Chapter 379: That Secret
Soon they were notified and confirmed that I had nothing dangerous on me before they took me in.
Seeing Ming Qi again, he has recovered very well, he has changed to a new pair of glasses, and the old glasses I took out just now are now in his hand.
After seeing me come in, Ming Qi gave me a heavy look.
I said, "Looks like you've recovered, how's that?" Now do you think you can still find where I am? ”
Ming Qi pursed his lips, his face had been very gloomy, and just when I thought he was going to say something cruel, his face suddenly changed and became relaxed.
"Jiang Mianmian." Suddenly, he called out my name.
I raised an eyebrow and waited for him to follow, and he continued, "You're right, I can't find your place right now, but I feel like I still have a lot of room for improvement, so ...... It's only a matter of time before you find your place, and you don't have to be complacent so early. ”
It seems that he has regained his fighting spirit and his mind, so that he is much safer and his men are much safer.
I nodded, "Looking forward to that day coming soon." ”
"Also, I don't know what you said before, do you still count?" He said.
"What have I said before?"
"You forgot what you told me when the zombies were in siege......," he said.
But he didn't finish his sentence, and looked at me fixedly halfway through it.
Hearing this, my eyelids jumped, I had said so many things before, I couldn't even remember them for a while.
Rao is no matter how good my memory is, but if I don't take it to heart casually, I still can't remember it for a while.
But I nodded, "Yes." ”
"Just remember." He breathed a sigh of relief, and then the corners of his mouth curled.
Not to mention, his white and pure appearance now, his smile is also quite seductive.
"Can I see what you really look like now?" He suddenly asked the question.
"You don't have any surveillance here, do you?" I asked, staring into his eyes.
"No, they don't dare to install surveillance on me, and I know who you are now, if I wanted to tell anyone, I would have told you. I really just want to see what you look like now......" he explained.
Seeing that he said so, it didn't look like he was lying to me, so I directly eliminated the disguise technique, revealing my original appearance.
The moment my true face was revealed, Ming Qi was stunned for a moment, and only after a long time did he mutter, "I didn't expect it...... After so many years, you haven't aged at all, it's the first time I've seen you, is that pharmacist base really so amazing? Can it make people immortal? ”
I touched my face and said, "Of course, pharmacists are a very amazing profession, and yes, it's not just the ability of pharmacists, it's also closely related to the place where I am, so ...... Have you guessed the purpose of my visit? ”
I looked at him with a smile.
Ming Qi shook his head.
"If you are really able to find my place, I can give you a warrant, so that you can also go to live in my world in the future, where it is not a problem to live for decades longer than ordinary people." I say.
Hearing me say this, Ming Qi was stunned, and only after a long time did he say, "I can, go to you?" ”
"Don't think too much about it, there are a lot of important people of mine there, originally when I heard about you, I already wanted you to go there, there, it is a comfortable place, there, you have the space to do whatever you want, without any constraints, but when I saw you, you had lost your mind, and you could only drag it out until now." I say.
Hearing me say this, Ming Qi's face was embarrassed, and he touched the tip of his tall nose with some embarrassment: "I didn't expect this matter, I will pay attention to it in the future." ”
I smiled, it seems that I didn't come in vain this time, he has already relied on his strong willpower to get through his own demons.
When I dared to say something, he continued, "However, I don't want to go to the space you are in, I am still needed here, and I have not yet completed my mission here. Do you think I'm arrogant right now? ”
I was stunned for a moment, he replied like this is also my expectation, the first time I saw him, I could see that he was a very stable, very principled person, when the zombies attacked the building, at that time he was as timid as a mouse He was also able to calm down and do his own little organ in an orderly manner, he should be now.
Once you are a little impetuous, you will not be able to get to where you are today.
"I didn't let you have to go, I'm just a free entry and exit order for you, and you can come and go freely in the future, and I like talents." I say.
"It's a great honor."
