Chapter 121: Don't Think I'm Weak
Carrying his luggage, Yuan Dong leaned against the door and said reluctantly: "We have already reconciled, why do we still have to go?" ”
Man Jia tilted his head slightly, revealing an apologetic smile: "I'm sorry, because my father is sick, he needs to recuperate at home after he is discharged from the hospital, I have to take good care of him, it's too hard for my mother alone." Besides, they don't know we're together. ”
"Alright then, I'm going with you to pick up your dad from the hospital." Yuan Dong thought for a while and said, "I will go to the United States this afternoon, stay for four days, and come back after doing some things." ”
"Ah, I know, it's the show." Man Jia thought for a while and said, "Originally, our boss asked me to go, but I excused myself and let other colleagues replace me." ”
"I know. You don't have time right now. I also went with my colleagues, and although it was 7 days, I didn't stay very long, I only stayed at the beginning when I was busy, and then I visited the customer and came back. ”
"Yes, okay, don't worry." Man Jia said: "Stay safe. ”
"You're not going to send me?" Yuan Dong looked at Man Jia with some playfulness, and he was a little childish and naïve.
Man Jia waved his hand and said, "Forget it, I don't like to see others off at the airport, I feel too sad, I just know when you will come back." ”
"It's so emotional." Yuan Dong snorted and said with some reluctance: "It seems that I have to go on the road alone." ”
"Aren't there other colleagues?" Man Jia blinked, looked at his expression, and said with some amusement: "How can it be a person, okay, don't talk about this, since it's an afternoon plane, then the time is in a hurry, don't go with me, I'll go by myself, you clean up in the morning, and then see if there is anything else that needs to be dealt with." ”
"You really don't need me to help you?" Yuan Dong asked.
"No, I can do it myself." Man Jia clenched his fist and said, "You should know how tough I am." ”
"Well, I'll admit you're a strong woman." Yuan Dong took a deep breath, thought for a while and said, "Then I will go to the company now, and I may need to deal with a little thing." You're going to pick up your dad and take it home. Then rest well, I'll call you later. ”
"Yes." Man Jia said, "Then I'll go." ”
"Wait a minute. Kiss me. Yuan Dong pointed to his lips and said with some pettiness: "Isn't there a parting kiss?" ”
Man Jia really laughed out loud, what this man is doing now is really a little childish, but his heart has also become soft, maybe it can be expected that he just becomes like this in front of himself. This thought flashed through my mind, and my heart hurt, this is not my own man, and I will not in the future. There are always some unrealistic ideas that come up to make me feel distressed, probably women are used to the sweetness and pain in self-abuse.
In front of Yuan Dong, Man Jia raised his foot slightly, touched his lips lightly, and did not go deeper, and when Yuan Dong was a little dissatisfied and wanted to go deeper, he withdrew and withdrew, looking at him with a smile, frowning and still looking good.
"That's it?" Yuan Dong said dissatisfiedly: "Man Jia, I'm the one who wants to go far away." You're abusing me like that. ”
"Hehe, when you come back, you will know that I didn't abuse you, okay, don't waste time, I'm leaving." Turning around, he didn't linger anymore, walked towards his small body and straightened up, let himself raise his head, and became more determined, and the road under his feet was always walking by himself. Others, nothing helps.
Sitting in the car, you can see Yuan Dong still standing at the door, not knowing what he was thinking. The water-colored lips were hooked, and Man Jia lowered his eyes slightly, hiding a little sadness. I really like the day, the day can make people disguised, at least more soberly understand that they need to be strong.
When he came to the door of the hospital, he looked at Chen Zimo unexpectedly, Man Jia really didn't want to deal with it, but when he looked at him standing there, staring at himself, he felt uncomfortable. When did you feel like this, the two of them have changed from mutual intimacy to uncomfortable to the point of being uncomfortable, whose fault is it, Man Jia doesn't want to investigate. At least now, she is very far away, to a place where there is no Chen Zimo, forgetting those unpleasantness, and wanting a new beginning, although she still has not started.
"Are you alright?" Chen Zimo walked over, staring at her cheeks, in fact, she was already fine, Man Jia didn't know what kind of expression to put on to treat Chen Zimo, and even thought a little badly, whether to blame them for hurting herself and saying something excessive.
But in the end, he still didn't say anything, at least nodded lightly, wanting to pass by his side, but Chen Zimo didn't intend to let himself go, and reached out to grab Man Jia's wrist.
