It's not strange for Chen Ziqian to look like this, they haven't seen each other for a few days. What has happened to Chen Xiaohao in the past few days, to be honest, don't talk about feelings, even if he makes a bold guess, he can't do it.

He has been staying with Han Xiao and Xu Chenxi in the past few days, and don't expect Xu Chenxi to give him a good look. Since he is so tired, Han Xiao's situation will be even more serious than he imagined.

The dead old man deliberately didn't say anything about these situations, and Chen Ziqian lowered his eyelids. Today, he doesn't really want to talk to Chen Xiaohao about the case, not every time they meet, he has to talk about the case.

Chen Xiaohao is usually clean and meticulous, and the clothes he wears today have many wrinkles on them, which can be reminiscent of him not changing his clothes in the past few days. must have suffered a lot, and he hasn't given him pocket money recently, how did he get by.

He didn't like such a brother and felt that it wasn't him.

"You ......"

"Let me start with that." Chen Xiaohao said in a hoarse voice. Before he met Chen Ziqian, he felt that he could be as blind as before.

It was enough to insist on what he wanted, but when he saw Chen Ziqian, he also lost a lot of weight. Chen Xiaohao felt his nose sour, when did they become like this, they hadn't been in touch for a whole week.

His brother hadn't contacted him as before, and Chen Xiaohao couldn't help but think about it. In the hospital, he understood that a person was so miserable and lonely, and his heart was very scared, very afraid.

Han Xiao never woke up, and he was also scared.

At this moment, under Chen Ziqian's concerned eyes, that emotion could no longer be endured.

"I'm scared." Chen Xiaohao shouted with his eyes closed.

"Scared?" Chen Ziqian was shocked by Chen Xiaohao's words. This is the first time he has taken care of Xiao Hao for ten years, and he said that he was afraid. There is also a feeling of a child coquettish and asking for candy, which made Chen Ziqian feel helpless for a while, how to deal with this situation.

Chen Xiaohao didn't know how long it took to open his eyes, and his eyes turned red. After ten years of care, the eldest brother is like a father, he has long understood, but he will not be the kind of child who will cry in front of Chen Ziqian.

"Brother, you're not going to make us a human being, are you? I wouldn't be like them, would I? Said in a choked voice.

Chen Ziqian understood that the inner uneasiness came from fear. Those people used the most inappropriate method to do what they thought was right, smiled and said, "Don't worry, I will always take care of you and Shui'er." ”

How credible this sentence is, in fact, Chen Ziqian himself doesn't know. In addition to moving, he also has other things to say, which he has always wanted to say.

The truth of what happened in the past, he has been carrying it for ten years, and Chen Xiaohao should be eighteen years old. Dad's business, Mother's business, Shui'er's business, everything has to have a result.

He didn't want to look at the ignorant and unknown Xiao Hao roaring, so he resolutely confronted him, turned around and left. For some things, he did irreparable wrong things again and again, but he had no way to stop him, did Chen Ziqian think about the past, did he really protect him well?

Or is that really good? He promised the chief of police that he had to settle their affairs before he left, otherwise he would take back the old man and when would they see each other again.

"Xiao Hao, I want to ask you a word, you have to give me an answer."

"What is it?" Chen Xiaohao was affected by the serious atmosphere.

"Have you really grown? Have you become the adult you imagined? ”

This question is what Chen Ziqian said when he first gave him glasses when he was twelve, and Chen Xiaohao was awkward. The eyes under the frames of the glasses are stubborn and immature, but also resolute.

At that time he was talking about how he had grown up and was no longer a child. But he didn't understand what it meant to grow up at all, Chen Ziqian was 22 years old at that time, and he couldn't say a word.

just let him mess around, and Chen Xiaohao is a child with a stable personality. His expression is not fierce, he will only become rebellious in some things, their perception or behavior, they are two brothers are completely different.

Born with different personalities, but Chen Ziqian knows better than anyone else, he was so frightened that he almost lost his memory when he saw that scene. But after all, he was deeply impressed, and the children of the Chen family were born smart.

He knew better than anyone what he saw, but he didn't dare face it. He can't talk about growing up with these words, but today Chen Ziqian saw a trace of calm in Chen Xiaohao's eyes.

So the truth at that time, it's time to tell him.

