Li Yi said: "Ah Yuan, after my mother died, my father began to drink heavily, and often drunk and did not return at night, some rare days when he went home, he was also full of the smell of alcohol, he would talk when he was drunk, he would scold me, blame me, and even many times, he asked me why I didn't die with my mother?" Sometimes the emotions come up, and they will beat me, but these things don't remember after he sobers up, once or twice, I thought it was an accident, but there were many times, and I recognized it, anyway, the family was almost dispersed after my mother died, but ......"

"But what?" Although Li Yi was diverting the topic and talking about the past, Feng Yuan would still feel sorry for him, which was the direct factor in his bad relationship with Uncle Li.

"But...... At that time, I was young, and I always had to go to school, because my mother had just died, so the teachers were always very concerned about me, worried that I was depressed, and they asked my classmates to take care of me more often, pay more attention to my emotions, and not stimulate me, they were very friendly, right? ”

"Did they really do that?" In Feng Yuan's opinion, there is nothing wrong with the teacher's approach, the students in the class are traumatized, and it is normal for the classmates to care more, but Li Yi took him out to speak, something must have happened inside, could it be that those students are yang and yin?

"Yes! And they really did. Li Yi sighed and said: "I know their intentions are good, but I was young at the time, and they were careful in front of me all day long, always worried that they would irritate me, since then, I seem to have become an abnormal person, with them, I will think of my mother's death every day, and I will repeatedly ask myself, did I kill her?" In addition, when I came home at night, there might have been a drunken dad waiting for me, and for a long time, I was under a lot of pressure, so I started to stop talking and didn't like to make friends, until I met you in high school...... It's just you, who treats me as a normal friend......"

"Xiao Yi ......"

Feng Yuan's empathy is very strong, he can understand that he obviously wants to forget that it is because of his own reasons that his mother will go to the mall to meet the kidnappers, Li Yi at that time is still young, if no one is on the premise of him, if someone takes good care of him, time will always heal the wound, but on the contrary, whether it is at school or at home, there are always people who make him remember that his mother's death is related to him, this kind of perennial self-suppression will eventually lead to a new Li Yi, The particularly taciturn Li Yi I saw for the first time in high school.

That's why he chose to study psychology! In addition to other reasons, I want to heal myself!

The war on the sea has not stopped, and I don't know how long it will last? But the two people sitting on the edge of the cliff have always believed that the police will definitely win and wipe out the locusts, so they are not in a hurry, they are always on an isolated island, and no one can escape.

After listening to Li Yi's words, Feng Yuan didn't speak for a long time, but he had already experienced a thousand sails in his heart, and countless thoughts were tossed and turned, and finally stopped in the early morning ten years ago, he sat in the last row of the classroom, and the teacher said that a new classmate had been transferred, his name was Li Yi, and in the end, Li Yi sat next to him.

Feng Yuan's eyes were a little moist, if ...... If he had understood Li Yi earlier, wouldn't he have become what he is now? But this if, no one can answer him.

didn't hear the words of the person next to him, Li Yi didn't remind him, but he continued: "Ah Yuan, I have thought countless times, if I was not eight years old but eighteen years old, if I strongly resisted and killed those kidnappers that night, maybe my mother would not have died, then so many things would not have happened later, I wanted to fight against fate, but I had no chance, so when I saw Meng Bochao, Qin Youyou and Xu Chi, who were also played by fate, I wanted to help them......"

"At the beginning, Meng Bochao's matter was an accident, but this made me feel something different, maybe only death can make people truly free, and then Qin Youyou was raped by Zhang Youjing, causing her to miss the most important exam in her life, she almost collapsed, I thought of Meng Bochao's matter, so I chose to help her, only by killing Zhang, her life can start again, but the most important thing is that her hatred supports her, so she did a good job, and then to Xu Chi's matter, This is what happened after I learned about the three kidnappers, and if it weren't for that, maybe I would have stood by and watched, but I don't want to see the perpetrators go unpunished anymore, they must

Pay the price for your sins......"

Feng Yuan closed his eyes, and then opened his eyes and there was a clear inside, no matter what, the ending was already like this, he was a policeman, he must stick to his position, he couldn't be shaken by his feelings.

