The band practiced together according to Xu Long's arrangement for a few days, this is a song that is not complicated, so Xu Long doesn't want to present it in a complex form, after having this prototype, they and Zhao Xiaomin made an appointment to meet in Zhao Xiaomin's recording studio to listen to it.

"Go in." Zhao Xiaomin beckoned everyone to change into shoe covers and move things to the recording studio.

This was the first time Fang Yi saw the recording studio in his home, and he was curious. Zhao Xiaomin has renovated one of her three bedrooms and two living rooms into a recording studio, and the next bedroom serves as a production studio, with computer speakers and a huge recording table, as well as MIDI keyboards and several musical instruments. There is a hole in the middle wall and soundproof glass, because it is full of soundproof panels, and when you walk in, you feel very quiet, as if you can't hear any noise.

Zhao Xiaomin stood through the glass and watched Xu Long greet everyone inside, and suddenly said to Fang Yi, who was standing beside him and looking around, "It's the first time I've seen you wearing men's clothes." ”

Fang Yi looked at himself a little nervously, in fact, the sweatshirts, jeans, socks and shoes he wore today are not men's clothing, Fang Yi has been buying some women's clothing suitable for his size since a long time ago, but they are all more neutral, try to avoid obvious women's clothing elements such as floral decorations, and most people will feel that the overall version and color are just a little more feminine. Of course, some people have said that their jeans are too tight like women's, but Fang Yi just likes this feeling, and with his one-foot-nine waist and thin legs, women's pants are just the right size.

"Your boy looks pretty good-looking, very well-behaved." Zhao Xiaomin looked at Fang Yi and said with a smile: "However, I still like you in women's clothes, you are more cute." ”

Fang Yi's face turned red all of a sudden, and he touched his head a little embarrassed.

After the rectification, everyone was in place, and Zhao Xiaomin also moved a stool and sat in the recording studio, so that everyone could listen to it for themselves.

Fang Yi has repeatedly talked to Kaihua about the artistic conception of this song, and in rehearsals, Kaihua's expression of this song has gradually become complete. When Zhao Xiaomin listened, he would close his eyes from time to time and shake his head to the rhythm.

"It's a good, moving song." Zhao Xiaomin applauded after listening to it, and said: "Let's record it separately, Fang Yi's guitar will be recorded first, then Lin Fat's drums, and then Xu Jie's bass, Sheng Hao's keyboard, and finally Kaihua's vocals and harmonies." ”

After arranging, the others went out first, and Fang Yi recorded his own audio track in the recording studio, and the sound of a metronome came from the headphones.

"Fang Yi, follow the metronome, you can start anywhere, you have to play the whole song silently in your mind, you can't make a mistake in every measure, understand?" Through the mirror, Fang Yi saw Zhao Xiaomin holding the microphone and saying to himself.

Fang Yi nodded and made an OK gesture, and Zhao Xiaomin said, "Let's start." ”

Recording is much more difficult than performance, and no small flaw can be tolerated, at first Zhao Xiaomin would stop at every mistake and let Fang Yi come again, and then he stopped shouting. Even if Fang Yi felt that there were some flaws, Zhao Xiaomin still shouted OK and asked Fang Yi to come out.

The same is true for the next few people, unless there is a big problem, Zhao Xiaomin will not shout to stop, so he recorded for five or six hours and recorded all the audio tracks.

Zhao Xiaomin made a simple edit, aligned the audio track, and then played, and after the others stood and listened, Lin Wenxuan said: "It's not bad, I think it's good." ”

Zhao Xiaomin frowned slightly and didn't speak, just listened to some of the passages repeatedly.

"Is there a problem? The problem of mistakes? Xu Long asked.

"It's not a matter of mistakes." Zhao Xiaomin said: "Lao Xu, I always think that although this arrangement is very beautiful, it almost means something, that is, isn't it a little too beautiful?" ”

"How?" Xu Long asked.

"I listened to it for the first time just now, and I think what this song wants to express seems to be the feeling of regret of loss." Zhao Xiaomin said and looked at Fang Yi.

"yes." "That's how it feels when we're talking together," Kaihua said. ”

"But ah......" Zhao Xiaomin said: "I don't know if it's right, I listened to you record these few times, and I feel more and more that there is another layer of emotion in this song, which is to give up." ”

Fang Yi raised his eyes and met Zhao Xiaomin's gaze.

"In the face of departed love, not only are there beautiful memories and feelings, but also a feeling of 'it's gone, it's gone, and I don't want to do anything to try to redeem it', don't listen to it, just think about the lyrics."

Several people invariably recalled the lyrics in their minds.

"Don't say it, it's really a bit of that kind if you think about it, it's gone to nothing, it's gone." Yu Shenghao said.

"But, isn't that a little too detailed?" Kaihua asked, "It's very subjective to feel this kind of thing, right?" Maybe the author himself didn't think so much? ”

"Nope." Fang Yi said: "Teacher Xiaomin is right, there is this feeling. Fang Yi looked at everyone: "Whether it is Brother Long's story or my experience, it is a kind of despair in the face of loss, but it can only be desperate, because no matter what you do, it cannot be recovered." In other words, it's not that you don't dare to do it, but you can't do it, which will only make things worse and worse, so you have to give up. ”

"If there is a problem with the relationship, the action of redemption can still be done!" Lin Wenxuan said puzzled.

Fang Yi smiled and didn't speak. Whether it is Xu Long or himself, in the face of lost feelings, it is the best choice to let go completely. His girl is married, and his high school classmates hate his type of boy at all.

"Give me some time, and I'll give you a conclusion in two days." Zhao Xiaomin said.

Everyone chatted at Zhao Xiaomin's house for a while, and then dispersed, and when he left, Zhao Xiaomin asked Fang Yi: "I think your guitar part of the arrangement may need to be overhauled, but I haven't thought about it specifically, and I'm not very good at guitar, so if you can, I think you may need to come a few more times, let's discuss it." ”

Fang Yi nodded and said, "If it's convenient for you, I can come over at any time." ”

Two days later, close to six o'clock in the afternoon, Zhao Xiaomin called Fang Yi, saying that he had thought of how to change it, and asked Fang Yi to go to his house to meet.

Before Fang Yi entered the house, he was just about to take the shoe cover on the shoe cabinet, when Zhao Xiaomin suddenly handed over a pair of fluffy pink slippers from the side: "You wear this, do you like it?" ”

Fang Yi took it a little embarrassed and nodded: "I like it." ”

"Your pink socks today are a good match." Zhao Xiaomin looked at the size and saw that it was quite appropriate, so he turned around and entered the house.

Before Fang Yi went out today, he carefully matched his clothes, deliberately being a little more feminine. He still remembered what Zhao Xiaomin said to him last time, and even felt that he wouldn't be surprised even if he came directly in the women's clothes of the show today.

"Haven't eaten yet?" Zhao Xiaomin beckoned Fang Yi to sit down, turned around and went into the kitchen: "I bought some semi-finished products, let's eat some when it heats up." ”

"Okay, don't be so troublesome Teacher Xiaomin." Fang Yi sat on the sofa in the living room, looked around, and felt that the room seemed to be a little cleaner and tidier than the last time, it should be Zhao Xiaomin who had cleaned up well in the past two days.

About twenty minutes later, Zhao Xiaomin brought out two large plates, which were actually two steaks and pasta.

"Our TV station recorded a program today, so I bought something at the supermarket after work, and it shouldn't be unpalatable." Zhao Xiaomin took off his apron, and didn't know where to take out half a bottle of unfinished red wine, and poured two glasses.

