Yan Yan couldn't help but feel a little angry when he saw Ma's selfishness at a glance.

To be honest, she asked Yan Yan to marry Yan Yan can understand, and she can understand when she goes to the Queen Mother to intercede with Yan Yan, but what Yan Yan can't agree with is that she actually used the Queen Mother's mouth to say that a dumb person like Lu You does not affect her life, which touches Yan Yan's bottom line a bit.

Isn't this fooling Yan Yan as a second fool who doesn't understand anything?

"I don't agree with my aunt's words, I can't even speak, why is it still called that it doesn't affect my life?" Yan Yan lowered his head and muttered his dissatisfaction.

There is no way, the original owner is a person with a very gentle temperament, and besides, this is ancient times, and the other party is an elder who raised her, she can't be too-for-tat, which will arouse Ma's suspicion, and it is easy to put an unfilial hat on her, and spread it out, I am afraid that even the queen mother and the emperor will have an opinion on her.

Ma Shi also heard Yan Yan's muttering clearly, "Child, don't be annoyed first, the Queen Mother means that this kind of person will not quarrel with you, nor will he go out to socialize, let alone go in and out of any Fengyue places, he can stay at home and live with you wholeheartedly." Furthermore, after you get married, you can live separately, how you live your life is all up to you, and you don't have to serve the elders, how good, wait for two years to have a child, with your talent to cultivate him well, in the future, may not be able to get ahead, may not be able to become your dependence, this is not better than being a monk? ”

"Why, then, did you suggest that I become a monk in the first place?" Yan Yan still hasn't figured out why Ma changed his mind.

Could it be that when she planned to let Yan Yan become a monk, she didn't take into account the family affairs that would affect Yan Yu?

Yan Yan's intuition is unlikely.

You must know that the two uncles came to see Yan Yan that day, but the Ma family moved out and suppressed the Meng family.

This shows that Ma Shi made up her mind to send Yan Yan to the nunnery at that time, and it is estimated that it was what others said that made her change her mind.

But who could this other person be?

Seeing that Yan Yan questioned her repeatedly, Ma Shi was not annoyed, and still took Yan Yan's hand and said slowly: "Child, at this time and that time, we agreed with you to become a monk because we believed the rumors outside, thinking that the eldest son of the Lu family was a fool with an incomplete mind, and Lu Shizi was young and vigorous, and he released words on the spot to withdraw from his family, in this case, we naturally can't marry you." But now it's different, seeing you looking for death, the Lu family has spoken, and the door of the Lu family is open to you at any time, no matter who you want to marry, they don't object, so my uncle and I thought about it, and went to see the queen mother and the emperor, and the result of our discussion is that I hope you can calm down and think about the eldest son of the Lu family. Of course, if you insist on marrying Lu Shizi, your aunt will also go to Lu's house to agree, begging them not to embarrass you, and no one is allowed to mention this matter from now on, but there is one point, and the aunt does not dare to guarantee that Lu Shizi will have no worries. ”

There is some truth in this, but Yan Yan can't agree with it yet, "Auntie, if I marry the eldest son of the Lu family like this, won't it confirm the rumors outside?" ”

"What rumors are not rumors, who outside doesn't know that the eldest son of the Lu family never went out before, and you are married to Lu Shizi, how can you put a good phoenix and don't have any personal affairs with a dumb person? It's just a coincidence. Child, this is your calamity and your life. ”

"What is fate and what is calamity? I was without parents when I was a child, and it was easy for me to live a good life in front of my grandmother and uncles and aunts for a few years, but in the end, I ended up like this, and I failed my grandmother's plans before her death. Auntie, I am young and ignorant, and I ask my uncle and aunt to think more about what to do in the future. Yan Yan took a step back.

There is no way, after adapting to it in the past few days, she has recognized a reality, the current situation, marrying Lu You seems to be the best choice, unless she will not marry and be a nun for the rest of her life.

Because even if she can go out as a nun and then fake her death to escape Yan Yan's identity, as a woman, she can't be financially independent and can't have her own private property, how can she gain a foothold in this society?

Don't you have to force her to marry then?

But then she didn't have the protection of the Yan family, she was no different from an ordinary orphan girl with no roots and no power, whether she could survive in this society is one thing, who dares to guarantee that she will definitely be able to marry a good person?

Rather than this, it is better to marry that Lu You first, and then divorce after two years, at that time, she can at least keep her dowry in her name, and then start a business with this private property, she may not be able to live a rich life, and she may not be able to meet a person who is in love.

No, she still has a second way to go, since she plans to separate, she can choose to marry Lu Ming, turn the Lu family upside down, and then leave with her private property, maybe she can tear the veil of Lu Ming's hypocrisy.

It's just that in this way, Yan Yan is bound to force Lu You to leave the Lu family and leave the capital, and if he is an autistic patient who loses the protection of the Lu family, he is afraid that it will be difficult to survive.

On the other hand, if Yan Yan could cure his illness and help him gain a foothold in the Lu family, wouldn't it be more rewarding to use him to fight Lu Ming?

Yan Yan was entangled.

When she was weighing Lu Ming and Lu You repeatedly, she saw Ma Shi touch her head, and the expression on her face became softer and softer, "Child, it's right that you can think so, don't worry, with your uncle and aunt here, you will definitely not suffer a loss." ”

"Since my aunt said so, I also want to ask, what does the Lu family mean? Lu Shizi really said that he can ignore the past suspicions? ”

Ma Shi frowned quickly when he heard this, probably because he didn't expect that Yan Yan would still be so stubborn after talking for a long time, and he didn't expect that he would be wrong, but the beautiful words have already been said, and it seems that he is too deliberate.

So, after a little consideration, she stood up, "That's it, another day, my aunt will hand over a sign, you go to see the Queen Mother, if her old man knows that you are all right, she will definitely be very happy, you don't know, she shed a lot of tears when she said that she would let you go to the monk's house, saying that she was ashamed of your grandmother's trust." As for who is your lover in the Lu family, I think the old lady of the Queen Mother should give you a better advice, after all, she has lived to this age, and she must be much more transparent than us in thinking about the problem. ”

Yan Yan smiled when she saw this, she knew that this Lu Ming was not something she wanted to marry, and anyone would say beautiful things, but at a critical time, neither Ma nor Yan Yu agreed with her choice, no, she raised the queen to stop her.

As for the attitude of the Lu family, Yan Yan can guess it without trying.