Chapter 339 The Past I Don't Want to Talk Up
Although according to Pei Huamo's current character, crying like that in the hospital is really inconsistent with his image.
But if you make the age younger, everything is so reasonable, but Pei Huamo recalls the events of that year, and there will be a slight throbbing pain in his heart.
It was because the shadow brought to him by this incident was too huge, which led to the fact that when Pei Li adopted Pei Huamo later, the child who left the familiar environment was even more silent.
Since coming to Pei's house, Pei Huamo has blocked his heart, no matter who he is, he looks serious, and locks his hot heart in a small space.
For Pei Huamo, the time when he first came to Pei's house was definitely the most difficult time in his life.
Because he is not familiar with the place, everyone looks down on him as an outsider, especially his nominal eldest sister Pei Yue, who can be said to be disregarding him.
If it weren't for the fact that he was still young at the time, and Pei Yue's competitor was Pei Lian, he wouldn't have taken him too seriously, otherwise Pei Yue would have tried every means to kick him out.
It was because he sealed his heart in the dust, so when Pei Lian warmed him with his actions, it made him feel a special throbbing.
Thinking of the warmth given to him by that gentle big sister in the Pei family when he was young, Pei Huamo's heart softened, and he didn't know whether he was attached to her or what kind of feelings he had for her.
Maybe he regarded Pei Lian as a mother at that time, because she brought him the warmth of mother's love.
Pei Huamo stayed alone in the study for a long time, because he himself was in his memories, so he didn't notice the passage of time at all.
Pei Huamo, who was one, behaved so calmly, but Yan Ximo didn't know what the situation was like inside at all, but she didn't dare to walk in rashly, so she could only walk back and forth between the study and her room.
Several times, Yan Ximo came to the door of the study, ready to open the door of the study, but when she turned the doorknob, she stopped her movements.
Although Yan Ximo felt that Pei Huamo would not know about her taking pills for contraception, she did do it, so it was inevitable that she would be a little weak-hearted.
That's why Yan Ximo hesitated and didn't dare to go into the study.
Yan Ximo herself also knew that one day she would have to face Pei Huamo, but she wanted to extend this time indefinitely.
As for the matter of her taking medicine, she wanted to wait until the two of them were really open to the outside world, and then stop taking the medicine, and then don't be unaware.
Of course, she also consulted the doctor before taking the medicine, and she dared to take it only after making sure that this medicine had no side effects, because she also wanted to add a younger brother or sister to Charlie with Pei Huamo.
The topic is far away, and now the problem that Yan Ximo has to face is Pei Huamo, if they hadn't mentioned the issue of pregnancy, maybe she wouldn't have been so entangled, but how can there be so many ifs.
Just when Yan Ximo didn't know what excuse to use to go to the study, she was notified by Aunt Sun that she was going to finish eating.
Hearing this news, Yan Ximo suddenly became excited, because this was a very perfect excuse.
Directly took this task on himself, and came to the door of the study with a majestic spirit.
But at the moment when he stood at the door, Yan Ximo's momentum collapsed, and all kinds of thoughts in his heart came out at this time.
What if Pei Huamo really discussed the topic of pregnancy with herself? How would she answer?
Yan Ximo had too many thoughts in her head, and in the end she decided not to think about these issues for the time being, and called the man out for dinner first.
Thinking so, Yan Ximo first stretched out his hand and knocked on the door gently, wanting to remind the people in the house.
But after Yan Ximo knocked on the door, he didn't hear any movement in the room, as if there was no one in the study.
Faced with such a situation, Yan Ximo felt very puzzled, because he saw this man walk into the study with his own eyes, and it was impossible that there was no one inside.
I knocked on the door again with a suspicious mood, this time much louder than the last time.
After knocking on the door, she stood quietly and waited for the reaction from the inside, but there was still no movement in the room.
Yan Ximo, who didn't know what was going on inside the house, finally had to unscrew the doorknob by himself, push open the door and walk in.
There was no sound in the room, and Yan Ximo felt that there was a chance that the man was asleep, so he immediately walked in the direction of the bed after entering the door.
Before Yan Ximo walked to the bed, he saw a tall man standing next to the wardrobe not far away, standing there alone, as if thinking about something.
Yan Ximo walked over directly, ready to ask him what happened, but when she got closer, she found a group photo in Pei Huamo's hand.
I poked my head very curiously and looked over, and there were many children standing together, smiling very happily.