After speaking, he took out a watch directly from his pocket and said: "This is the watch I have always carried, and there is also an access control installed here, this one, if you want to come, you can come at any time, with my thing, people outside dare not stop you." ”
I looked at him with a smirk: "Did you just give me the key to your house?" ”
A faint flush flashed on his white face, and for a moment, it seemed that he had returned to the time when he was young, but now he is much calmer and more mature.
"Since you want to give me the talisman, I will naturally give you this thing too." He said.
I looked at the delicate watch in his hand, smiled, and accepted it: "Then I'll take it." ”
"By the way, did you come to me this time just to tell me about it?" Ming Qi asked.
As soon as he said that, I remembered that I had almost forgotten what I was doing.
I thought about it for a moment and said, "There's one more thing I'd like to ask you to help with." ”
"Now that you've researched a machine to detect new space, do you have any ideas for a machine that can be used to see the past?"
"This ...... I've thought about it before, but I can't do it with my current ability, but I believe I can do it in the future. He said.
I'm a little disappointed, but it's okay, maybe it's better than nothing, after all, the thing I'm talking about is very rebellious, like the time machine in the science fiction movie I watched when I was a kid.
I wanted this thing because I wanted to ask my grandfather what happened before he was resurrected through this body, or what he had foreseen at that time, and if I asked at that time, everything would be revealed.
"Did something happen to you?" Ming Qi asked.
"It's not a big deal, but I suddenly thought of this thing, I think you are a rare genius in this kind of thing, so I came and asked."
"Don't worry, I'll try my best to research it, and I'll try to use it in the shortest time." Ming Qi said.
I smiled and said nothing more.
Here, after a few more words, I changed my face and left the place.
When I returned to the Qingxuanyin space, I looked at the blue sky inside, breathing the air that was extremely pure, in fact, it was not bad to live like this, if it was possible, I really wanted to enjoy it, I really felt that I was very tired.
Sometimes I feel like it's time to be happy, but looking back on my decades, I've been in an enviable position, but I haven't been able to relax completely.
There is also the short time that Ming Qi said, in fact, I also know that it is impossible in ten years.
But......
Maybe I'm thinking too much about myself, but in fact, I can already enjoy it, but I'm worrying too much about myself.
I took a deep breath and let myself relax.
……
In the next few years, I have been trying to relax as much as possible, except for eating, drinking, looking at flowers and plants, and accompanying my grandfather to maintain my health, I have nothing to do, and my life is like that of an old man.
My face still hasn't changed, it's like it's frozen.
The first two years were good, but soon, I felt worried, and the things I had foreseen about the motherhood of the pubic fetus always appeared in my mind from time to time.
I didn't think about it deliberately, but it suddenly came to my mind when I was doing things, and I even took some drugs to help me forget, but I still can't forget it.
As I get older, the frequency of this happens more and more often, from once a month at the beginning, to almost every day now.
Over time, I was about to have a nervous breakdown, and my grandfather also saw that I was abnormal, but my grandfather didn't ask, and I didn't know how to tell my grandfather, and the days went by like this.
Grandpa asked me to rest more every day, but I was already like this, how could I rest well?
One day I suddenly remembered that the last time I went to the underworld, I saw my baby grow up, when I saw him, I also thought about it, at that time I reacted very abnormally, vaguely remember that my child said something at that time, but I didn't hear clearly, and I didn't have a chance to ask when I went out.
It's been a long time since I've been to the underworld, and now I'll be an adult in a month or two.
Eighteen years old.
The days of adulthood.
Could it be something to do with it? I've heard before that when a yin fetus is born, it will cause a commotion in the yin and yang worlds, and it will also be on the day of the coming-of-age ceremony.
I wonder what will happen to my baby when he becomes an adult?
Shall I go to Hades again? To tell you the truth, the last trip to the underworld gave me some shadows, and I was afraid that when I saw my baby again, I couldn't even speak, and I would go insane again......
I don't want my baby to have a deranged mom, even though I'm no longer with him, but I don't want him to gossip.
And Gojimei, who doesn't seem to welcome me to see him.
