Chapter 23 will not choose
"That's an interesting pair." Man Jia sat down in her seat and smiled and said, "I guess the girl doesn't know that handsome guy likes her." ”
Yuan Dong looked at Man Jia with interest: "I didn't know that you were also gossipy." ”
"What. It's just a little curious. Man Jia said: "I just think it's funny." Because it looks like it really cares about the feeling. ”
"I care too, haven't you noticed?" Yuan Dong leaned closer, Man Jia was stunned for a moment, those eyes were so close, black as if they were obsidian, with an attractive power, he actually made his heart sink and didn't speak for a while.
"What's wrong?" Yuan Dong's breathing was almost in his ears, Man Jia felt a little stiff, almost frightened to stand up, took a few steps back without mistake, looked at Yuan Dong and said, "What are you doing here?" ”
I don't know if it made Man Jia's movements a little stabbed, Yuan Dong's expression darkened, and suddenly smiled brightly, leaning comfortably on the back of the chair, and said lazily: "I'm kidding you, I'm a birthday star, whatever I do, it should be the biggest, isn't it?" ”
Man Jia also felt that his reaction was a little too radical, a little embarrassed, just hesitated, but did not sit down.
"Manjia." Yuan **ran raised his voice and shouted.
Man Jia raised his head, his face was a little pale, with a hint of confusion, which made Yuan Dong's heart suddenly hurt, he pointed to his seat and whispered, "Aren't you going to sit down and celebrate my birthday?" You've just given me a birthday present. ”
"Uh, yes." Man Jia hesitantly sat down in the position just now, but lowered his head, not knowing what to say.
Tong Rui didn't expect to see a somewhat gloomy Man Jia, glad that Ling Chen didn't spend the night here today, opened the door and immediately said, "Come in, what's wrong with you, did you quarrel with Chen Zimo?" ”
"Nope." Man Jia said something in a trance, sitting on the sofa with his head down, as if he was confused about something.
Tong Rui hurriedly poured a glass of water, walked to Man Jia's side, handed it over and said, "What's wrong with you, it's the first time I've seen you like this, not with Chen Zimo, but with your mother-in-law or father-in-law or something, didn't you say that they were going home, and there was a conflict again?" ”
"Nope." Man Jia didn't seem to want to speak, but said lightly.
"Oops. You're going to kill me. Tong Rui hugged Man Jia and said, "You told me, what happened." You've always been like a female iron man, why are you so wilting today. ”
"Tong Rui." Man Jia grabbed Tong Rui's sleeve, and there seemed to be an extra struggle in his eyes: "I don't think I'm a good woman at all." ”
Tong Rui looked at Man Jia a little inexplicably and said, "What's wrong with you?" ”
Man Jia shook his head and said, "You don't know, something happened today that made me feel really disgusting." I really felt like, ah, oh my God, I'm going crazy. ”
"W, what the hell is going on?" Tong Rui thought for a while and said, "Didn't that wanderer do something for you, and he harassed you again, didn't he?" I'll just say that person isn't a good thing. I'll tell you••••••"
"Tong Rui." Man Jia interrupted Tong Rui's words, took a deep breath and said, "I actually have a heartbeat for that person today. I don't know why, I don't know why, it's not like that, why. Man Jia scratched his hair in some pain and said, "I really feel so uncomfortable." Today is just a moment, I really feel that my heart seems to have fallen in a delicate place, in fact, I have long known that people like him should be kept away, I have always believed that I will not leave Zimo at all, because he is my husband, and we are going to be together for a lifetime. But why would I be so attracted to another man, and such a man who makes me feel very romantic? ”
Tong Rui was silent for a while, half-hugged Man Jia and said seriously: "I can understand you, really Man Jia." However, you have to understand one thing, that you are impossible. ”
"I understand. I knew better than anyone else, and I didn't think anything was going to happen, I just felt a little confused. I'm obviously someone else's wife, I should only have Zimo as a man in my heart, why would I be tempted by another man, I really don't understand why, am I a flowery person? ”
"It's not you." Tong Rui patted Man Jia on the shoulder and said: "After all, he is indeed a very good man, there are so many people on this earth, there must be many people we admire, just like after a person is divorced, they will meet someone who falls in love again, because in this world, it is very likely that they will fall in love with a lot of people, but none of them appeared in front of you at that time." ”
Man Jia listened and said with some anticipation: "Then you mean that my current mood is normal, and I am just a false delusion?" ”
"That's right." Tong Rui nodded and said: "You also know pseudomyopia, in fact, when people can't see things clearly, they may be able to take a break, and they must learn to relax their nerves." Man Jia, you are not the kind of woman who is trapped by feelings. ”