The two ate at the dining table, and Fang Yi found that Zhao Xiaomin might have had a hairstyle today because of the recording of the show, and the shirt and jeans also matched well, which made people feel very good.

Zhao Xiaomin stuffed a steak into his mouth, and found that Fang Yi was looking at him, so he asked, "What's wrong with you?" ”

"Oh, nothing." Fang Yi hurriedly said, "I think Teacher Xiaomin is very handsome today." ”

"Really?" Zhao Xiaomin raised his hand and stroked his hair: "There is a performance, I still have to clean up, but I usually stay in the stage, and I don't do it like this." ”

Fang Yi smiled and said: "Usually you're already quite handsome, a person like Teacher Xiaomin, there should be a lot of girls chasing you, right?" ”

"Average." Zhao Xiaomin said while cutting the steak, with a slightly ostentatious expression on his face: "What about you?" A boy like you, there should be a lot of girls in school who will like it? ”

"Nope." Fang Yi replied.

"I think Sheng Hao seems to be quite interesting to you."

"She...... Impossible. Fang Yi said: "It's impossible for me to follow her, besides, Kaihua likes her, and we are all helping Kaihua chase her." ”

"Oh~" Zhao Xiaomin shook his head: "You kids are really interesting, it's good that I didn't talk nonsense in front of everyone, otherwise it would be embarrassing." ”

The two of them looked at each other and smiled, Fang Yi didn't dare to let Zhao Xiaomin see his heart, and every time he looked at Zhao Xiaomin intentionally or unintentionally, he could meet his gaze, as if he had been looking at himself, that kind of warm eyes made Fang Yi have an illusion and felt that his face was flushed. Fang Yi didn't taste the taste of this meal at all.

After eating, Zhao Xiaomin and Fang Yi entered the recording studio and began to study the arrangement.

Fang Yi was completely impressed by Zhao Xiaomin's musical literacy, and he really understood what it means to be a "real musician". The feeling that Zhao Xiaomin described to Fang Yi, Fang Yi could understand it instantly; And the feedback given by Fang Yi also amazed Zhao Xiaomin.

"You know me!" Zhao Xiaomin clapped his hands and said, "It's the first time I've told others about the adaptation for a while, so smooth." ”

"You understand me, Teacher Xiaomin." Fang Yi said: "You are also the only one who listens to this song. ”

"That's okay, that's the feeling, you think about it yourself, the chords are a little more streamlined, don't be complicated, the feeling of refreshing love. After you get it, you can come to us to study it, and it's almost ready to be finalized. ”

Fang Yi asked Zhao Xiaomin: "Mine has changed, shouldn't Tan Jie's guitar also be changed?" Otherwise, it won't fit. ”

Zhao Xiaomin replied without thinking about it: "His skills, you don't need to say it in advance, just change it on the spot when recording." ”

"Oh." Fang Yi pouted: "It's just that my skills are too poor, so I have to open a small stove alone." ”

Zhao Xiaomin raised his eyebrows: "Not only for this reason, but also because I want to see you alone." Come, celebrate that our arrangement is finalized, and good luck with the recording! After speaking, Zhao Xiaomin handed another glass of wine to Fang Yi.

Fang Yi took it and said, "I'm already a little drunk, I can't drink enough." ”

I don't know if it's because of the alcohol or if I chatted too happily with Zhao Xiaomin at first sight, Fang Yi was in a very good mood after relaxing, and when they left, both of them were a little unsatisfied.

Lying on the bed, what Fang Yi had been thinking about before falling asleep was: How he felt about Zhao Xiaomin, it seemed that he liked it a little? And Zhao Xiaomin seems to have the same attitude towards herself? Or is that really your own delusion?

The following week, the band rehearsed as usual, and after Fang Yi returned backstage from a performance, he played a new version for everyone to listen to, and relayed Zhao Xiaomin's thoughts.

"I think so." Tan Jie said: "His reform method is indeed more flavorful. ”

"I love this version." Yu Shenghao said: "I didn't expect Teacher Xiaomin to look such a stable person, and her mind is so delicate? ”

When he went back, Yu Shenghao was still holding Fang Yi, and Kaihua walked beside him and said, "You don't treat him as a man anymore?" ”

"What the hell is going on with you? I'd love to. Yu Shenghao pouted and said.

"No, I don't agree." Kaihua grabbed Fang Yi's other arm: "Even if you want to choose, he can only be my woman, you don't have a chance!" ”

Fang Yi was pulled around in the middle, and suddenly he stumbled unsteadily under his feet, and his feet stumbled.

Yu Shenghao asked with concern: "How are you?" Are you okay? After Fang Yi replied that it was okay, Yu Shenghao said to Kaihua, "What are you talking about there?" Don't you see people wearing high heels? ”

Kaihua just wanted to say something, but Fang Yi interrupted: "Don't make any noise, I'm fine, maybe it's new shoes, I'm a little unaccustomed to it." ”

"But I don't see that you're so good at wearing high heels?" Yu Shenghao hugged Fang Yi's arm: "You were normal all night." ”

"Talent." Fang Yi laughed heavily, he was very satisfied with the new women's appearance, the gentle dress, black stockings with this pair of high heels, Fang Yi's whole temperament became more charming, wearing these heels, it made Fang Yi feel that the girl "Xiao Yi" was complete.

When they arrived at the dormitory, Yu Shenghao went back to the girls' dormitory first, and Kaihua and Fang Yi continued to walk inside.

"Brother Fang, what do you think of Shenghao?" Kaihua asked, "I think you and Sheng Hao are getting closer and closer?" ”

Fang Yi said: "I told you not to think too much, I can't talk to her." Didn't you notice that she would get closer to me when I was performing in women's clothing? Maybe I'm a sister. ”

Seeing that Kaihua looked at him and didn't seem to believe it, Fang Yi reached out and slapped Kaihua's arm: "I usually create so many opportunities for the two of you, what's wrong?" Forgot? Don't recognize it? ”

Kaihua said with a grin: "Yes, of course I know, don't I also try to seize the opportunity." ”

"So it's still your problem, you have to work on your own."

Kaihua and Fang Yi were walking on the road, looking like a little couple. When passing in front of the dormitory door, Fang Yi nodded on his toes, not daring to make a sound from his high heels, Kaihua helped Fang Yi, and the two of them sneaked back to the dormitory.

The next afternoon, when the band was doing a rehearsal before their daily performance at the bar, Zhao Xiaomin came to the bar. Fang Yi didn't contact him for a week, so Zhao Xiaomin simply ran to see what was going on, and as soon as he entered the door, he saw Fang Yi sitting at the bar and chatting with Xu Long after finishing his makeup, and was suddenly stunned.

Fang Yi's dress made Zhao Xiaomin's heart thump a few times.

"Huh? Brother Min? Xu Long saw Zhao Xiaomin stand up and say hello, and Fang Yi also hurriedly stood up from the high leg, almost not standing firmly.