But lately I've been exhausted by this incident, and I'm a little worried about what will happen to my baby on the day of the bar mig.
I thought about it for a long time, and when it was only a month before my baby became an adult, I finally couldn't help but go to the underworld.
This time I went to the underworld, the underworld has undergone some changes, as soon as I entered it, I felt that the underworld seemed to be heavier, the air pressure was very low, and I was a little out of breath in it, and there was no feeling of freedom at all.
As soon as I arrived in the underworld, a yin cha came up, looking at his pale face, I felt a little abnormal, I looked at the side, and then I found that the strength of these yin cha has also been raised to a higher level, and the yin energy on the body is also more sufficient.
I've been in the yin for so many years, and I haven't seen so much yin strength, and all of them have been strengthened at the same time, which makes me feel a little strange.
"I'm coming to see my kids." I said straight to the point.
Yin Cha recognized me, but he said directly: "One month before the yin fetus came of age, the underworld is completely closed, and no living and dead souls are allowed to enter. ”
His words were cold, but as a ghost, the tone was already very good.
I was stunned for a moment, I didn't expect such a thing, just go back like this, I was not reconciled, and pursed my lips: "Can I ask why?" I remember that the ghost king said before, I can come in at any time, I am the mother of the yin fetus, and I am not an outsider, if I want to participate, I should also be able to participate, why don't you let me in now? ”
"You haven't been with the yin fetus in the underworld, you can't participate, if you really want to see the yin fetus, on the day the yin fetus becomes an adult, you can see it at the junction of yin and yang, now, we can't let you in." Yin Cha said.
"What about the Ghost King? I want to see the ghost king. I said.
"Our ghost king is accompanying the yin fetus, so naturally I can't see you. If you want to blame it, blame you for not always being in the underworld, if you died ten years ago and have been in the underworld since then, you are also qualified to accompany them today. Yin Cha grinned, as if smiling.
"Why don't I even know the news? Am I not even qualified to know the news? ”
"I think you still don't want to ask anything here, this month, all the yin here has improved its strength, just to protect the underworld, don't let outsiders break in, and now you can't break in." The attitude of the bad has begun to get worse.
Lowered his eyes slightly, I have no reason to refute it now, after all, I still don't know them well enough.
In the end, I smiled bitterly: "So can you tell me what will happen that day?" Or what will happen in this month? Like the day my baby was born, did something big happen? ”
"Of course something will happen, something we can look forward to, but what it is, you'll know when that day comes. Of course, you can also choose to hide, after all, you are not a person from the underworld now, and we are also afraid that your body will not be able to stand it, but no living person can bear it at that time. Yin Cha said.
……
I asked some more questions here, but I didn't ask anything important, and finally it was time for me to go out of the shadows, and I had to leave here.
After I went back, my anxiety was not alleviated at all, and every day I still think about what I knew at the beginning, and now I am really a little worried, will I really be killed by my children that day?
Although I know that this is something impossible, I think about it a lot, and I always feel that it is true.
When my baby became an adult for half a month, I had nightmares every day, the scene of the nightmare was the scene of digging out the heart of my baby, every day I was out of breath and was scared to wake up, and after waking up, I was still in the Qingxuanyin space.
During this period of restlessness, my whole body has lost a lot of weight, and my whole person looks very haggard.
I also wanted to relax myself, but at this time, no matter how strong my willpower was, there was no way to calm myself down.
"Mianmian? Are you up? ”
Grandpa's voice suddenly rang outside the door.
I took a look at the sky outside, it was just dawning, and my grandfather was still resting at this time before, why did he suddenly come to me today?
Still, I quickly responded, "I'm awake, Grandpa." ”
With a layer of clothing, I opened the bedroom door and saw my grandfather standing outside the door, looking worried.
