Chapter 282: Only Love is the Most Bitter
The autumn was crisp, and the afternoon sun made Ma Shuo drowsy, Cheng Haofeng's words made him sitting next to him suddenly widen his eyes. Hu Xianxian and Ma Mingfeng also looked at Cheng Haofeng with a little surprise, and Gan Rutao stood up in embarrassment, looking as usual.
Ku Tan stood up, stood up with one palm on his chest and saluted Cheng Haofeng's waist, and after a salute, he was emitted with golden light, which was the release of his profound skills. His whole popularity has changed, he was the same dirty and sloppy appearance, but at this moment, he has changed from a strong man to a monk.
"Master Cheng, the poor monk once said, 'Thousands of calamities, but love is the most bitter', you still refuse to let go?"
Cheng Haofeng removed the displeasure on his face, and his expression was much calmer, but a cold light loomed in his eyes. He didn't really give them an eviction order to Kutan, but asked Hu Xianxian to take him to change his clothes.
His actions made Ma Shuo and Gan Rutao confused, Ma Mingfeng smiled "hehe" as if waiting to see a good show, and Ku Tan looked serious as if he was about to fight against someone.
Cheng Haofeng changed his clothes and went out, his coarse sermon robe, bamboo hairpin and hairpin, and the murderous aura of the enemy in his eyes greeted Kutan.
"May I ask the master, why is it 'a thousand tribulations, but the most bitter'?"
"Thousands of calamities, but the most bitter. When you don't know what it is, you want to taste it; When you first taste love, it is often difficult to be satisfied, and it is the most sad to ask for it; After a lot of hard work, I finally got it, but I suffered from gains and losses......"
Cheng Haofeng didn't know how to feel about his tirade, and his expression that seemed to be smiling was like playing with an interesting thing.
He didn't debate with Kutan, but looked at Gan Rutao with a smile and asked, "Has Master Kutan ever tasted the 'bitter taste of love'?" ”
Ku Tan was a little stunned by his question, and after being stunned for a moment, he replied seriously: "No." ”
Cheng Haofeng's eyes were sharp, "I haven't tasted it, how can I know its suffering?" I don't know whether the taste is bitter or sweet, but I say that it is the most bitter, and what the master said is a slang! ”
Ku Tan replied in a flat tone: "It's not a joke, although the poor monk has no love, he has seen the feelings of infatuated men and women in the world, and he doesn't know the taste but understands the reason."
Cheng Haofeng stroked the messy hair around his ears, slanted at the sky, and smiled warmly, "There is a person who watches people swim on the shore and is familiar with various skills, but has never swam in the water, can it be said that this person is water-savvy?"
"It is difficult to pass through water without entering the water. But Master Cheng, can people who don't understand water see that someone is drowning? Even if you don't enter the water, can you build a long pole on the shore to save the drowning person? ”
Cheng Haofeng smiled even more, "You think that the people in the water are drowning on the shore, how do you know what the people in the water think they are?" Maybe it's not drowning, but frolicking in the water? ”
An imperceptible look of shame flashed in Kutan's eyes, and he asked Cheng Haofeng again: "Is Master Cheng's current situation sinking into the sea of misery or enjoying the sea of happiness?" ”
"I'm not bitter or happy now, that's just how it was." Cheng Haofeng put his hands on his chest and smiled a little scoundrel.
Hu Xianxian didn't know if he really didn't care about his situation, or if he just wanted to win the bitter debate. She only knew that she had a lot of thoughts, and she really couldn't calm down.
Hu Xianxian's expression fell into Kutan's eyes, he no longer accepted Cheng Haofeng's words, but looked at her and said: "Master Hu Shi, can you know that if you think about it, you will be killed?" Whether you are in the Taoist sect or in my Buddhist sect, the practice emphasizes meditation and meditation, you and Cheng Shi have a congenital wisdom root, why don't you realize your true face as soon as possible? ”
Hu Xianxian knew that his persuasion also had some truth, but she just annoyed him. She raised her eyebrows slightly, and asked sarcastically: "What is it?" What is the original face? You say that I am the original face of the Yin and Yang Tapir cast by meteorite bronze? Or is my past and present life the way I am? Or is a speck of dust in the void who I am? So, even if it's a speck of dust, what is the true face of dust? ”
"It's nothing."
