Chapter 149: Relatives are not there
"Li Feng, don't worry about it, she is sad in her heart, and it is inevitable to say some emotional things." Wang Kun found an opportunity to chat with Li Feng.
"I'm fine, it's good to be able to vent her anger." Li Feng sighed and said, "When she came over in the morning, she didn't say a word, it was even more terrifying. ”
Wang Kun also sighed and said, "Yes." The pain of losing a loved one is not known without experiencing it. If you want her to vent, it is good to talk to her more. ”
Wang Kun Jinyi's mood was very bad, he remembered his experience of losing his father, and his eyes were inevitably red. At that time, he was still an adolescent child, and it seemed that it took several years to come out.
"Okay, thank you." Li Feng took a deep breath, he knew that there were still many things waiting for him to deal with, and he was inexperienced in this regard.
In the middle of the night, he called his parents and helped them buy tickets, and asked the second brother of the family to come over with his parents to take care of Li Man, while Li Feng took time out to clean up his father-in-law's funeral.
Feng's mother was heartbroken, she didn't eat or drink, Li Feng's parents accompanied her when they came, this simple couple from the countryside was not good at words, and they couldn't tell the truth. can only look at the in-laws sincerely, serve tea and water on the side, and do their best.
Feng Nan behaved very strongly, except for after her miserable fuss that night, she did not continue to fall into incomprehensible emotions. This made Li Feng a little surprised. Feng Nan insisted on following Li Feng, running a funeral one-stop service company, running a funeral home, and keeping vigil in the mourning hall, which looked particularly mature.
Chen Zhiyuan and Zhu Rui came to see Feng's father together, Feng Nan even smiled lightly when he saw them, and said, "Are you two okay?" That's nice. We'll get together in a while. ”
Chen Zhiyuan dragged Li Feng out, patted Li Feng's shoulder, and said, "The world is really impermanent. ”
Li Feng replied: "We are not young anymore. ”
Lin Cen accompanied Feng Nan almost the whole time, and his tears fell more than Feng Nan, and after wiping away his tears, he muttered to Li Feng: "Is there a problem with Feng Nan like this?" You see she's not crying anymore. Does she cry when she doesn't spare her? ”
Li Feng shook his head and said, "Cry less." ”
"There will be this stage, and I guess I won't sleep at night, right?" Wang Kun asked on the side.
Li Feng stared at the expressionless Feng Nan tightly and nodded.
"Now there is a force supporting her, and she feels that these things are her responsibility, the last thing she can do for her father." Wang Kun looked at Feng Nan, who was standing motionless in the mourning hall with a solemn expression. She has lost a lot of weight, she doesn't eat or drink much, but her spirit seems to be very full, Wang Kun can see that she is now supported by her spirit.
"It's going to take a while to come out, how much do you care about her."
Li Feng also knew in his heart that he was holding this Feng Nan more than usual, but Feng Nan always behaved more calmly than Li Feng imagined. For a moment, Li Feng felt that Feng Nan might have grown up and was no longer as fragile as a princess.
It wasn't until a week after Feng's father's funeral was dealt with that Feng Nan suddenly woke up screaming in the night.
Li Feng fluttered up, turned on the light in the room, and hugged her.
"My husband is here, are you dreaming? Don't be afraid, don't be afraid. ”
Feng Nan couldn't cry, she said: "I dreamed of my father again, I always wanted to ask my father a question but didn't have a chance to ask, why?!" ”
Li Feng gently stroked Feng Nan's back, she was crying so hard that her whole body was trembling.
"What are you going to ask Dad? You come out, don't hold back. ”
"I want to ask him if I've always disappointed him, and every time I ask him, he doesn't answer," Feng Nan cried and sobbed, and she said incoherently: "If something happened, I dreamed of him, he came to say goodbye to me, I asked him if I was really not good enough, and he ignored me......"
Li Feng was so distressed that he hugged Feng Nan and said, "You are dreaming, and dreams are all fake." ”
After the aftermath was finished, Feng's mother was taken to Ningbo by Li Feng, and Li Feng let Li Man sleep with his mother-in-law in order to let his mother-in-law have a support.
Feng Nan's cry woke everyone up, and Feng Mu and Li Man both ran over from the other room.
Feng's mother poured Feng Nan a glass of water, sat on the edge of the bed, touched her daughter's head and said, "Just drink some water." ”
Li Man tugged at Li Feng's clothes and asked, "Dad, does Mom miss Grandpa again?" ”
"Well, yes." Li Feng dragged Li Man over and asked him to hold his mother too.
Li Man raised his face and said, "Mom, did you dream of your grandfather?" ”
Feng Nan nodded.
Li Man looked very high-minded and said, "Grandpa has become a ghost!" ”
Li Feng hurriedly patted his son's head and said, "Don't mess up." ”
"Grandpa has become a ghost! Haha, grandpa turned into a ghost! Li Man became more and more excited, he jumped out of bed again, ran back to his room, took a large picture book, and held it up to all the people.
A dark blue hard-cover book with a few big words written on it - "Grandpa Became a Ghost".
"Mom, I'll tell you a story!" Li Man held the big reading pen in his hand, pointing over line by line. A warm female voice reads the story.
Feng Nan himself doesn't remember when he bought this book for Li Man.
Li Feng stretched out his hand to interrupt Li Man's movements, he said, "Man, let's comfort and comfort our mother, okay if you don't listen to the story?" ”
"No, you listen, you listen," Li Man tried to express his meaning: "Grandpa died suddenly, turned into a ghost and returned to his friend's dream, my grandfather was so stupid, he ran wrong and ran into his mother's dream!" ”
Li Man turned back page by page, turning as he went: "Grandpa became a ghost because he forgot something?" ”
Li Feng had no way to take the child, he felt that Feng Nan's mood calmed down a little, and made a boo gesture for Li Man.
Li Man was in a hurry, didn't let everyone go, turned to the last page and said, "Because grandpa forgot to say goodbye!" Ha ha. ”
He crawled to Feng Nan's side and kissed Feng Nan, and said in a milky voice: "Mom, grandpa must have forgotten to say goodbye to you." He's here to say goodbye to you! ”
Li Man's words made all Rao's tears roll down.
This is the biggest regret of the sudden loss of relatives, too late to say goodbye, too late to say goodbye, too late to ask what I want to ask the most in my heart.
Li Feng wiped his tears, thought about it, and whispered in Feng Nan's ear:
"Dad should also regret that he didn't have a chance to tell you how much he likes you."