"You haven't been looking for me for a week, I thought you forgot about the song." Zhao Xiaomin looked at Fang Yi and said, "I have to come in person?" ”

Fang Yi said a little embarrassedly: "I'm sorry Teacher Xiaomin, we're revising it now, and I'll tell you when it's almost done." ”

Zhao Xiaomin saw Fang Yi's appearance, which was actually very cute, so he teased him with interest: "Then you don't have to run, I'm here, but you can't run all the way in vain, you have to compensate me." ”

Xu Long sighed beside him: "Brother Min, what are you doing here?" Don't bully our group pet, this is my sister! ”

Several people laughed, and Zhao Xiaomin leaned into Fang Yi's ear and said, "You are so beautiful dressed like this!" ”

Fang Yi also leaned into Zhao Xiaomin's ear and said with a smile: "Thank you!" ”

During the evening performance, Zhao Xiaomin sat in the lower front row, and never took his eyes off Fang Yi all night. At the end of the performance, everyone sang the adapted song directly on stage.

After coming down, Fang Yi walked over, naturally reached out and stroked the hem of his skirt, sat next to Zhao Xiaomin and asked, "Do you see this change of career?" ”

"What's okay?" Zhao Xiaomin looked at Fang Yi's face and was in a trance: "Oh, okay, it's good, I don't think there's any problem, just come here." ”

Yu Shenghao looked at Fang Yi and Zhao Xiaomin, who were chatting very happily from a distance, and said nothing. When he went back at night, Yu Shenghao did not walk with Fang Yi as before, but walked side by side with Kaihua, talking and laughing. Although Fang Yi was a little puzzled, he was relieved to see Kaihua glaring at him happily from time to time, and walked behind the two of them.

Because the road at the door of the bar will be blocked to lay pipes this week, Xu Long simply sent a notice that the bar would be closed for a week, and he took the opportunity to discuss it with Zhao Xiaomin and put the recording time on weekend nights.

"Why does Brother Fang have slippers? Or is it so cute? When changing shoes at Zhao Xiaomin's house, Kaihua found that Fang Yi was actually wearing a pair of pink slippers.

Fang Yi didn't know how to answer, standing in place, his toes in black stockings buttoned in his slippers.

"It's not against the peace, after all, it's beautiful today!" Xu Long changed his shoe covers and went into the house first.

Zhao Xiaomin asked Fang Yi to come in women's clothes, because after the recording, everyone can take a photo together, and maybe it can be made into the cover of this song in the future, so not only Fang Yi, everyone is dressed the same as when they performed.

Still in that order, Fang Yi went in first. Zhao Xiaomin made an OK gesture outside, Fang Yi responded, and heard the sound of the metronome.

This recording went very smoothly, everyone just passed it two or three times, Zhao Xiaomin got the audio track right, and everyone got together to listen to the effect.

Although it is not in the post-production, the feeling of the song has been fully expressed. Listening to the music, Fang Yi's eyes were a little moist.

This song not only represents his feelings for a certain period of time, but also represents the process of a dream becoming reality. When I was in the third year of junior high school, after completing the conditions for being admitted to the top ten in my grade, my mother bought her first guitar. This guitar is Fang Yi's most precious thing, and it is also his best partner, except for homework, Fang Yi devotes almost all of his time to practice. At that time, Fang Yi, who didn't think much about the words dream for the future, quietly buried a music dream in his heart. However, reality tells Fang Yi that it is impossible to take the road of music professionally from university, and his talent is indeed not to the extent of "God appreciates food", so this is just a dream. But even if you can't become a professional musician or singer, as long as you can engage in music-related work, it's good, and Fang Yi will be content.

And this year's chance meeting has allowed me to have a band, a performance, a partner who plays the piano and sings together, and my own works, all of which are Fang Yi's dreams, always impacting and Fang Yi's heart.

It wasn't until the end of the last note that Fang Yi pulled out of his long memories and found that his face was full of tears.

Yu Shenghao pulled Fang Yi out: "Oh, your makeup is going to cry!" Hurry up and touch up your makeup! After speaking, he pressed Fang Yi on the sofa and took out his makeup bag.

Fang Yi sat relatively low and raised his eyes to look at Yu Shenghao. said, "Sheng Hao, thank you." ”

Yu Shenghao's hand paused slightly, and then continued to touch up his makeup: "Thank me for what?" ”

"You're playing well." Fang Yi smiled.

"Don't laugh, your face is wrinkled." Yu Shenghao gently patted Fang Yi's face: "I'm a member of the band, do what I need to do, it's not difficult to say it again, thank you." ”

"Thank you...... We met, really lucky, thankful. Fang Yi looked at Yu Shenghao affectionately, probably with tears in his eyes.

Yu Shenghao was giving Fang Yi lipstick, watching his lips move and say "Thank you for knowing", seeing Fang Yi's eyes, Yu Shenghao's legs were weak, and his heart was very flustered.

Calm, calm, to kiss, it should be him to kiss me. Yu Shenghao thought in his heart and suppressed this impulse.

Fang Yi, you sultry little goblin, but why don't you take the next action? Fang Yi stood up after finishing his makeup and pulled his skirt and walked back to the recording studio, Yu Shenghao could only look at his back and think hatefully.

Zhao Xiaomin kicked a case of beer, came out of the kitchen one by one, and said, "Oh, you said that none of you have any eyes, no one can help me?" I'm tired! ”

Fang Yi hurriedly walked up and bent over to move, Zhao Xiaomin pressed his shoulder and stepped aside: "Girls go away, I'll see if there are any boys." ”

Kaihua poked his head out of the recording studio and saw the beer: "I hate that girls who make them work, how can girls do such tiring work?" As he spoke, he ran out and picked up the wine and put it on the table.

Everyone opened a beer and celebrated the successful completion of the recording.

"I'll probably take a few days later, and I'll send it to you when I'm ready." Everyone drank wine, and Zhao Xiaomin said to everyone: "A complete one, and a pure accompaniment." ”

"Karaoke?" Lin Wenxuan asked, "Then I can sing to Jingjing." ”

"This song belongs to everyone, everyone can use it however they want depending on the situation." Fang Yi said.

Tan Jie said to Zhao Xiaomin: "You give me another version without a solo guitar." ”

Zhao Xiaomin agreed quite quickly, so he also needed to get another version without drums and bass.

"Carve me a disc." Xu Long said: "I invite you to drink, come to our bar and drink enough!" ”

"That's right, take pictures! After a while, I drank and blushed, and it didn't look good when I took pictures! Yu Shenghao exclaimed.

Everyone quickly cleaned up the recording studio, and then stood in accordance with the performance formation, Zhao Xiaomin took out his camera and took a photo.

"It's a great shot." Xu Long looked at the photo in the camera and said, "Print this photo on the disc and give it to me as a cover." ”

"Wrap it up?" Zhao Xiaomin knocked Xu Long: "Don't go too far, I don't have a printing press." ”

"Forget it, it's a bit excessive." Xu Long hurriedly toasted Zhao Xiaomin: "Then I'll use this photo as a promotional poster, and if there are fans who want to sign or something, I'll give them this photo, there is a card." ”

Fang Yi looked at himself standing on the edge of the photo, smiling, and graceful, and was also very satisfied.

Everyone was chatting in the room, and Fang Yi walked to the balcony with the wine and sat on a chair.

All this was like a dream, Fang Yi was too afraid to wake up, staring at the night sky blankly. Zhao Xiaomin walked up to Fang Yi and asked, "Why did you cry so hard just now?" ”

Fang Yi's eyes were a little moist now, so he quickly took out a tissue and dipped it in the corner of his eye, and then told Zhao Xiaomin that he had a feeling that his childhood dream had come true.

Zhao Xiaomin reached out and touched Fang Yi's head and said, "I understand your feelings." I used to be a young man with such a dream, so I tried my best to pursue this profession, and although I was not able to become a producer in the record industry, I still did the relevant work, which was not deviating from my original intention. ”

"You've renovated your home into a recording studio." Fang Yi looked up at Zhao Xiaomin and said with a smile.