"Makes sense." Man Jia said with some joy: "Sure enough, it was right to come to you, otherwise I wouldn't be able to pull out my mood here." This matter will definitely not be with Zimo, otherwise he will definitely collapse. ”
"Hehe, that's why we're good sisters." Tong Ruile said: "You too, it really scared me, but fortunately, I knew that you would definitely not do any big harm." But there is one point, which exposes a problem. ”
"What's the problem?" Man Jia was in a good mood, and looked at Tong Rui slightly sideways: "You say, I think about it, if there is really any problem, I will change it." ”
"This question is probably the problem between you and Chen Zimo." Tong Rui said solemnly: "Man Jia, there are some problems between you and Chen Zimo. ”
"I've heard you say it a long time ago." Man Jia lowered his head and said, "We have reconciled." Besides, what couple doesn't quarrel? ”
"Man Jia, you understand that this is not a matter of quarrels, and there are still big differences between you on some issues. I think you'd better think about it, in fact, I don't want you to lose yourself, and at the same time I also want your marriage to be happy, in fact, from a certain point of view, Chen Zimo is still a good man, at least I think he is still quite reliable, but he will have some inferiority complex when he stays with you. ”
"Low self-esteem?" Man Jia was a little surprised and said: "Why does he have such thoughts, he has also told me about worrying or something before, but I think his worries are groundless, in fact, we can live smoothly like this." Even when I'm old, I don't want a broken family. I'm willing to make some changes. ”
"Man Jia, in fact, you are a strong woman in your bones. I don't know if you feel it. Tong Rui sighed: "Actually, I can't say whether it is a good thing or a bad thing for a woman to become stronger, but women should not be too strong, and if they have too much of their own personality, it is easy to ignore the thoughts of the people around them." ”
"I don't understand. I didn't ignore his thoughts. I've tried to do my best. Man Jia thought for a while and said, "I won't hurt him, and I also hope that he will give me trust." But I can't think of it, I will also be tempted by others, but even so, I will not do anything to be sorry for Chen Zimo. This, you should believe, I did. ”
"Of course I do. Because you are such a person, such a false delusion will be directly stifled by you. You may be confused for an hour, but you may figure it out in just five minutes, and you, as a person, once you figure it out, will come out quickly. So sometimes I have to admire you. ”
"Actually, for this job." Man Jia's expression darkened a little and said: "I know that maybe there are some reasons for our differences, but this job brings not only money, but also some things that I dream of in my heart, I used to want to have the opportunity to travel around the world, but I don't have this opportunity, but this job can allow me to go to many countries to work, I don't need to spend my own money, but I can go to various places, and at the same time, I can bring wealth to myself through my own ability, why don't I do it, I really like it, So I really don't want to give up. ”
"I understand." Tong Rui sighed and said, "So, you are a woman with her own ideas. ”
"I don't know." Man Jia said: "Sometimes I wonder if my own approach is wrong and whether it hurt Chen Zimo, but after I weigh it, I still feel that I should do what I want to do, I think he can understand me and love me, shouldn't he understand me, support me, and let me do what I like?" ”
"I see what you mean." Tong Rui said: "It's just that, Man Jia, have you ever thought that what you said was a request for Chen Zimo, and he must also have a request for you, such as the same request, he will feel that you didn't think about him, if you love him, maybe you can give up something for him, just stay quietly by his side." In fact, Chen Zimo is the kind of person who can live a peaceful life, but now you don't want to settle down at all. Your heart wants to fly more. ”
Man Jia felt that his body was a little cold, listening to Tong Rui's analysis, in fact, he also understood in his heart, but he didn't want to face it head-on, admitting that he and Chen Zimo were actually pursuing different lives? admits that he has always refused to compromise now, so he forced Chen Zimo to compromise?
"Manjia." Tong Rui thought for a moment and suddenly asked, "I always have a question I want to ask you?" ”
"What?"
"If you were given another chance, I mean hypothetical, don't take it seriously." Tong Rui hesitated for a moment and said, "Will you still choose to marry Chen Zimo?" ”
Man Jia looked at Tong Rui, opened his mouth, and obviously said that he was willing, but the words were on his lips, but he hesitated, lowered his head, a little sad, and a little unbelievable, the idea in his heart turned out to be that if time could be turned back, then he should not choose Chen Zimo••••••