Chapter 110: My Friend
"Actually, the first time I saw you, I thought you were a woman with a lot of stories." Zhou Zheng suddenly spoke, making Man Jia a little surprised, and looked at Zhou Zheng: "Maybe you don't know me." My life is simple. β
"Hehe, maybe." Zhou Zheng tilted his head slightly, this action made him look a little naughty, Man Jia couldn't help but smile: "Actually, I should really thank you, I'm really in a better mood now, maybe because of recent events, my heart is also tangled, I moved something that shouldn't be moved, this is God's punishment for me."
"Moved something that shouldn't have been moved?" Zhou Zheng looked at Man Jia with dark eyes, as if with a hint of inquiry: "Are you tempted by others?" β
"You're really sharp." Man Jia smiled bitterly: "You're right, I may really be moved by others." Before, I felt that my husband was in my world, although we didn't get along day and night, but I always told myself that I would live with him for the rest of my life, and I didn't have any boredom, nothing bad, but suddenly God gave me a drastic change that caught me off guard. I don't even know what to do, whether to forgive him or condemn myself. Love is originally a slap in the face, if I don't have any problems, I always feel that kind of feeling, it is impossible to have problems, unless both of them are not well managed. Sometimes, I will reflect on my marriage with Chen Zimo, maybe I really acted too cold, it was my too busy, and I ignored a lot of his feelings. But before that, I think he should know me, we are husband and wife, and he should be considerate of me. But now I know that I was naΓ―ve to feel that way. Do you know, I was moved by others, I was really scared, and even I wanted to fight the idea of this inexplicable relationship, I felt that I could use a relationship to get out of my trauma, but I found that I was wrong, I was not the kind of person who could handle my feelings independently, I was invested, and I began to feel heartache, why did the people I meet have all kinds of reasons, and they won't follow me all the way to the end, I don't know if it's my own problem, and now, I'm really at a loss. Now I'm suddenly afraid of meeting the people I used to have, I'm afraid that after I meet, we will be silently sad to meet, without any other words, such a depressed life, I really don't want to, I don't know, how long can such a day last, I really don't want to hold on anymore, before, even if I was tired, my life still has a head, but, now, my future, I don't know where it is? β
"Manjia." Zhou Zheng stretched out his hand and hugged Man Jia, who was in tears, really didn't expect her to say so many words, in front of herself, showing all her pain, Zhou Zheng really felt heartache, distressed about the woman in front of her, this feeling, except for the previous feeling for her ex-wife, there is no more. From the moment he hugged Man Jia, Zhou Zheng felt that if this was his world, then he would definitely split all the darkness and take Man Jia to the light together.
Man Jia cried fiercely in Zhou Zheng's arms, and seemed to have a way to vent, tears flowed down without reservation, Zhou Zheng didn't speak, just silently hugged her, stroked her back, and let her cry wantonly. If she can vent all her sorrows, this is a happy thing for Zhou Zheng.
I don't know how long it took, but Man Jia gradually cleaned up, just a little sobbing, his shoulders shrugged, his eyes closed, his eyelashes trembled, and he was pitiful. Zhou Zheng lowered his head slightly, looked at Man Jia in his arms, and suddenly felt that if he hurt this woman's man, it was not a good thing. If it were herself, she would definitely be offered as a baby, and she was worthy of her own love.
Man Jia's mobile phone seemed to ring for a while, but there was no sound again, and Man Jia didn't care, crying for too long and spending too much effort. My mind also began to blur, and my eyes felt a slight pain, and I couldn't open my eyes, with a wetness.
"Well, go to sleep, you're tired." Zhou Zheng said softly, and then picked up Man Jia, Man Jia did not struggle, because she knew that Zhou Zheng was a good person, and he would not do anything to herself, because she felt that this man really cherished herself.
Lying soft and being placed on the bed, Zhou Zheng looked at Man Jia's somewhat godless eyes and sighed in a low voice: "Have a good rest, after resting, there will be nothing left, crying for so long, do you feel that many things can be passed." β
Man Jia stared at Zhou for a while, and then said softly: "Thank you, but I can only treat you as a friend, because, now, I don't want to touch feelings anymore, really." β
Zhou Zheng laughed, it was a very gentle feeling, which made Man Jia feel warm, Zhou Zheng's fingers gently slid over the tip of Man Jia's nose, some rough touch, but it made Man Jia feel real and moved.
"I won't force you to do anything, I don't have too high expectations now, we are no longer hairy children, we need to be more mature, honest about a relationship, you dare not invest in a new relationship, because I know that there are other people in your heart, if you want to be with me rashly, I will consider whether you use me as a stand-in."
Man Jia blinked, tears slipped down, Zhou Zheng stretched out his hand to wipe it away and said, "Okay, don't think about it, now you can have a good rest, I'll pick you up for breakfast tomorrow, what do you think?" β
"Are you leaving?" Man Jia's eyes were full of reluctance, and his hand stretched out and pulled the corner of Zhou Zheng's clothes.
This action made Zhou Zhengwan patted Man Jia's forehead and said, "Don't you want me to go?" β
Man Jia hesitated for a while, but finally nodded and said, "I'll go back tomorrow, so you don't have to come to me." I'm still going to go back and face the things I have to face, I've been thinking about it for a long time, maybe there are some things that I should give up when I should give up, I think I should be clear about myself, what I want now. β
"Okay. I'm glad you think so. I'm glad you came to me. In the future, you can think of me for anything. I'll be on your side. Zhou Zheng stood up, put on his coat and said; Okay, I'm leaving. β
"Yes."
When Zhou Zheng walked to the door, he heard the person behind him say softly: "Thank you, Zhou Zheng." My friend. β
Hook your lips and smile, silly woman, I want you to be happy, but I don't want to be just your friend.