Ash.

Allow me to call you that way in such a situation, this is my name, and in how many midnight dreams, I have been muttering, crying, and waking up......

Presumably you have already found out about my departure, yes, I am gone, I have left Yanjing, I have left the palace, and I have left you.

Ashu, don't be angry just yet, think about the scene when we first met, okay?

Such an embarrassing scene, such a depressed appearance, Ash, you have seen me when I was the ugliest and ugliest.

At that time, I didn't have enough to eat and I couldn't warm up, and my wish was to get a lot of money to leave that indignant home with my father and mother and live a good life.

In fact, I also did it, and we lived a prosperous life and a stable life in Xieyang County.

But—because of you, I was once again caught up in the turmoil, and even almost caused irreparable damage to my family.

At that time, I resented you in my heart, and blamed you for destroying the peace and tranquility that came to my house.

But when you and I meet again, I find that I can't even say any blame, but just want to sit and talk with you, looking at your angry smile, deliberately playing with the treasure, and holding the folding fan in your hand, I can't get tired of looking at it.

But you are not from Xieyang County, you are often not in Xieyang County, and you only come back for some time very occasionally, and it seems that you have some purpose.

At that time, I thought, it's just that, we're just passers-by after all, in the future, you marry a lady who matches your status, and I marry an ordinary man, and we will never be related.

But who knows, fate is always so tricky, just when I was trying to stop my heart, my brother came to me and sent me to another strange city.

I'm a little sad, originally I was in Xieyang County, and I could see you occasionally, but now that I go to Yanjing, I'm afraid I won't be able to see you for the rest of my life.

I thought so, silently saying goodbye to you in the bottom of my heart.

But unexpectedly, I met you in Yanjing - although you looked strange and behaved strangely, I recognized you as you...... It's you......

I don't know why you're the way you are, or even what you've been through and what your identity is.

Until one day...... I know your identity, your admirable identity, I once again stifled the bud in my heart, I told myself, how can you marry a prince?

Even though you found me, comforted me, and played tricks on me, I couldn't help but feel lost.

At that time, I never dreamed that life would be so full of twists and turns.

When I was in Xieyang County, you were the nephew of the county, and I was an ordinary peasant girl, so we were no longer worthy. When I was in Yanjing, you were the prince, but I became a ...... The general's sister.

You don't know, how pleasantly surprised I was......

Especially when I learned that you and I also have affection, I thought, this time is just like that.

Although I have experienced some twists and turns later, my heart has always been stable, because I know that all my good things are no longer the empty joy of a person, and the person I hide in my heart also has me in his heart.

But I didn't expect you to participate in the succession, no, in fact, ordinary people should have thought of it when they learned that you were a prince, but I subconsciously ignored it, I thought that you were such a happy person, you must not like the throne that is too high and cold.

But what I didn't expect was that you still participated.

I saw that you were eager to try, that you put in the effort to do it, even at the cost of hurting yourself, and I decided to help you, even if I didn't do much to do it, but I wanted to help you with the only strength I had.

Later, you finally ascended to the throne.

Later, you made a concubine, went to pamper them, and snubbed me.

It was a time when I had the worst self-doubt, and I don't know what kind of state of mind I felt when I chose to marry you even though I knew you were going to be on the throne, and I can't even recall my state of mind at that time.

But admittedly, I regretted it a little at that time.

I began to plot to leave, and although I still love you from the bottom of my heart, I don't want to one day become an ugly woman full of jealousy in this harem.

Later, the news of my brother's murder came from Guangliang County, and then my mother died, and my heart suffered an unparalleled blow...... I admit that my heart was shaken when I was leaving, and I wanted to be with you, for the rest of my life.

Until the moment I saw you coaxing Hao Rushuang, even though I knew that you were against your will, it was still difficult for me to accept it.

Your throne is not yet secured, it will take at least a few years to be secured, you can't refuse the draft, you can't live without concubines, you can't even go without coaxing them.

And I can't stand such a day for a day, let alone a few years......

In order to prevent my feelings for you from deteriorating, and to prevent me from becoming an ugly jealous woman, I escaped......

Ashu, I will always remember you, but I will not be by your side anymore.

In the box containing this letter were the jewels that my grandmother had left me, which were enough to be exchanged for eighty million taels of silver, which, together with my dowry, should fill part of the treasury.

That's about the last thing I can do for you.

Ash, don't be angry, don't come to me again.

If you remember how we first met, if you wish I could continue to love you, please let me go.

Finally, my maternal ancestor is old, and there is no ambiguity between the two uncles of the Ruan family and the eldest prince, presumably you don't want to give them the position of Zhenguo Gong, in this case, why not give it to my brother, he is also a child of the Ruan family.

Of course, I'm just a suggestion, and if Ash doesn't like it, don't pay attention to my last words.

Time is very long, the days are long, and in the years to come, I hope that Ash can take care of himself and take care of his body when dealing with state affairs.

