Chapter 130: Emotional Collapse
Li Feng returned home at half past nine in the evening, one hour earlier than the usual time when he arrived home after working overtime.
But the situation at home is similar to usual. The lights in the living room were all off, except for a dim night light.
"I slept so early...... Li Feng sighed while changing his shoes, he walked into the living room and glanced towards the bedroom.
Obviously, Li Man was already asleep, while Feng Nan was sitting at the head of the bed, flipping through his phone in the dark.
Li Feng put down the badminton racket and sweater in his hand, and when he looked up again, he found that Feng Nan's mobile phone had turned over, and she seemed to be hiding in the dark and glancing at him.
These days, every time Feng Nan and the child slept back, Li Feng didn't have much time to communicate with Feng Nan.
But he could feel that Feng Nan didn't seem to be very happy, and the only time she had to meet for breakfast was still very blunt.
In fact, he also felt very depressed - these are words that he did not say.
After Li Feng finished exercising, the endorphins in his body reached a certain concentration, and he was in a very good mood. Although he couldn't see Feng Nan's expression clearly, Li Feng felt that Feng Nan's eyes were really eager!
So, Li Feng rushed into the bathroom, washed away the stinky sweat, and ran back to the room naked.
At this time, Feng Nan had already lay down, but he was still swiping his mobile phone. Li Feng lay on the edge of the bed on her side, squeezed her, and said, "Baby, I'm whitewashed, don't you smell fragrant?" He placed the kiss on the top of her head and put his hand on her tightly.
Li Feng's ** climbed rapidly, and he was about to go further, but Feng Nan used more strength to break free.
Feng Nan turned his back, didn't look at him, kept holding his mobile phone, and said in a suppressed voice: "I'm going to sleep." ”
"I'm going to sleep too." Li Feng climbed over again, blowing in Feng Nan's ear. Feng Nan struggled for a while, and when he saw that he couldn't break free, he simply stopped moving, lying flat, and really didn't move.
Li Feng sensed that something was wrong, looked up into her eyes, and asked, "What kind of new trick is this?" ”
Feng Nan replied coldly: "Do your duty." ”
Li Feng suddenly felt very bored, turned it down, stared at the flower board, gasped, and asked, "Do you think we have a good time during this time?" There was a palpable complaint in his voice.
"Not happy." Feng Nan was also not polite, and returned in a hurry and hurry.
"Can't you change the way you speak? We can create a relaxed family environment, you want to make everything bad......" Li Feng opened the conversation, and he was afraid of disturbing the child's sleep, and his voice was low and urgent:
"The first two times I called your colleagues to invite them to dinner, and you scolded people indiscriminately, isn't it right? Also, I'm with you, don't wash the dishes, you have to tire yourself up, and then get angry at me...... In fact, if you slow down a little, a lot of things are very simple...... You ......"
Before he finished speaking, Feng Nan suddenly sat up, crawled over him with his hands and feet, stepped on his slippers, and ran out with a smoke.
Li Feng hurriedly put on his clothes and followed. As soon as he stepped out of the door, he saw Feng Nan standing in the living room crying silently, he jumped down and reached out to lock the bedroom door.
Li Feng walked forward helplessly, and said in a trembling voice: "I...... I'm heavy, am I? I'm sorry, I'm sorry. He tried to hold Feng Nan tightly in his arms.
Every time he stretched out his hand, he asked Feng Nan to push it away.
"You're wearing too little! Husband hugs, come and come, come and ......" Li Feng still insisted on moving forward.
Suddenly, Feng Nan used all his strength and shouted loudly: "Go away!! ”
The loud sound could be heard outside the sensory area, Feng Nan was also frightened by her own voice, and after shouting, her whole body began to numb, and finally her whole hand was numb.
Li Feng hurriedly went back and gently pushed open the bedroom door, but fortunately Li Man just turned over anxiously and continued to sleep.
Feng Nan cried uncontrollably, she felt the numbness of her hands, kept clenching her hands into fists and opening them, and rubbing her arms alternately.
Li Feng had never seen Feng Nan look so aggrieved, and he immediately regretted it, regretting that he shouldn't have said those words. But when he regretted it, he was stupid, and at this time he didn't say a word of comfort.
Feng Nan cried half a pack of paper and began to complain of grievances:
"What are you and I? Yes?! I don't touch my fingers at home, and I haven't done a single housework! Now I'm going to carry it all on my shoulders! When I came over, my friends advised me to find a nanny to help, and everyone knew that it would be difficult for me to do so...... What about you?! Are you embarrassed as a husband?! ”
"You know how stressed I am?! The job is gone, and I can't take care of my children and children, and other people's children tell me to take ...... The belt is thin! I can't sleep well at night, for fear that the child will hit the quilt, what about you?! How many times have you woken up! I'm really good for nothing! Even if my temper is a little worse?! Have you ever cared for me? Do you really care about me?! ”
Li Feng was extremely distressed, his eyes were also sour, and his throat was choked.
"All Rao's life has changed, my parents are separated from their grandchildren, and they may not be able to sleep at home at this moment! I, what a day I've ever lived! It's just you, it's just you...... Friends dinner! Play on the weekend! The people who play ball with you and eat with you are single dogs, are you like everyone else?! ”
"You're so shameless, you did everything you could to say to me before you came...... You'll help me, you'll take care of me, I don't have to worry about anything! I don't care about you! Swindler! ”
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Feng Nan wanted to shout loudly: I want a divorce! But she still held back and restrained her urge to touch the bottom line. She didn't know if it was because she still loved Li Feng so she had her reason left, or because she was afraid that she would fall into the tragic abyss of all housewives, so she dared not speak out......
Li Feng turned his head, pulled out a tissue, wiped a handful of tears, took off his pajamas, and wrapped Feng Nan.
Feng Nan was tired of crying, and his grievances were all out, and the remaining grievances needed a solid arm to dissolve. Li Feng didn't pounce this time, he was able to lean over completely, muttering: I'm sorry.
"I'm sorry, I ...... You believe me, I love you. I just have low emotional intelligence. I'm sorry. ”
The cold winter night, the dim night light, and the bad mood, Feng Nan felt that she was really getting closer to life, and she prayed that life could be a little better for her, a little better......