"Part-time as a recording engineer, picking up work to earn extra money." Zhao Xiaomin said: "Didn't you also spend money to find me? ”

"That's the hard-earned money we earned from our hard work......" Fang Yi pouted and muttered like a coquette.

"What? Want to eat white food? Well? Zhao Xiaomin's hand kept on Fang Yi's head and stroked it gently: "If you don't want to give it, I can go and delete the master tape now, just because we haven't seen it." "After that, he will go back to the house.

"Don't ......" Fang Yi stretched out his hand and grabbed the corner of Zhao Xiaomin's clothes: "Give, we'll give ......" Fang Yi whispered.

"Actually, I can also not take money." Zhao Xiaomin said.

"Why?" Fang Yi asked.

Zhao Xiaomin stretched out his hand and pulled Fang Yi's head towards him, leaning on his waist: "Because of you." ”

At this moment, the two of them completely understand each other's hearts. Maybe because of this damn night, because of this damn alcohol, the gentle feelings are like water that has nowhere to cling to, and they can't be closed, quietly, naturally, flowing out, wrapping the two of them.

Fang Yi's head leaned lightly on Zhao Xiaomin's body, feeling his slightly rapid breathing, while Zhao Xiaomin caressed Fang Yi's ears, feeling the fiery temperature of this little thing that had become red at the moment.

The two men seemed to have completely forgotten that there were other people in the house, and did not notice that the room had become quiet.

Everyone looked at the backs of the two people on the balcony and was dumbfounded.

When Yu Shenghao was about to call out Fang Yi's name, Xu Long hurriedly pushed everyone: "It's not early, let's go back!" After speaking, he gave Kaihua a look.

Kaihua looked at Xu Long in shock, and then reacted: "Ah, yes! It's late, let's go, we're gone. ”

Tan Jie and Lin Wenxuan looked at each other, smiled gloatingly, put their bags on their backs and went to open the door. Kaihua pulled Yu Shenghao, who was staring at the balcony, and said, "Go, go first, if you have anything to say, it will be fine." ”

After speaking, he almost dragged Yu Shenghao out of Zhao Xiaomin's house.

Fang Yi and Zhao Xiaomin were pulled back to reality by the text message ringtone almost at the same time, and each took out their mobile phones.

"Let's go, you take good care of Fang Yi." - Xu Long.

"We're leaving, we'll talk about it later, you pay attention to safety, if you need help with something, you must call me." - Kaihua.

Fang Yi and Zhao Xiaomin woke up at this time, and the two of them had completely forgotten about the room full of people just now. Looking at the empty living room, the two looked at each other and smiled.

"Is it cold?" Zhao Xiaomin squatted down, touched Fang Yi's hand with one hand, and put the other hand on Fang Yi's leg.

Fang Yi shook his head and reached out to hold the hand that Zhao Xiaomin had placed on his lap.

"You...... Do you like me, or do you like women's clothing? Fang Yi lowered his eyes and looked at Zhao Xiaomin.

Zhao Xiaomin smiled softly: "The current you are the real you in your heart, aren't you?" ”

Fang Yi looked at Zhao Xiaomin, looking puzzled as to how he knew his true thoughts in his heart.

"You're not just wearing women's clothes for the show, you want to be a girl." Zhao Xiaomin looked at Fang Yi's somewhat panicked eyes and said, "I can read minds." ”

Fang Yi suddenly thought that this was obviously Xu Long and Zhao Xiaomin had talked about it, and Zhao Xiaomin might have also told Xu Long how he felt about him, so when he was at the bar, the last time he came to record, tonight, Xu Long would intentionally or unintentionally create opportunities for the two of them.

Fang Yi sighed softly: "But my body is ......" Fang Yi wanted to speak and stopped: "Will you dislike it?" ”

"Disliked?" Zhao Xiaomin said: "I've seen your men's clothes, I like it." However, I prefer you now, who are 'one with soul and body', and I think the charm is maximized. ”

Fang Yi was embarrassed: "I will say something good." ”

That night was unforgettable for Fang Yi, and for the first time, he couldn't help but hand himself over to a man who was more than ten years older than himself, it was a painful and happy night.

When he woke up the next morning, Fang Yi suddenly screamed in Zhao Xiaomin's arms: "I took off my makeup, how can I go back!" ”

Zhao Xiaomin frowned, looked at the boy in front of him who was panicked, but still had a beautiful face, smiled slightly, and reached out to hug Fang Yi tighter: "Are you a fool?" Why didn't you think about it when you took a shower last night? ”

"I ...... last night," Fang Yi blushed a little embarrassed.

"Don't worry, you can wear my clothes." Zhao Xiaomin said.

"yes, I'm stupid." Fang Yi muttered, arched into Zhao Xiaomin's arms, and closed his eyes again.

Maybe this love is taboo, but no one wants to leave.

Throughout the day, Zhao Xiaomin drove Fang Yi to go shopping, eat and watch movies, and the two walked together, like ordinary friends, only holding hands in the cinema and in places where there are few people on the street.

Fang Yi wore a full set of Zhao Xiaomin's clothes from the inside out, and seriously felt Zhao Xiaomin's breath. Although there is no special smell of the washed clothes, Fang Yi can smell a faint special smell of Zhao Xiaomin.

Late at night, Fang Yi wanted to go back to the dormitory, and Zhao Xiaomin sent him to the door of the dormitory, and they kissed in the car when they parted.

Fang Yi wanted to ask Zhao Xiaomin what their relationship was now, but he still didn't ask.

On such a beautiful day, Fang Yi refused to take even the slightest risk, which cast a shadow on this time.

Back in the dormitory, Kaihua saw Fang Yi coming back in a set of men's clothes, and immediately understood what was going on, but he didn't say anything, and climbed into his bed.

Lying in bed after the lights went out at night, Kaihua sent a message to Fang Yi through an aisle: "You like boys, don't you?" ”

Fang Yi replied: "So I told you that it is impossible for me and Shenghao." Then he sent another one: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hide it from you, I just felt afraid of losing a friend like you." ”

"How so, am I like that? I think sexual orientation is normal, and I'm still a good brother. ”

"Thank you."

"I know why I always think you're a mother, I don't dislike you in vain, and you don't be wronged, hahaha! You have to think about how to tell Sheng Hao, she was angry, and she didn't say a word on the way back that day. You made it clear to her, and let her die, buddy, waiting to make a move! ”

"yes, got it."

This is the end of the secret conversation between the two. After a while, Fang Yi picked up his mobile phone again and sent a message to Zhao Xiaomin: "I will wash the clothes and send them to you, when will it be convenient for you?" ”

Zhao Xiaomin replied: "You can come to me every weekend when you don't have class, and you don't have to wash your clothes." ”

Fang Yi put down his phone and fell asleep, dreamless all night. He had never slept so peacefully and happily as he did today.

The next day, Yu Shenghao rarely asked Kaihua to come out to meet, as for why, Kaihua knew very well in his heart.

"Fang Yi and Zhao Xiaomin, what is the relationship?" Yu Shenghao asked Kaihua.

Kaihua was a little embarrassed and didn't know what to say, so he was silent for a while.

"Could it be that Fang Yi is really with Zhao Xiaomin...... Together? Yu Shenghao had an expression of disbelief.

"The two of them are not together, what happened, I don't know." Kaihua said: "But, Sheng Hao, I can see that you have always liked Fang Yi, in fact, it's not just me, everyone can see it......"

