If you are used as a pawn by others, will you feel humiliated? If you are used as a pawn by someone you trust, will you feel wronged? If you were used as a pawn by someone you respect, would you despise him?

Xiao. On the second day after the night of the Xiangguan, Qing'er came to Xiuyun Temple, to take away the spiritual position of Eniang and grandmother, and thought of a place where no one knew him to think about it, but he didn't expect the poison to faint, and he was already in the palace after waking up, surrounded by the busy imperial doctor and anxious Kangxi, at that moment she was moved by Kangxi's love and love for her, so when Kangxi told her his idea, she understood her role, but she agreed.

She was willing to be used by Kangxi. Just because she knows that Kangxi is right, she also agrees with Kangxi's ideas and practices, everyone does have their own position, and she herself is not using others as chess pieces!

Life is like a chessboard, everyone is a chess piece, walking on the vertical and horizontal longitude and latitude lines, and finally stopping. But no matter how you walk, there is always a place for you, and you can't always get out of the chessboard, and when you really get out of the chessboard, it is the end of your life.

It is Kangxi who controls the trajectory of everyone's life, and it is the imperial power that controls his own trajectory. The strong can walk on their own tracks, but do not conflict with the imperial power. Because usually the strong can't resist the imperial power.

Qing'er does not succumb to imperial power, such as drafts such as marriage, if she was alone, she would have already gone away alone. Rights are things that she has been familiar with since she was a child, and rights are just tools for her. The reason why she agrees with and obeys Kangxi's use is because of her feelings for Kangxi, Kangxi's love for her, the Queen Mother's love for her, her own love for her relatives and the love of her relatives, these 'loves' are irresistible to her, she can't do without, she cherishes, she values, in her eyes, in her heart love is priceless! Love is more important than everything!

I don't remember how many times I was sent by Kangxi to Prince Yu's mansion, sending medicines, sending messages, sending supplements, sending greetings, and sending ......, and people who don't know already think that Kangxi is creating opportunities for Baoshou or Baotai.

This Prince Yu, who once said "I wish to be a virtuous king" in front of Emperor Shunzhi, is now getting more and more sick, his cheeks are abnormally flushed, his face is thin, and sometimes it is difficult to breathe, but when his two eyes are opened, they are shining, and Qing'er knows that his days are numbered. Under his loving gaze, I was more and more reluctant to let him go, afraid and resisting the arrival of that day.

Prince Yu stroked Qing'er's hair, and his eyes gradually softened: "Qing'er, don't come to see me again, don't give me your feelings again, if that day comes, you will be easier to accept." If you can't get back the feelings you give, don't give them. I can't give back your feelings, so don't waste your feelings on me anymore. I can't bear your feelings. ”

Qing'er looked at Prince Yu, put his hand into the quilt, and then showed a smile as bright as a summer flower, as warm as the sun, and said sincerely: "If there is really that day, the prince doesn't have to worry that Qing'er will not be able to accept it, but Qing'er will not retreat in advance because he is afraid that day will come, although the prince accepts Qing'er's respect for you, the love that Qing'er gets from the prince is a lifetime of love, this kind of love will not disappear because you are not there, but will accompany Qing'er for a lifetime." Lord Wang, Qing'er will remember the prince's kindness to Qing'er. ”

"No wonder the emperor doesn't let go of you, he must make you his daughter-in-law, you are indeed an unusual woman, but it's a pity that our fate is too short." Prince Yu said regretfully.

"Lord Wang, Qing'er's mother passed away when she gave birth to Qing'er, but Qing'er believes that she has entered another space method and started another life, Lord Wang, we will meet in another space." Qing'er looked at the man who was about to come to the end of his life and said with certainty.

"Well, I'm sure there will come a day." The prince looked at Qing'er and said with a smile.

"Lord Wang, Qing'er has a request, do you agree?"

"What request, you say?"

"If Qing'er and Wang Ye meet in another space, Wang Ye, you must be healthy."

"Okay, we're all healthy. I promise you, Qing'er! You also promise me that you must be happy! The prince's kind gaze fell on Qing'er's body. Qing'er nodded and said affirmatively: "Okay, Qing'er promised the prince that he would be happy!" ”

The prince looked directly at Qing'er, and said slowly: "Qing'er, in your heart, there is only love and no hatred?" ”

"Yes, Qing'er hates 'parting'!" Qing'er replied quickly and thoughtlessly.

