060. Promise
Qing'er, if your heart is broken by me, then I will raise it until it is intact.
If your heart is broken for me, then I'll fight it undamaged.
If your heart is not there, then let me look for it, and if you can't find it, then we will share one heart.
Yinyu stretched out his slender fingers, closed Qing'er's slender little hand in his palm, and then put it on his chest.
Qing'er, you've always been here.
Yinyu, if you love me, then one day, if I want to leave, please let me go.
In the next few decades, we will not live a peaceful life, will we still be hurt in these twists and turns? Hurt each other? Hurt feelings and finally lose sincerity? Lost ourselves?
Yinyu, I left you, not because I no longer love you, but because I want to remember you who love me the most in my heart.
I left you because I wanted to keep the me who loved you the most in your heart.
Qing'er hugged Yinyu's neck tightly, put her body against his body, and tears slipped down and flowed into the mouths of the two, salty and astringent.
"Qing'er, don't leave me again, no matter what the future holds, let's face it together, spend it together, believe me." His gentleness, his entanglement, rippled through his body like water, soaked in his brain. I can't think, and I don't want to think. It's really like that, and it's good, at least together.
"Qing'er, promise me." On the side of his neck was his warm breath, blowing out her cold air, and his skin was cold and numb.
"Okay." Low low response.
"A gentleman's word, four horses are difficult to chase."
"I'm not a gentleman, I'm a woman."
"Yes, then you are still a businessman, and you have to keep your word. Right? ”
"Now, I'm not a businessman either."
"Then you are only my wife now, then you must listen to your husband, and you must do what you promise to be your husband. That's it! ”
"Good. I promise you. ”
"Well, Hu Qing's credit is well-known, I don't know how our Jiufujin's credit is?"
"I don't know, it always depends on the situation, right? If you don't have the ability to keep your credit, you have to give up. ”
She really doesn't know that the mall is a battlefield that she plays freely and is born with, and because she has a thicker foundation than others, even if the rules of the game are not completely formulated by her, they will not go too far and are still in her control. But the royal affairs are not something she can control, she is just a chess piece, the use value of the chess piece is determined by the imperial power, and an order from Kangxi can wipe out all her feelings with Yinyu; Emotionally, she didn't understand, and when she first understood the amorous feelings, she fell into Yinyu's love and resentment, she was hurt by it, sad about it, sad about it, and happy about it.
When did this famous playboy in the capital enter his heart, Qing'er couldn't tell, maybe it was his disdain when he first met aroused the disbelief in his heart, so he began to want to conquer him; Maybe it's because of his handsome demeanor when I first saw him, but it's really beyond the definition of a man imaginable in my mind. He is beautiful but uninhibited, beautiful but noble, she wants to see him clearly, her curiosity about him makes her have him in her heart; Maybe it was from the time he dealt with her, her first official confrontation between them; Perhaps it was he who took her first kiss by asking her to keep his word. No matter when she started, she had already begun to face his love when Yinyu blocked the darts for her. For him, she can wronged herself, she can make him hurt herself, she can do anything for him, because he is a lover who can sacrifice her life for her. Then she is willing to do anything for him.
In an uncertain situation, Qing'er never promises, in fact, she never promises easily, all along, she has always adhered to 'it is better to do than to say', 'less talk and more action, more listen and more watch', is her consistent creed.
"Qing'er, promise me that you won't leave me again." Yinyu's black eyes were injured, persistent, and decisive.
"Okay." Let's make an exception, if it was for his good to leave him, she would still leave him without hesitation. But she also knows that sometimes she really can't be her own master, especially feelings.
is like what she herself once said: Sometimes we can't understand fate, but sometimes what we can't understand is ourselves.
"Qing'er, we will never be separated again, no matter where you go, I will be by your side." His eyes sparkled brightly into the night.
"Yinyu, no matter how far I go, you are here with me." Qing'er put his big hand on his chest and put it close to his heart.
"Okay, if we have to separate, Qing'er, you will always be in my heart."
That's enough, the reality is too cruel, and they are all smart people, things in the world are not only about feelings, not only feelings, but also reality.
unimaginable reality. Maybe it's a harsh reality.
"If it's good for you, I can let you leave me, but my heart is with you, and I'm waiting for you to come back."
In the summer night of Kangxi's forty-third year, they gave each other a promise in their hearts. It's about love, it's about sincerity.
"Qing'er, hurry up and take care of your body, we can do some happy things together, I want to play with you and get your childhood back."
"Yinyu, you don't have a child either."
"At least I still have a brother, Qing'er, it's not like you are only one person, no one to accompany you."
"I'm used to it."
"You'll have me later."
"Yes, you have me, too." She rested her head on his shoulder and put her arms around him.
"Ming'er, let's go to the early court, don't let the emperor worry about us anymore."
"Would you like to rest for another day? You also know that I haven't received any errands yet, and it's useless to go. ”
"Yinyu, you are the descendant of Aixin Jueluo and the son of the emperor. That's enough. ”
"Okay, I know, in fact, I don't fight about this, Huang Ama pointed you out to me, and I will know the result."
"Unwilling?"
"There is no unwillingness, with you, it is enough. Those are just passing clouds, what I want is Ama, Eniang and his wife, our family and a happy life, and Meimei, this life is no longer possible, let's live in the next life. ”
"Qing'er, if there is an afterlife, don't marry someone else, you must marry me."
"Why?"
"No why? Have you ever thought so? ”
"I've thought about it."
"When?"
"When you blocked the darts for me, when I thought I was going to leave you forever."
"Is it compensation?"
"No, it's a wish."
"Qing'er, were you with the fourth brother in those days?"
"No, the last ten days. I'm sick and Four Baylor is taking care of me. ”
"I know he loves you too. You ,......"
"Yinyu, it wasn't his intention to kidnap me, I don't want you to pursue it anymore because I came back safely, the matter is over, we are all fine, this is the best ending."
"Wasn't that what he intended? Well, let's act as if nothing happened. ”
"yes, forget about it."
"Qing'er, if you had to choose for yourself, who would you choose us? And the prince? ”
"No one will choose, I've always longed for freedom, you know."
"I know, what if I have to choose one?"
"Then choose you."
"Thank you, Qing'er."
Yin Yu held Qing'er's hand hard, this answer was enough. It was the best answer he had ever heard. There was no reluctance, it was not imposed by Huang Ama, it was Qing'er's choice, and 'he' was her only choice.
On the pillow, both of them turned their heads sideways, looking at each other, and in the middle was a mellow pearl of the night. The pearl reflected the faces of the two, frank, sincere, sincere, enthusiastic, quiet and warm.
Hearts and minds are connected, across time and space, across hurt and uncertainty, across wind, rain and mud.
Yinyu, there may be bumps in the road ahead, but we will move forward side by side.
Qing'er, no matter where you are, I will accompany you. This is my love for Xinjueluo. Yinyu's commitment to your life.