"If you have a conscience, you remember my tastes." This matcha milk green is delicious and delicious in the first sip is the faint sweetness of the cream, and after the aftertaste is the faint bitterness of the tea leaves, which I have loved since I was a child.

"I haven't forgotten anything."

"Come less." He introduced himself to me that day, but I didn't say the next words, and I was embarrassed to say this kind of thing.

"I really haven't forgotten."

"Okay, okay, I don't care if you forgot it, I'm going to work after drinking." I couldn't help but change the topic, such a heavy topic, even if I reached a heavy age, I didn't want to talk to Senior Bai An.

I still remember when I was in college, I went to accompany Bai An's senior in the morning to finish a high math class and returned to the dormitory, but I heard my roommate say that I was Bai An's fool, that is, a fool who couldn't do anything without Bai An.

At the time, I thought the name was a compliment, because at that time I was already Bai An's girlfriend, and it was quite intimate to say that I was his fool. Until that day......

"Shen Jiajia, the princess, is too sick, what if she can read, what if she is the first in the grade, and in the end, she was not eaten to death by Bai An. In the future, Yellow-faced woman! Roommate Zhao Yiyi's voice came from the dormitory toilet.

"That's it, Bai An doesn't know if he was lowered, he actually fell in love with Shen Jiajia, he was noisy every day, wasn't he annoyed? Grades will definitely drop! Another roommate Gao Duoduo's voice.

"It's not because Shen Jiajia is rich. But in the end, it's just a fool of Bai An! ”

"To have money is to do whatever you want. I'm rich, and I can't even look down on people like Bai An. ”

"Ah, Jiajia?"

I watched Gao Duoduo come out of the toilet door with a basin full of wet clothes, if there was a mirror in front of me now, I should look fiercely like Zhao Min's sadness and disappointment when he saw Wei Wuji marrying someone else, and a little hatred.

"You don't think I'm going to go back to the dorm, do you? It makes me feel disgusting here...... "I ran out after I finished speaking, and behind me was Gao Duoduo's voice calling my name.

Hypocrisy, hypocrisy to the extreme.

I ran out to an empty classroom where no one was around, and the first call was to my mom, crying that I was being bullied. I'm much better after crying, but I still want to call Bai An. For me, he is already a relative......

Should I call......

Never mind.

I blacked out my phone, and saying this kind of thing would only give Bai An one more thing that he couldn't participate in.

"Jiajia, you're here!"

"Bai An, why are you here?" I frantically stood up and wiped my hand on my face to check if there were any tears.

"Why can't I come? Acai said that you were bullied by two other people. She and I are looking for you. ”

"Bai An." I ran to him crying again and hugged his waist.

"Can you come to me as soon as you have something in the future?"

The memories come to an abrupt end, and the promise makes reality "matcha custard". Memories are sweet, reality is bitter. But I'd rather endure hardship, after all...... Reality is real enough and long-lasting. Something that's too sweet, I don't like it when I grow up.

Originally, I had a lot of questions I wanted to ask him, but now...... Forget it, don't say hello to any of them, he's doing well now, and it's what I want.

"Are we still friends?" Bai An asked me.

Or is it? Friends seem to be more desirable than strangers. Although, I would have thought, he still likes me...... But think about it, so what, my ambiguous relationship with Yu Liang makes it impossible for me to be distracted to like others.

Maybe I still like Bai An, maybe I don't like Bai An anymore. I just miss him so much, he's like a big brother, always taking care of me, always giving me warmth, even if he disappeared for so long, when he reappeared, I felt that he was very warm.