Chapter 14 Ling Xuguan
The address given by Xuan Qingzi was on a mountain in the suburbs, seven or eight kilometers away from Hu Qianqiu's school, and when Hu Qianqiu took the car to the vicinity of the mountain, Cheng Yanan also happened to send Yu Xuefei's suicide note to him.
Hu Qianqiu opened the picture, and there were a few paragraphs of Juanxiu written on a pale yellow piece of paper.
"By the time you read this letter, I should be gone, I know that my own willfulness will definitely cause you a lot of trouble, but I really can't hold on, I'm too tired, I'm sorry.
Yanan, Xiaoxiao and Xiaomin, although we are roommates, we are not close to each other, and we are always prone to arguments, although I also try to fit in with you, but we are not people in the same world after all, and we can't meet together. But after all, we have lived together for so long, and the thought of never seeing you again makes me feel a little lost.
Those things of mine, if you think it's unlucky, throw them all away, it's okay, but the storage box in my cabinet, please help me transfer it to Fu Yuan, I hope you can fulfill my last wish, thank you.
Fu Yuan, we've been together for almost a year, when you first pursued me, I rejected you several times, to be honest, I still can't tell whether I chose to be with you because I was moved or really tempted, but those don't matter.
Anyway, after being together for so long, I have slowly developed feelings for you, and I am always a little reluctant to you, you are a good person, thank you for being with me for so long, I hope you can meet someone more suitable for you. That box has what I'm going to give you, I hope you can forgive me. ”
The next few paragraphs are some words written by Yu Xuefei to the people around her, Hu Qianqiu quickly swept through them, looking for useful information, but the last paragraph had to be read carefully by Hu Qianqiu.
"And you, although we don't have much intersection, and we are not even friends, but your words in the White Horse Temple deeply touched me, but I still can't let go of my obsession after all, and I always feel a little sorry for you, sorry."
"Fool ......," Hu Qianqiu smiled bitterly.
He didn't expect Yu Xuefei to mention himself in his suicide note, and he naturally had a different feeling in his heart at this moment. And Yu Xuefei did not mention Hu Qianqiu's name in the suicide note, and the police naturally did not find him.
Hu Qianqiu took a deep breath and calmed down, he just wanted to deduce the truth about her suicide through Yu Xuefei's suicide note, although there was not much useful information on it, but Hu Qianqiu still dug out some useful things.
Yu Xuefei said at the beginning of the suicide note that she was too tired to hold on, which is indeed what suicides often say, but in the end, she said in the paragraph to Hu Qianqiu that she couldn't let go of her obsession, how could someone who couldn't let go of her obsession commit suicide?
Hu Qianqiu deduced that the so-called "too tired" was just the reason that Yu Xuefei specially wrote to others, and the real reason for her death was the "obsession" she said.
"It seems that if you want to know the truth of the matter, you have to know her better."
Hu Qianqiu thought about it, and at the same time noticed that Yu Xuefei's suicide note did not mention her family at all, although it is not impossible to write two suicide notes, but since Yu Xuefei's accident to the present, Hu Qianqiu has not heard the news related to her parents, how can ordinary people sit still for such a big thing as her daughter falling from the building? Even if you don't make trouble at school, you should go to her dormitory to receive her relics, but judging from the suicide note, Yu Xuefei seems to have concluded that her parents will not go to school to take her things.
Hu Qianqiu vaguely felt that the "obsession" mentioned by Yu Xuefei was also related to her parents.
Hu Qianqiu smiled bitterly, he is now unable to protect himself, and he is still thinking about being a person, which is really funny, He shook his head, put away his thoughts, and began to walk towards the place where Xuan Qingzi said.
Fujian is surrounded by mountains, and the mountains on the outskirts of the city are also one after another, and there are many peaks that have no names at all, and Hu Qianqiu also took a lot of effort to find the location of the mountain that Xuan Qingzi said.
Although this mountain peak does not look high, but the road is rugged and muddy, there is no bluestone road at all, and there are many forks, if you don't pay attention to it, you will go wrong, and because of the influence of the tooth marks on his arm, Hu Qianqiu is weak and walks very slowly, and when he reaches the top of the mountain, it is already past noon.
