Chapter 40: Difficult Decisions
After sending his resume almost all night the night before, Wu Zeyu's brain was still in extreme excitement. He hadn't seen Song Yao for two days, and he desperately wanted to see her. Early on Thursday morning, he hurried to the courtyard study corner where the two of them usually go, and along the way he regretted that he didn't comfort Song Yao in time. On the night of the string, he was very angry after hearing about the dismissal of graduate qualifications, and he was sad and depressed because he couldn't do anything, he was worried that his mood would affect Song Yao, so he hid for two days. But he forgot that even he was so sad as an outsider, and Song Yao, as the person concerned, must have felt ten times stronger than him when she learned the news, and what she needed most at this time was her own comfort and encouragement. Losing the qualification to be exempted from graduate school is a trivial matter, and it is now imperative for Song Yao to recover from this blow as soon as possible and work hard to review and be admitted to graduate school.
After entering the second half of September, the weather in the Northeast has become relatively cool, and the irritable heart that was disturbed by the autumn tiger a few days ago has gradually become quieter. Song Yao has indeed been a little depressed these days because of the exemption from graduate qualifications. Since going to university, her wish is to be admitted to Huazhong University of Science and Technology as a graduate student, and she has been working hard in this direction, and her grades in all subjects are very top in the college. In particular, the results of compulsory courses such as high mathematics and English have always been very good. Now there are less than three months left before the postgraduate entrance examination, and the qualification for promoting and exempting graduate students has been basically determined and is being announced, but there is no one in the list. She kept persuading herself that because she had not obtained the qualification for graduate school, she had to work harder to prepare for the exam. But it's easier said than done, and she still can't devote herself to learning. She couldn't help but think, what would happen even if she was admitted to graduate school? Will I still face the problem of employment if I don't go to graduate school? If you can't find an ideal employer when you graduate from graduate school, or if the employment situation is not optimistic, it may be painful and regretful. If she can sign a good job now, then she might as well suspend the postgraduate examination and go to employment first, and if she still wants to study for graduate school in the future, it is not bad to apply for an on-the-job graduate student when she is working. Just when other students preparing for the exam were in the stage of postgraduate entrance examination, poor Song Yao was shaken by the fact that she had always insisted on studying for graduate school because of the dismissal.
In the past few days, after thinking about it, Song Yao felt that it was good to take the postgraduate entrance examination, and then felt that it was not bad to join the work first, and her head was really a mess! She really hopes that the two things of finding a job and going to graduate school can be staggered. Although there will be a round of spring recruitment at the beginning of next spring, there are relatively few units recruited in the spring, and there may not be any good units left, and there will be few vacancies, so the senior students are basically rushing to sign their "deed of sale" in the autumn recruitment activities, so that they can go home for a comfortable Spring Festival during the last winter vacation of the college stage.
Song Yao took out two pieces of paper, wrote the pros and cons of the graduate school entrance examination on one paper, and the pros and cons of finding a job on the other paper. After a while, the two pieces of paper were scribbled by her, making a mess, just like her mood at the moment. She began to slowly comb through the words on the paper one by one, and her thoughts gradually became clearer.
Song Yao used to get up early, but when she arrived at the study corner in the courtyard early Thursday morning, she saw that Wu Zeyu arrived earlier than her, and he was the only one sitting at the table in the huge courtyard. He looked up at the entrance of the courtyard from time to time, and when he saw Song Yao, the corners of his mouth opened slightly, and he smiled at Song Yao.
Song Yao's heart warmed when she saw this smile. She walked over with a smile, sat side by side next to Wu Zeyu, opened the books and notes, squinted at Wu Zeyu with a pair of wonderful eyes, and asked distressedly: "Are you tired these two days?" How's your job search? ”
"Yaoyao, I'm sorry!" Wu Zeyu apologized softly, paused slightly, and then explained, "I'll tell you the truth." That night, I heard that you didn't get the qualification to push and exempt the graduate school, and your advantage was so obvious, but now it is the result that is appearing. I knew that there was unfair competition in this matter, and I wanted to do something, but I didn't know where to start. I also hated myself for not being able to help at all, I felt that I didn't have the face to see you, and I was worried that my emotions would affect you, so I avoided you. But under Xiaolong's persuasion, I finally figured it out. Since there is no way to change the status quo, I can at least do my own thing well, and reduce your worries is the best support for you. So yesterday afternoon, I pulled myself together, redesigned my resume, looked up job postings online, selected a few companies, and sent my resume out in the middle of the night last night. I can't wait to see you this morning, I'm so worried about you, and now I see that you're in good shape, and I'm finally at ease. ”
Song Yao couldn't help but tremble her eyelashes slightly when she heard what he said, her heart was hot, and she was almost in tears by Wu Zeyu's words. She also always thought she was in control, but found that she had been eliminated from the competition. She didn't know in her heart that there was a cat in it, but she understood that her arms couldn't twist her thighs, and the students only had the share of being slaughtered by the college! Ah Yu was indignant about this, and ran to the academy to stand up for himself, but he was also disgraced by the academy and came back in disgrace. Lao Wu is a student of the School of Automation, if he rashly goes to the Institute of Environmental Resources to question, not only will it not be of any effect, but these leaders of the college are a nest of snakes and rats, I am afraid that this will also make him be punished by the School of Automation in vain. Song Yao knew that these friends were all concerned about herself, and they were all upset about herself, and her heart was so moved.
Wu Zeyu saw Song Yao's crying appearance, and while hurriedly wiping away the tears from the corners of her eyes, he said in a panic: "Yaoyao, don't be sad. It's me who is not good, I should have come over to accompany you the day before yesterday, and I made you secretly sad alone. I will never leave you alone like this again. ”
"No, no. I'm so happy, I have you, Ah Yu and them, everyone cares about me, I'm very grateful! Song Yao choked up.
"Well, don't cry. What's the big deal if you don't have that exemption from graduate qualifications, my family Yaoyao will be able to get in. Wu Zeyu took Song Yao into his arms and gently rubbed her shoulder, wanting to rub his purest love into her body and squeeze away the sadness in her heart.
Song Yao broke free. She still had slightly red eyes, but she curled the corners of her mouth slightly, looked at him with a smile, and said briskly: "It's okay, I decided to look for a job, and I won't go to graduate school for the time being." ”
"Why give up, Yaoyao? I'm sure you'll be able to get in. Wu Zeyu said anxiously. At this time, he regretted it even more, in the past two days, he was not by Song Yao's side, what kind of difficult psychological struggle did she go through to extinguish her dream of going to graduate school and turn to find a job!
"I didn't give up, I thought about it and gave myself another path to choose. I will spend a month preparing to find a job, whether I can find it or not, and after a month, I will clean up my mood and set off again towards the goal of going to graduate school. You can rest assured, I will seize the time to apply, and I will use all my spare time to continue studying, and I will never relax. ”