Sycamore Falls Chapter 36. Gathering and dispersing for no reason

The bright yellow moon hung outside the green screen window, and the conference room was silent, and everyone was caressing the newly printed work, the thirty-sixth issue of the campus journal, in which his work was published.

“…… I remembered the real woman who had spoken to me under the vines, and who had the same scent of roses, but who had drifted away in the vast wilderness. The familiar figure in the hazy fog disappeared, and I was no longer an ignorant teenager, only the wild rose still remembered a few words. The promise was nothing but the waves stirred up by the river of time, which disappeared in the blink of an eye, and now only the rose fragrance in the memory remains.

What is embarrassing is that there is no longer that wild rose in the yard now, and even the courtyard wall that dragged her has fallen into the dust. I think that even if she is gone, she will still send her feelings to me in the bottom of my heart. The hope buried in the dry and dark ground, after a spring rain, will show the power of life. I've always believed that she won't leave easily, maybe it's a test for me. I longed for years to come, and in many years there would be a lush briar on the low wall of my yard.

You are the briar outside the yard, and the briar in the yard, you are the spirit of the wilderness, and the couple I love. By mistake, I am ashamed of your affection, and I have been secretly whispering to myself in countless deep nights, which is beyond my remorse. Where have you been now, Rose? Do you know that in this uncertain darkness, there are people who still yearn for you? ”

Suddenly, there was a round of applause in the conference room, followed by one after another, and the time lasted for about twenty seconds.

"Student Tang, your "Wild Roses in and Out of the Yard" is really well written, I haven't seen this kind of delicate real article for a long time, the first work of the journal is indeed worthy of its name, if you continue to insist on writing, sooner or later one day I will be the president of the literary club The position is yours, you have to work hard, we still have a channel to submit manuscripts here, if one day your work can be reported, we are really happy for you!"

President Du Fanglan praised him by name.

"Where, where, the president is serious, this is just a chance inspiration, I haven't had the ability to maintain my own level, it's still far away!" He immediately stood up and responded.

There was another noisy discussion in the conference room, this time it was not only his own stage, but also other people's works that needed to be commented on, and everyone cherished the opportunity to discuss and enhance their feelings with each other.

"The sycamore leaves fall on the cold autumn, on the paved avenue, the shadow of loneliness is oblique, farewell, my love, the wind sweeps the shallow footprints" He picked up the short poem handed to him by Zhuang Yiwen, who was sitting beside him.

"Yiwen, your writing has improved, but I see that you are like this, and you don't seem to be in love, what's the matter, do you have a sweetheart? Do you want me to help you hand him a love letter, if you want to confess, you have to have courage, and it's not good to be timid. He looked at Zhuang Yiwen, who was blushing, and crumpled the note and pushed it back.

"Team leader, don't laugh at people, although I like him a little, but he already has a girlfriend, I can't squeeze over without face." She's still blushing, and she's cute with her pear vortex.

The meeting didn't last long.,Just after the discussion and then give out the reward.,He held a thick book with a smiling sun in his hand to say goodbye to the people who greeted him.,There is no deceit in the literary club.,Just like his name Chuyang is as gentle as that.,Even if you have to divide the winner or lose.,It's also about the work.,Never be in a-for-tat hurry.,So the atmosphere is the best in the various clubs of the school.。

Yiwen's girl is a complete follower, even more difficult than Jingyun, she always asks him for advice on topics for various legitimate reasons, related to the subject and related to literature, in short, in school, in the second and ninth classes of high school, he is always called to the door by this girl again and again, the group of people in the class who love to watch the excitement always jokingly call her "vampire Wen", and often invite her to the class as a guest, just because she comes too much, and the teachers also turn a blind eye, after all, in the eyes of the teachers, she can be regarded as a diligent student, This motivation to study is encouraged.

Yining is a special existence in the ninth class of high school, after all, he was sent from the second class to the parallel class, and there has never been a lot of talk about him. He has always been kind and gentle way of communication so that the students in the class think that he is an angel sent by God, after all, the students are to find a way out from learning, in the case of not asking the teacher, it is much more convenient to have such a knowledgeable tree as him, and then the students' eagerness to communicate, so that he regained the warmth of the world, he is like a fish in water, in the process of explaining again and again to improve his familiarity with the subject, and the grades have soared from the initial stop all the way to the ninth high in the grade.

Saturday night is beautiful, at least there is no evening self-study on this night, except for the prescribed holiday holidays, only this day is complete, he can arrange his time freely, do what he wants to do, it can be said that he is one of the few happy times in the boring study, but today he is not happy, he still has a reluctant farewell.

"Team leader, see you tomorrow!" Yiwen said goodbye to him as usual.

"Okay, stay safe on the road!" He also responded.

Stepping on the road covered with fallen leaves, his heart began to bitter, how he hoped that such a day would not come, how he hoped that Su Yuan could be kept by his side. He really couldn't imagine how her father would treat her, how terrible the man who abandoned the child was, could his heart be good, and what would Su Yuan's future be, Yining's mind suddenly flashed countless terrible thoughts.

But he will eventually face this parting, riding his newly purchased bicycle and soon disappearing into the corner of the street illuminated by the bright yellow street lamp, the corners of his mouth full of bitterness.

The lights on the roof were on, and she was still there. Turning the key, he opened the door on the third floor, "Little kite, I'm back!" He shouted into the back room.

"A-Ning, you're back, I have something for you, you close your eyes first and don't speak." She took a quaint box out of the cabinet and stepped out of it.