"And then?" Yu Shenghao saw Kaihua stop, so he asked him.

"You two...... It's impossible to ......" Kaihua really didn't know what language to use at this moment to minimize the damage to Sheng Hao, and at the same time, not to make Fang Yi and Yu Sheng Hao stiff.

"Impossible?" Yu Shenghao stared at Kaihua, tears flowed down: "Sure enough, Fang Yi is actually gay, right?" He likes men, right? ”

Kaihua was silent.

"You know about this, don't you?" Yu Shenghao asked.

"I didn't know before." Kaihua said: "Actually, I only found out yesterday, and Fang Yi told me everything after he came back." ”

"You two have been roommates for almost two years, why is he suddenly willing to tell you now?"

"What else would you do?" Kaihua frowned: "Things are already like that, anyone with a discerning eye can see it, can you still hide it?" ”

"That's ......" Yu Shenghao's voice almost trembled, "Yes, I have never seen Fang Yi so close to a person, I am so far away, I can smell that smell." ”

"Sheng Hao, in fact, Fang Yi's matter is not a big deal, who does he love to be with and who he is with, what does it have to do with us?"

"We?" Yu Shenghao said: "It has nothing to do with you!" ”

Kaihua bit his lip: "You like Fang Yi, don't you?" ”

"Yes!" Yu Shenghao said categorically: "From the first time I met him at the door of the art troupe theater, I liked it. Yu Shenghao's voice gradually became smaller: "I liked him for a year......"

Yu Shenghao suddenly laughed: "Ridiculous...... It's ridiculous......"

Kaihua also sneered: "Aren't we the same? ”

Kaihua looked into Yu Shenghao's eyes and looked at her strange expression: "You liked him for a year, but you didn't realize that he wasn't actually interested in you?" ”

"Yes...... Yu Shenghao's mood gradually calmed down: "If one person likes another person, then how can the other party not feel it?" ”

"You won't feel it." Kaihua said: "It's obviously in front of you, Ming Ming and Ming get along with each other at night, but the other party is like a wooden man, I can't feel your kindness to her, I can't feel your heart." ”

Yu Shenghao looked at Kaihua: "He's really ruthless." ”

"Ruthless?" Kaihua's emotions gradually became a little excited: "Ruthless person, why is it him?" ”

"What do you mean?" Yu Shenghao was stunned for a moment.

"You! Yu Shenghao! Kaihua's eyes suddenly sharpened: "Why aren't you a person as ruthless as wood?" Aren't you the same person who doesn't feel liked by others? What qualifications do you have to say that Fang Yi is ruthless? ”

Yu Shenghao looked at Kaihua's fiery gaze, lowered his head and cried.

"You've liked Fang Yi for a year, and I've liked you for a year......" Kaihua mustered up his courage and said it.

"Kaihua ......" Yu Shenghao, who lowered his head, interrupted Kaihua's words, and then stretched out a hand to signal him: "Don't say it...... Don't say ......"

"But you don't feel it at all, do you?" Kaihua's tone became lonely.

After a long while, Yu Shenghao muttered: "How can it be ......" Yu Shenghao raised his hand and wiped his eyes: "I'm not a wooden person, I can feel it, I'm just afraid that we can't be friends......"

Kaihua felt that his heart was gradually cold, and the last words he and Yu Shenghao said at this meeting were: "Why not Fang Yi?" ”

Before everyone went to the bar to prepare for the performance, Xu Long told everyone that Yu Shenghao suddenly announced that he would quit the "No Limits" band, and his attitude was very firm.

Fang Yi was not shocked, in fact, he had already thought about the worst consequences, he even thought that Yu Shenghao would appear here today and then make a big fuss with himself.

The performance started immediately, Xu Long cheered everyone up, no matter what, after today's performance.

Without the keyboard, the whole show was a bit monotonous – it was the first time since the band had been founded that No Limits had performed with a small number of people. After the performance, everyone did not leave immediately, but gathered in the office.

"We are now faced with two choices: first, find a new keyboard player, or simply don't have a keyboard; Second ......"

"Without Yu Shenghao's 'no limits', it would not be 'no limits'." "So there's no first possibility," Kaihua said. ”

"I think so too." Lin Wenxuan said: "Sheng Hao is too important for us. ”

"Let's try to persuade Shenghao to come back, I'll try." Fang Yi said: "This is because of me, I'm sorry everyone." ”

"Since you are so insistent, then I can't say anything." Let's suspend the performance of 'No Limits' until Yu Shenghao returns to the team. Xu Long said.

"And what if she keeps refusing to come back?" Lin Wenxuan asked.

Everyone was silent, and no one wanted to say it.

On the way back, Fang Yi's side was replaced by Kaihua, and Fang Yi was slightly taller than Kaihua in high heels. The two walked slowly, and Kaihua told Fang Yi about Yu Shenghao's appointment to meet him, and said that he confessed to Yu Shenghao.

"She won't accept a confession at this time, right?" Fang Yi said.

"Yes." Kaihua said: "She said that she could actually feel my feelings for her, but she was afraid that we would not even be able to be friends. ”

"If I and Shenghao are together, then it will be difficult for the relationship between the three of us to maintain." Fang Yi said: "Kaihua, I think, I'm really sorry for everyone. ”

"You don't have to think so, what's wrong with pursuing your own love?" Kaihua said: "Even if it's difficult, just like you and Zhao Xiaomin, me and Yu Shenghao, it's hard to say what the result will be, but it's not the same, desperate." ”

Zhao Xiaomin finished the song, engraved a lot of CDs and sent them to the bar, and Xu Long told him the news and reason for the suspension of the performance "No Limits".

"It's not your fault, you don't have to blame yourself so much." Xu Long comforted Zhao Xiaomin when he saw his sad appearance: "The problem is that Sheng Hao and Fang Yi are in a misplaced relationship, and the bell must be tied to the bell, and they can only solve it by themselves." ”

Fang Yi was holding the CD, and Yu Shenghao blocked her at the door of the dormitory.

"You've been hiding from me for many days, you don't answer the phone, you don't reply to the message." Fang Yi looked at Yu Shenghao and said.

Unexpectedly, Yu Shenghao was surprisingly calm, as if he was not familiar with Fang Yi at all, without any expression on his face, he just said: "I'm busy, I want to work hard in my studies, and the small band has to rehearse a new program again, so I don't have time." ”

"I'm sorry ......"

"No need to apologize." Yu Shenghao said: "This kind of scene is a bit funny, why is it like a romance drama?" Yu Shenghao still didn't have any emotions.

"The song is made, and it's for you." Fang Yi handed the CD over, and Yu Shenghao looked down and saw that the group photo was printed on the CD.

"No need, I've forgotten." Yu Shenghao didn't answer: "This is your work, it's your love, it has nothing to do with me." After speaking, Yu Shenghao bypassed Fang Yi and walked straight to the dormitory building.

"Everyone is worried about you and misses you!" Fang Yi said loudly behind him.

Yu Shenghao's footsteps paused slightly, and he still went upstairs without looking back.

Fang Yi stood at the door, watching Yu Shenghao's figure disappear around the corner. He couldn't see Yu Shenghao's face that was already full of tears.

Fang Yi returned to the dormitory, and Kaihua ran over and asked, "How were the talks?" ”

Fang Yi shook his head and handed the CD to Kaihua.