Hu Qianqiu stretched out his hand to wipe the sweat from his forehead, looking at the dilapidated scene in front of him, and sighed in his heart.
This is a dilapidated Taoist temple, the wall has been eroded to a dilapidated state, as if the wind is about to fall, and the wall is only three buildings, including the main hall dedicated to the three Qings, which is also dilapidated.
Although Taoism is China's native religion, it is far less prosperous than Buddhism, compared to the temples that can be seen everywhere, Taoist temples are very rare, except for those well-known Taoist temples, the vast majority of Taoist temples are much smaller than ordinary temples, but such shabby Taoist temples, Hu Qianqiu is also the first time to see.
Hu Qianqiu looked at this Taoist temple again, and only half of the outer door on the broken outer wall remained, and there was not even a plaque.
Just when Hu Qianqiu was full of emotion in his heart, Xuan Qingzi walked out of the house in the Taoist temple.
"It came later than I expected."
Hu Qianqiu scratched his hair in embarrassment, "Something happened on the way, and it was delayed." Song Xiao has gone back to his hometown to deal with the funeral, and it will take a while before he can come here. ”
"Hmm." Xuan Qingzi didn't say too much, "You come with me." ”
Hu Qianqiu nodded and followed behind Xuan Qingzi, but he didn't take two steps, he stumbled, leaned forward, and fell face down to the ground.
Just when Hu Qianqiu was about to grab the ground with his head, Xuan Qingzi quickly turned around and supported him, Hu Qianqiu looked at Xuan Qingzi, felt a little embarrassed, smiled awkwardly, and was about to stand up, when suddenly his eyes went dark and he fainted completely.
I don't know how long it took, but the sleeping Hu Qianqiu faintly smelled the smell of wood decay, and gradually regained consciousness, he opened his eyes in a daze, and found himself lying on a dilapidated wooden bed.
Hu Qianqiu straightened his upper body and looked around, this was a relatively small room, and on the right side of the bed was a dilapidated wooden door, which was hidden at this time; On the other side of the bed is a row of three-tiered shelves with books and bottles and cans that I don't know what they contain; On the wall facing the foot of the bed is a picture of Tai Chi Bagua drawn, the pattern peeling off a lot from the wall, and can only be barely distinguished; On the wall next to the head of the bed hung a black wooden sword.
Hu Qianqiu turned over on the bed, wanting to take down the wooden sword and take a closer look, but at this time, the wooden door made a "squeak" sound.
"That sword is too easy to touch."
Hu Qianqiu was so frightened that he retracted his hand, and when he looked sideways, it turned out to be an old Taoist who pushed the door in.
This old Taoist man has a bun tied with a branch on his head, and he is wearing a gray Taoist robe that has been washed a little whitish, he is about eighty years old, his beard and hair are white, much older than Xuan Qingzi, and his eyes are not as clear as Xuan Qingzi, and he looks a little muddy, but his body seems to be still tough, and he will not be rickety.
"Who are you?"
The old Taoist smiled, "I have long forgotten the name of the poor Taoist world, and the master gave me a Taoist name called Henghao, so you can call me that." ”
Hu Qianqiu nodded, and then asked, "Daoist Henghao, where am I?" ”
"This is Ling Xuguan, this room was lived in by my master before."
"Oh." Hu Qianqiu responded, and finally knew the name of this Taoist temple, and Heng Hao was so old, his master must have been gone for a long time.
Hu Qianqiu turned over and got out of bed, put on his shoes, and asked, "How long have I been asleep?" ”
"It's not too long, less than half an hour."
Hu Qianqiu nodded, he originally thought that he had been asleep for a long time, but he didn't expect it to be less than an hour, and about why he was in a coma, he had some conclusions in his heart.
Hu Qianqiu just wanted to ask a question, but Xuan Qingzi walked in from outside.
Xuan Qingzi looked at Hu Qianqiu, then turned his head to look at Heng Hao, and asked, "Master, how is it?" ”
Hu Qianqiu was stunned for a moment, he originally thought that Heng Hao was Xuan Qingzi's senior brother, but he didn't expect that the two were in a master-apprentice relationship.
"It's a little worse than I thought it would be, but it's not too bad, it's just going to be hard for you and him."