Chapter 363 The Lost Lover
According to the usual practice, Gong Mohan took out the black car from the underground garage, and walked around outside, relaxing his mood, wanting to face Gu Wan with the best face.
These days, Gong Mohan has done this, otherwise, I am afraid that there is really no guarantee that he will be able to face Gu Wan with a calm mind.
Gong Mohan was not a good-tempered person in the first place, but he was willing to be as gentle and soft as possible for Gu Wan's restraint, which was a good reflection of his feelings for Gu Wan.
However, today Gong Mohan is destined to be disappointed.
He didn't want to drag the end of the drive and return to the villa when it came. The lamp in the house was not lit for him.
In the past, Gu Wan was here, no matter what, the lights were on, even if he accidentally fell asleep, the lights were on.
Regarding this, Gong Mohan not only felt that Gu Wan was confused, wasted, or other emotions, but felt very warm.
Among the thousands of lights, there is always one waiting for him.
But it was pitch black today, which made Gong Mohan feel "groaning" in his heart.
But soon, Gong Mohan comforted himself, maybe it was Gu Wan who rescued Gu Xiaotian this time, and in order to shock her, she took him out to have a good time.
Or maybe it is, it is not necessary for Gu Wan to go out to visit the door.
Gong Mohan comforted himself like this, and pushed open the door of the living room with some trepidation.
It's obviously going back to my home, but it's like going to a strange place.
Gong Mohan finally found the place where the switch was, and turned on the light with a "snap".
The living room suddenly fell into light, and Gong Mohan's eyes narrowed slightly, a little uncomfortable with the sudden light.
Then he still forced to open his eyes and looked, Gu Wan was not in the living room.
Gong Mohan's heart fell an inch unconsciously.
When he returned to the room, there was no trace of Gu Wan, and he even roughly rearranged and sorted out his room, which looked like he had returned to the state before Gu Wan came.
Gong Mohan suddenly felt as if his heart had been subjected to Ling Chi.
Gong Mohan couldn't believe it, was Gu Wan really so ruthless?
said goodbye, and even took away the traces of her life.
Just disappear out of thin air?
"I won't allow it! I don't allow it! Gong Mohan couldn't help but shout twice, and then called someone.
Everyone was at a loss by Gong Mohan's nervous attitude.
"Palace...... Gong Shao, how can you ...... What's wrong? The servant asked with a little stammer, not daring to face Gong Mohan's anger.
"What's wrong? You're still asking what's wrong. Don't you know that you stay in the villa all day! Gong Mohan roared and asked, "Gu Wan is gone!" ”
"Huh?" The servant seemed to be only now reacting, "Miss Gu left, when did it happen?" ”
Seeing this, Gong Mohan knew that there was no rush, and he was angry, and he rubbed his temples that jumped "suddenly" helplessly.
Originally, he also wanted to ask when Gu Wan left, in which direction, and if he left anything or anything when he left?
Now it seems that this is the problem to ask them is also difficult for them, and they also do not know.
The servant didn't even notice Gu Wan's departure until now, and he didn't know what the use of asking these people to eat dry all day long?!
"Look for me, if you don't find Gu Wan, you don't have to come back." Gong Mohan gritted his teeth and gave such an order.
When the servants heard Gong Mohan's words, they immediately fled in panic as if they had received a pardon order.
Just kidding, Gong Shao lost Miss Gu, such a big thing, if you don't want to be affected or injured by mistake, you have to move quickly.
If they don't find Gu Wan as soon as possible, I'm afraid they will never have peace in the future.
Gong Mohan was not idle, he began to search aimlessly all over the world.
From inside the palace villa, from outside the palace villa, from running up and down to driving to find it, Gong Mohan can almost be said to do everything.
For this reason, he even found the old mansion of the palace family, and without waiting for the servant to pass it on, he came directly to the old man's study of the palace, and pushed the door open very rudely.
Gong Mohan got straight to the point and asked, "Where did you get Gu Wan?" ”
When the old man heard this, he raised his eyes a little lazily, looked at Gong Mohan fixedly, and said lightly, "Does it have anything to do with me?" ”
"Isn't it?" Gong Mohan said angrily, "If it weren't for you forcing each other, how could she divorce me?" If it weren't for you, how would she leave? ”
The old man looked at Gong Mohan, very disrespectful, and angry, "This is your attitude towards me?" After so many years, are all books read in vain? Don't remember any of the old and the young? ”
"Respect the elderly, and this old man should be respected." Gong Mohan also said something to disagree, "Also, old man, don't try to change the topic, I'll ask you about Gu Wan." ”
"You don't know about Gu Wan, how can I know?" The old man glanced at him arrogantly, "And I want to emphasize again, Gu Wan's departure is her own decision, and it has nothing to do with me, whether you believe it or not." ”
"You're ......!" Gong Mohan angrily wanted to slap the table, but then he still held back, of course he didn't believe it, and he didn't believe a word of Old Man Gong's words.