Kaihua said: "Fang Yi, I think that although I can understand why you didn't explain this matter to Yu Shenghao at the beginning, and I also know the psychological pressure you beared, this matter did hit Yu Shenghao a lot, so she didn't care, on the contrary, she cared too much, so she closed herself off, and she quit the band because she didn't want to see you." ”

Fang Yi sighed: "Yes, otherwise why else?" ”

"Then I'll do the rest of the thing!" Kaihua said, "I'm here to heal Yu Shenghao's heart. Fang Yi looked at Kaihua, and Kaihua continued: "I always feel that for you, this is fate, and you can't force it. But for Sheng Hao, sooner or later he can come out, and I am willing to accompany her and come out. ”

"What are you going to do?" Fang Yi asked.

"Together with Sheng Hao, I quit the band, advanced and retreated with her, and stayed by her side." Kaihua said firmly: "Anyway, she is not here, and our band is also in name only." ”

"Because of me, the band is going to disperse......" Fang Yi lowered his head, his voice trembling. Kaihua patted Fang Yi on the shoulder: "You will definitely think this at first, and I won't enlighten you and comfort you, after all, the person who needs comfort the most now is not you." But if Seon loses his horse, how can he know if it is a blessing? Is that right? ”

"I'm sorry......," Fang Yi said to Kaihua.

"You can keep this apology, if I can have a good result with Yu Shenghao, I will come back to you and ask for this apology." Kaihua smiled, turned and climbed into bed.

Kaihua announced his decision to everyone at the bar.

"I agree, it's not surprising." Lin Wenxuan said: "Anyway, the band has stopped, so I will concentrate on staying with Jingjing in the animation club in the future." ”

Tan Jie said that he would graduate soon, and he wouldn't be able to stay for long, so he had no opinion.

"What about you? Belle? Xu Long looked at Fang Yi.

"Don't call me that, I'm not a woman today." Fang Yi said: "Things started because of me, band, I definitely can't stay." ”

Zhao Xiaomin helped Fang Yi's shoulder on the side.

"Okay, then it's unanimously approved......" Xu Long announced: "From now on, the 'No Limits' band will be disbanded!" ”

Although I had been mentally prepared for a long time, everyone was still so sad that they couldn't say anything when they heard the word "disbandment".

"It's a pity, but it's fate!" Xu Long said: "I wish you all the best in the future, although the 'Limitless' band is gone, but the 'Limitless' bar is still welcome to play at any time." ”

"Captain, that's too official, isn't it?" Lin Wenxuan said.

Coming out of the bar, Zhao Xiaomin hugged Fang Yi's slightly trembling shoulders, and only after returning to his car and closing the door did he hear Fang Yi crying.

"I think youth is over,......" Fang Yi said, "I woke up from a dream......

"On the day when everything is over, accepting it calmly and letting go in a chic way is sometimes necessary, at least with that good memory, isn't it?" Zhao Xiaomin handed Fang Yi a tissue: "By the way, I'll give you something." As he spoke, Zhao Xiaomin took out a bag from the back seat and put it in Fang Yi's arms, Fang Yi opened it and saw that it was a complete set of brand cosmetics.

"You still have me, you still have your own way." Zhao Xiaomin reached out and touched Fang Yi's hair.

Sending Fang Yi to the door of the dormitory area, Zhao Xiaomin said, "Let's go out for a few days, right?" Scatter your mind, completely put aside Fang Yi's identity, your makeup skills are already very good, see when you have less classes, ask for a leave. ”

Fang Yi said "um", stretched out his head and kissed Zhao Xiaomin goodbye as usual and got out of the car.

What else do I have to cherish now? It's just Zhao Xiaomin...... Fang Yi carried the cosmetics back to the bedroom.

Kaihua now goes to Yu Shenghao after class, eats with her, accompanies her to self-study, accompanies her to rehearse performances, and even sits next to her when she is not in class to accompany her to class.

"Why do you keep following me like a ghost?" Yu Shenghao was very unaccustomed to it at first, but after about a week, he slowly stopped driving Kaihua away. Now that the two of them get along day and night, people who know each other think that they are boyfriend and girlfriend, and Kaihua is very happy to admit and spread this opinion. As for Yu Shenghao, he has made it clear that he will not fall in love again during college, so you don't bother to clarify one by one what you like.

In a blink of an eye, it was the day to make an appointment with Zhao Xiaomin to leave, and Fang Yi packed his box of clothes at Zhao Xiaomin's house, almost all of which were given to him by Zhao Xiaomin.

"You can bring these two skirts", "Bring more stockings, you have to change them every day", "Bring more underwear", "Bring more heels?" Standing with you will be a better match, but my feet will hurt after wearing it for a long time. Fang Yi said to Zhao Xiaomin while cleaning up. Zhao Xiaomin sat next to him and watched Fang Yi busy coming and going, with a smile on his face: "If your foot hurts, I'll carry you away, you just have to bring the clothes you like." ”

In the afternoon, Fang Yizi carefully put on makeup for himself, changed into a dress, and set off with Zhao Xiaomin. The place chosen is not very far, a small city with beautiful scenery that can be reached by car for more than four hours, no one here knows Fang Yi and Zhao Xiaomin, and the two of them can be themselves here.

In the next four days, Fang Yi had to dress up carefully and carefully after getting up every morning, holding hands with Zhao Xiaomin to linger at every scenic spot, eating every kind of food, walking on the street with the pace of synchronization with Zhao Xiaomin, hugging and kissing to the fullest, counting the days and living every second sweetly. In these days, Fang Yi completely forgot who he was, he only felt that he was a beautiful woman soaked in love, greedily giving and demanding, and completely releasing all the desires of being a woman in his heart.

"You will call me husband in the future." Zhao Xiaomin said.

"Old ...... It's a bit of a shout. Fang Yi was a little shy.

"Wife?" Zhao Xiaomin shouted.

Fang Yi's heart fluttered, and he answered: "Hey, husband~" and then tilted his head and leaned into Zhao Xiaomin's arms.

How beautiful it would be if life could always be like this. This is exactly the life of my dreams, although in the lives of many women in love, these little happiness and small romances are just some daily life.

In a bar, there is a singer with a guitar performing. Zhao Xiaomin ordered the song "Suddenly" and asked Fang Yi to sing it to himself.

Fang Yi plucked up his courage and went up to sing this song, and the audience applauded and cheered; In the eyes of everyone, Fang Yi stepped off the stage, walked to Zhao Xiaomin's side, and kissed him deeply.

How long will you love me? Wouldn't you be afraid to be with me? Will you be like me, fantasizing about our future?

Every night, Fang Yi would turn sideways, look at Zhao Xiaomin's sleeping face, and ask questions to the man in front of him in his heart.

For Fang Yi, this may be regarded as a strong and fiery first love in the true sense.

After returning to school, Fang Yi lived a few days of peace, but the difference was that he would have a slight smile on his face.

"Oops, people who are in love are really like fools." Kaihua sat next to him and laughed at Fang Yi's stupid look.

"Shut up! Class. Fang Yi's expression instantly turned serious.

"What kind of class?" Kaihua lay on the table: "I have already finished studying this book, I go to self-study with Sheng Hao every day, and she forces me to read every day." ”

"Oh? Aren't you very good now? Fang Yi picked up Kaihua's book and looked through it, and he really did all the exercises after class.

"To tell you the truth, I have been opened up by Sheng Hao through the eight veins of the Qi Sutra, and I am even thinking about whether I should take the postgraduate examination if I am so powerful. Waiting for the final exam, I'll cover you. Kaihua had a stinky fart on his face: "What kind of love is it, it's still fun to learn." ”

"I ask you something, don't you mind." Kaihua paused for a moment and said to Fang Yi.