"How did you meet Xu Chi? Why did you help him avenge Shen Pei? ”

"Ah Yuan, you never investigated me, right?"

“…… Right. ”

Li Yi smiled and said: "When Shen Pei's nude photos were exposed, she was under a lot of pressure, she went to my clinic for psychological counseling, I knew about her, but it didn't take long to receive the news of her suicide...... So, I found Xu Chi. ”

Feng Yuan's heart jumped: "So, as for the specific reason why Shen Pei committed suicide, you told Xu Chi, so he ......."

"That's why he chose to kill and take revenge." Li Yi added what Feng Yuan had not finished, and he continued: "If it weren't for Xu Chi killing Cheng Xin, Chen Yongyi, and Wu Laizhi, wouldn't your police have ever conducted an in-depth investigation into Shen Pei's suicide?" You only know that Shen Pei's death is related to the campus loan, but you never thought that the group of teachers in the school who are role models are doing business behind the scenes to harm students. ”

"No, it's not like that...... Xiao Yi, the police also need time to investigate and prove......" Feng Yuan opened his mouth to make a defense, but the further back, the quieter his voice became, the matter of the campus loan had changed over time, and the current defense seemed too pale.

"So, they never made it to the point." Li Yi looked at Feng Yuan's eyes and said seriously word by word: "Ah Yuan, don't you understand?" What they need is never justice that is delayed, and for the victims, if the police cannot save them in the first place, then the damage has been done, and no matter how the offender is dealt with, there is no way to make up for the harm they have suffered......"

The sea breeze was blowing, it was obviously a warm tropical breeze, but Feng Yuan felt that it was blowing cold and biting, he didn't expect that Li Yi's disappointment with the police had reached such a point......

"Xiao Yi, what are you...... Is this questioning the value of the police's existence? ”

"I don't, I have always believed that the existence of the police is necessary and irreplaceable, it's just that the damage suffered cannot be made up for by catching the suspect, and there are always some corners where the sun can't be found, Ah Yuan, if justice is delayed, then someone must speak up for them. ”

"It's not like that...... Xiao Yi, that's not right......"

In the debate, Feng Yuan will never be Li Yi's opponent, he can only insist on his heart and opinions unshaken, not to mention, Li Yi's concept has been deeply rooted in the bone marrow, he is not excited, nor angry, let alone paranoid, he just tells you his past experiences and deeds in a very flat tone......

As Li Yi said before, he didn't want Feng Yuan to go through trauma, so he was just talking to Feng Yuan about things for so many years to solve his doubts, he didn't need to understand, let alone agree, he had been silently doing what he thought was right, never needed the audience and applause, he became a lonely uncrowned king in his own world.

"Xiao Yi, this can't be done, you go back with me and turn yourself in, I can't watch you continue to make mistakes like this."

"I don't think I'm at fault."

Persuasion was fruitless, Feng Yuan didn't know how to persuade for the time being, although Li Yi said that he was different from Lu Xi, but in Feng Yuan's eyes, the only difference between them was that Li Yi was still compassionate, so he wouldn't do anything to kill people live and promote violence in front of the people of the whole country, he just wanted the victims to get justice for themselves, but even so......

"Xiao Yi, a mistake is a mistake, no matter what excuse you have, you can't excuse yourself, you ...... inducing and instigating them to murder ......"

As he spoke, Feng Yuan got up from the ground and grabbed Li Yi's arm, wanting to pull him up and take him back for sanctions, but Li Yi's leg was injured and he was pulled and stumbled by Feng Yuan, and Li Yi broke free of Feng Yuan's hand......

"Ah Yuan, do you want to arrest me back?"

As he spoke, Li Yi's hand had already touched his lower back, and Feng Yuan had been paying attention to Li Yi, so his action did not escape Feng Yuan's eyes, Feng Yuan squinted his eyes, and there was a pistol he had obtained before......

"What do you want to do?"

When Li Yi took out a pistol and pointed it at Feng Yuan's head, Feng Yuan also pointed a gun at Li Yi.

Li Yi smiled and said again, "Ah."