She smiled and asked, "Is it nothing?" ”
She winked at Gan Rutao again, stood in front of Ku Tan, and almost approached the tip of his nose, "Hey, if you don't know, use 'emptiness' to prevaricate!" Let me tell you, I am who I am! It wasn't like this and that all kinds of faces evolved into me Hu Xianxian, it was I who evolved into all of them! ”
She got too close, and she wanted to retreat and was afraid that she would weaken her momentum, and when she finished speaking and retreated to Cheng Haofeng's side, fine beads of sweat had already appeared on the tip of his nose.
Kutan's eyes were fixed for a long time, his somewhat depressed expression was refreshed again, and he said aloud: "You know your fundamental origin, and the poor monk also knows your fundamental origin. Ordinary people break off love is only 'forbearance' not 'enlightenment', but he is different, if he breaks off love, not only can he 'enlighten', but also can get rid of all kinds of grievances in the past and present lives, and there will be no more death and soul. ”
After that, he turned around and said to Hu Xianxian, "You want to save him, but how sure are you?" ”
The bitterness was far away, and Gan Rutao eagerly chased after him. Of course, Hu Xianxian would not listen to what he said and act, but his words stirred up waves in her heart.
Hu Xianxian knew that it was difficult for Heavenly Court to heal Cheng Haofeng, and if he wanted to recover, the only way to make him recover was to fundamentally change his fate. She had been thinking about how to save his life even if she forced Heavenly Court to compromise, and this bitterness reminded her.
She won't do what Ku Tan said, it is extremely difficult for people to change their hearts, and it is even more difficult for Cheng Haofeng to change their hearts. She had to do practical things, she had figured out how to do them, but she didn't have time to think about whether it was right or not, and there were things she didn't have a choice about.
Cheng Haofeng saw her thoughtful look, so he said, "Don't think nonsense. ”
She curled the corners of her mouth and shook her head. He squeezed her hand and said anxiously, "You really don't want to think nonsense! Do you know what it was like when my father died? ”
Of course she didn't know, he said with a sad look in his eyes. He said that his father had always been cold to his mother, and that soon after he entered the mountains, his mother fell ill.
It wasn't until his mother died that his father learned that his mother had refused to take the medicine and allowed her illness to worsen, because the only son she cared for in the world had left. She committed suicide in a way that was imperceptible to others, in order to leave the family that was cold to her.
His father later became angry with him and refused to take the tonic he sent, and it was then that his father really realized how his mother could have had no love at that time. His father said that he treated his mother coldly just to keep her from gossiping in the family, but he didn't expect that self-righteous care became a barrier between husband and wife.
When his father was dying, he thought that everything in his life could be abandoned, and he only asked his mother for forgiveness, and it was a blessing in his life to die happily without regrets or complaints.
Cheng Haofeng looked at her affectionately: "Xianxian, don't listen to other people's nonsense and let me leave you, let alone you want to leave me for my good." I have made many mistakes and missed a lot in the past, and now I just want to die in peace without regrets or complaints. ”
Hu Xianxian smiled, it turned out that he was afraid of separation, and it turned out that he would also be attached to himself. She just laughed, laughing at him so nervously waiting for her answer.
Ma Mingfeng laughed a few times "haha", "Third junior brother, don't worry, she is not that kind of person, it is impossible for you to let go if she grasps it." ”
Hu Xianxian hugged him tightly, his mouth bulging, "That's it, you forgot that I'm a spicy woman?" If it's not mine, I'm going to grab it, let alone if it was mine? ”
He sighed in a low voice, "It's me who is too worried, and I've been so anxious lately. Xianxian, I just want you to accompany me to the end, and don't be too persistent. ”
Ma Shuo looked at them and pouted, Hu Xianxian glared at him, and hugged Cheng Haofeng tighter, "Don't think about it, in short, I won't leave you, and I won't allow you to leave me!" ”
"Okay, I understand, I understand. Immortals, really can't be too persistent, sometimes too much pursuit of perfection is to harm others and yourself. I just want you to accompany me through the last days, that's the best, and don't make any more troubles. ”
Hu Xianxian let go of him and shouted to the sky: "I don't care so much!" Evasion and remorse will be of no benefit in the end, and since all these calamities are related to me, then I will calm the calamities I have created! ”