Miss you when you are there

"You see, you can't do what I want, but you beg me to compromise!" Bai Xiaonian hooked his lips and smiled at Lu Jinnan, but the smile did not reach the bottom of his eyes.

Seeing that Lu Jinnan frowned and didn't speak, Bai Xiaonian's voice was softer, not at all powerful, as if he was reciting prose: "Why Lu Jinnan?!" Why should I let you?! It's you who want to be with me, it's not me who wants to be with you...... I have to let you, why?! ”

Lu Jinnan's lip flap snorted.

Bai Xiaonian smiled at Lu Jinnan, still in that soft tone: "Lu Jinnan, either do this first!" If you don't leave her alone, then we'll talk about it when she's dead! ”

Bai Xiaonian spoke very cruelly, and when he saw that Lu Jinnan was silent, he raised his hand to pull the car door.

"Xiao Nian!" Lu Jinnan grabbed Bai Xiaonian's slender wrist, "Don't I know you?!" If I wait until Hong Jinyun dies and is looking for you, I will really lose you forever! I'm afraid you won't even see me! ”

"Since you know me so well, do you know that I won't compromise on this matter?!" Bai Xiaonian's smile was too dazzling, her eyes were obviously red, and she still looked light, "Lu Jinnan, I didn't give you a chance!" It's you who don't want it! ”

In the past, Bai Xiaonian didn't want to explain, as long as Lu Jinnan stayed away from Hong Jinyun, didn't see Hong Jinyun, and even forgot this person, he couldn't forget it and hid it in his heart and never let her know, instead of taking Hong Jinyun out and discussing it with her in a grand manner!

Right now...... Bai Xiaonian wanted to stay away from Lu Jinnan.

"If I don't see Hong Jinyun from today, we can reconcile?!" Lu Jinnan asked.

"Including Hong Jinyun's mother!" Bai Xiaonian said.

Lu Jinnan was silent for a long time and nodded......

"You're right, I'm a selfish man, I will only choose you between Hong Jinyun and you, but Xiaonian...... If I really don't care about Hong Jinyun, I will feel guilty about Hong Jinyun for the rest of my life! ”

"Lu Jinnan, do you want to hear the truth?!" Bai Xiaonian looked at Lu Jinnan, she chuckled, "I'm very jealous, I can't accept that you go to see her now, and I can't accept that you hide her in your heart after she dies......"

"Bai Xiaonian, what kind of choice did you give me, could it be that I can still have amnesia like Yun Liuli?!" Lu Jinnan looked at Bai Xiaonian and felt that she was unreasonable, he frowned and fumbled out a cigarette from the storage box in the car, took out a clip between his fingers, and said in a not very good tone, "I asked you to look at Xiaobei, can you do it?!" ”

After speaking, Lu Jinnan looked sideways at the window, lowered the window, and lit a cigarette.

"That's different Lu Jinnan, it's not that I treat it differently, I don't have Lu Jinbei in my heart, but you have Hong Jinyun in your heart...... And unforgettable. Bai Xiaonian's body sat on the back of the co-pilot's seat in a relaxed posture, and he had no intention of getting out of the car.

The car was filled with light smoke and white fog from Lu Jinnan's fingertips, which was ethereal and distracting.

Bai Xiaonian's throat rolled slightly, she reached out and took the cigarette from Lu Jinnan's fingertips, and took a puff that was not so old-fashioned, and she didn't cough, thinking that this was not the first time.

When she lowered the window and lit the ashes, a few raindrops fell from the back of her hand.

I only heard Lu Jinnan ask: "...... you When did you start smoking?! ”

"When I miss you......"

It was obviously a love sentence, but Bai Xiaonian choked up, and his voice was dyed with a thin layer of nasalness.

Lu Jinnan's heart was suddenly grabbed by something.

"At the door of the apartment that day, early in the morning of the second day when you and Hong Jinyun met, she came to me......" Bai Xiaonian's picturesque eyebrows were calm, and he took a puff of cigarette and said, "Except for the fact that I don't know about your murder, I know all your stories!" ”

Lu Jinnan was silent......

"You childhood sweethearts grew up together, there was life and death together, she took the knife for you and never had children again, saying that you tried your best to give her the best you could give her, you told her that she only needs to be a woman in this life! She said that she was cruel to you because she hoped that you could push everything on her, and she was willing to go to jail even if it cost her life! These...... Did she tell you all?! ”

Lu Jinnan was stunned.

Bai Xiaonian asked someone to check the transcript of the case that year, Hong Jinyun did say that she killed the person, but later Lu Jinnan admitted that she was sent out of the country under the strong arrangement of her biological mother, and then she completely lost contact with Lu Jinnan.

Therefore, Bai Xiaonian at that time was afraid of ...... It's the vigor they once were!

Even if Lu Jinnan chose her now, she didn't dare to guarantee that when Lu Jinnan knew this, he would leave most of the position in his heart to Hong Jinyun.

Bai Xiaonian is a very stingy and greedy person!

If she loves someone, but that person can't give her her her whole heart, she'd rather not!

"I've checked, and what she said is true!" Bai Xiaonian took a puff of cigarette, a deep puff, and the smoke burned quickly.

Lu Jinnan's palms were in pain, he reached out and took the cigarette from Bai Xiaonian's hand, and threw it out of the window where it was already dripping with drizzle: "Don't smoke it!" ”

"Lu Jinnan's heart, how can you break it for two women?!" The white mist overflowing from the corners of Bai Xiaonian's lips as she spoke blurred the bottom of her eyes where tears had accumulated, "What's more, I don't want defective products!" ”

Lu Jinnan raised his hand and tugged at his neckline: "So your avoidance during this time is planning to fulfill me and Hong Jinyun?!" ”

Bai Xiaonian shook his head: "It's to let myself go......"

I don't know what came to mind, Bai Xiaonian lowered his head and chuckled, and his nose reddened: "Simply, let's just talk about it!" ”

Said the words that Bai Xiaonian originally intended to keep in his heart forever.

Lu Jinnan, January 28...... You see my colleague Mortenson coming out of the apartment, angrily slamming the door and leaving! Ke Lu Jinnan...... I called you four times before, and the fourth call was connected, and you didn't give me a chance to open your mouth and said that Hong Jinyun's mother called you...... said that she locked herself in her room for a day and a night without eating or drinking, and on the way to Hong Jinyun, you said sorry to me and hung up the phone! ”

Lu Jinnan remembered that at that time, because Hong Jinyun and Bai Xiaonian had ignored him for a few days, and the phone had been turned off, so Lu Jinnan was unexpectedly happy when he received Bai Xiaonian's call, but Hong Jinyun's mother's phone was crying uncontrollably.

"I don't want to call you if it's not a last resort, I'm in a daze...... I didn't have any strength in my whole body, and I didn't get a drop of water for a day and a night, so I finally forced myself to endure palpitations and weakness to charge my mobile phone, and the phone called, and you didn't even give me a chance to speak......"