063. Change

The eternal theorem is that imagination and reality cannot completely coincide, and there is a world of difference between watching and confronting.

When she saw Su Qing standing outside Qingxin Garden, Qing'er's footsteps froze, and she subconsciously turned around and walked back.

"Are you still blaming me?" Eager words rang out from behind him.

When Qing'er turned around, a smile had surged up the corners of her lips, "Senior sister, I don't blame you. It's me who is wrong, I'm afraid you're still blaming me! ”

Su Qing walked up to Qing'er, lowered her head and said, "It's my fault, I hurt you." I've been saying this for a long time. ”

Qing'er: "No, it's my fault. I didn't take you into consideration, senior sister! ”

Su Qing raised her head and said softly, "Then we forget about the unpleasantness of the arrow, okay?" ”

Qing'er nodded: "Okay!" Let's go in and talk. He took Su Qing's hand and walked towards the house together.

Su Qing visited the house with a happy look.

"Senior sister, have you been here?" Looking at Su Qing's expression, Qing'er asked in surprise.

"Nope. When you're not there, he treats it as a forbidden place and doesn't let anyone else approach. You came back, and he wouldn't let us come to you. Qing ,......"

"Well, senior sister, if you have something to say, just say it." Qing'er took the tea bowl from Rou'er's hand and put it in Su Qing's hand.

"Is he good to you? You ,......" Su Qing looked at the tea bowl in her hand, lowered her head and asked softly.

"Senior sister, what do you want to say?" Qing'er looked at Su Qing curiously.

"Do you love him? ......" Su Qing wanted to speak and stopped.

"Senior sister, Yinyu and I are in love."

"But don't you hate him when he treated you so badly?"

"Senior sister, he is my husband and the love of my life. Actually, he wasn't the only one who hurt me,......"

"I know, I hurt you too, when you were grounded by him, I was still playing the piano in the academy, but, Qing, that was not my intention, I never wanted to hurt you. I played that tune because ......" Su Qing hurriedly distinguished.

"Senior sister, I don't blame you, what I want to say is that in fact, it's not just Yinyu who hurt me, I also hurt Yinyu, although I have my own thoughts, but I didn't take into account his feelings, how can this not hurt in itself? Now I understand: falling in love is a very simple thing, it is only about two people, but the reality is complex and can make people unrecognizable. After this incident, Yinyu and I both know each other's responsibilities. Qing'er smiled to stop Su Qing's words, held her hand, and asked, "Is Yinyu good to you?" ”

Su Qing stretched out her arms, rolled up her sleeves, and the cinnabar mark on her snow-white arm was eye-catching. Looking at Qing'er's puzzled gaze, he continued: "When you disappeared, he blamed me for hurting you, and hated himself for hurting you even more, and when he was drunk, he ran to scold me, and scolded himself even more." One day, he was drunk in my room, and although nothing happened, he felt responsible for me, so he took me back to the house, and he knew that I didn't love him, and he didn't force me. I have a name for himself and him. So it's not good or bad. ”

"I see, no wonder he lost his temper so much when I asked him to treat you well in Prince Yu's mansion." Qing'er smiled, and then asked, "But do you really not love Yinyu?" I know that he has a lot of shortcomings, he has a big temper, is impatient, and loves women, but Yinyu is not bad-hearted, talks about friendship, and attaches importance to righteousness. Although sometimes things are a little ruthless, it is inevitable to achieve the goal, I can understand it. He's also very good to his senior sister, isn't he? Why don't you accept him. ”

"When I first entered the mansion, I had an agreement with him: I won't be his woman, and he promised me that I would be your senior sister for my sake, I know. He gave me a name just to make me feel better in this house, and he couldn't accept me because I hurt you. I can't accept him because I already have someone else in my heart. ”

"Senior sister, do you want to live like this for the rest of your life? Although you and Yinyu have nothing, you are still his woman in name. The person in you, you can't be with him. ……”

"He promised me that I could leave here at any time."

"Really? So when are you leaving? Have you figured out where to go? The man in you, where is he? ”

"Look at your urgency, I don't want to leave yet."

"Is it because you haven't found the person in your heart yet?"

"No, I've found him."

"Where is he?"

"The capital."

"Did you see him? How does he treat you? ”

"I see, I don't know what he does to me."

"Senior sister! Doesn't he know your feelings for him? So what's going on with you guys? How long have you known him? ”

"It's been more than four years."

"It's been more than four years, and that's about the same time we've known each other, have I seen him?"

"Yes."

"Who is he?" Qing'er looked down and thought back. The people I met four years ago were only teenagers at that time, so I didn't have much of an impression. "I can't remember this guy. Where is he now, let me accompany you to meet him. By the way, see what he means, if ......"