Prince Yu's heart was shocked, Qing'er, Qing'er, you still put your feelings in, how can you face my departure? Xuan Ye, he didn't expect you to come to me, you didn't gain love, but you gained the friendship of a dying person, or more like family affection, Xuan Ye, he didn't expect that the object of your affection was not 'him' but me.

"Qing'er, play a song for me! I still remember the "Neon Dress and Feather Song" you played, it was so good! ”

"Good, lord! Qing'er played a song for you, but today Qing'er played another song for you. Qing'er said sensitively.

"I wish you had called me Amma!" The prince sighed in his heart: What a smart woman, isn't it "Neon Clothes and Feather Song"? It's not a feather ascending immortal, she's too sensitive and kind. I don't have a taboo against her, but I don't want to be taboo.

"Qing'er promised the prince that if there is an afterlife, Qing'er will be the prince's daughter." looked at the prince and smiled, and then slowly walked to the piano and sat down.

"Is it 'Spring Thunder'?" Qing'er turned her head to look at the prince in shock.

Those who love the qin know that the Tang qin is the most precious. Among the Tang Qin, Lei Gongqin is the most. Among the nine thunders in Shu, Lei Wei has achieved the most. And among the pianos that Lei Wei has cut in his life, the 'Spring Thunder' is the most.

'Spring Thunder' was collected by Zhao Ji of Song Huizong, and after the Jin Dynasty destroyed the Northern Song Dynasty, 'Spring Thunder' became the first piano in the Golden Emperor's Palace, and was collected in the Chenghua Palace. After Jin Zhangzong's death, he was buried with this qin. After being buried in the ground for 18 years, this piano came back to the world and became a treasure in the Yuan Palace. Later, the 'Spring Thunder' qin was rewarded to Yelu Chucai, the great pianist of the Yuan Dynasty. Yelu Chucai once gave it to his teacher, the old man Wan Song. Later, the "Spring Thunder" qin returned to Yelu Chucai's son Yelu Zhu.

Qing'er didn't expect to see this qin here, no wonder she couldn't find it for a long time.

The prince smiled and nodded: "Yes, it is Chunlei." ”

Qing'er sat down solemnly and began to stroke the piano.

The sound of the piano is long, like the mountains and flowing water accompanied by the singing of birds and the fragrance of flowers. It makes people listen to it refreshed and fascinated.

"Qing'er, I like this piece and I like to hear you play the piano." Qing'er's hand was taken off the piano, and the prince couldn't wait to say to Qing'er. His eyes fell on the outside of the hall, and he knew that there was another person who was also listening to Qing'er playing the piano.

"If the prince likes it, Qing'er will come to play for the prince every day." Qing'er slowly approached the prince.

"Qing'er! Can you really come? "The prince knows that Qing'er has a lot of things to do every day.

"Yes!" Qing'er replied in the affirmative.

On 19 May, Suo Etu was suddenly detained by the Jiaozong People's Mansion and said: "You are a scholar, you have retired with greed, and then you have regained your use, and you have no remorse." Er's family has stayed in China for three years, and I want to be lenient. Er Nai did not hesitate, formed a party and acted recklessly, and discussed state affairs. The crown prince was in Texas, and he rode a horse to the middle gate, that is, he deserved to die. You can act at one end of the way, and there is nothing wrong with it. I was originally a minister, and I couldn't bear it, so I died. ”

Kangxi also handed over Suo Etu's sons Gelfen and Aljishan to Xinyu and Fabao for detention. Message: "If you don't make trouble, your heart will be rich, and the law will be punished!" ”

Suo Etu was the uncle of the late Empress Hyo Seong-in, the uncle of the crown prince, and the arm of the crown prince. It has always been a holy grace, but I didn't expect to fall into this result. For a while, the ministers of the party attached to the Suo Etu were all in danger, and the situation in the court was also obviously turbulent.

Soon after, Soetu's comrades were either killed, interned, or exiled; His grandfather and grandson were dismissed, and his sisters-in-law, Gelfin and Algisian, were put to death.

Emperor Kangxi completely denied the important military and political events in which Suo Etu participated in his life, except for the negotiations with Tsarist Russia in Nebuchu, and said that "Suo Etu is the first sinner in this dynasty"

When Qing'er entered the palace to report to Emperor Kangxi about Prince Yu's illness, he met the prince coming out of the Qianqing Palace, and the two met in front of the palace gate. These days, Kangxi has obviously lost weight, first Prince Yu was seriously ill, then Suo Etu was convicted, and then Kangxi's younger brother Prince Gong Changning also suddenly became seriously ill, which was really worse, and Kangxi suddenly showed fatigue.

