Two minutes later, Wang Xi leaned into Le Xiaosi's ear and whispered:

"Why don't we go."

Le Xiaosi looked at her and nodded.

In fact, they all knew in their hearts that not only Le Xiaosi, but Wang Xi was not in the mood to continue reading.

They got up and put the books back in their place and left the library.

Back in the classroom, Le Xiaosi put the letter in the drawer, she found that her heart had been in the drawer, and she looked forward to the end of the evening self-study soon...

I remembered the picture of that night: he pressed her on the sofa, kissed so domineeringly, she was like a prey in his arms that could not escape, she let go of the restraints in her heart, let him kiss unbridled, but when he reached for the only belt around her waist that bound her pajamas, he had crossed her forbidden area, and she desperately refused...'Give me your most precious thing, okay'... Until he turned around with a stiff expression, and then went to sleep...

She was covered in electricity again, numb from head to toe, and her fingertips did not let go.

She didn't know how many deep breaths she had taken during the evening self-study, but her restless heart didn't listen to her call at all.

She has already thought about it, no matter what is in it, she is ready in her heart: to break up, she is just back to the pre-liberation period; Go on, and of course she's happy!

As soon as the bell rang for class, she appeared outside Wang Xi's window in less than ten seconds, Wang Xi saw her, immediately packed up her things, and they went back to the dormitory together, Wang Xi knew that at this time, Le Xiaosi had the courage to open the letter...

Back in the dormitory, just the two of them, she still didn't open it immediately, put the letter on the bed, picked up the toiletries, and went to the bathroom.

Going to take a shower? No, she still didn't have the courage to open it, but she was hiding the contradictions in her heart.

Wang Xi had seen through it a long time ago, but she was silent because they were both contradictory...

Le Xiaosi thought about it in the evening self-study: go back to the dormitory, wash up, lie on the bed, and open it again.

If the content is not what she wants to see, if she wants to cry, she hides in the quilt to solve it, she doesn't want people to see her vulnerability anymore...

If that's the case, after one night, she no longer thinks that for herself and everyone around her who cares about her, she can just devote herself to studying and prepare for the college entrance examination in 600 days; If it is good news, she will be more motivated to learn, just for him, in order to be the pride of his heart, she will work harder!

Walking out of the bathroom, Wang Xi looked straight at her, holding the letter she put on the bed in her hand...

"You... Have you thought about it? If it's not ready, I'll keep it for you? When you're sure you want to watch it, I'll give it to you? If it had been... You received the letter and opened it a long time ago... Inkblot for so long, you..."

Wang Xi's face was full of sorrow, and he wanted to say something and endured it again.

Think about how she has survived this month? Finally, I was able to eat and sleep normally, and now I came out like this again, although Wang Xi didn't see what happened to them that night, and he didn't understand what kind of change his attitude was, so that Le Xiaosi must think that they were finished, but just looking at Le Xiaosi's sadness, she thought that they might really have no future...

Le Xiaosi looked at her worried face, smiled, and reached out to take the letter in Wang Xi's hand

"You're right, but I've thought about it, don't worry, maybe... It's really just that I'm too pessimistic! ”

Wang Xi nodded, patted her on the shoulder, and turned to go to the bathroom.

Le Xiaosi climbed into bed, lay flat, closed her eyes, folded her hands, sandwiched the letter between her hands, and prayed silently: Please, don't let me shed tears again, give me some surprises!

She slowly opened her eyes and took a deep breath before tearing open the envelope...