"Don't you have anything to say? Didn't you always say you grew up? What's wrong? Can't tell? Chen Ziqian said with his eyes closed.

Chen Xiaohao stood in place with a pale face, grabbing the corners of his clothes with his two hands uneasily. Why is my brother talking about these things at this time, obviously they have more other topics to talk about, don't they?

He had said these things before, but they were all taken as a joke by Chen Ziqian. Later, he couldn't prove himself, so he tried his best to play a good boy and a mature child.

With the adults he understands, he can no longer take care of Chen Ziqian's food, clothing, housing and transportation, and he is also used to this model. I have to take care of my brother who has a smart brain but a crippled hand every day, but Chen Ziqian ignored his words from beginning to end.

How now, take the initiative to bring it up.

"Brother, we didn't mean this, did we?"

"Isn't it time, when is it? I also grew up with you alone at the age of eighteen, and you keep saying that you want to grow up, you have to be on your own, why can't you do it now? ”

Chen Ziqian said in a calm and frightening voice, watching Chen Xiaohao retreat step by step, he pressed step by step. For the sake of water, old man, you must grow.

Thinking of what he had heard before, Chen Xiaohao reported to the Police Academy. Chen Ziqian can't ignore it as if it didn't happen, the matter of moving is just a trivial matter, and the most important thing is the solution of all Chen Xiaohao's things.

Still pressing forward step by step, until he fell.

Chen Xiaohao was stunned and completely stupid. This is not his brother who has just treated him gently, Chen Ziqian is like a different person, he has never done such a step-by-step thing before.

"No, no, no." Chen Xiaohao kept shaking his head, "It's never been, I've been pretending to be mature and growing up, but I'll never grow up in front of you, and I don't want to grow up." ”

Chen Xiaohao found that he was really easy to collapse and be sad because of Chen Ziqian's words. Even if it's just an understatement or a calm conversation, he can be emotional and can't control himself.

"Xiao Hao." Chen Ziqian felt crazy for a moment, what the hell was he doing.

Chen Xiaohao cried, "I know, I always knew that we were dragging you down." If it weren't for us, you wouldn't be like this, brother would have lived well alone.

For the sake of us, you don't sleep all night long, read all kinds of information, learn to investigate cases and find things, they all say that you are born smart, but who knows what the remaining seven points of hard work are for three points of talent.

Because you're more tired than anyone else. We became a burden to you, but as a result, the water didn't wake up, and I didn't become what you wanted, and I don't know what you want, but brother, ......"

Chen Xiaohao's hoarse voice couldn't stop crying, and continued, "I can't admit that I've grown up, and if I admit it, I'm going to leave you, I don't want to, I really don't want to."

I left who will take care of you, you have learned all kinds of survival skills, but you can't learn the skills of life, so brother don't force me, don't force me anymore. ”

Chen Xiaohao frowned tightly, his hands clenched into fists, tears continued, he couldn't be completely relieved in the end of Han Xiao's matter. Han Xiao, who was lying on the hospital bed and could leave this world forever at any time, told him that the passage of life is so simple.

In addition to the short decades of birth, old age, sickness and death, the rest of the passing diseases are riddled with diseases, and there are many factors that will threaten life.

None of us are gods, and sooner or later we will make a choice about something. Chen Xiaohao knew the congestion in his chest, and he didn't know if this choice was right or wrong.

But there are two reasons, one is because of the fragility of life, will this be Dad's choice. The other is his brother, he won't always hide behind him when he grows up, but the price is too great.

The people who are considered cold in the world, who will always support him endlessly in front of him, are all one person.

Chen Ziqian became silent after hearing this, he was not as great as Xiao Hao imagined. Alone to support his younger brother's life, his sister's medical expenses, only his own crisp hardships in the process, all of which have already exhausted him.

He hadn't thought about anything else for a long time, and the old man's business. The same is true of him, and sooner or later the full-fledged bird will fly out, but it is still a little lonely to hear it with his own ears.

One person left first, he knew that Chen Xiaohao would follow behind, but he couldn't tell how long it would take.

"I've never heard you say that."

"It's not that I can't say it, I don't dare to say it. Brother, I just want to know what will happen to you if I say that I grow up? Chen Xiaohao looked at Chen Ziqian uncomfortably. 21 166 Reading Network