"Wow, who are these kids? Could it be that you took a photo when you were in kindergarten? Tell me which one is you! ”
At this time, Pei Huamo still didn't notice that there was another person beside him, and he didn't react until Yan Ximo spoke.
glanced back at the little woman behind him, and subconsciously hid the photo in his hand.
"Nothing!"
Yan Ximo hadn't found out which one of them was Pei Huamo, so of course he refused to give up just like that, so he began to snatch the photos that he hid behind him.
"You just show me, I just want to see what you looked like when you were a child, don't be so stingy!"
Because of the relationship between the two people, when Yan Ximo spoke, he also had a little coquettish taste.
If it were in normal times, Pei Huamo would give her the photo half-pushed, but this time, it was an exception.
No matter how much Yan Ximo said, Pei Huamo was reluctant to show her the photos, as if there was some ulterior secret.
Pei Huamo's loss of his best friend in the welfare home was a scar that he couldn't touch, and he didn't want to share it with anyone.
Although Yan Ximo is the woman he loves the most, he still wants to bury things like this in his heart.
snatched it for a long time, but Yan Ximo didn't succeed in snatching the photo, and he was immediately very unhappy.
pouted, rolled his eyes at him, and said unhappily: "Don't be so stingy, don't you just look at your photos, there are no ulterior secrets on it!" ”
Hearing Yan Ximo say this, Pei Huamo suddenly felt very heartbroken, and he even had a feeling that he was blamed by his most beloved woman.
Emotions suddenly got out of control, Pei Huamo unconsciously pushed Yan Ximo away, and said impatiently: "What do you know? What qualifications are there to talk nonsense here. ”
Pei Huamo's words were unceremoniously, it can be said that it was like a sharp sword, which stabbed into Yan Ximo's heart.
Yan Ximo looked at him in disbelief, she really didn't expect that Pei Huamo would say such a thing to herself.
"What do you say? I'm not qualified to say? Hehe...... Since you say I'm not qualified, then I won't say anything more. Do you think even I'm standing here, and you're an eyesore? ”
Pei Huamo's mood was not very good, but now when he heard Yan Ximo say this, he didn't explain anything immediately.
It was precisely because of his silence that Yan Ximo was even more angry, took a few steps back, and ran out of the room.
Now she didn't have the heart to think about eating at all, she just wanted to get out of this place and get away from this man's side.
Yan Ximo did not return to his room, but left the Pei family directly.
When Yan Ximo stood at the door, her mood was a little better, and after she was angry, she calmed down and thought about it, and then she felt that this matter was very wrong.
In Yan Ximo's heart, Pei Huamo would not be like this no matter how angry he was, even five years ago, when the two had not yet established a relationship, Pei Huamo would not say such excessive words.
In fact, Yan Ximo really thought about it too much, because what Pei Huamo said to her five years ago was still very unkind, but so much time has passed, and the two of them are very happy first, so she often forgets that pain.
After calming down, Yan Ximo still felt angry, but now her reason prevailed, and it was not anger that led her.
Now she was already thinking about what kind of attitude she should put on to embarrass Pei Huamo after he came over for a while, and even thought of Pei Huamo's pleading with her.
Not to mention what kind of fantasy Yan Ximo is for the time being, Pei Huamo stretched out his hand to grab her when Yan Ximo ran out of the study, but it was too late, Yan Ximo had already left the study.
Pei Huamo was also thinking about whether he should go over to chase her, but when he touched the photo in his pocket, he hesitated again.
How on earth should he explain this? Should he tell the truth about it?
Pei Huamo finally chose to chase him out, after all, no matter how memorable the past is, it is already in the past, and the most important thing for him now is the woman beside him.
He had been waiting for this woman to return to him, and he had been desperate for five years, and he could not afford to lose this person again.
So after Pei Huamo reacted, he rushed out of the room as soon as possible, asked the aunt who was cleaning at home, and then left the house.
Yan Ximo didn't really want to be angry with Pei Huamo, so he didn't go far, just stood on the side of the road boredly, counting how many trees there were on the side of the road.
Before Yan Ximo could count how many trees there were, Pei Huamo's figure hurriedly ran over and appeared in front of Yan Ximo's eyes.
After Yan Ximo saw the figure, he rolled his eyes at him, and then moved his gaze to the side.
Hmph, she didn't want to forgive the man who lost his temper with her so quickly, it's really inexplicable!
Just when Yan Ximo was thinking about these things very arrogantly, Pei Huamo had already run over and stood in front of her panting.
"Little girl, it's so cold outside, why are you standing here?"
Pei Huamo also knew that Yan Ximo must be angry with him at this time, so he was also very cautious when he spoke, wanting to test her current mood.