"No!" Su Qing cut off Qing'er's words. Seeing Qing'er's confused gaze, he said, "Forget it, I'll talk about it later." I still have something to do, so let's go first. After saying that, he stood up and hurried away.

Qing'er stared blankly at Su Qing, who had scattered steps, walking out of the door, full of self-blame. Even Yinyu didn't notice when he entered the door.

"What do you think? Miss me! Yinyu held Qing'er's shoulder and arm, with a playful smile.

"Ahh Scared me. Qing'er saw that it was Yinyu, and turned her head to walk towards the study.

"Does it still hurt?" Yinyu followed Qing'er's side and asked in a low voice. Qing'er was silent, and hurriedly stepped forward to earn the next moment, and was pulled by Yinyu's sleeve and turned back, Qing'er's face was already dyed red, and her eyes were lowered. Yin Yu couldn't help but lean over and kiss Qing'er's delicate lips. Qing'er struggled, how could there be a huge difference in strength, she was held in her arms by Yinyu and couldn't move, she raised her foot and kicked it, and was dodged by Yinyu, "Qing'er, I finally saw your fist embroidery today." He chuckled lowly, leaned over and picked up Qing'er, who was still struggling, and walked to the bed, put Qing'er down, and then lay down on her side.

"Let go of me, do you know that you are like a hungry ghost!"

"Oh, a prodigy is a prodigy, after yesterday, even the 'hungry ghost in the sex' also said, you can tell me which man sees a beautiful woman who is not a demon in the sex." Yin Yu squinted at the phoenix and asked jokingly.

"Megumi Yanagishita!" Qing'er said urgently.

"You know him?" Yinyu has a long tone and disdainful words.

"Aren't you talking nonsense, who knows an ancient?" Qing'er blamed him.

"That's it, in fact, whether there is such a person or not remains to be verified." As he spoke, his hand reached out to Qing'er.

"There's no one who's as as you." Qing'er knocked his hand down.

"Baby, have you heard this poem: the sound of the shadow is pitiful, and the jade pond lotus leaf is in the field. When Xiao Shixiu looked back, he didn't see Hongya patting his shoulder again. Zifeng is coquettish and coquettish, and the red scales dance wildly to pluck the Hunan strings. Ejun looked forward to the middle of the boat at night, and slept alone with incense. Yinyu stretched out his arms to wrap his arms around Qing'er and whispered in her ear.

"You wrote that?" Looking at Yinyu, who was handsome and red, Qing'er pouted.

"Wouldn't it, our prodigy of the Qing Dynasty haven't read this poem?" Yinyu looked at Qing'er in disbelief.

"You are a prodigy! It is impossible for a child prodigy to read all the books in the world. Besides, I'm not a child prodigy yet. ”

"You really haven't read this poem?"

"What's strange. You read it again. ”

"Baby, let me tell you, this poem is about the intimacy between husband and wife." Yinyu read it again, and then explained to Qing'er sentence by sentence.

This Qing'er really doesn't understand anything, so she has to train her well. But how could she not have seen these poems? Yin Yu secretly wondered, how did he know that the books Qing'er read had been screened by Hu Zhongzheng, and Qing'er had not only never seen these poems, but had never even heard them.

"You really didn't write it, but how could someone write such a poem and spread it." Qing'er was shy and disdainful.

"This is Li Shangyin's poem, there are many such poems, you really didn't read them when you were studying?"

"How could Li Shangyin write such a poem? I thought he only wrote poems such as 'The spring silkworm dies to the end, and the wax torch turns to ash and tears begin to dry', 'The body has no colorful phoenix wings, and the heart has a little bit of a spiritual rhino', 'It is difficult to say goodbye when we meet, and the east wind is powerless and a hundred flowers are left', 'The spring heart is not a common flower, an inch of acacia and an inch of gray'! ”

