Riding on the drowsiness, Yining woke up from countless terrible short dreams, fell asleep and woke up again. His mental state was very poor, as in the old harvest season, his whole body was sore, and there seemed to be an irresistible force pulling him away, so that he could not leave this gentle country, and indeed it was not only beauty that made people's minds confused, but also this shallow square inch had such power. Sleep is indispensable in a person's life, and about a third of the time is dominated by this inconspicuous hotbed, except for those who have acquired special abilities that excite and afflict them by accident. Sleep is necessary for normal people, and Yining is also an ordinary person among the general public, so he is not as energetic as usual when he misses the normal sleep time, but his will overcomes laziness, so he has already gotten up in the early morning when the fog is full of people and people are difficult to see. At this moment, the red sun has not risen, the sun is still trying to climb, sorting out everything needed, he still put up his satchel and wrote a message to go out.

When the door was opened, the mist poured in, encroaching on the warm cabin in all directions, including him wrapped tightly. In such cold weather, even well-protected skin can feel constant pain, not to mention the more fragile parts that are exposed to intimate contact with it, the red and bloated hands without gloves, the neck with a clear dividing line, and the streaked parts that are "pulled" by dryness. Fortunately, he has plush ear protectors, so he no longer has to endure the attack of frostbite, although wearing ear protectors can hinder hearing, but the chances of meeting an acquaintance on such a morning are too small to open the side to listen. He rubbed his rough wax hands to keep warm, he didn't want to exchange the short-term warmth for a long period of cold, he wouldn't do this kind of behavior now, he would rather endure it.

He sighed with a smile that he was old, and the days when he used to take out ice cubes to play in the frozen paddy fields and squeeze the scattered snow into balls were gone. It's the fearlessness of youth, no, the inexhaustible vitality of youth that has now faded, and it is no longer as lively as it used to be. When he was very young, he always envied the world of adults, and in his cognition, adults seemed to be omnipotent, standing on the high places of the world, touching what he could not touch, and like a wonderful magician, he could conjure up many things that surprised and surprised him, and what he could not do, adults could easily succeed. He grew up in anticipation, and when he became a young man, he understood the pain of growing up, which everyone has experienced to a greater or lesser extent. As for nostalgia, people have feelings after all, but standing in the center of confusion and confusing the path they should walk, it is a special feeling that only oneself can understand.

He felt like a house being built, the more he went up, the more difficult it became, he couldn't say that his base was already solid, but in the gradual process it was getting slower and slower, and there were always thrills in the heights.

When the house was formed, the interior was more varied, and he had to add bricks and tiles to enrich the interior. Under the erosion of wind and rain, the house will collapse at a sudden moment, and he needs a manager to take care of it, but before that he has to endure it alone.

He came to Gu Fang's door, the light in her house was not on yet, she should still be dreaming in the warm quilt, and the girl always had some greedy dreams that made her intoxicated. She often told him that many of her inspirations came from dreams, in which she could be imaginative, or void, and she shared the joy of being complacent.

Looking at the small window upstairs, he didn't see Gu Fang appear in wet hair, combing her long black hair with wood in front of the window. He had a desire to knock on the door, but the hand hanging in front of the door didn't knock down, so he couldn't disturb the dream, not to mention that he felt that he didn't have much time to stay.

The young conductor is getting more and more beautiful, she must have learned to dress up in the past few months, and she has also adapted to the working environment of the post, she is no longer tired, but she is looking at him with big bright eyes. The price of the ticket to the city went up, and he couldn't get the full amount, so he laughed with each other awkwardly before he got the time. This young sister has a beautiful name, called Shui Ling, and her formal photo is pasted on the side, and her sweet smile is very contagious. Maybe it was because of the lack of people in the morning, she chatted with Yining for a long time, and the shuttle bus was changed, but he still came too early.

He took the fritters and soy milk he got from a nearby breakfast shop and handed it to her, and they ate their own food. As the drivers arrived, the fog changed color from the red sun, the streets began to become chaotic, and the cities on weekends were much livelier than the towns, and the density of the population was an important reason.

Yining looked at the red sun outside the window, and suddenly felt that it was very much like the native eggs his mother had boiled for him, so sweet, so warm, he seemed to see his mother's face again. It was a very ordinary face, far less than the form of egg white, but the yellow and red wheat-colored skin showed health, and soon he saw his mother, who was unusually pale, and his tears could not be stopped. Mother, his mother is lying in the hospital bed now, how can he not miss her.

The inside of the car was dull, mixed with an unknown smell, which made him very uncomfortable, and people with motion sickness were the most taboo about this special smell, so he had to open the window crack to maintain the state. However, the wind is cold, the person in the back seat is unbearable, and he has to close it, who knows what it feels like to get motion sickness? That's something that only those who have experienced it can deeply understand. But it seems that people with motion sickness will become the object of disgust, they are domineering in the eyes of others, they will occupy a good position in the front row, they will affect the mood in the eyes of others, and they will pour out disgusting bad digestive matter. In order not to affect the others, he could only hum the song he learned softly to distract himself, but fortunately, the feeling of nausea was not too strong, and it also made him survive the difficult moment. It was much later that he realized that the old road had been renovated and there were no bumps in the road as before.