"Qing'er, let's go see Brother Wang for me." Kangxi seemed reluctant to talk more.

"Yes! Your Majesty, Qing'er will be. Qing'er quit the Qianqing Palace.

"Qing'er, it's a good thing you didn't promise me, otherwise you would have been implicated this time." The prince said listlessly.

"Prince, don't say that, the emperor is a generation of holy lords, and he will never condemn people without a reason."

"What is sin is just who has the power and who has the final say. The old man loves his son and is reluctant to punish his son, but he has to find someone to take this breath and take this stubble. ”

Qing'er knew that their brothers were not fighting each other for a day or two. In terms of royal family affairs, she herself is not easy to say anything as an outsider, and in terms of state affairs, she is not qualified to speak. So she was silent.

The prince also seemed to anticipate her thoughts, looked at Qing'er, and said dejectedly: "Qing'er, you can choose one of the fourth brother and the thirteenth brother, as long as it is not the ninth brother, I will be willing." ”

Qing'er looked at him, in terms of state affairs, there were only two loyal people left by his side, Sibeile and Senior Brother, who were loyal to him, and in terms of private affairs, only these two younger brothers were still standing by his side and accompanying him.

"No matter what happens in the future, Qing'er will be a friend of the prince. As for marriage, I can't choose it. After saying this, Qing'er stood up and left quickly.

The light rain is fine and dense, Qing'er walks alone in the rain, this rain is timely rain for people who work in agriculture, but for the people in the palace and the court, it is about the same sentence: The boundless rain is as fine as sorrow!

This rain has made the weather much colder, but I hope it has no effect on Prince Yu! Thinking of Prince Yu, Qing'er quickened her pace and walked towards her car outside the palace, she was going to accompany the prince and accompany him to the end of his life.

On June 26, the 51-year-old Prince Yu passed away his glorious life.

Qing'er played "The Song of Ni Clothes and Feathers" on the prince's coffin.

This joyful song was played by Qing'er's hands at this moment, and it was no longer joyful, and the person who played the piano and the person who listened to the piano were separated from each other. Qing'er played this song over and over again, when the prince was seriously ill, because she was so secretive that the prince didn't hear this song that was about to be lost, at this moment, Qing'er asked the prince to take the music she played, and walk to another space method, where he waited for himself to be his daughter.

Qing'er silently shouted in her heart: Amma!

"Smack!" A tear fell on the piano.

"Smack! … Syllable! ......" More and more tears couldn't help flowing down anymore, the tears blurred her eyes, Qing'er choked up, and finally cried, but her hands didn't stop.

Immediately afterwards, there was a pain in the back of her neck, and Qing'er lost consciousness.

When I woke up, I was already in Hufu, and outside the door was Yinxiang in filial piety clothes standing with his hands in his hands. Seeing Qing'er wake up, Yinxiang stepped forward to hug Qing'er, and the white linen filial piety deeply stabbed Qing'er's eyes and stabbed Qing'er's heart: The old man she had been with for two months was gone, gone, and she couldn't see it anymore! The old man who wanted her to be his daughter would never call her 'Qing'er' again. Qing'er lay in Yinxiang's arms and cried bitterly.

Yinxiang looked at the haggard Qing'er, these days she has been by the side of the prince every day, and when her feelings for the prince are getting deeper and deeper, the prince is gone, and she has witnessed the process of death in addition to bearing the pain, which is cruel to her.

He hugged Qing'er and patted her back, but did not persuade her, it was good to cry, indicating that she still accepted this fact, not like the death of the master and uncle, and she couldn't accept it until now.

Qing'er cried and fell asleep in Yinxiang's comfort. She was so tired.

One day later, Baoshou and Baotai came to Hufu, the two walked to Qing'er and knelt down, so panicked that Qing'er hurriedly pulled up the two of them, and said to the two: "Second master, is this going to kill Qing'er?" But how could she pull up the two men alone, so she had to kneel down too.

Baoshou said: "Ama is happy to go, because your company made him walk with peace of mind, Qing'er, thank you." Saying that, the two kowtowed to Qing'er, and then helped her to stand up and said: "We won't say more words of gratitude, follow Amma's orders, and give you this 'Spring Thunder', no, don't shirk, listen to me, Ama said, this is for his daughter." Qing'er, from now on, you are our sister-in-law. ”

Caressing the 'spring thunder', Qing'er's tears couldn't stop flowing down again, drop by drop, falling on the strings, playing a heartbreaking and sad parting tune.