Yan Xiujuan was already asleep, and Mu Zhen tucked the quilt corner again before standing up, a little tired and relieved. Turning around, Chen Zimo leaned against the door, as if looking at himself. This made Mu Zhen's face a little feverish. He saw all the things he had just done, maybe he should have been more gentle just now, or he should have done more.

Chen Zimo didn't speak, let his younger brother and father go to rest, and watched here, just now he was actually worried in his mind, worried about Man Jia, why didn't he have a phone call until now. If you have a plane, you must have arrived. Could it be that because of the jet lag, I'm so tired that I don't feel the need to give myself a call?

Mu Zhen walked over and said softly: "Brother Zimo." ”

Chen Zimo then put his eyes on Mu Zhen's body, and said apologetically: "Thank you so much, thank you for your hard work." ”

"Nothing, I should." Mu Zhen brushed her hair a little shyly, then tilted her head sideways and said with some expectation: "Brother Zimo, let's go out for a walk." Now that we're all resting, we don't seem to be standing and talking here, and it would be a sin to wake us up, so let's go out. You don't have to worry too much, didn't the doctor say that there is nothing too serious, but you need to recuperate? ”

"Well, okay." Chen Zimo glanced at Yan Xiujuan on the hospital bed again, the other patients seemed to be asleep, and some of the family members next to him leaned against the table, and some of them spread something on the ground and fell asleep. Indeed, it's getting late.

The two of them walked out of the hospital, Mu Zhen stretched and smiled sweetly: "Actually, I don't seem to have come out for a walk like this for a long time." ”

"Yes." Chen Zimo responded lightly, and didn't seem to be very interested.

"Brother Zimo, do you know, I used to think that our Murakami was very good. Because the scenery in our village is still good, there are small rivers, small bridges, and large fruit forests. When it blooms, it is beautiful. But after coming to the city, I know that the feeling of the city is so different, and it is even more desirable. ”

"Probably all the girls in the countryside will yearn for life here when they come to the city. But in fact, life in the countryside is also very beautiful. There is not so much pressure. Chen Zimo raised his head and looked at the sky, there were not many stars, in fact, many of them were because the city lights were too bright, so they couldn't see it at all. When I was a child in my hometown, the sky in the summer night was so beautiful, and there were countless stars. That's the real starry spot. And now, the neon lights in the city are very gorgeous and beautiful, but some of the most natural and touching scenery has been obliterated.

"I remember being late in our village. In the past, my parents were worried that I would be deceived by others, and I was afraid of it myself, thinking that going to another place alone, without relatives and no reason, must be very uncomfortable, and I will be very homesick. Later, my companions who were playing with me all went to the city, and I couldn't understand why they all ran to the city and didn't come back. When a few of the sisters came back, you don't know, I couldn't recognize their dresses, their faces were white, and their clothes were very fashionable. We all saw it rarely, and they were happy to tell us about what was going on outside. I was really moved by what I said, and told my parents that I must come out and go to the city to see. ”

"So you're here." Chen Zimo said thoughtfully: "When I was at home before, my parents told me that only when I went out could I not farm. So I worked hard to go to school, and I tried to stay, and I was obsessed with the city. But after staying in the city for so long, in fact, the city is even more sad. ”

"Why do you say that, sad place?" Mu Zhen blinked, a little puzzled: "I think you can get a lot of things in the city that you can't get in the countryside, and even the children here are smarter than the ones in the village." ”

"Perhaps." Chen Zimo seemed to be a little tired and said: "When I was in my hometown, I used to live as a husband and wife, and there didn't seem to be so many things, my wife and children were hot on the kang, this is probably the pursuit, even if I go to the field to farm every day and come home, my wife must have cooked well, and a large group of children are going around him, which is also good." But when you come to the city, you don't just want these things, you want more things, and your heart is easy to get trapped and tired. ”

Mu Zhen listened as if she didn't understand, and said for a long time: "Brother Zimo, do you feel tired?" In all these times with Sister Man, have you been happy? ”

Chen Zi was silent for a long time before he said, "Happiness must be happiness." It's just that sometimes I feel dissatisfied, in fact, it's very good together, and I feel like I'm accommodating a lot of the time, or rather, I'm very humble to love. When her personality is strong, and even when she is a little aggressive, I let her, because I know that she will not admit her mistakes, even if she is really wrong, she understands it in her heart, but she doesn't want to admit it, so every time, it is me who admits my mistakes, and I want to save this family. In this family, I feel good because of her, so even if there is a conflict, I feel that as long as I am patient, it will pass. ”

Mu Zhen frowned when she heard this, looked at Chen Zimo's expression, and said with some distress: "Brother Zimo, you have been wronging yourself all along." ”

"There's nothing to be wronged about. Because I love Manjia, just because of this, I can ignore a lot of contradictions. Chen Zimo said.

"Yes, that's it." Mu Zhen sighed and said softly: "Brother Zimo, sometimes, I really want to be your wife. ”

Chen Zimo paused for a moment, and just as he wanted to say something, he saw Mu Zhen waving his hand and said, "Brother Zimo, let me say it." I guess I'm probably just talking about this one last time, and I don't want to bother you. ”

Chen Zimo closed his mouth at this time.

"I feel sorry for you. When I first met you, I felt my heart beating so fast and I wanted to be close to you. I know you have a wife, and you love Sister Manjia, but I can't control my feelings. I don't think you're happy, not happy at all. I sometimes hate Sister Man Jia, because I think she hurt you. I don't think she cherishes you at all. And I, I want to be good to you, I want to cherish, I can say this to you, if I were your wife, I would take out all my heart to love you, I am willing to do anything for you, as long as you are happy. Brother Zimo, I know that you will definitely not accept me or anything now, and I just want to tell you. ”