Chapter 11: The Heart Is Dripping Blood
After returning to school from Secretary Ai's house, Feng Lu often received messages from Wang Haitao asking to meet, but she hardened her heart and refused. What are you doing with him? Since he said last semester that he wanted to work in Shanghai, she doesn't have much hope for the future of the two. She wanted to stay in school, and made a lot of efforts to stay in school, and even went to the online platform to take out a loan behind his back. Since then, she has become more aware that the two have no possibility of being together in the future. Since it is impossible for the two to reach an agreement on the issue of employment, Feng Lu feels that there is no need to continue. What's more, now she has Secretary Ai again. Therefore, no matter how Wang Haitao asked her to give him another chance to meet during this time, she ignored it.
At the beginning of this semester, Wang Haitao had already found out Feng Lu's class schedule for this semester, and knew that in addition to a 16-hour theoretical course, she only had a practical course of professional research report this semester. Theory classes are only 90 minutes per week on Tuesday mornings and can be completed in the first eight weeks. The professional research report can also be easily completed, just make a few phone calls to relatives and friends of the company related to the major, and then check the information on the Internet, write a little experience, and organize it into a document of more than 5,000 words to hand in, and you can get it. After these two courses, then her college courses this semester are over, and she only waits for the final exam of this theory course. This is also the course plan specially arranged by the school for fresh graduates to have more time to go out to find jobs and participate in various interviews.
This Tuesday morning, Wang Haitao calculated Feng Lu's class time, and on the way back to the dormitory after class, Wang Haitao found a big tree and hid it in the shadow. He waited for a while, and saw from a distance that Feng Lu was wearing a ginger slim V-neck long sleeve, a black high-waisted chiffon three-quarter sleeve jumpsuit, a wide-leg jumpsuit, and a transparent document bag in his hand.
"Feng Lu, is class over?" When Wang Haitao saw them approaching, he resolutely walked out and intercepted Feng Lu. The two boys were Feng Lu's classmates, of course they knew Wang Haitao, and they were walking towards the dormitory with Feng Lu just after class, when they saw Feng Lu's boyfriend rushing out, and hurriedly said goodbye to the two.
"What else are you doing here? Didn't I tell you a few times? There is no possibility for us, and we will not have to meet again in the future. Feng Lu looked away and said expressionlessly.
"I know, I know, you're disappointed in me because of employment. Yes, I said before that I wanted to work in Shanghai and didn't want to stay in the city, and you also told me that you wanted to stay in the city. We can't agree with each other on employment, so you don't have hope for our future. Originally, I wanted you to go to Shanghai with me for the sake of our better development in the future. But since you don't want to go, I can not go, even if we stay here, we can develop very well. Lulu, I'm sorry, I didn't take into account your personal feelings before, I really regret it, and I also seriously reflected on this holiday. I was so selfish at that time, please forgive me and accept my apology. Lulu, don't ignore me! This summer vacation without you, I had a miserable life. Wang Haitao said, grabbing Feng Lu's empty hand mercilessly, just like before, deep in love, unable to help himself.
Feng Lu wanted to break away, but he didn't succeed, so he had to let him hold it for the time being. She looked at the familiar face, how could the lover who had sworn never to be separated stiffen his heart and break his hand? What's more, the reason why she broke up with him was because the two of them had different employment cities, but only she knew in her heart that the deeper reason why she broke up with him was because she made a mistake. She wants to find a job she likes and needs a lot of money, she understands that he has no way and no obligation to solve the money problem for her, so she took out a loan from an online platform and pushed herself into the abyss, she didn't want to pull him into that kind of pain. But even so, the boy who used to be so sunny and healthy has become lonely and depressed in the past few months, so how can she bear to say heavier words?
Wang Haitao saw that Feng Lu was silent, and wanted to pull her forward: "Let's go to the front courtyard, find a place to sit down, and then talk." ”
Feng Lu took two steps, and suddenly thought of Secretary Ai, she pulled out her hand in panic: "You don't need to say it anymore, we really can't do it." I said I broke up with you last semester, and then I got a boyfriend out of town, and he and I are so good now, he has to talk to me on the phone almost every night, and he says he wants to see me every day. ”
The person in Feng Lu's mouth who can't wait to see her every day is a boyfriend from other places, in fact, what Secretary Ai says to her on the phone every night. Every time she hears it, she feels so sweet. It's just that Feng Lu has to go out alone to find a place where no one can answer such a warm call every night in order to avoid her classmates.
"No way, I don't believe it. Where did you get some out-of-town boyfriend? You're deliberately lying to me, you're deliberately mad at me! Wang Haitao shouted angrily. He only felt a "buzz" in his head, and the blood all over his body rushed to his head, and he was stunned.
"Whether you believe it or not, after we broke up, I did find a new boyfriend. He and I share the same hobbies and favorite cities, and there will be no barriers to choosing a city when we get a job in the future. Most importantly, we're in love right now, and I want you to know that. As for you, you have the experience of student union, you have excellent academic results, you have a broad mind, you have a fiery passion, no matter where you work, you will develop very well. Shanghai is close to your home, go back, go back to Shanghai, make some achievements, and I will go to Shanghai in the future, and there will be a place to stay. Feng Lu persuaded Wang Haitao, she didn't know why she had made a choice, she also loved Secretary Ai, but her heart still hurt like a knife.
Wang Haitao's face was like ashes, he reached out tremblingly, and pulled Feng Lu's hand one last time, but quickly put it down. He pretended to be relaxed and said, "I see, I hope you will always be happy!" In the future, if you need me anywhere, call me anytime and anywhere, and I will definitely rush to your side as soon as possible. Take care! ”
After Wang Haitao finished speaking, he turned around and went in the opposite direction of the dormitory, without looking back. Feng Lu's heart was dripping blood, and she kept looking in Wang Haitao's direction for a long time, until his back disappeared completely.