After seeing me come out, my grandfather was stunned for a moment, "In such a short time, you are so haggard." ”
I pulled out a smile and tried to look as energetic as possible, "Why did you wake up so early today?" Grandpa, is there something going on? Or where do you want to go today? You wait a while, and I'll clean up and accompany you later. ”
"I didn't want to go anywhere, I just came to see you, it seems that you have been having a bad time during this time...... Ay...... It's all because grandpa is not capable...... Grandpa just wants to be by your side all the time, but looking at you like this now, it's a little unlikely. Grandpa said.
I was shocked to hear my grandfather say this, "How is it possible, grandpa?" As long as you are in this space, you can always be together, it's safe and secure here, and any danger can't disturb us, do you have someone you hate? You told Mianmian that Mianmian took him away, and I don't think there are many people here, only our grandparents and grandchildren are fine. ”
"That's not what Grandpa meant......," Grandpa sighed.
Suddenly, he turned around and walked to the side, looking at the place of sunrise in the east, as if he was thinking about something.
I knew that there must be something important about Grandpa's appearance, so I wrapped up my clothes tightly and walked to Grandpa's side.
Now Grandpa's brows are furrowed tightly, twisted into a deep Sichuan character, making him look many years older.
"Grandpa can tell me directly if there is anything, and the two of us will solve it together." I say.
But grandpa didn't look at me, just kept looking ahead, and said for a long time: "Mianmian, do you remember why grandpa always wanted you to find a man?" Do you remember the reason why grandpa couldn't tell you? ”
I nodded, and suddenly I noticed that my grandfather couldn't see it, so I said, "Of course I remember, but grandpa, why are you saying this now?" ”
"Actually, what grandpa can say, just say it, and he won't be able to accompany you in the future...... I originally wanted to keep this secret all the time, thinking that you could find it yourself, but now that I see your appearance, grandpa is really distressed, grandpa can't wait, I don't think grandpa should keep it either, grandpa should have told you earlier, but grandpa doesn't want to say goodbye again, this time if grandpa leaves, you won't see grandpa in the future, so grandpa also wants you to know...... Grandpa thinks that you are already so old that you must be able to accept this matter, but in fact, that thing ......"
"Wait!"
My eyelids jumped wildly, and I suddenly understood what my grandfather meant, it turned out that after my grandfather told me about that thing, he would die immediately, and now my grandfather saw me in such pain, and he wanted to tell me about that thing, but how could I let my grandfather die, so I quickly stopped my grandfather.
"Grandpa, you're crazy! Your life was saved with great difficulty! Now this body of yours is also something that I finally found back! Even if you don't want it, you have to get my consent! Now you can't say! You can't say it without my permission! It's rotting in the stomach! Don't say it! ”
I said it out loud, and my voice was a little broken.
Grandpa looked at me with some complication: "Grandpa really feels sorry for you...... You ......"
"Okay grandpa, don't say it again! Everything is caused by me, and even if there are any consequences, I should bear it alone! If you say those things now, grandpa, then I will immediately follow you to die, since grandpa you don't want to live, then I won't live either! If you think that's okay, Grandpa, speak up now! I'm going to prepare a spell now, it just so happens that I don't want this space anymore, since I'm going to die, then let's die together, don't leave anything behind, all of them will be wiped out, that's the best. ”
Hearing me say this, my grandfather looked at me a little stunned, and finally smiled bitterly: "It's the first time for you to refute grandpa so excitedly." ”
"Neither of us should mention this again! Don't even bring it up again, okay? Grandfather? Seeing that my grandfather was now a little relieved, I hurriedly persuaded him.
Now I'm really a little scared in my heart, I'm really afraid that my grandfather will accidentally say it, then I will really feel a little painful, and I don't know what to do in the future.
"Okay...... Then grandpa won't say it...... So will you always be with your grandfather in the future? Will you stay with your grandfather all the time and never leave? Grandpa asked, staring straight into my eyes.
"Of course I will! In the future, both of us will be fine, and if possible, our family will be well......"
I thought that my baby still had Gojimei, even though I knew that this matter was far away...... I may not be able to achieve it in my lifetime, but I still look forward to it.
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