Although her body was still very weak, Man Jia was no longer willing to lie on the hospital bed, and this accidental miscarriage made her feel the feeling of life and death. It's like waking up and losing a lot of things.

Tong Rui was already very happy to clean up her things, and the doctor also recommended that she be observed for a few more days, but Man Jia insisted on refusing, and only stayed for one more day before deciding to leave. Because she really doesn't like the feeling in it. Lying on the bed of white flowers, along with the spirit has become a little blank.

Stretched out his hand and stroked his belly, it was completely subconscious, and it didn't have any real meaning, he was indeed an unqualified mother, there were too many troubles during this time, and he didn't even pay attention to the fact that Yuexin didn't come as scheduled, and he didn't even know when this child existed, during this time, he almost didn't share a bed with Chen Zimo, so this child seems to have been some days. Although I feel a little uncomfortable in my stomach recently, and even a little blessed, I really haven't thought about it so much. The mood was too uncomfortable, and the child still didn't want to come to this place that made him feel unhappy.

I muttered sorry. Some people say that fate in the dark makes children come to you, but I am really an unqualified, and a careless mother, and I didn't open my arms to welcome this gift from God, but lost him in ignorance. I don't even know what kind of kid he's going to be in the future.

"Man Jia, what are you thinking?" Tong Rui saw Man Jia sitting on the hospital bed in a daze, and she had been shouting to go back and was not in the hospital, but now, she was sitting motionless on the hospital bed and didn't know what she was sad about, she didn't know, and thought she was unwilling to leave the hospital.

"Nothing." Man Jia squeezed out a smile at Tong Rui, then lowered his head and whispered: "Tong Rui, I just understand a little bit now, why do they say that women are the most bitter. Why is it so painful for many people to lose their children? ”

Tong Rui's face froze for a moment, and she seemed to be a little sad, put down the things in her hand and whispered, "Do you remember the child I had a miscarriage before?" That bad man's? ”

"Of course I know, how could I not know." Man Jia closed his eyes and sighed: "No matter what, it hurts us the most, the child is indeed innocent, but we adults often have a lot of helplessness, so we have to choose to give up." As for me, I can't be forgiven, because I didn't even know he was coming. Perhaps, he was a fate given to me by God, and he had the opportunity to become my child and call me mother, but I gave him up in ignorance. Man Jia choked up as she spoke, and seemed a little helpless: "Tong Rui, you say, am I too cruel, a woman like me may really not be worthy of being anyone's mother, I am not qualified to be a mother." ”

When Tong Rui heard this, he immediately hugged Man Jia and said, "What nonsense are you talking about." You can't be blamed for that. There are so many things that have happened during this time that you have no time to know this, and probably even if you are not feeling well, you can't force it at all, you don't care, you are just like this, and you always want to endure it yourself. Blame Chen Zimo, blame their family, they hurt you like this. Manjia, we should never forgive that family. Now that something like this has happened to you, you see that your so-called parents-in-law have not come to visit you in the hospital at all, do you think they are qualified to be your family? ”

Man Jia laughed self-deprecatingly, and her tears flowed even more: "I feel so wronged now, I now have some doubts about my original intention of doing these things, maybe it's my character problem, maybe there are a lot of problems between us, but no one wants to solve it, wants to face it, but on the contrary, it has brought things to the point where it is irreparable today." Tong Rui, do you say that there are ifs in the world, if I don't know Chen Zimo, or, if I don't marry him, or everything, we will definitely not be where we are today. In the past, when I mentioned this, I swore to myself, I don't regret it, I really don't regret it, but now, I don't have such courage, I start to regret it. ”

"Okay, don't regret it, we still need to look forward. I don't think Chen Zimo will give up, and I know that he definitely still likes you, but if he didn't hurt you too much, maybe I would still be willing to give him a chance and even help him, but now, I just want to be cold, and I don't even recommend that you walk with him again. Even if there are many such saint-like women around me, who can forgive their husbands, for the sake of their families, for the sake of their children, they can make compromises, but I am not such a woman, and I know that neither are you. But I also understand that if it doesn't happen to me, it's not something that I can empathize with, so I just look coldly at what else he will do, and I won't help. ”

Man Jia was silent for a while and said softly: "Okay, let's not talk about this, but I'm really moved." At least you're still by my side, although this may affect your two-person world, but now, I can't help it. My mom and dad, I really don't want to talk about it. ······ at the beginning"

"Needless to say, I understand everything." Tong Rui said: "What is the world of two people, the world of three people, I think love is sometimes unreliable, or friendship lasts forever." ”

Man Jia looked at Tong Rui with a smile, Tong Rui was furious by her, and said with some puzzlement: "Man Jia, what kind of expression do you have." ”

"Yes, love can't be trusted, is it?" The gloomy voice behind him sounded, making Tong Rui shudder, and he knew that it was Ling Chen when he heard it, but he didn't know when he came, or if it was really an accident.

Tong Rui stiffened his head and turned around, and was even more surprised to find Ling Chen and Yuan Dong standing together: "It's really a coincidence, the two of you actually came over together." ”

Ling Chen strode over and grabbed Tong Rui, as if he didn't want to let her go: "You said that love is unreliable, right?" ”

Tong Rui's face turned red, and he stiffened his neck and said, "Hey, that's what I said, what do you do to me?" ”

These two are a perfect match. The corners of Man Jia's mouth raised slightly, he was a little embarrassed when he saw Yuan Dong's smiling eyes, don't look at it, and he didn't know what his inexplicable emotions were now, but he didn't really want Yuan Dong to see himself now, it seemed that he was embarrassed, he had seen it all.

"Alright, Manjia, are you ready to clean up?" Yuan Dong walked over, he was dressed very casually today, with a little casual feeling.

"Well, it's packed." Man Jia was wearing shoes, and Yuan Dong naturally put the coat on her body, which made Man Jia's heart warm, but she was a little embarrassed.

"Hey, Yuan Dong, what are you doing?" Tong Rui saw Yuan Dong carrying Manjia's luggage and walked out, and hurriedly shouted, "Where are you going?" ”

"At home, of course." Yuan Dong said firmly, then smiled heartily, naturally took Man Jia's hand, and his eyes were firm: "I'll take you home." ”