Chapter 147: Is it good to marry me

"I'm still going to say it." Jiang Fei's eyebrows slowly loosened, smiled, and said softly to Mu Yechi: "Do you understand what I want to say, do you want me to pick it up?" ”

"I don't understand, go in and sleep."

"Do you really not understand? I believe that you will not really marry Qing Yueyue, I will not doubt you, and I no longer think that you have any shady things between you and Qing Yueyue behind my back. ”

"Don't say it......" Mu Yechi stretched out his hand and didn't cover the corners of Jiang Scarlet's mouth, couldn't stand it and picked up Jiang Scarlet like that, kicked open the door and walked in.

Without stopping for a moment, he directly brought Jiang Scarlet to the center of the big bed, took off her coat silently, forced, domineering, and hugged Jiang Scarlet into the bed.

Say nothing, at least past tonight.

He felt warm tonight and wanted to stay longer.

He felt that a certain corner of his heart was very full and satisfied, and he didn't want to go and return to the barrenness, so soon, he would be deprived of it before he could survive.

He prefers to hide it in his heart and never say anything.

"Sleep...... Let's sleep. Mu Yechi lowered his head, and a gentle kiss fell on Jiang Scarlet's forehead: "Shh, sleep obediently...... ”

If there is anything, if there is any disturbing heart, leave it to tomorrow after the light of day.

Nestled in Mu Yechi's arms, Jiang Crimson's impulse had quieted down, and there was no nervousness and eagerness when he had the urge to hold Mu Yechi's big hand, nor did he have the hatred that he wanted to tear.

She just wanted to make it clear and explain it to Mu Yechi.

Before their wedding, it is best to be able to make it clear, if they are really married, it is superfluous to talk about it, and there is no need.

The wedding is on vacation, and she is also Qing Yueyue's husband and ex......

"You're holding me in pain." She stretched out her hand and gently hooked a small circle on Mu Yechi's chest: "Don't be nervous, I just want to talk to you properly." ”

"Nope." Mu Yechi was unwilling.

"If you don't talk about it, you may not have a chance to talk about it in the future."

Mu Yechi hugged her over, looked at her with his eyebrows in the ground, and asked hoarsely, "Do you want to talk to me about marriage?" Want to talk to me about our relationship? Do you want to tell me that we will have nothing to do with each other in the future? You're going to be so gentle with me tonight, just want to talk to me about how the two of us ended, right? ”

Mu Yechi's voice was very deep, with the depression of a deserted city.

The last warmth and warmth, in exchange for a lifetime of irrelevance, is it worth it? Is it worth it?

No, it's not worth it at all -

Maybe this is the greatest tenderness and forgiveness that Jiang Scarlet can do now, she doesn't want to continue to bond with him, and she doesn't want to be entangled with him for the rest of her life.

She looked for such an opportunity to say goodbye to him.

Before his wedding to Qing Yueyue, she knew that this was the most suitable time, and knew that he had no way to get out of it now.

Tomorrow is his wedding, what else can he do! What else can I do with her-

Even if it was a heart-rending pain, he was not qualified to keep Jiang Scarlet by his side now.

"You all know that my wedding with Qing Yueyue is not real, and I have never thought about having anything to do with Qing Yueyue. I didn't care about her at all, I just thought of her as a classmate who knew her better than strangers. You know it, you know it! Mu Yechi's big hand was a little out of control, and he scarlet Jiang was so fierce that he almost wanted to rub it into his bones to feel at ease.

"Do you know that you want to end the last bit of relationship with me? Even if our relationship seems to hate each other, we are the biggest enemies, and we are the most unbearable and hated existence in each other's hearts, this is also a place where we can let go of each other. You don't want to marry me, you don't want to be nice to me, and you want to cut off this? ”

Jiang Scarlet: "......"

She didn't know what to say.

What you want to say and what you want to express, Mu Yechi understands.

With a glance, they don't need to go through a lot of words to know what the other person is thinking, so if it is not torn, it does not mean that they do not know what the other person wants to say.

Jiang Scarlet wanted to cut off the relationship between him and her in the wedding, saying that Xiao Liangcheng used her and used Qing Yueyue to retaliate against him and Jiang Scarlet, but it was better to say that Jiang Scarlet used Xiao Liangcheng and Qing Yueyue in turn to achieve her goal.

Jiang Scarlet's purpose was to break off thoughts and contact with him.

"Actually, I've thought about it, and I'm not thinking about it from your point of view. I know that what you want is not to stand in the Mu family and be besieged and humiliated by the Mu family, I know that you don't like to stand at the top and be a high-profile and flamboyant money-making tool, I also know that the life you want is a simple, natural and comfortable life......"

Mu Yechi held Jiang Scarlet's small face and murmured in a low voice, "I care about you, oh I want to respect your choice, but I can't let you go." I know I may not be able to give you the life you want in my life, but I just can't, I can't let you really leave completely, in a place I can't see. ”

It's all spoken.

Jiang Scarlet took a deep breath, quietly looked at Mu Yechi's charming silhouette, and gently stroked it with his little hand, as if he was curious for the first time and wanted to remember what he looked like.