There is no need to use wild men to perfunctory those concubines, you have sat on the throne, and it is time to exercise some imperial powers.

Finally, I wish you to find a beloved woman, and you don't have to be lonely for a long time.

When the last line of the letter was read, the oil in the lantern had just finished burning, and it was extinguished with a slight flicker, and the whole hall was suddenly plunged into darkness.

Yan Shu still maintained the posture of holding the envelope, and did not move for a long time, nor did any sound come.

The two little eunuchs were a little frightened, groped left and right, and finally found an oil lamp that was about to dry up in the outer hall, took out the fire fold and lit it, and the outer hall became bright again.

Because the emperor was still reading the letter in the inner hall, the little eunuch was afraid that the emperor would blame him, so he hurriedly came to the inner hall with an oil lamp, and just happened to see the dazzling reflection in the emperor's eyes, as well as two lines of tears that slowly flowed.

The little eunuch was shocked, and hurriedly lowered his head in fear, pretending not to see anything.

"Heh......" Suddenly, the emperor's sneer resounded in the inner hall, but it quickly turned into a low roar of patience, "Bai Shao, you don't want to leave me!" ”

Subsequently, the emperor left Kunning Palace in a step, returned to Qianning Palace at a very fast speed, summoned a part of the Ouchi guards who were patrolling, and asked people to open the palace gate, and the group went to Gu Mansion with as little movement as possible.

In Yanshu's judgment, Bai Shao alone must be inseparable, so in this Yanjing City, the only person she can turn to for help is Gu Qingfan.

In fact, he did guess correctly, when he broke into the gate of the Gu Mansion with a hundred internal guards, Gu Qingfan happened to take Bai Wei and slowly walked to the gate of the Gu Mansion.

Two groups of people met in front of the brightly lit Gu Mansion.

Gu Qingfan is a general who has experienced life and death killings, and he can maintain his composure, but Bai Wei is so frightened that his whole body trembles, especially when he sees Yan Shu's almost black face, he can't even stand on his feet.

Gu Qingfan quietly hugged Bai Wei tightly in his arms, looked at Yan Shu without humility or arrogance, and asked, "I've seen Your Majesty, I don't know that in the middle of the night, Your Majesty is driving Gu Mansion, but is there something?" ”

"Gu Qingfan, don't fight me under these pretenses, Bai Shao, hand her over." Because he didn't want to make a big deal, Yan Shu lowered his voice and shouted, "Hurry up, I'm going to see her soon." ”

"Your Majesty......" Gu Qingfan frowned, and said with some embarrassment, "If I say that Bang Qing is gone, Your Majesty may be able to bring someone to catch up with her and bring her back immediately." That's it, is she happy? Will it ruin your relationship? Even, let her hate you? ”

"Even if it's destroyed, what's wrong, if it's destroyed, I want her to be by my side!" Yan Shu turned over and dismounted, glared at Gu Qingfan hatefully, and said in a low voice, "It doesn't matter if she hates me or loves me, the important thing is that I want to be by my side, I don't want her to leave, why should she leave!" Why! Marrying a chicken with a chicken, marrying a dog with a dog, since she married into the Yan family, she was born as a member of the Yan family, and died as a ghost of the Yan family! I won't let her go, I won't! ”

"You...... You can't say that. Although she was scared in her heart, hearing Yan Shu say this, Bai Wei still mustered up the courage to reply and said, "Shao'er is unhappy in the palace, and you made her unhappy, what qualifications do you have to force her to be by your side?" Now she's just gone, and she's still alive and well. But if you force her to lose her faith, when the time comes, even if you want to arrest her, there is nowhere to catch her! ”

Gu Qingfan pressed Bai Wei's hand and wanted her not to say anything, but Bai Wei still insisted on saying, "If you love Shao'er, you should respect her choice and love what she loves, instead of selfishly keeping her by her side, making her miserable and sad, and saying what words about the Yan family's ghosts, it is really selfish to the extreme, how could Shao'er fall in love with someone like you, and leave most of the dowry to you, let you fill the treasury!" ”

"You ......" Yan Shu's face was blue at her words, and her heart was depressed with a fire, she wanted to send it but couldn't, so she could only keep walking in place to relieve her anxiety.

"Your Majesty, go back, give each other some time to calm down, anyway, Bang Qing just went back to Xieyang County, and Your Majesty can always find her. But if she is really forced to be anxious and leaves Dayan, it will really be ...... then" Gu Qingfan took advantage of the situation and persuaded two more sentences.

Yan Shu pursed his lips and did not speak.

He didn't believe that Bai Shao would be forced to commit suicide, but he believed that she dared to escape from Dayan.

As a dignified queen, she dares to escape from the palace, so what is it to flee to other countries!

As Gu Qingfan said, at least now he knows where she is......

Thinking of this, Yan Shu stomped his feet with some annoyance, glanced at the passers-by who were probing his brain because of the movement here, and finally said hatefully, "Go, go back to the palace!" A better user experience.