After some hardship, he finally arrived at the city station, where he did not come much but was impressed, in general, there were many cars, many types of cars, many people, and many human forms. Compared to the county, it can only be described as shabby, every time he comes here, he has a new feeling, no, the flower bed is full of purple and red, bright colors are intertwined, bringing a good mood to the passing guests, of course, he is in a better mood at the moment, because he has just broken free from a prison.

"Aning, come here." The third uncle found Yi Ning mixed in the crowd with sharp eyes, and hurriedly waved and shouted in a loud voice, he naturally found the third uncle very easily. The third uncle is thin and tall, and the big red scarf is particularly eye-catching, and the scarf is woven by the third aunt, she is afraid that she will not find the third uncle who is trapped in the sea of people, so she prepares some clothes for him with special signs that she remembers.

"Third uncle, wait a minute, I'll go to the toilet first..." The long driving has made his abdominal distension unbearable, and his motion sickness symptoms need to be solved urgently, and after a short meeting and conversation with the third uncle, he hurried to the toilet. He had to clean himself up again, at least in front of his mother, who knew that he was a particular person, and he would not want to look at an unkempt son, who would think that his son was suffering and would feel uncomfortable.

The third uncle has rarely gone home in recent years, and he has been very busy with work since he was transferred, and he will only be seen during the Chinese New Year. He hasn't changed much, but his black hair is mixed with silver threads, and he is much older, looking at his red and dark circles under his eyes, he knows that he is very anxious these days, he knows that it is because of his mother's illness, and his mother treats the third uncle very well, not to mention the meticulous care in difficult times, even the marriage between the third uncle and the third aunt is also promoted by her, Yining did not ask, and the third uncle did not answer, and the two maintained a rare tacit understanding. He followed the third uncle, like a foal being towed, he didn't know the way to the city hospital, he never came to this kind of place.

"Come, Jingyun, call my brother." The third uncle picked up Xiao Budian, who was running towards him, and turned his head to Yining.

"Brother hug, brother kiss..."Xiao Jingyun recognized him, she writhed restlessly in her father's arms, the power that burst out of her small body made people dare not despise, she was about to fall. But Yining quickly caught her, his love for this cute little elf was no less than Shi'an's, and he tried his best to meet his sister's request. After a while, his face was covered with red flowers, stained with moisture, Jingyun should have not finished the show yet, she was already very stinky and beautiful at this time, she obviously deliberately kept makeup for herself. It's just that this mark on his face makes him helpless, the child's heart is beating off, he doesn't dare to make her cry anymore, so he keeps it, and he is much happier when she giggles.

The third aunt took Jingyun from Yining's hand, handed him the lunch box, and took Jingyun home, they still had a show to rehearse. The third uncle led Yining into the door of the hospital ward and left, he wanted to leave the time and space that belonged to their mother and son, not to mention that he still had his own job, and he couldn't go to the hospital to sit for a long time.

He was teary-eyed when he saw his mother lying quietly on the white-painted steel bed, and the churning oxygen cylinder, as well as the drip hanging on the high place, and the ticking heartbeat on one side all made him nervous, which was not a good sign. He had wanted to wait until his mother woke up naturally before talking to her, and he didn't want to disturb her rest, but his sick mother seemed to be more deaf and eye-catching than before, and the slightest breathing sound had already made her aware of it.

"A-Ning, are you here, have you eaten, are you hungry?" The low voice was clear and grand in the quiet ward, and the first thing his mother said when he woke up was to ask him if he had eaten, which made Yining deeply appreciate the greatness of his mother.

"I ate, I'm very full, the third aunt cooked porridge for you, I brought it, I'll feed you later..."

Shaking the sloping bed, the mother wanted to get up to eat by herself, she wanted to show her son that she was still tough, but the "salt water" had dried up, and the dark red blood of Lao Gao was flowing backwards. He had to call the nurse at work to help, he didn't know how to care, if he hurt his mother, it would be a great crime, even if his mother would never blame, he would not be able to forgive himself for a long time in his heart.

"I want to sign, no one will stop me!" He shouted loudly, no one had ever seen him so hysterical, and he held in his hand a consent form for surgery, a life-or-death decision for his mother's life.

"A-Ning, my mother doesn't want to have surgery, it's too expensive, I've been in the hospital for so many days, I have long wanted to go home, and the chickens, ducks and animals at home are still waiting for me." Mother was still thinking about her one-third of an acre of land, completely ignoring her weak body.

"No, you have to have surgery, I'm just your mother, if you leave, what will we do if we are children, then how can we live!" His pent-up emotions continued to explode, and he came to the serious consequences of not operating on the disease from the analysis of his condition.

"Mom knows that I can't talk about you, but I know my body best, and I don't want to drag you down. You're still studying, Shi'an is still young, you need money, my life isn't worth that much..."

"I'll go back to take out a loan now, you don't have to worry, you can stay in the hospital with peace of mind." I'll figure it out, I'll be the master, and if you still recognize me as a son, don't say anything discouraged. I've signed it, I've listened to you for so many years, you should listen to me this time, Mom, take care! ”

Yining slammed the door and walked out of the ward, attracting the attention of people passing by, but the fierce eyes that had not disappeared said that the living should not be approached, and he still couldn't quickly restrain his emotions. In the senses of others, he has become an unruly and ruthless person, in fact, how can they know that his outward performance is not in harmony with his heart.