"Okay, you can open your eyes and see." The box was firmly in the palm of his hand, and he opened the brass clasp to reveal a gold-rimmed fountain pen.

"How about it, are you satisfied, I found the right one after picking my eyes, you have to take care of yourself when I go, you are good at everything, you just don't cherish yourself, remember to eat and dress warmly, don't worry too much about the money, good health is the most important thing, by the way, I will leave this mobile phone for you to use, and I will call you when I get there."

She didn't have much with her, not even her clothes, and she just waited for her to come over, thinking that her father had prepared them.

The autumn night was cold, the train platform was full of passengers, he was also in the queue looking at Su Kite waving goodbye, the train whined, the rumbling iron wheel began to turn, and she quickly disappeared into the distance, he lowered his hand, trying to calm his breath, he still couldn't help crying, such a good woman who loved him, respected him, cared about him and took care of her, left him so abruptly, and in the empty room behind, her familiar figure could no longer appear.

Su Yuan said a lot of words when he said goodbye to him, but he had roughly forgotten it, and only vaguely remembered the words of comfort, persuading him to study hard, maybe the ups and downs of emotions would still bring huge side effects, that is, amnesia, the words he originally intended to remember had been scattered with the fallen leaves in late autumn, and he was alone, walking on the way home, maybe that place could not be called home.

Lonely he was walking slowly, he didn't see the road in front of him clearly, only felt that the late autumn wind was getting colder and colder, and some footsteps suddenly came out behind him, he thought it was a hurried pedestrian, but the coldness of the bright sharp knife flashed made his heart tense instantly, and he suddenly realized that he had encountered the rumored robbery.

"Boy, do you see what this is? If you know each other, hand over the money, otherwise I will give you a knife on this body, this taste is not comfortable, give you some time to think about it, I hope you can cooperate. "The robbers are quite polite, maybe it's because they have spent more time robbing and have summed up some ways to deal with people.

"Big brothers, I cooperate, I cooperate, I just got dumped by my girlfriend, and I'm feeling uncomfortable, I only have this money on me, and I'll give it to you, just spare my brother." He also took out the money from his underwear pocket to show his sincerity and put his attitude very low.

"Okay, brother, you are very good, you are so sincere, we are not insatiable people, we are all forced by life, women, they are not good things!" He snatched the wine bottle from Yining's hand, raised his head and shouted, signaling that he could leave.

"Thank you, thank you!" He also gave up his hand to make a thank you gift, and walked forward quickly, how not to panic when he was robbed, although he had the countermeasures given by the teacher.

"Su Kite, Su Kite, if you leave, I will be unlucky, I don't know if I will get used to it without you." He recounted what had happened to him not long ago.

The light in Su Yuan's room was still on, and he was about to turn it off, but there was a freshly written piece of paper pressed under the inkwell, thinking that it was written while he was going to school, he pushed away the wooden chair that he had pinched in, and sat at the window to watch.

Aning:

Before writing this letter, I thought about it for a long time and couldn't find the right beginning of the word, maybe this is the so-called "it's hard to say goodbye when we meet", I understand the taste of parting. I'm a withdrawn girl, but I've always felt warm since I met you, maybe you're my nemesis, my medicine, my whole spring.

That summer, that summer, in that small letter shop, I met you for the first time. I feel like there is a kind of underworld power that is pushing me to get close to you, the courage of a moth to a fire, but my character that should be a widow has suddenly changed, maybe "love at first sight" is not a lie, you are just like the general public you said, not handsome, but your sincere heart, that tenacious personality is deeply attracted to me.

I know that if I use too many words, I will lose my taste, but I can only write letters that are not bad by heart, and maybe I will learn more and read them more later.

My parents' orders cannot be violated, even if I still can't forgive them for their ruthless evil deeds, I still hope to have a chance to be happy, you should be able to understand this feeling, if it were you, would you make the same choice as me? I think it will, and it will be the kind that I will unswervingly support.

I thought I could be by your side all the time, but unfortunately there is no long-term in reality, I have determined that my feelings for you have gone beyond ordinary friendship and sublimated into great love, but my love is not great, I just want you to live a good life, and finally tie the knot with me.

These words may sound like shameless shyness, but they are also my sincere wishes, and I am willing to spend my whole youth waiting for this answer, even if it doesn't work out in the end, it is my fate, and I don't blame you. Life is full of risks, no one can say what will happen in the future, maybe one day I will break through your spell and fall in love with another person again.

In my absence, you have to take care of yourself, and I have also written down the tips of food, clothing, housing and transportation and put them in the drawer of my desk, and I will take a look at them when you have time, which should help you.

Although you can be self-reliant, but also live too rough, go out to see the scenery outside, even if there are no mountains, no trees, no forests, you can also take a pen and a notebook on the street to pick up the wind, which will help your writing ability, of course, there are naturally beautiful girls on the street, you can also improve some appreciation level by looking at more, I am still confident that I am born beautiful.

Don't worry about me, I should have been treated well this time, after all, I am their biological daughter, and so many years of thinking should have made them realize what they owe me, so I should be favored.

Writing here, I also have mixed feelings, but the most is reluctant, I hope you can adjust your state as soon as possible and get out of your own way.

He flipped through the three-sheet letter and wept, the bits and pieces of the past three years or so resurfaced in his mind, and the original smile with wavy curly hair smiled at him again.

Su Kite, a girl who loved him deeply, flew away from him, and he had to sigh again about the displacement of fate.

Gathering and dispersing for no reason is only caused by love, and feelings do not know what to do.