"Haha, in fact, there are many people who write such glamorous poems, have you ever read this poem: the micro moon is through the curtains, and the fluorescent blue sky. At the beginning of the distant sky, the low trees gradually became verdant. The dragon blows through the bamboo in the courtyard, and the song blows the well tong. Luo Xuan hangs the mist, and the light wind rings. The festival follows the golden mother, and the cloud heart holds the jade child. Deeper people quietly, the morning meeting is rainy. Pearlescent text, flowers and hidden embroidery. Baochai line colorful phoenix, Luo Wei covers Danhong. From Yaohuapu, it will be towards the Bidi Palace. Because of the tour of Li Chengbei, even to Song Jiadong. The drama was slightly rejected at first, and the tenderness was already dark. The shadow of the low cicada moves, and the jade dust is gone. Turn to the flowing snow, get on the bed and hug the bushes. Mandarin ducks cross their necks and dance, and jade cages. The eyebrows and daisy gather frequently, and the red lips are warmer and more melting. The air is clear and the orchid is rich, and the skin is moisturized and the jade skin is abundant. Unable to move his wrist lazily, he loves to bow down. Sweat beads are dotted, and the hair is messy and green. Fang Xi millennium meeting, Russia heard that he was poor for five nights. The time to stay is limited, and it is difficult to end the relationship. The slow face is sorrowful, and the words are sincere. Give the ring and mingyun, and leave the knot to show the same heart. Crying powder and clearing the mirror, the residual light surrounds the dark insects. The glory is still rising, and the rising sun is getting brighter. The police returned to Luo, and Xiao was also on Song. The clothes are still dyed with musk, and the pillow is still red. The power of the pond grass, fluttering Sizhu Peng. Suqin complains about the crane, and the Qing Han hopes to return to Hong. The sea is wide and honest, and the sky is not easy to rush. Xingyun has nowhere to go, Xiao Shi is in the building. After Yinyu finished reading, he looked at Qing'er with burning eyes.

Qing'er listened to the poem, first silently, and after meeting Yinyu's eyes, seeing the enthusiasm and hope in his eyes, he couldn't help but feel a deer in his heart, blushed, and struggled to get up, but was pressed by Yinyu, so he buried his head in his chest and was silent.

Yin Yu looked at Qing'er in his arms, with shoes and phoenix eyes, and another kind of softness, and couldn't help but feel hot all over. Stretched out his hand to raise Gao'er's head, and lowered his lips to hold Qing'er's cherry lips wantonly falling and teased.

Qing'er closed her eyes, eagerly changed the topic, and asked, "Do you know who that person in Senior Sister's heart is?" You promised him that she could leave at any time, didn't you? Her voice trembled slightly, but she was finally spared a sinking, she was really scared.

Yinyu looked at Qing'er and said evilly: "Transfer the target? Right! ”

Qing'er hurriedly argued: "It's not!" Senior Sister came to see me just now, do you know who that person is in Senior Sister's heart? Also, you promised your senior sister to leave at any time, you won't regret it, right? ”

Yin Yu smiled and said seriously: "Qing'er, I will never regret what I promised. I don't know who that man is! ”

"If I hadn't been so self-righteous at that time, maybe my sister would have lived happily with the person she loved now." Qing'er put her head on Yinyu's chest and said sullenly.

"It's been four years since it happened, and you're still saying 'what if'! Qing'er, do you feel like you've changed. ”

"Huh? Am I changing? What has changed? ”

"I'm becoming more and more like a woman, and I'm gentler than before."

"You say I didn't look like a woman before? Not gentle? Qing'er raised her fist and made a gesture to fight. was held tightly in Yinyu's hands.

"Do you remember the first time we met? You were a free-spirited boy back then. I was envious of you at the time, your grandfather gave you so much room for development, let you do what you like, it's so good! ”

"No, my lord, you seemed to say, 'You know women very well.'" That breath! It's just insulting to me. Luckily, I'm a woman. Qing'er learned Yinyu's tone, and pouted at him after speaking.

"Come on, talk about me! What did you say at the time, 'No Nine Elder Brother understands!' I'm so angry, no one has dared to talk to me like this since I was a child! ”

"Yes, our ninth master grabbed me and wanted to beat someone at that time!"

"I didn't want to beat you, I just thought you were too rampant, and I just didn't want to beat you."

"I've never been beaten up when I've grown so big. What about you? ”

"How can I be as happy as you."

"Who have you been beaten?"

"Don't gloat and don't tell you."

"Don't talk about it, I'm going to see my grandfather."

"I'll go with you!" Yinyu fell out of bed sharply, and then reached out to help Qing'er and help her out of bed. Now he is reluctant to let Qing'er leave his sight rhino and does not want to have a distance with Qing'er, even if this distance is not a psychological distance.

"Aren't you afraid that grandpa will nag you?" Qing'er asked with a smile as she walked over to the dresser and sat down.

"Grandpa said, if you are not happy, he will take you away from the Qing Dynasty, Qing'er, tell me are you happy now? You're not going to leave my grandfather, are you, you're not going to leave me again, are you? Stretched out his hand and hugged Qing'er in his arms, "Qing'er, promise me, don't leave me again, okay?" ”

"Yinyu, I will never leave you again." Buried in Yinyu's chest and heart, Qing'er reached out and hugged his waist.