Far away, you want to catch me back. ”

Feng Yuan's hand holding the gun tightened, but his spirit was very tense, he couldn't really shoot, "I'm doing this for your good, you haven't killed anyone, now you can only be regarded as an accomplice, plus the kidnapping of Wang Wenwei, it won't last long, but if you continue to make a mistake, I can't save you." ”

"Help me?" Li Yi tilted his head and looked at Feng Yuan: "Ah Yuan, the one who is waiting to be rescued is me for seventeen years, and now I don't need anything anymore." ”

"It's not up to you to decide whether you need it or not." Feng Yuan's heart felt dull pain, took two steps forward, and said, "Xiao Yi, go back with me." ”

Li Yi subconsciously stepped back, "Don't move!" ”

Feng Yuan really didn't move anymore, the cliff had already come to an end, and if he retreated further, there was an endless sea, if he fell, he was afraid that he would die for a lifetime.

Li Yi clenched the gun in his hand, and said, "Ah Yuan, go back!" Leave me alone, even if I fall into the sea and have no bones left, I won't go back with you, you just let me die! ”

"Impossible." Feng Yuan yelled, "You are my friend, how can I ignore you, after Uncle Li's death, I am your closest person, how can I ignore you, I have the responsibility and obligation to bring you back on the right path, didn't you say that you don't want me to be traumatized!" Then come back with me, or I won't be safe for the rest of my life......"

"Then you're going to shoot me." Li Yi said coldly: "Either you go, or shoot me, anyway, in your heart, I am already a criminal, and killing me does not violate your justice and principles." ”

Feng Yuan muttered, "Why are you doing this...... You know I'm not going to actually shoot. ”

"Really?"

Li Yi suddenly smiled whimsily, the muzzle of the gun turned, and with a 'bang', there was a bloody hole on Feng Yuan's left shoulder, so fast that Feng Yuan didn't have time to dodge.

"So what? Still don't shoot? ”

Feng Yuan was taken a step back by the force of the bullet, and then he felt a hot pain in his shoulder, he looked at Li Yi in disbelief, not believing that the other party actually shot, "You...... I must take you back today, and since you can say that, so can I, either you kill me or go back with me......"

Feng Yuan put down the gun in his hand, took a step forward again, reached out and grabbed Li Yi's hand and pressed his head against the muzzle of the gun, tightly sealed.

"Since you've already fired one shot, you certainly don't mind another shot at my head, kill me, and you're good to go."

"You're pushing me." Li Yi glared at Feng Yuan angrily: "You obviously know that I won't kill people with my own hands, and this is on the island, where am I going to go if I kill you?" ”

Feng Yuan did not show weakness: "Then you will go back with me." ”

Li Yi has his own insistence, and Feng Yuan also firmly believes in his beliefs, so this is a contradiction that is destined to be irreconcilable, both of them maintain their previous posture, Feng Yuan's forehead has always been attached to the muzzle of his gun, not worried that he will go off, the sea breeze on the cliff blows the hem of the two of their clothes, and time seems to stand still, both of them are waiting for each other's final compromise.

"You are really ......" Li Yi gradually put down the gun in his hand, and he said, "You really don't want to die." ”

Feng Yuan breathed a sigh of relief, and he smiled and said, "Because I know you won't kill me." ”

"Really?"

Feng Yuan didn't answer, but his silence said it all, and he still believed in Li Yi.

Li Yi said: "Ah Yuan...... This path is my own choice, no matter what the end of the end, this is my own choice, so please don't have any self-blame and nostalgia......"

"What do you want to do? Don't be impulsive. Feng Yuan had an ominous premonition in his heart, as if this moment was their farewell.

Li Yi looked at Feng Yuan and smiled, and said, "Ah Yuan, goodbye!" ”

Feng Yuan was alarmed, but before he could speak, he heard a gunshot, he stiffly lowered his head, and saw a blood flower blooming on his clothes, that shot, penetrating at close range, directly pierced his chest, he felt that he had lost all his strength, and he couldn't hear any sound in his ears, as if the whole world had become silent, but at the moment of falling, he saw Li Yi's mouth saying: "Goodbye!" ”

At the last moment when Feng Yuan was conscious, he saw Li Yi take two steps back, turn over and fall directly into the cliff......