"Just ask if there's anything."

"What do you think of me?" Kaihua leaned on the table and leaned over to ask.

Fang Yi stared at Kaihua with a puzzled expression, but Kaihua came closer.

"Stay away." Fang Yi ducked back in disgust: "I can see clearly." ”

"In the eyes of your comrades, am I handsome?" Kaihua asked.

Fang Yi nodded: "Count, it's very handsome, okay?" ”

"If I can get the approval of my comrades, it really means that I am handsome, right?" Kaihua said: "Then you ......"

"Get out of here." Fang Yi said, "I don't have any thoughts about you. ”

"Why, am I so handsome that I don't like my comrades?" Kaihua tilted his head in interest.

"Move!" Fang Yi looked at the blackboard and said, "Xiao Kai of the dance team of the art troupe, and Wang Zheng of the animation club who is old in women's clothes, they all like you, but they didn't tell you." ”

"Oh......" Kaihua said with a sudden realization, "no wonder when I saw them, I thought they were very enthusiastic about me, and they thought about me?" ”

"Don't say it so dirty, right? Class! Fang Yi glanced at Kaihua.

It's the weekend again, and Fang Yi received a message from Zhao Xiaomin: "Can you come to my house?" I have something to tell you. ”

Fang Yi felt a little strange, it was already more than ten o'clock in the evening, and Zhao Xiaomin would not normally ask him out at this time. But without thinking about it anymore, Fang Yi took out cosmetics and put on makeup, changed into a skirt and put on a wig and prepared to go out.

"You're going out on a date so late?" The roommate was playing a game, tilting his head to see Fang Yi dressed up, and was a little surprised: "Be careful when you meet bad guys on the road." ”

Fang Yi no longer has any burden, his own affairs have been made public in the dormitory, and the roommates have basically accepted Fang Yi's setting of switching between men and women after a short period of time.

"Where are there so many bad guys? I'm leaving, you don't have to leave me the door! After Fang Yi finished speaking, he stepped on his high heels and cautiously slipped out of the door.

I took a taxi on the road and sent a message to Zhao Xiaomin: "I'm already in the car, and I'll be there in ten minutes." ”

Zhao Xiaomin replied: "Okay." ”

When he arrived at the door of Zhao Xiaomin's house, Fang Yi took out the mirror and checked his makeup, there was no problem, so he gently pushed the door and found that the door was actually open.

"Husband?" Fang Yi turned around and closed the door while shouting Zhao Xiaomin. Usually at this time, no matter where he is, he will answer "wife!" ”

But Zhao Xiaomin didn't answer today.

"Old ......" Fang Yi walked into the house and saw Zhao Xiaomin sitting on the sofa in the living room, next to him sat a woman who looked very mature, and a middle-aged man was sitting next to the woman.

Fang Yi didn't figure out what the situation was for a while, and was stunned on the spot, but a huge sense of crisis came to his face.

"Shout?" The woman spoke first: "How affectionate is shouting?" Do you shout at him again and I'll listen? ”

Anger shot out of the woman's eyes, and this sword-like gaze made Fang Yi feel terrified from afar. Zhao Xiaomin sat next to him, covering his face with his hands and did not speak.

"Sure enough, it's a little sassy hoof......" The woman looked up at Fang Yi: "Look at this skirt, if it goes up another three inches, I'm afraid it will reveal your disgusting things, right?" ”

Fang Yi looked at the woman and asked, "Who are you?" ”

"Who am I?" The woman stood up suddenly, reached out and grabbed Zhao Xiaomin's hair, and said viciously to Zhao Xiaomin: "You tell him, who am I!" ”

As soon as Zhao Xiaomin was caught, Fang Yi saw that his face was covered in blood.

"Xiaomin!" Fang Yi took a few steps forward in fright. "Stop!" The woman stretched out her hand and pointed at Fang Yi, and shouted to stop Fang Yi's movement.

"Zhao Xiaomin, Zhao Xiaomin, I really never expected that you would be so good?" The woman looked at Zhao Xiaomin, and said in a weird manner: "It's okay if you fucking engage in women, you can talk about such a thing that is neither male nor female?" You're disgusting! After speaking, a slap slapped heavily on Zhao Xiaomin's face, and Zhao Xiaomin snorted and collapsed on the sofa, this state has obviously been beaten for a long time.

"Stop!" Fang Yi rushed over and pushed the woman away, wanting to check Zhao Xiaomin's injuries.

"You dead shemale still dare to push me?" The woman lay down on the sofa, raised her feet and kicked Fang Yi's waist fiercely, Fang Yi was directly kicked to the ground, holding his back with a painful breath that didn't turn up, he even felt that the woman's high heels seemed to drill two holes in his waist, and the pain was unbearable.

The woman stood up and walked quickly to Fang Yi's side, raised her foot and kicked: "You pervert!" Disgusting pervert! Shemale! You die! Disgusting! The pointed-toe high heels got into Fang Yi's flesh one by one, Fang Yi raised his arm to protect his head, and he didn't know how many times he was kicked on his arm, and every time he felt pain. Fang Yi suddenly shook his hand hard, hitting the woman's calf, and the woman fell to the ground without standing firmly.

"Sister!" The middle-aged man sitting next to the woman suddenly rushed over and helped the woman up. Fang Yi's high heels were kicked off, and as soon as he wanted to get up, the man walked in front of him in one step, grabbed Fang Yi's wig, and then lifted Fang Yi's hair backwards.

Fang Yi was about to faint in pain, grabbed the man's wrists with both hands, and kept sitting on the ground struggling. The man's slaps slapped Fang Yi's face violently one after another, and Fang Yi's head was dizzy and his eyes were full of stars.

The man grabbed Fang Yi and beat him more than ten times before letting go, Fang Yi's nose and mouth had already been beaten out of blood, and his ears were a little inaudible. Enduring the severe pain, Fang Yi still wanted to struggle to get up.

The woman brought a pair of scissors, asked the man to press Fang Yi to the ground, and said viciously, "Pretend to be a woman, right?" You like to wear it, don't you? As he spoke, he shredded Fang Yi's dress with scissors and scissors, shredded Fang Yi's underwear, and then reached out to tear off the stockings below, and cut the underwear, all of which fell on Fang Yi's face.

Fang Yi's whole body was in severe pain, and he was held down again, during which the man kept hitting Fang Yi's face, and Fang Yi could only cry in death.

When cutting clothes, the scissors slashed through Fang Yi's body, cutting through Fang Yi's skin, and Fang Yi, who was naked, lay on the ground covered in blood, and was beaten so that he had no strength to struggle.

The woman walked over, squatted on top of Fang Yi's head, and raised the scissors: "Pretend to be a woman, right?" How about I just cut that disgusting thing of yours all together? Help? Well? The woman reached out and grabbed Fang Yi's hair, Fang Yi's whole body was in unbearable pain, his vision was blurred, he was clamped by the man behind him, he couldn't breathe at all, he couldn't break free at all, he could only gasp and moan slightly.

"Little bitch, I've checked you, I know your name is Fang Yi, I know your school and major! Listen to it, this lesson is teaching you, and seducing other people's husbands is the end! That's what happened to stealing people's sluts! After speaking, the woman dragged Fang Yi's hair and cut it off, and Fang Yi's favorite black medium and long hair on his body was cut off in response.

