Chapter 52: Retreat
"Don't, if Granny Xie knows that Xie Song knows about this, she will definitely be very sad, then her condition will worsen, and the most important thing for her now is to be happy."
Anthy had never felt that he was a good person, but seeing this old man living alone in the mountains, she still couldn't bear it.
"But, she's alone·······."
Anxi really couldn't ignore it, he still wanted to tell Xie Song.
Qi smiled and said, "You are so kind, why don't you come to accompany Granny Xie?" ”
Anthy was speechless for a moment.
"There are so many patients in the world, everyone has the right to choose, since she chooses to bear it herself, why do you bother to do it?" Qi Xiao spoke sharply, without any emotional fluctuations.
"If you don't quit your job, then you can help her apply for help, you can visit her often, you can help more people in this place········ But you, after all, left. ”
Qi Xiao parked the car to the side and said to Anxi, "If you have the supreme right, you can save more people for so long, in fact, I have never understood why you are taking the civil service exam for?" For the ideal? For stability? ”
Anthy was silent, and the words of Qi Xiao hit the bottom of her heart, she had asked herself why, and the answer she got was for the ideal, but it was ······.
"I... I was defeated by reality."
It took a while for Anthy to speak, and after saying this, she felt that her face was hot.
Qi Xiao's eyes were full of disdain, and he was disdainful, "It's not reality that defeats you, it's yourself." ”
Qixiao did not have a trace of politeness, in her eyes, Anxi's various behaviors were childish, and even irresponsible for her own life.
The reason why she said it now is because she knows Anthy, and understands her caution and sensitivity.
Anthy was dumbfounded by Qi's laughter, and for the first time she felt that she was living in such a mess.
The green hills are continuous, the breeze is light, and Anxi is a little wet, she raises her head and bites her lip, bowing her head and being infertile.
Qi smiled and said, "If you go to graduate school because you want to change units, I suggest you think about whether it's worth it, now five out of ten people in big cities are graduate students, what do you compare with others?" Than age? Than experience? ”
If you smile, you want a sharp tooth and insert it deep into the softest place.
Every cell of her is shouting, screaming, the pain that wants to cry but can't cry, the kind that can only hide regret in her heart, and then stubbornly tell the world: I'm fine.
If you are not unwilling, who wants to be in a hurry.
"It's okay if there's no way back, let me try."
Anxi whispered, she didn't have the confidence to tell Qi Xiao that she could, at this moment she was like duckweed in the sea, following the waves all the way forward, and she didn't know what was ahead.
She thought, big deal, just go to the roadside to sell popcorn, and she can make money and satisfy herself.
Stimulated by Qi Xiao, Anxi refused all social activities and locked himself at home to study day and night.
Today, she has no job, no ideals, and no self, she has only one thought: to go to graduate school.
It must be successful, this is the vow she made at night.
No matter how An's mother scolded, such as her sister's persuasion, even Lin Xiaoyu couldn't call her.
Lin Xiaoyu was upset for a while, the Chen family took 80 million to compete with that mysterious company, but they couldn't stand the wealth of other families, and they couldn't save the Lin family's company after all.