Affectionate?

There is a change in this world, called the palace change. Even though I've seen a lot of wars, I've seen a lot of killings. Even though I have planned the Flood Rebellion and participated in the Six Realms Rebellion. But I will still be shocked by this palace change, not that it is cruel, but after it, it is the success and defeat of the king, the difference between things and people, but this change is instantaneous.

Yesterday's emperor seemed to be far away from a night ago, and all the memories of yesterday are called the previous dynasty. I felt like I was just sleeping, and then everything changed, and the people around me changed.

Today, the people still live and work in peace and contentment, the palace walls are still unattainable, the palace people are still orderly, and the courtiers are still performing their duties. Except, people are different, everything else is the same.

The former General Gao, now the new emperor, sent someone to block the gate of our palace as soon as the palace changed. So, everything is like a dream, a big dream for me.

Now, the enthronement ceremony has been completed, the new dynasty has begun, and the new emperor has come to personally open the door of our palace as soon as possible. However, he could only open the lock on the outside, but he could not open the bolt on the inside.

……

Xing'er sat in front of the mirror, carefully tracing her eyebrows, as if everything that happened in the outside world had nothing to do with her.

Compared with me, Xing'er seems very calm, and she doesn't care how the situation changes. I looked at the closed door, which was closed for the rest of the day, except for a brief moment each day when food and a change of clothes came.

"Xing'er, still don't you see him? He had been standing for three days and three nights. ”

Xing'er didn't speak, I sighed, and stopped talking.

"Your Majesty, Your Majesty...... Come on, the emperor fainted. ”

Suddenly, there was a noisy sound outside the palace, and listening to the contents, I knew that the new emperor had fainted. After standing for three days and three nights, without eating or drinking, can you not faint?

Xing'er's hand slipped, and the eyebrow pencil stretched her eyebrows very long, and she didn't bother to retouch them, so she let it be.

"It's all their fault, what's the noise?"

Xing'er angrily threw the eyebrow pencil aside, unwilling to continue painting.

We couldn't get out when the palace changed, and we didn't want to go out after the palace change, but after all, we had to go out to see, and after all, we had to face it.

I put on my robe and opened the door. Glancing back at Xing'er, she turned her head away from me, meaning not to go out with me. I shook my head and smiled, and had no choice but to walk out on my own.

I want to see this new dynasty, see the new palace view, and also want to see the old people. The old man who left by himself after eating dinner with me and Xing'er for many years doesn't know where his soul has gone.

"Girl, the emperor is invited."

Girl, yes, I'm still a girl, an old girl. I don't want to care, how can I care? I suddenly found that after so many years in this palace, the identities of Xing'er and I were so embarrassing, but others didn't dare to gossip, it was all the credit of the old man.

I followed the father-in-law who led the way, to the new emperor's dormitory, I stood, looking at the former young general is no more, in front of me, there is a well-defined, majestic and a little vicissitudes of the new emperor.

"Bold, don't kneel down when you see the emperor!"

The steward eunuch roared sharply, and the new emperor waved his hand and said:

"Let's all get out."

When everyone had retreated, the new emperor got up from his bed and said:

"You really don't remember me, do you?"

I looked at the new emperor with a puzzled expression, he smiled bitterly, sighed and said:

"It's normal not to remember, it's me who is confused, you were just born at that time, how can you remember anything."

When I was born, I seemed to remember something, and when I first saw the new emperor, I thought it was very familiar, I should have seen it before. I glanced at the new emperor, and he continued:

"On the day you were born, the whole village was full of flowers of death, and the villagers thought you were unknown, and they insisted on sacrificing you to the Emperor Xudu. Your mother died in childbirth, and your father was forced to die. Xing'er kept crying, I coaxed her, hoping that she wouldn't cry, but she actually understood my words and stopped crying. ”

I remembered that the new emperor, the young general, was the little boy who made Xing'er Mo cry again, no wonder I felt familiar at first sight. I don't know if Xing'er will also feel familiar, and she will remember the little boy.

I remember, but I can't say. But looking at the current new emperor, I really want to sigh "The prince will have a kind of Xiangning", the little boy in the nameless village is now the emperor.

"Emperor Lao remembers our sisters, if there is nothing else, I will go back to accompany Xing'er first."

I don't know how to evaluate the change of dynasties in the human world, but the new emperor killed the king, and I feel a little uncomfortable in my heart, after all, people have feelings. After so many years of companionship, even if it is just a friend, I feel sorry for the king.

"Wait, the king has something to say to you."

The new emperor anxiously called out to my turned back, and I looked back at him, waiting for him to speak.

"He said he was afraid to leave you because he knew he couldn't keep you. He feels that he is very satisfied to be with you for so many years. He can go first, he thinks it's fine, at least he won't see you leave him. He didn't hear the rumors that he was looking for you, he saw you on the guillotine, and your tears entered his heart. He said, you should think he's stupid, because you always look at everything lightly, as if you look down on life and death, and see through the red dust. He said, how could an infatuated man and a woman like him get into your eyes? ”

The new emperor spoke intermittently, even a little messily, but in the end, I saw that he was a dignified seven-foot man, and he actually shed tears.

I understand, I understand the king's affection, but I don't understand affection. I don't know what the world is and why it teaches people to make promises of life and death. The new emperor may have seen that my performance was too bland, and looked at me with red eyes and asked:

"Do you two sisters really look down on Hongchen, see through life and death, and can't see the depth of love?"

I don't know, I don't understand, in my opinion, Pangu, Luo Hua, and even Ying Zheng are just partners, confidants, but deep love, what is deep love?

Xing'er's obsession is to save Pangu, Xing'er's wish for eternal life and eternity accompanies Pangu, Xing'er loves Pangu. Xing'er is my memory demon, so did I ever know how to love, did I ever love? Did I ever love Pangu? What about me now?

I can't answer the new emperor's question, maybe he can ask Xing'er, but I don't think Xing'er will tell him.

"I received the king's words, and as for the deep affection, I am sorry."

I left this sentence and turned away, never looking back.

"He also said that I wouldn't succeed either......"

It seems that the new emperor also said such a sentence, but I didn't hear it too clearly.