Fang Yi cried out in pain, and suddenly his eyes went dark and he fainted.

All of this happened so quickly, almost in just a few minutes, that Fang Yi went through hellish torture.

When Fang Yi woke up, he was still lying on the ground, naked, but the surroundings had been quiet, and the people were no longer there. Fang Yi endured the pain on his body and sat up, and saw that there were many scratches on his body, and the blood had dried up. Looking out the window, it was already dawn, and it was already ten o'clock in the morning.

Everything that happened last night was still vivid, Fang Yi was knocked to the ground before he even had time to think about the ins and outs, and the violent storm didn't give him any respite at all, let alone explain.

But the facts are clear, aren't they? That woman is Zhao Xiaomin's wife, and Zhao Xiaomin has a wife......

Fang Yi staggered up, walked to the bathroom, turned on the faucet and wanted to wash his face, but when he looked up, he saw the person in the mirror with a blue and swollen face, his hair was scattered like a messy bird's nest, and his nose and mouth were full of blood.

Fang Yi was in pain and had no strength, and slowly sat on the ground against the wall of the bathroom, hugging his knees and crying bitterly.

What's going on? Why did Zhao Xiaomin suddenly have a wife? Or has Zhao Xiaomin been lying to himself?

It took a long time for Fang Yi to realize that the most pressing issue now was how he was going to leave. He went to the bedroom and saw that all the clothes in the closet were gone, not even the sheets, and that he had no clothes left except for the stockings on his feet that had not been torn off.

Fortunately, Fang Yi found his mobile phone, called Kaihua, and told Kaihua what happened here, and couldn't help but cry as he spoke. He asked Kaihua to bring a set of clothes and come to Zhao Xiaomin's house to pick him up.

Kaihua arrived quickly, and as soon as he entered the door, he saw Fang Yi curled up naked on the sofa.

"Fang Yi!" Kaihua took off his coat and put it on Fang Yi's body, saying, "You have a lot of blood on your body, let's go to the hospital, go!" ”

After speaking, he took out his clothes from his pocket and came out to help Fang Yi put them on: "Zhao Xiaomin, this bastard, is so heavy!" Alarm! Call the police now! ”

Fang Yi stopped Kaihua: "You can't call the police, if you call the police, the school will know about it, and my mother will know about it." ”

Kaihua thought for a moment and said, "Okay, let's think of another way, I'll help you get revenge!" Go to the hospital first! ”

After an examination in the hospital, fortunately, except for a few soft tissue contusions on the face and body, there were no serious injuries, and the wounds on the body were not serious.

Kaihua went to the cafeteria to buy food and came back to eat in the dormitory, and while eating, he scolded Zhao Xiaomin and his wife for being executioners, hooligans, thugs, and terrorists. Fang Yi's face was expressionless, so he slowly ate one bite at a time. After scolding from various angles, Kaihua looked at Fang Yi and said, "You hair ......"

Fang Yi touched a messy hair, smiled, and said, "It was cut by that woman." ”

"That's ruthless!" Kaihua gritted his teeth: "We all know over there that you don't hit people in the face!" ”

"Shave my head for me." Fang Yi said flatly.

Kaihua certainly knew how much Fang Yi took care of his hair, and he was careful to keep his hair slightly longer. He looked at Cisco's dead face, gritted his teeth, and got up to go to the next bedroom to borrow a clipper.

Fang Yi sat on the balcony, and Kaihua helped Fang Yi shave off all his hair.

Fang Yi's face was expressionless, just his eyes were closed and his head was slightly lowered. Strands of hair fell, and Fang Yi knew that the relationship was over—in such a cruel way.

It's still a dream, it's just a nightmare. From heaven to hell, Fang Yi stepped over. In the following time, Fang Yi took a leave of absence and lay in the bedroom, not getting out of bed at all except going to the toilet. In addition to attending classes, Kaihua does not accompany Yu Shenghao anymore, and stays in the dormitory to take care of Fang Yi all the time.

Fang Yi had insomnia night after night, he didn't dare to sleep, as soon as he closed his eyes, the scene of that night would appear in front of him again, the physical pain was nothing, he could always clearly hear the woman scolding himself viciously: "Shemale, perverted, disgusting, bitch, slut......" Those vicious words compared to the knife that slashed his body, compared to those fists that smashed into his face, made Fang Yi more painful. Even if you can fall asleep a little, you will have nightmares.

But Fang Yi has always maintained a very numb state, no sadness, no sadness, no anger, Kaihua even wondered if Fang Yi's brain was broken?

Until one noon five days later, Fang Yi fell asleep for a while, and he dreamed that in that city, Zhao Xiaomin was strolling by his hand, calling himself softly: "Wife~"

Fang Yi woke up in an instant, cold all over.

Empty, in the quiet bedroom, Fang Yi buried his head in the quilt, bit the corner of the quilt, and finally let out a heart-rending cry.

I don't know where the song is playing outside the window, and the song comes in.

"And suddenly, it was dark,

The world can suddenly be nothing.

I think of you, and then I think of myself,

Why am I always very vulnerable?

Miss you. ”

Kaihua and Yu Shenghao were waiting for Fang Yi at Xu Long's bar at night, today is Kaihua's birthday, and they said that they would celebrate him, this is the first time since the disbandment of the 'No Limits' band except for Tan Jie, who has graduated and returned home two years ago, in addition to his birthday, there is also a reason that everyone is facing graduation, and there may never be a chance to get together like this in the future.

The bar door opened, and a woman walked in. Long hair shawl, a slim dress, black stockings and high heels, seeing everyone, a big smile appeared on the beautiful face.

"That's it! This is the complete 'No Limits' band! Xu Long stood up to meet him, Fang Yi naturally reached out to hold Xu Long's hand, and came with a smile.

"Your figure, this leg, there is no one left," Xu Long said with a smile.

Everyone hasn't seen Fang Yi like this for many years, and after that incident, Fang Yi became low-key and stable, and his emotions were relatively small, and he didn't participate in any activities, but just plunged into his studies. When Kaihua occasionally mentioned the time of the "No Limits" band and mentioned missing Fang Yi's women's clothes, Fang Yi just smiled and didn't respond.

Everything seems to have passed.

But tonight, the Fang Yi in everyone's memory is back.

When making a wish, Kaihua said: "My first wish is that everyone can find a good job; The second wish is that my parents are in good health! ”

"The third wish can't be said, and it won't work if you say it." Yu Shenghao said.

Kaihua looked at Yu Shenghao with a hippie smile and said, "The third wish, I don't say what you also know~"

"There's no such thing as you." Yu Shenghao said with a smile.

"Where are you going after graduation?" Kaihua and Fang Yi drank wine and asked.

Fang Yi thought for a moment and said, "Go to the north." ”

"Oh, have you figured out what to do?" Kaihua asked.

"You can do anything." Fang Yi tilted his head: "As long as it can have something to do with music." ”

"It's a lot like your choice." Kaihua raised his wine: "Then I wish you success!" ”

"Thank you!" Fang Yi looked at everyone and raised his wine glass.

Lin Wenxuan leaned over and said, "Wouldn't it be even more difficult to see you like this in the future?" ”

Fang Yi laughed and said, "What do you want to see me do?" You're not going to fall in love with me, are you? Jingjing is going to be jealous! ”

Everyone laughed.

Out of the bar, Fang Yi walked on the road, looking up at the moon in the sky, thinking to himself, is it time? Can the pain I have endured end? When I finally survive now and can get out of this cage, can I be allowed to be selfish for once?