indulging in love and forgetting the responsibility on your shoulders.

I am afraid that once I love to my heart's content, I will become painful and sad.

I am afraid that after indulging in it, I realize that 'love' is just a spring dream without a trace.

I am afraid that after giving it all, I will be at the end of my rope.

It's not that you don't want to love, it's not that you don't want to love, it's just because you're afraid, love is harmful.

"So I'll give you my life, is it enough.? If it is not enough, there will be an afterlife and an afterlife. If it is not enough, live forever and ever. ”

"I'm hungry!"

"You! It's really ......" Yinyu shook his head. It's a terrible sight! He didn't dare to say.

"What is it?" Qing'er's phoenix eyes narrowed slanted.

"It's my life!" Yinyu affirmed loudly.

Qing'er hid her face and smiled: "Nonsense! ”

Finally saw Qing'er's happy smile again, and his phoenix eyes were also full of joy.

Yes, Qing'er is his life, and Qing'er is the only one who controls his joys and sorrows.

"Let's eat, what are we going to do after eating?" Yin Yu asked.

"Horseback riding!" Qing'er said.

"Good! In a moment we will go horseback riding. ”