The emotions in her eyes couldn't stop rushing, but she couldn't say a word.

"You said, it's time, it's Xiao Liangcheng's arm that broke our years, you say that we have grown up, and the trajectory of our lives is opposite, and we will never be together again. The damage caused by the youthful frivolity and rebellion back then was just the fuse for us to separate and hate each other, I acquiesced, but I don't admit it. He cared about her, hating or rejoicing.

"I've never been a resigned person, and I've never changed my life and everything I want because of someone else. The only thing I want to change is the damage that those years have done to you that you can't get, rebellious addiction. I want to go back in time, and I want to tell you that I didn't accept the confession of Qing Yueyue on your birthday that year, and I never took the baby kiss to heart......"

Mu Yechi stretched out his hand, gently hugged Jiang Crimson, and hugged her quietly.

"The thing I regret the most is that I didn't refuse Qing Yueyue back then, and left you in the corner to watch me dance with her. I'm sorry, it was I who didn't protect you well and hurt you in those years. "He's one of them.

These words, these painful memories, were like an executioner, lingering on him.

He couldn't say it, Jiang Scarlet hadn't given him a chance over the years, every time they met, the sky fell apart, and every time they hurt each other and hated each other.

Jiang Scarlet has a little hedgehog living in her heart, and she is carefully protecting herself.

She knew that there were no knights behind her, no one to rely on to make her cowardly, so she always held her small back, and even if the injury was bloody, she would never show sadness or cry in front of others.

But damn it, he was watching.

If it weren't for the anger in his heart, the upset that someone bullied Jiang Scarlet before him, and felt that his toys were snatched away, he would not have saved Jiang Scarlet from Qing Yueyue's people.

"Jiang Crimson...... What do you want me to do with you, what do I have to do to get to know you again, to start over with you, what should I do! Mu Yechi buried his head in Jiang's crimson fragrant shoulders, greedily absorbing the fragrance that made him feel at ease and warm, and his green eyes were hideous and uneasy.

Xiao Liangcheng didn't get Jiang Scarlet's forgiveness, and he couldn't get it when he didn't know what Xiao Liangcheng had done, so what about him......

After she saw him break Xiao Liangcheng's hand with her own eyes, he ignored her, bullied her, and watched coldly, is Jiang Scarlet still willing to forgive him!

In those years, she must have been desperate, miserable, and tortured in every way.

When she was desperate, he did things that hurt her, adding stab after knife to her wounds, painful things.

The old injuries and new injuries add up to enough to make her unforgive him for the rest of her life and hate him to the core.

Mu Yechi had never felt so desperate.

A cruel and cold-blooded person like him should never know what despair is, but he felt endless despair in Jiang Scarlet, and he couldn't see the bottom.

"Thank you."

The thin and shallow voice, no publicity, no ridicule, no hatred.

The heavy stone in Jiang Scarlet's heart seemed to be picked up and thrown out of her body, she felt very relaxed and overwhelmed.

"I'm just like you, you didn't do well, I didn't do everything well." Admitting may not be as difficult to say as you might think.

If she hadn't taken the initiative to give such an opportunity, what Mu Yechi said, she couldn't let go, and she would never have had the opportunity to hear it in her life.

Jiang Scarlet didn't know what would happen to her and Mu Yechi in the future, she didn't want to think about it, and she didn't want to force herself to accept it at this time, or immediately make a series of what would happen to her and Mu Yechi.

Either work hard, or take revenge, or settle the new accounts and old accounts together, or continue to compete with Qing Yueyue for Mu Yechi?

Forget it, now that some words have come out and the things that have accumulated in her heart have been put down, she doesn't want to live the life she has lived like all these years.

"No, at best, you didn't accuse me when you should have spoken, and you became more and more indifferent and desperate to me when I did wrong. I don't know, I didn't see the despair in your eyes, I just hated that you were close to Xiao Liangcheng, I hated to see you quietly and obediently beside him, and I would smile at him, and I was willing to take the initiative to talk to him and let him send you home! ”

Mu Yechi lowered his eyes, his gaze fell on Jiang Scarlet's quiet and distracted little face, and he chuckled a little disappointedly, "I was so stupid back then, I was red-eyed, but I didn't want to bow my head and explain to you well, I also thought that your indifference was because I hated me, because I hated me, I thought you liked Xiao Liangcheng, and you betrayed me......"

"He was really nice to me in those two years." What will become of Xiao Liangcheng now, it can't erase Xiao Liangcheng's sincere tenderness to her when they were simple and innocent.

Because it is precious, she didn't hate Xiao Liangcheng, this is not love, she has always been very clear.

It's a pity that the little things she has in her heart, whether it is Mu Yechi or Xiao Liangcheng, seem to have been washed away and shattered.

Maybe you will remember that when she was alone, she was looking at the scenery.

"Yes, I don't deny it." But he didn't admit it either.

There can be no reconciliation between him and Xiao Liangcheng, either he dies or Xiao Liangcheng dies.

Jiang Scarlet closed her eyes gently, afraid that the sourness under her eyes would betray her, "I'm sleepy and want to sleep." ”

"Jiang Scarlet, is it okay to marry me tomorrow......"