The magnificent northern court was exceptionally quiet, and Kang Qingyu followed the small chamberlain into the Changxin Palace, and for a moment she always felt that she had returned to the past.

When Han Zhao died, she entered the palace and was entitled, and she entered the palace again after her son attacked the knighthood, every time Xun Yu was with a straight face, she never gave each other a good face, until later the two of them were old, once he asked her, if she could live again, would she still want to marry Han Zhao.

Kang Qingyu remembered that she said categorically that she would.

"Even if you suffer all over again and risk being widowed, are you willing?"

"Yes, but I won't ask him to leave me first, I want him to stay with me all the time and watch the child grow up."

.......

"What about Your Majesty, if you do it all over again, what will Your Majesty do?"

"I am more greedy than you, I want to save Grandpa from calculation, I want to save Xun Jing, I want to marry An Ning as the queen, and I want Han Zhao to be immortal."

Thinking back to those words, Kang Qingyu was compared to what a man did in this life, in the past, Han Zhao was left in Kyoto because the Kang family was by the side of the tiger and wolf, and now the Kang family was easily overthrown, but Xun Yu still did not allow him to go back to the west, if it wasn't for some little-known reason, then nine times out of ten the other party was the same as himself, reborn.

"Your Majesty, Aunt Yu has brought it." The little chamberlain replied respectfully, his tone trembled, His Majesty has been in a very bad mood for the past two days, but now that Mrs. Han has come to an aunt, if he gets angry, he is afraid that his life will be lost.

Raising his eyes and looking at Kang Qingyu, the man frowned, looking the same as when he saw her before.

At that time, her children were often injured because of martial arts, and as long as Kang Qingyu entered the palace, she shed tears, and the other party always looked at her with disgust on her face.

"Didn't I call Mrs. Han, is she Mrs. Han?!"

Hearing this, he knelt down, and the little waiter was so frightened that he was so busy kowtowing that he kept explaining, "Your Majesty, Mrs. Han is seriously ill....."

"Seriously ill and not dying, why, it's so difficult for me to see her, go, carry her in."

"Why is Your Majesty so angry, the doctor was arranged by me, the eldest sister has been in bed for a long time, and she can't take care of family affairs at all, so Your Majesty doesn't have to worry that your lover will hurt her body and can't get pregnant, Doctor Xu is a person who has been used by her mother-in-law, and her medical skills and character are excellent, and she will never harm anyone."

Straight to the point, Kang Qingyu stared at Xun Yu for a moment, seeing that the look on the man's face became more and more complicated, and his palms were sweaty because of nervousness.

The little waiter who didn't know why looked up and swallowed his throat, a little unsure of what to do.

"You stand down first, look outside, if Han Zhao comes, tell him to wait."

Hearing this, Xun Yu became more and more sure that Xun Yu knew, and after the people left, Kang Qingyu was about to speak, but was scolded by the other party.

"What do you mean that you can't get pregnant if you hurt your body, who are you going to curse?"

Thinking that this person was afraid that he was sick, and he had to take precautions against everyone, Kang Qingyu continued, "The beloved person dialed the imperial doctor to me, and I was too late to be grateful, how could I curse her, Your Majesty doesn't know how heavy this imperial doctor is to me?" ”

"I don't know." Xun Yu continued to approve the official documents, and he didn't know if he was weak or what, but he didn't answer anyway, "Since the doctor was recommended by my aunt, it means that Kang Yingzhu lied, and I will ask someone to punish her severely, there is nothing for you here, you can go back." ”

Shen Lengyu also lied, because the medicine in Chengming Hall was not a child-avoiding medicine at all.

Kang Qingyu was afraid that she would have a fetal gas, and was about to leave, but suddenly came up with an idea, "Your Majesty, the concubine wants to go to see her lover and talk to her." ”

Looking at her vigilantly, the man squinted and said, "What is there to say, are you all familiar with each other?" ”

"Well, it's not bad, my lover likes to listen to me tell stories, but she has a soft heart, and if she tells a sad story, she will probably cry."

"Kang Qingyu!" If it weren't for the fact that she was pregnant, Xun Yu really wanted to strangle her, "What the hell do you want to do!" ”

"The concubine wants to know if Your Majesty is like me, and still remembers those greedy extravagant hopes in the past."

The man sitting on the dragon chair didn't speak for a long time, and the water in the leak fell down one by one, echoing throughout the hall, and the feeling of time passing made Kang Qingyu extremely uncomfortable, she instinctively wanted to grasp everything in front of her, but they were quietly slipping away.

The last time such hopelessness appeared, it was when the news of Han Zhao's death came, she sat in the Buddhist hall at home and didn't come back to her senses for a long time.

Just when Kang Qingyu felt that she was about to suffocate, Xun Yu suddenly spoke.

"Don't tell her anything."

I wanted to ask why, but I saw him drooping his eyes and covering up all his complicated emotions.

"An Ning is the same as you and me, she knows everything in the past."

Hearing this, she was stunned, Kang Qingyu didn't expect that the three of them would be reborn, and what she didn't expect was that Qi Anning was exiled by Xunyu in the past and died of hatred in Rouyuntai, and she was willing to marry in this life.

Is it revenge?

Or for some other reason.

"If that's the case, then why doesn't Your Majesty ......"

"Tell her? And then what? She also told me yesterday that she didn't want to marry me, and she didn't want to give me children, so she didn't hesitate to drink shunzi soup every day, and if she knew that I was like her, she wouldn't even want to look at me. The man seemed to be hurt, but he tried his best to endure it.

Xun Yu is probably used to it, and he is familiar with it, Kang Qingyu understands the feeling of having a knife hanging in her heart, so even if she knows that he is evading, she still can't say anything.

"She's willing to marry you again, probably forgive you....."

"I forced her, she was already married to her childhood sweetheart."

Kang Qingyu was dumbfounded, no wonder Han Zhao was very happy after receiving the envoys of the southern kingdom that day, and he ate an extra bowl for dinner, it turned out that he could see Xunyu's jokes.

"It's the one who was buried with her, ....." Before she finished speaking, she was glared at by Xun Yu, and the man felt that she couldn't speak, just like Han Zhao.

In the past, Kang Qingyu was silent, and after losing her husband, she lived in a simple house, but now she seems to be a different person.

And in order to avoid repeating the mistakes of the past, his tranquility insisted on pushing him away, and he didn't want to have the slightest tie, and he was no longer the little girl who liked him so much.

"Maybe you should explain to her that you were just trying to protect her in the past, and you didn't miss her all the time after she died?"

"But I didn't protect her, the punishment of those years was all self-inflicted, it didn't mean anything to her, no matter how painful I was, I couldn't replace the suffering she suffered, it was better to pretend that I didn't know anything, maybe there was hope to start over."

"It's easier to forgive someone who hasn't done anything, so that even if she gets angry sometimes, it won't be long."

Kang Qingyu knew that he would spare no effort to reverse Han Zhao's fate, but regarding Qi Anning, things were obviously much more complicated than she imagined.

Xun Yu is like this, although he is a bit of a scoundrel, but he is a little helpless.