"Are you the person who likes me the most in the world?" Bai An's eyes were so real and expectant when he looked at me.

He still likes me.

No way.

I was silent, afraid that he would think I was acquiescing, and I deliberately showed impatience.

Bai An laughed at himself and said, "Jiajia, in the past five years, I haven't had a good time at all. ”

"What?" His tone was sincere, and I almost softened my heart when I heard it, but I still couldn't hold back and asked him something.

"In my first year away from you, I did go to study in the UK. The consumption there is no longer something I can earn by doing odd jobs, and life is miserable...... You don't send me messages anymore, I miss you so much, I sent you a lot of messages, but you haven't replied to me once. Bai An's jaw moved, trying his best to suppress his emotions.

"I had an accident at home and I lost my old phone." I explained, but the explanation was too pale.

That car accident not only took away my parents, but also made me and Bai An miss it.

Bai An did not stop at this topic, and continued: "After returning to China, I will look for you everywhere...... But there is no news from you. In order to find you, I participated in a TV program, was discovered by a talent scout, and I made my debut. ”

Maybe in the year of Bai An's debut, I was under the suppression of Yu Liangshui, and I didn't see it.

Once again, I felt that the explanation was too weak, and this time I didn't say anything.

Bai An looked at me, with helplessness in his eyes, and said, "At first, I wanted to find you.

But with the oppression of life, I can only work hard and do business.

Debut is not that simple.

I have stiff limbs, I sing out of tune, and I can only make my debut by some crooked ways.

The company packaged me as a cold male god, and also asked me to participate in a blind date show, Tong Yao and I hyped each other, and in the end we both became popular as we wished.

Do you understand? ”

Bai An tried to come to my side, and his hand was outstretched.

I took a step back and said no.

Bai An returned to his seat and said, "It's been almost three years since your debut, and you've never called.

I'm dying of despair.

Finally—this year, I'm finally seeing you again. ”

Bai An's tone became agitated, and he didn't allow me to resist and rushed over to hold my hand.

I'm not hard-hearted, and the moment he touches me, I know I'm going to lose again.

I let him hold me.

I thought to myself, this is the last time anyway.

After a long time, Bai An was finally willing to let me go.

"Would you still like to be with me?" Bai An asked me cautiously.

For so many years, I have never been treated with care, and I have always been careful.

I'm afraid of moths to the fire, I'm afraid of everyone shouting and beating, I'm afraid of not seeing the light.

This love is not something I can get if I want it.

"No, Bai An." I cried and refused.

If I hadn't done anything wrong, if Bai An hadn't done anything wrong, we might not have been able to meet again in this life......

Obviously, Bai An and I have no worries about sleeping, but there is no way to be together again.

The simple love of youth never has the problem of real entanglement.

Just let it stop here.

"I don't have the courage." I cried and shook my head, still thinking in my heart: just let me finish crying today, all my tears and regrets will be written off after today.

Bai An refused, he has always pretended to be addicted, maybe he was thinking that my relationship with him is just a little inconvenient in life, and it will not affect anything else.

He took me in his arms, and I slapped him desperately, resenting him.

"No! No way! No way! ”

"Bang."

Someone kicked open the doorway.