"Let go." The touch between the fingers made Man Jia instinctively disgusted, and even felt like vomiting. staring at his palm, his mind imagined a lot of scenes, if the eyes were a knife, maybe Chen Zimo's wrist had been broken.
"I, I'm not." Chen Zimo didn't expect Man Jia to have such an expression, he let go of his hand a little recklessly, and even took a step back, embarrassed and didn't know where to put his hand.
"What's the matter with you, I probably told you, our family's affairs have nothing to do with you anymore, you can take care of your parents, as well as your wife and children now."
"Man Jia, you know me."
"I don't know about you." Man Jia stared at Chen Zimo coldly: "I don't know what you are doing when you come to me again and again?" Do you want to get back together? Do you want to ditch what you have now and get back together with me? ”
Chen Zimo's face was a little pale, his lips moved, and finally he looked away in embarrassment.
"Hmph." Man Jia stared at him with some disdain, and snorted coldly: "Don't you still understand between us?" There are no results and no future. You know very well that don't be so naïve and still come to these pestering games. I'm tired, I've been so tired in the days I've been with you. Even if it's you, don't you feel a lot of unpleasantness with me? We are all separated, so we should be separated completely, and then such ambiguous entanglement will hurt everyone. I also don't want my family to see you, you know, they hate you right now. ”
"Man Jia, you hate me, don't you?" Chen Zimo looked at Man Jia with red eyes.
"Hate?" Man Jia squinted at Chen Zimo, and a sneer appeared on the corner of his mouth: "I don't have anything to hate now." It's just that if you continue like this, I'm really disgusted with you. Now seeing your expression like this, I can't wait to just smack your mouth. Speaking of which, if she owes so much in the future, don't blame me for being unkind. I'm not a bully, don't keep pressing on my head, thinking that my temporary humility is my weakness. ”
Chen Zimo pursed his lips, nodded, and then turned around and didn't say anything more. Man Jia stared at him, half loud, before he clenched his fists and walked into the hospital. I don't understand what this man is doing here at this time.
Chen Zimo walked quickly, his mind was a little foggy, he didn't know why he came here, he couldn't let go all the time. I don't know, I really don't know. When he was at home, Chen Zimo couldn't say it now, it seemed that they were all so strange, they used to be things like himself and Man Jia, but now he found that he couldn't find any traces of Man Jia living in that house. Everything has been replaced with a new one, and this home is as if it is not your own. Chen Zimo took a deep breath, in fact, he knew that he was sorry for Man Jia, but what could he do, Mu Zhen had her own children, and the whole family was looking forward to this little life. Mom and Dad are also very good to Mu Zhen, so what are you still looking for, the past or the future······ Even if you are a teacher, you can't teach yourself what to do next.
Man Jia told himself not to let himself be entangled like this anymore, but he couldn't let go, no matter how many times he told himself, he still couldn't let go. After so many years of affection, how could she just forget it? How could she be so quick to fall into the arms of another person's feelings. Why are women so easy to change, and they are still thinking about her.
Unwilling, really unwilling, even if she doesn't belong to herself, she doesn't want others to have her heart.
Everyone in the school knew that he was divorced, and he was a little gloating, and even had a foresight, when he heard others talking, he even said that he and Man Jia were not a good match, saying that after seeing Man Jia, he knew that sooner or later, he would be abandoned. However, it should be Man Jia who was abandoned, and it was she who betrayed her, not her betraying herself. Others don't know, what to say, they don't care if they want to, but they still care about it in their hearts. Why, why am I not worthy of you, you are beautiful and capable, so I am not worthy of you? Your heart has always been me, so now, you can't have another man in your heart. I don't allow it.
was in a hurry, but bumped into a person, Chen Zimo immediately became irritable and scolded: "I won't hide a little, watch the road." ”
The woman who was hit just looked at him with a sneer, holding her arms, a little domineering, smeared with red lips, but she was definitely not the kind of gaudy person, just looking at the clothes, she felt that she was from a noble background.
"You are Chen Zimo."
Chen Zimo was a little surprised, looked at the woman in front of him puzzled, searched in his mind for a long time, but found that he didn't know her at all. "Who are you?"
"It doesn't matter who I am, but I think what you're interested in should be this person, your ex-wife." A photo appeared in the woman's somewhat pale hands, and it was obvious that Man Jia and Yuan Dong were kissing.