Hu Qingxuan saw his wife's virtue and filial piety, but he let his wife bear the blame and difficulties of his parents again and again, even though he was a cultivator, he was still a man in the world. And not only that, after getting along for so long, Hu Qingxuan has regarded his wife as a close relative, and there is an indelible emotional existence between the two. Hu Qingxuan did not refute his parents, but comforted his wife in private.

Maybe it was because of the pain that he had endured for so long, so that his wife couldn't pretend anymore in front of him, and the two hugged their heads and cried. That night, they had a round room. The next month, his wife was pregnant with the Hu family's child, and the old parents repented, knowing that they had wrongly blamed this good daughter-in-law before. The old couple apologized to Hu Qingxuan's wife, and made an attitude of admitting their mistakes to the greatest extent as parents.

Hu Qingxuan's wife didn't blame her in-laws, and with her in-laws' confession, the family finally returned from the brink of rupture to a happy situation. The next year, Hu Qingxuan's wife gave birth to a big fat boy for the Hu family. However, while Hu Qingxuan was festive, he couldn't let go of one thing in his heart, that is, the life he chose when he was apprenticed to practice the Maoshan Dao Method, since it was a lonely and widow's life, it has not yet been fulfilled.

A touch of doubt gradually arose in his heart, the child was born, and the whole family liked it, but the good times did not last long. Three years later, Hu Qingxuan's wife was inexplicably crazy and stupid, pointing at this in-laws all day long, pointing at that and calling Hu Qingxuan's name, and the villagers in the village soon knew that Hu Qingxuan's wife was crazy and stupid. The family was so worried that they couldn't eat, and they found many Langzhong, but none of them could be cured.

In the same year, Hu Qingxuan's father passed away, and two years later, his mother also quietly left. It was Hu Qingxuan's most difficult year, when taking care of his mother's funeral, his wife's madness and stupidity became more and more serious, and she actually sang and danced in front of her mother's grave, so angry that Hu Qingxuan dragged his wife home and locked her in the house. I didn't know that my wife had escaped, and there was no news. Hu Qingxuan raised his only relative, who was also his son, who was five years old that year.

Because Hu Qingxuan practiced the Tao all day long, sometimes he meditated and sat down for a day and a night, or he didn't get up for three days and three nights, and no one could wake him up. In this way, there is no time to take care of his son, and the little guy is also hungry.

One day, when he made up his mind, he saw that the neighbors were all gathered at the door of the house, and one of them was still tugging at his son's collar, and his words were sharp, intending to beat him. Hu Qingxuan was furious, hurriedly asked his son back, and asked the neighbors why they beat his son, and the neighbors all seemed to explode, saying that Hu Qingxuan's son had been stealing and eating their family's things for the past few days, even once or twice, how could he steal things every day, no, how could he do it regardless of teaching?

Hu Qingxuan immediately learned that the meditation was actually seven days and seven nights before he was decided, and in the face of the conclusive testimony of the neighbors, Hu Qingxuan beat his son on the spot, which appeased the anger of the neighbors, and some neighbors even turned around and felt sorry for the child, who was only a few years old, but was beaten by Hu Qingxuan so that his ass was full of flowers, and the flesh and blood on the two buttocks were almost blurred, and no one dared to say anything when they saw it.

After the neighbors left, the son told Hu Qingxuan that in fact, he had only stolen three times, and each time he was so hungry that he couldn't stand it. And every time he stole it, he only stole two nest heads, and he didn't dare to move, hearing his son's crying, Hu Qingxuan gritted his teeth fiercely, reprimanded his son, and ordered him not to take a stitch from others in the future. But Hu Qingxuan's heart was dripping blood and suffocating, and he deeply felt guilty that his son was too much, and he had not fulfilled his responsibilities as a father at all.

But Hu Qingxuan disciplined his son, but he couldn't afford to lose, no matter how pitiful his son was in his heart, he still showed the appearance of a strict father, because he was worried that his son would learn to steal things since he was a child, and he would have it when he grew up? He thought he was right, and didn't think much about anything else. However, the bad luck that befell that child did not end, Hu Qingxuan specially prepared a lot of food for his son, enough for him to eat for a few days, and got along with his son and talked about his heart, and then continued to cultivate.

But this time in cultivation, there was an accident. A ghost cultivator who came from nowhere wanted to take away Hu Qingxuan's body, saying that Hu Qingxuan had cultivated a half-immortal body, and borrowing his body could help the ghost cultivator's Taoism greatly increase. How could Hu Qingxuan let it get his wish, and after a round with the ghost cultivator in Dingzhong, the ghost cultivator was defeated, and threatened to make Hu Qingxuan regret it for the rest of his life!

Hu Qingxuan pinched his fingers and learned that his son was in trouble, so he hurriedly made up his mind, but found that his son's soul had been locked away by the ghost. Hu Qingxuan couldn't find where the ghost was cultivating, and he didn't know where it hid his son's soul, so he could only hold his unconscious son and cry bitterly. At this moment, he finally thought of his lonely and widowed personality, it turned out that his life had always been fulfilled, but he was not ready to believe it from the beginning, until this moment, he really believed it.

