Chapter 47: Crisis of Confidence

"I'm sorry, I said I was late for a good movie, so I asked you to buy a ticket. I'm so embarrassed...... I want to invite you to dinner, can I accompany the sin? ”

"It's okay, I redeemed the ticket with points, it didn't cost anything. Besides, didn't you buy me ice cream?"

"Anyway, I didn't arrange the first meeting...... Actually, I originally wanted to buy you a gift to bring over, but I really don't know what to buy, and I ended up going empty-handed and late, can I invite you to dinner again? ”

"Okay, but I'm still on a business trip, and we have a weekend appointment?"

"It's all right, you can do it."

So, Feng Nan and Li Feng had a second offline date, and they made an appointment to meet at a Hong Kong-style tea restaurant in Binjiang, and Feng Nan was ready to recommend his favorite rice noodles.

At that time, they were all still young, and they all claimed to have had two emotional experiences. Feng Nan's two paragraphs: one is a secret love that never started, and the other is an extremely short-lived blind date; And Li Feng's two paragraphs, one is said to have started in high school, and the other started in college.

The first time she saw Li Feng, she believed it. But later, she had to deeply doubt whether Li Feng's so-called love was a love affair or a self-study between the top students? After all, his emotional intelligence is too low. But it may also be that Feng Nan's own expression has too much water, causing her to start doubting others as well. In short, she always believes that she and Li Feng are each other's real first love.

Feng Nan still remembers the date that laid history:

Li Feng arrived early and sat in the window seat waiting for her. Her memory had already beautified Li Feng so badly, and as time passed, Feng Nan became more and more unable to tell whether it was an illusion or an illusion.

Li Feng, who saw Feng Nan, looked more nervous than the first meeting, and after the dishes were ready, Feng Nan didn't have time to recommend her favorite, and Li Feng actually started to talk.

"Feng Nan, I told you all about my situation on the Internet before, and I want to tell you again today. I am from Shandong, my parents are farmers, and I also have two younger brothers, they have not studied, they have already married and started a family, and my parents have been living with my second brother. My family situation is not very good, I can't compare with you, but it's not very bad, after all, my parents are in good health, and although my younger brothers at home are not studying, they are down-to-earth and hardworking, and they take good care of the family. I just made a down payment on the house last month, and after I paid it, I opened an account with Jiayuan and joined for a year, I didn't expect to meet you so soon......"

Li Feng said quickly and urgently, because of nervousness, the beads of sweat on his head were going to come out.

Feng Nan listened to his heartbeat faster, and his ears were red and hot.

"That's how my family is, I know you're good, I'm sure I can find a better one. But...... But...... I still want to go on with you. That's how my attitude is...... I want you to know. After that, Li Feng seemed to have completed a set of big exam questions, both glad that he had finished answering the questions, and worried about the results of the scoring.

Feng Nan bit the spoon and asked hesitantly, "You...... Is it for me to take a stand? ”

Li Feng raised his head to look at her, and asked with the same hesitation, "...... Do you want a watch? ”

Feng Nan blushed and said, "...... I want to think about ......"

"Hey, okay, listen to you." Li Feng buried his head again and picked up a piece of fruit that he couldn't name, and chewed it without knowing the taste.

After a long time, Li Feng suddenly let out an "oh", Feng Nan's face was as red as a pink rose, and he watched in confusion as Li Feng took out a big apple packaging bag from the gap between his back and the back of the chair. I saw Li Feng take out the new ipad from it and hand it to her, saying, "This is for you." I don't buy gifts, that's what others give. He said you girls should like it. ”

Feng Nan hurriedly pushed it back to him and said, "No, no, this is too valuable, I can't ask for you."

"It's okay, I don't mean anything else." Li Feng took it and put it in the bag, and then brought it to Feng Nan, and said while making it: "My friend said that if I give you a mobile phone directly, you may be happier." I'm sorry, I've started to pay off the mortgage this month, and I don't have enough money, so I can only buy this for you. But I've experienced it, don't you love movies? I think you should have liked this one better. The screen is large. ”

Feng Nan suddenly felt the corners of her eyes sour, and she whispered, "Didn't your friend teach you how to give gifts?" If you say that, you're not afraid that I'll think you don't have money? ”

"Ahem, I'm afraid!" Li Feng suddenly smiled, revealing a mouthful of neat white teeth, and added for a while: "But I can't lie to you."

"Hang up, huh? I'm going to take a shower. “

Human tragedy - Feng Nan was shocked, he carefully prepared the surprise, and it turned into a fright. She couldn't believe that the honest man who was a little stupid would lie to her on the other end of the phone - he wasn't home at night, so where would he be worth lying to her? It seems that there are not many roads that can be thought of, and the bloody road is the clearest......

Feng Nan's heart was swaying, she didn't want to think about it, and she didn't dare to think about it. Her hands were on the door, her face was tense, her brows were locked, her eyes were mixed with doubt, anxiety, grievance and disbelief, but there was also a trace of perseverance, and finally her voice was tense and ordered: "You come out and open the door."

"What?"

"I said don't wash it, come out and open the door for me!" Feng Nan tried her best to restrain her emotions, her eyelids and nose turned red, and she hurriedly roared, "Aren't you at home?!" Come out! Her hand slammed twice more on the door, and this time she shouted, "Come out!" ”

Li Feng clearly heard the sound of "popping" on the phone, and slowly, Feng Nan also heard the sound of the water on his side changing from a tumultuous to a trickling, and finally it was completely quiet.

“…… You're going to Shanghai?" After a while, Li Feng replied with a dry throat.

"You liar!" Feng Nan hung up the phone fiercely, grabbed his box and turned around and walked to the elevator room.

It may also be that the action was too big, shaking the water in his eyes, and Feng Nan still shed anxious tears without fighting. The phone rang urgently, Feng Nan wiped away the tears on his face fiercely, pressed the button to go downstairs frequently and impatiently, and stared at the changing number of elevator floors with red eyes with his head tilted up. The ringing of the phone that Li Feng called back did not stop, Feng Nan clasped his hands in front of his chest, suddenly sneered, picked up the phone, and said without waiting for Li Feng to speak: "Okay! I'll give you a chance! Tell me where you are? ”

"Feng Nan, listen to my explanation, it's not what you think." Li Feng's voice was also anxious.

"Okay, then you say, tell me what's going on. I listen to you! ”

“…… Feng Nan, I can't say a sentence or two, but you must believe me, I can go back tomorrow, I'll tell you when I go back. ”

Feng Nan anxiously grew his mouth and replied, "What's the matter you can't tell me?!" It's all this time, and you still haven't told me the truth. ”

"I ......" Li Feng hesitated, and after waiting for a while, he asked, "...... Do you know the password to my house? You can unlock the lock with the code, can you go home first? It's late, don't get angry, don't run around outside. ”

"Li Feng! Your uncle! Feng Nan removed the phone from his ear and scolded angrily in front of the phone. After speaking, he turned off his mobile phone, dragged his suitcase into the elevator room, and ran towards the beautiful night of Shanghai with a blank head.