"How many times do you ask, and I say the same." Old Man Gong spread his hands indifferently, anyway, he would never tell Gong Mohan.
"Old man Gong, why do you want to be like this? Mo Xuerong was like this at the beginning, and now Gu Wan is like this, do you really want to die alone with me? ”
Gong Mohan finally couldn't help it, and said what he had buried in his heart and wanted to say for a long time.
Speaking of which, the old man has something to say. "Oh? Did I make a mistake in my decision to get rid of Mo Xuerong in the first place? Now you see him for what he really is. ”
"Yes, you're right, and I'm even grateful for the decision you made in the first place. If you hadn't driven Mo Xuerong away, I'm afraid I wouldn't have met Gu Wan now. ”
This is the truth that Gong Mohan wants to say, the wrong person has passed, and the right person is still ushered in after all.
Therefore, he didn't care about Old Man Gong's previous decision.
However, now they drove Gu Wan away. It's something that he can't tolerate.
"That's it, now that I'm leaving late, you and I are just not used to it for the time being, and you will still be grateful to us in the future." Old Man Gong has a lot of confidence in this, and he always believes that the next one is the best.
"Nope." Gong Mohan shook his head, "Gu Wan is different, if it weren't for her, I wouldn't want anyone." ”
As soon as the words fell, Gong Mohan turned around and left, with an indescribable loneliness in his back.
"Why hang on a tree?" The old man couldn't help but say such a sentence at Gong Mohan's back.
When Gong Mohan heard this, his body paused slightly, "You are not me, you won't understand." ”
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After leaving the old mansion of the Gong family, Gong Mohan also went to many places to look for it-
Where they often go, Gu Wan may also be in the place, Chen En......
I've searched for them all, but I can't find them anywhere.
"Gu Wan, where did you go?" Under the starry sky in the dark night, Gong Mohan couldn't help but ask Cangtian speechlessly, as if he wanted this sky full of stars to tell him an answer.
However, it didn't.
In this way, Gong Mohan went back and forth, looking for a long, long time, but there was no trace of Gu Wan everywhere.
Gu Wan suddenly seemed to have evaporated from the world, and Gong Mo often had a trance in the cold night, could it be that Gu Wan had never appeared?
Is everything in the past, and the experience of living with him, just a simple imagination of him?
If this is the case, Gong Mohan will feel better, at most it is just an illusion.
It's a pity that it's not an illusion, the servants at home will mention Miss Gu intentionally or unintentionally, and the things that Gu Wan in the villa hasn't had time to take away.
Perhaps, it was deliberately dropped, just like Gu Wan deliberately dropped him.
Also, Gong Mohan's quilt was covered with a faint fragrance of a woman, and a piece of hair was accidentally left on the pillow next to Gu Wan who had slept on......
It's all proof that Gu Wan has existed, and they have been warm.
These things are reminding all the time that Gu Wan has left.
This is a very sad fact.
Since then, Gong Mohan, a person with a habit of cleanliness, is not allowed to suddenly change his quilt covers, bed sheets, and wash off his pillows......
Just to keep the little trace that can prove Gu Wan's presence.
The servants were surprised by Gong Mohan's change, you know, he used to be a figure who could have three quilt covers and bed sheets a day, and if he replaced it, he would simply discard it and never use it again.
Such a particular person, but I didn't expect it to become like this now.
However, the changes that surprised them were not the only ones.
Gong Mohan's attitude towards life has also changed, and people who were once so optimistic have become increasingly decadent.
He began to get drunk on money, indulged in the wind and snow, and did not work well during the day and sleep well at night.
I drank and smoked outside every day, and the time to return to the villa was getting later and later, and when I came back, I fell asleep with the quilt with the smell of Gu Wan.
Life went by like a prodigal son.
Actually, Gong Mohan didn't want to do this, but he was too uncomfortable and ridiculous.
Returning to this villa full of memories of him and Gu Wan was really a torture for Gong Mohan.
He had no way at all, and he couldn't control himself, so he could only paralyze himself like this.
Because when he was drunk, he was holding the quilt with Gu Wan's smell, as if Gu Wan was still around.
In addition, Gong Mohan's temperament also became more irritable, and he couldn't listen to the persuasion of the people around him at all, and he didn't want to communicate with them at all.
It's like being cut off from the outside world.
Once, the servant saw that Gong Mohan was really drunk, day and night, and felt that the quilt was probably full of wine, and he couldn't stand it.