In order to save his son and change his life, Hu Qingxuan returned to Maoshan for several days, but his fellow disciples told him that the master had traveled all over the world two years earlier and had not returned. However, before leaving, he calculated that Hu Qingxuan would come to Maoshan to look for him, so he left a letter and handed it to his disciples, waiting for Hu Qingxuan to come, and then handed it over to Hu Qingxuan. When Hu Qingxuan heard this, he hurriedly begged his junior brother to take out the letter.

Seeing the letter, Hu Qingxuan learned everything, and the old Taoist priest told him in the letter that if he wanted to save his son, he needed to go to the dark hell in the north. However, the fate of the orphan cannot be changed, and the disciples should be cautious......

Although his life could not be changed, he finally found a way to save his son, Hu Qingxuan hurriedly said goodbye to his junior brothers and brothers, and left Maoshan to return home. On the same day, Hu Qingxuan closed the doors and windows, and lit seven life-sustaining lamps for his son, and immediately left his body and went to the dark hell in the north to find his son's whereabouts. Sure enough, the ghost correction was to hide his son in the evil water of the knife mountain in the dark hell, and seeing his son covered in bruises, Hu Qingxuan was furious, and after a big battle with the ghost Xiu, he tried his best, and finally completely destroyed the ghost Xiu. Hu Qingxuan, who was seriously injured, returned to the yang world with his son covered in bruises.

Who knew that just when his son's soul was about to return to his body, he was desperately resisting!

At the same time, the seven life-sustaining lamps were also blown out by the yin wind, and the son cried bitterly, accusing Hu Qingxuan of not fulfilling his responsibilities as a father, if he lived again, he would eventually starve to death, and the fate of their father and son had come to an end. In the face of his son's sonorous accusations, Hu Qingxuan was extremely remorseful, he knew that when he begged the master to teach the Fa, he was too persistent, and then he married a wife and had children, all of which were wrong again and again, because all the things he did along the way were all against fate.

Hu Qingxuan begged his son to forgive him and return to his side, but his son flatly refused and turned around and went to the underworld. Speaking of this, Hu Qingxuan turned his head to look at me and said: "Everything is creation, and it was I who insisted on going my own way, so that the fate that should have gone smoothly caused a big wrong ending." The child that miasma conjured up is also my child...... Alas! ”

After speaking, Hu Qingxuan was already in tears, and I couldn't help but sigh deeply and said, "Uncle Hu, I didn't expect you to have such a tragic past. ”

"Huh! If anyone can't get through it, they can only blame themselves for not having strong faith and not being able to withstand the tests on the road of cultivation! Hu Qingxuan sighed, and then said: "Since then, I have never returned to Maoshan, but I have become my own sect of law, which has been passed down to this day, but my Taoism has also stagnated, and I am afraid that the rest of my life will be like this......"

I thought about it, but I couldn't help but ask, "Uncle Hu, do you hate that Uncle Hu for taking you as an apprentice?" If he doesn't take you as an apprentice, you may be a family full of children and grandchildren by now! ”

"Huh!" Hu Qingxuan looked at me with a wry smile, then shook his head, and said: "Ergou, it's just that ordinary people can't see through it, you are also a member of the Daomen, why did I talk for a long time, but you only understood such a little thing." Alas, my master, in fact, was thinking about me wholeheartedly, he first expected that I would get married in the future, have a wife and children, so he wanted me to finish dealing with mundane affairs, and then worship the mountain gate before it was too late, but unfortunately I was impatient, did not listen to advice, and begged bitterly, so that my master reluctantly agreed. But since then, I have been doing things that are against fate every step of the way, and then getting married and having children, so that the disasters brought about by my lonely life are all my making...... If I had waited two more years, things might have been completely different, and now, maybe I would have had a family, but I was poorer. But my Taoism, I'm afraid that it is far from being comparable to me at this moment, and those beautiful karma methods have been destroyed by me! ”

I frowned, and asked again: "Uncle Hu, I still don't understand one thing, why didn't Uncle Hu let you choose the poor life pattern at that time?" But you chose the lonely and widowed personality? ”

"This ......" Hu Qingxuan hesitated for a moment and shook his head helplessly.

It seems that Hu Qingxuan can't understand the intention of that uncle, and I, naturally, can't think of it even more, maybe I will understand it in the future, but it is definitely not now. I sighed again, maybe life is like this, when you get something, you will inevitably lose something, if you want to have both, everyone wants to be perfect, then who still goes to practice, who still wants to get out of the sea of suffering? What's more, this sea of red dust and bitterness has never changed.

There are gains and losses, and people are always hovering between gains and losses. But in the end, what you get will still be lost, and what you lose will never be gained.

Perhaps the beauty imagined by Uncle Hu did not exist in the first place, and his choice like this is the real fate, because this is his path, the path he chose. Since you have chosen, you must go on!